She'd only given in because she was lonely

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I promised to myself before that I will never do it again. I hold up for 7 months from the day that I promises and I succeeded on it. I even created a lot of sticky note with my written promise on it.m and put it on my table, my tv screen, even on the mirror and oopz I also have 5 sticky note on my bathroom. I also make sure that I will always see it Everytime that I will go to my kitchen. I get a good result on it and I'm patting my head everyday because I was able to hold up for that long 7 months.

I even thought I won't be able to do it but heaven! I am so amazing for making it this far. But doing it is not easy because of a lot of temptation. I was tempted for like unlimited times because of my co workers and friends. They just keep on pushing me in doing "it" but because I have this goal. I was still able to hold up. ! Not that I think about it. Even if they told me a lot of things about how good was it. Even if they keep on tempting me, my urge to achieve my goal was so strong that no one can ever tempt me from doing it again.

But off course I can still imagine those things that they keep on saying to me. And I almost lost it. But nah! My will is stronger than the urge of doing it. Bur just Imagine you are being stopped by a lot of people in going in to comfort room just so you can dump some waste. That's what I felt while hodling it all. The urge. But because I want so much to change. Because I want so much to make myself more presentable to others. I want to look good to everyone. I held it all it. I endure it all.

I didn't give myself a chance to be entice by the good smell of those. I feel sad because I'm depriving myself but it's okay. It's for my own good. I know, I'm always putting it on my head, that's it's all fir my own good. I will the only one who'll benefit on it in the end. Everything is all good. Everything is perfect and I can still stop myself from doing it. It didn't even occur to me that everything will chance on just one day. Everything is still on hand the other day but it change yesterday. Because I saw Him.

The main reason of why I'm doing it. I don't really give a damn about myself coz I'm just sayinf it so I can have all the reason to pursue this goal but... I can't take it anymore. I saw Him yesterday with his new woman. Why he can't love me? Why he can't see that's I'm doing it all for him? Why can't he like me too seriously. I'm trying my best to loss weight so why? And you know because of the pain and the heartbreak I felt and the loneliness yesterday.

I finally give in. I broke my own promise and when I check again - i gained 2 kilos for just a day. I look again at my place and I saw 3 boxes of pizza, a bucket of Fried Chicken from Jolibee, Burgers, fries, Cake, Pasta and more and more that I lost count all of it. I mean, why? I only give in because I was lonely and I gain nothing but 2 more kilo of fat and eyebags and not just that. I also lost 5000php for buying all of these foods. I mean jow on earth di I put it all on my stomach? This is just too much Wahhyyyy!!!! Huehue.

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I got the prompt for this on Squibler.io. Thanks to the one who share this site ehee. But I didn't type this to that dangerous site as I know I can't pull it off. And if ever it disappear, I can't type it again and for sure I will forget the idea immediately that's why I cheated lol. I type this on my read.cash editor ehehe.

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grabe siguro ang fiesta nang pagkain kung ganun no...tapos 7 months kang nag pigil,,,ghaaadddd//

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2 years ago

Hahahaha sureball yan Noona nakahinha ng maluwag ang tyan HAHAHA ay baligtad hahahs

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2 years ago

Ang creative mo talaga ate Ruffs. I thought it's your personal experience . little did realize na prompt pala. Galing!

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2 years ago

Hahaha di man bunga lang ng malikot Kong tiyan hahaha

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2 years ago

Kala ko po tunay haha kala tungkol dun sa crush mo na nasa Palengke hahaha. Hirap naman talaga labanan ang temptation ng foods lalo na kapag lagi mo pa nakikita o naaamoy sa paligid.

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2 years ago

Bwahahaha hindiiii, prompt yan.

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2 years ago

stress eating yarn? Okay lang yan Ruffaness I'm gonna love you just the weight you are

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2 years ago

Hahahaha cute, thanks muuuuuuunay pero di ko story yan ha. Hahahah

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2 years ago

Sad, love is not about good physique. How gonna someone do to anyone. By the way I'm also obese but I'm working to control it, not for sake of any man and other entity. But for sake of my own self to make my self away from diseases which is because of prevalence in obesity.

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2 years ago

Ohh, that's cool do it for your own sake and not for everyone else. Do it because you want it and because you want to change 🥰

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2 years ago

I never feel good to see someone alone. I know how a people feel that bad time with loneliness.

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2 years ago

Yeah, loneliness is a killer you know 🥺

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2 years ago

Mahirap labanan ang pagkain, gusto ko din ulit magpapayat pero ayaw ng mga masasarap hahaha

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2 years ago

Bwahaha, bat pa magpapapayat ee bagay naman ata sayu body mo now haha

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2 years ago

grabe yung 5k na foods pwedeng mabroken na ren?😭 hahaha

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2 years ago

Hahaha basta ready na 5k mo enebee hahaha gogogof haha

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2 years ago

Nakakasad po talaga no pag di tayo nakakapagpigil haha.. pero basta ilulusog natin why not.. pero sobra naman yung 2 kjlos of fat a day hihi..need na talaga imaintain..

