Love is just a mask-(part-17)
Delwar thought he would look for Suraiya after the school holidays. Why isn't he coming to school. Today he miss his Suraiya very much. But does he love Suraiya? No, Delwar doesn't love Suraiya. Suraiya is his best friend. And should not be involved in a relationship with a friend.
Delwar, on the other hand, tried to meditate. Why would he think a bad thing unnecessarily. Such bad thoughts should not be allowed in the mind.
Delwar doesn't like his teacher's lecture today. He was inattentive in all classes. None of Sir's words reached his ears. He was in class but his mind was not in class.
Delwar sat in class for hours and waited. When school holidays and a little peace.
After the class was over, Delwar started running home. If he could fly like a bird, I think he would have peace. But man has no wings anymore. If he had wings, he would have used them properly. Because the human mind is more diverse than the bird's mind. More than the mind of a bird. The human mind is independent of the mind of a bird.
Dewar reached home faster today than any other day. Never come home from school so fast before.
When he reached home, he was gasping. His mother asked him, what happened to you at this moment?
Delwar said, nothing, mother.
But why you are panting like a dog?
Delwar was upset to hear breathing talking like a dog. The dog is a low quality animal and his mother compared him. The joy with which Dewar came home from school faded in an instant.
He then forgot Suraiya's thoughts like that moments. He does not know that there is a girl in the world named Suraiya. People forget many memories of injuries. Such that Delwar himself forgot the memory.
Why love rain?
How are you my dear friends, I hope you are well in your city. In your home.
Today is Monday, it's not a special day for me. Because every day of the week is equally important to me. But Friday is a completely different day for me. I love this day so much.
The sky in my city is full of clouds. It is normal for the sky to be full of clouds during the rainy season. It is difficult to find people who do not like rain. Who can say that why they love rain more?
Poets, novelists, in a word, writers.
Do you know why writers love rain? Or you can say. Writers love rain because rain creates emotion. Rain raises emotions in people's minds.
Rain intoxicates nature. Just as rain breathes life into the bosom of dry soil, so it breathes life into the bosom of a writer. The poet's chest cools. Fertilizes poet's talent.
I appreciate the rainy season because I am now soaking in regular rainwater. My mind danced with joy when I saw the clouds in the sky.
When it rains, the environment is refreshed. The sky is fresh. Provides a spiritual nourishment in the minds of all creatures.
We, the rain-fed people, may not understand how much rain is needed, but people in drought-prone areas understand how much rain is needed. They look up at the sky for a drop of water. Realizing this, a little raindrop will cool the heart like the cool water of the sea.
I will go away (Poem)
***Night after day comes***
***Day after night***
***Our generation comes after us***
***We will one day be immersed in the path of the earth.***
***To fly like night***
***Laughing like the day***
***To love like you***
***I can do it myself***
***Will I come back to earth again?***
***I will never return to earth,***
***I won't love you anymore***
***I will not cry for you anymore;***
***No more emotions for myself***
***I will leave this world with sorrow***
***Then everyone in the world will be stranger to me!***
Poem to return home
***The mind is running on the way home***
***Home intoxication too,***
***I will go home before evening***
***The sun sets too.***
***At the end of the day comes the evening***
***Birds looking for nests,***
***There is a lot of noise on the road***
***Crowds of people returning home for rests.***
***All the relatives of the house***
***Waiting at home,***
***Whatever the animal or human***
***They are waiting for the loved one!***
***Hoping to return home***
***Someone comes home,***
***Someone might get lost***
***And not back home.***
***This is a game of emotions in the world***
***The passion for the house is great,***
***Tell me if there is anyone like that***
***Who can break the emotions for home!***
*I wrote the poem in my own language but later when I went to translate it the rhythm fell a bit, for which I am sorry*
Memories
How are you my dear friends How your days are being spent with your family. Hope you are well, I wish all my Read Cash friends and their families well and longevity.
We currently live. We can't go back to the past even if we want to, we can't go back to the future even if we want to. Because our power as human beings is limited.
But our memory can do that which our body cannot do. But my future is slowly moving towards it. But this too with the help of memory, I can say in imagination.
The power of human imagination is infinite, we can bring the past to the present by imagination and transform the present into the past. I would say this is the power of imagination, a special blessing from God to man, and a special power from our God.
It is raining in our country now. Rainwater is now flooding the river and entering the locality. There is no end to human suffering. I pray for them, may Allah protect the people of the flood-hit area.
As a child, I used to get very wet in rain water. It would be a great pleasure. Yesterday I got wet in the rain. About two hours. It's about three years later. Had a lot of fun. I played wet football in the rain a long time with my friends.