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2 years ago

Hahahaha hoy diko kwento yan ha, gawa gawa lang ng illuminat! Yarn hahahaha

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2 years ago

Sa lala ng heartbreak ate napa mukbang ng worth 5k pesos worth of food si ate girl 😭 HAHAHA

Kala ko real story this atee at first •́ ‿ ,•̀ AHAHAH

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2 years ago

Hahaha, minahal nya ng wagas tapos, arouch hahaha.

Kala mo story ko ganern ahahaha

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2 years ago

Ayoko na mabroken , wala akong 5K hahha. Grabe ilang sack of rice na yun ate eh ahahah. Wasak na nga ang puso tapos pati bulsa mawawasak na din hahaha

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2 years ago

Hahaha kaya wag na mag juwa para di ma broken hahaha charowtttt

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2 years ago

Hahaha di rin nakapagpigil nadala sa emosyon hahaha. Gara kumain, 5k yung nagastos Hhahaahha. Hasy, need ko dina ta ma broke. Para mag gain ng weight juskooo nakakapgod na tawgaing walis tingting.

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2 years ago

Hahaha, what I think your body is good na. Mas sexy aba. Saka maganda yan di ka tabain.

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2 years ago

Haha yari Yan mahirap sa broken hearted gasgas na Ang bulsa puro taba Ang matitira. Pero ako noon hi did kapag broken hearted ako Ang ginagawa ko nag gym at nanonood Ng basketball.😅😅

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2 years ago

Ay kakaiba pala yang sayo ano. Baligtad haha dapat nga ganyan mas sesexy kapa

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2 years ago

Oo sis haha😅 Kaya ayun laging humahabol Yung partner ko noon sakin. Nakikita Niya Kasi glow up ko kapag nagbrebreak kami nun.🤣😂

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2 years ago

Mukbang is layp🤣

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2 years ago

Hahaha nag mukbang kasi lonely huehue

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2 years ago

Parang ito yung prompt na katulad kay miss yen sis Ruffa. Noon ko pa to gusto i-try pero di ko pa talaga nasubukan. Di man lang ako nag start. Ang galing naman sis ruffa. Parang nakuha yung attention ko sa isang bucket ng fried chicken. Ang sarap naman nun.

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2 years ago

Oo nagawa na nga un, kaso ang dangerous talaga if dun ka mismo sa site maga sulat haha

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2 years ago

I thought it was a donut nung sabi mabango ewan bigla ako nag crave ahhh

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2 years ago

Bwahahaha buy kana ng donut Chachan, pakihagis ng iba ditey ha haha

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2 years ago

Magandang title, The Boy Who Made Me Fat. Damn! Ibang klase ang tummy mo ate ruffs. Hmm, who's this boy kaya na lagi mong binabanggit. Ang dami kasi nila eh. Charrr

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2 years ago

Hahaha loka kaaaa, fiction lang areh hahahaha

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2 years ago

Masarap kumain. Period. haha! Grabe un 5k. Nagmukbang hehe.

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2 years ago

Hahaha pero need na nga daw mag diet 🤧🤣

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2 years ago

Baka ganun na diet ang gusto - un tumaba hindi pumayat :D :D

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2 years ago

It's not so easy to hold on to what one wants especially when there are temptations here and there so I have to say well done!

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2 years ago

That's true too.

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2 years ago

Akin nalang yung 5k bahala na kung tumaba ako ng sobra andaming bigas na non eh hahaha. Promises turns into sorry yung ang masakit.

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2 years ago

Hahaha, napataba naman sya ng mga yon marengff hahaha

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2 years ago

Naku pag lonelt talaga dangerous. Marami magagawa na pagsisisihan. Okay lang sana kumain wag naman sana umabot sa 5k ang gastos sakit sa bulsa yun huhu

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2 years ago

Hahahaha di na maiiisip ng taong brokenhearted ang gastos. Saka lang yan mag rereact kapag natapos na hahaha. Masakit na ang puso, pati ba naman ang bulsa hahanep

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2 years ago

Napaaisip ako kung ano un pagpipigil n ginawa eh, un pala sa foods, hahaha!

Nice one madam, sa title palang alam ko na sa squibler galing eh

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2 years ago

Hahahaha, na encounter mo na tu for sure madam ano hahaha.

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2 years ago

Oo.madam,hehe..kaso wala maisip na flow ng story, hehe

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2 years ago

People can't hold on to their promised for long,, Welcome to the promise and move forward,,, It is one of the great virtues of man,,,,

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2 years ago

Yeah that's true, it's meant to be broken sometimes

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2 years ago

Kala ko nmn totoo..kc previous stories mo bout a guy..haha..5k for food? No way haha..mkabili na ko 1sako bigas nun..lol

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2 years ago

Hahahahaha, alammo na brokenhearted haha

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