Let me tell you a story, I was in third grade. I know how to swim quite well then. One rainy afternoon I went to pick palms. The palm tree was on the edge of a bill. The sapling fell, but in the water, I picked up the sap and went down into the water. I did not understand the matter then. But now I understand. There were so many currents in the bill water, there was no one to help me when I drowned. Now I am thrilled to think.
The rainy season is one of my favorite seasons do you know?. I used to catch fish in the water of the bill with a net. My mother used to make cakes and we used to sit and eat them. It would be a great pleasure.
Love is just a mask(part-16)
Suraiya did not come to school for three days today. Because her fever was much higher than before. The doctor came home. To treat her. Suraiya had fainted from the fever. The doctor came and gave her medicine.
Suraiya is upset that she could not go to school regularly. She could not understand why her fever came at the wrong time.
Delwar doesn't know that Suraiya has a fever. He thinks that maybe Suraiya didn't come to school because she was angry with him. There is no reason to be angry. He did no wrong. But why would Suraiya be angry with him?
Delwar asked Tina, "Listen, Tina, why aren't your friend coming to school?" What happened? Do you know anything?
Tina said, no I don't know. I have not had contact with him for several days. I also wonder why he doesn't come to school. I do not understand what the problem is!
Suddenly why you are asking about Suraiya, Tina asked.
Delwar said, no, just like that. I haven't seen him in class for several days now. So I asked. Is it wrong to look for a friend?
Suraiya said a little sarcastically, if a friend is near, you are not looking. And when you go away to find her?
The word Suraiya hit Delwar hard, why is she saying this? He is not looking for all of them.He tries to be a good friend to them. Listening to all their commands yet why his friends sometimes treat him ruthlessly.
Delwar stood silently, said nothing, Tina went to the class.
***Sorry friend for not being able to accompany you for so long. I would especially like to Thank*** @Talecharm***, because she is a person of noble heart, she extends her helping hand to the newcomer readers in this platform. Thanks again for renewing the sponsorship. I also Thank to*** @Tomi-Ajax ***& I wish them longevity.***
Another name for life is money
How are my Read Cash friends? I hope you are well? I'm not very good because I'm unemployed now. Today I feel very helpless, people sometimes feel very helpless. When too much falls into despair. Even though I am not very depressed now, I know why I feel helpless. We humans are very helpless animals.
Do you believe that we as human beings are very helpless? But I can prove that we as human beings are very helpless. Do you want proof? Then imagine how many dollars you have deposited in your wallet. Do you understand what I mean?
Well, at least I didn't go down without explaining myself first. Many had saved money before the crypto market went down. But it is no longer capital. Capital has been depleted.
No one can sleep at night in this mourning. No one can eat properly. ***The hardest grief in the world is to lose a living person, but the grief of losing money is no less!***
The one who earns money knows how hard it is to earn money. How much money is earned by sweating on the body. Money comes when you lose a lot of talent.
If you don't stay awake for many nights, money will not come. How much money comes when the sun burns in the afternoon. How much money comes in the pocket when wet in the rain.
*It would have been better if the other name of money was not life. Money would be better if it was the oxygen of life. We used to say that money is another name for life so we want money!*
I wanted to write a story today, but if someone told that what a story, maybe someone remembers, "Love is just a mask" is the next part of the story but it didn't happen anymore. I sat down to write and my mind went to the other side so I am writing it.
A different kind of joy
How are you my dear friends this Sunday? I hope you are well with your family's busy schedule.
I am also very good with my family, because I have met new guests. When I meet a new guest, I mean that I have become a uncle. Last June 6, I became uncle. My younger sister's born a son.
Unfortunately, I have not been able to communicate with you for a long time. Couldn't read your article. Because I was busy with my family. I was busy with family work. I couldn't even write an article, it wasn't time at night either. Because all the busyness of the day brought sleep to my eyes.
My sister did not give birth to a normal baby. Her baby was delivered through an operation. That is, through Caesar.
This is her number three child. The previous two had daughters. This time my sister was expecting a son. He got it by the grace of Allah. For which they are very happy. Not only her but everyone in my family is happy. I am one of them.
Every couple chooses a boy child, they want a first child boy. There is no human hand here, the child will be a boy or a girl. Even after that people are very unhappy to have a daughter.
My sister's mother-in-law was very unhappy at first because their first two children were daughters. But this time happy to have a son.
I left town and went home. Because there was no one in my house. You can say I went to guard the house.
I have two cows in my house. People need to take care of them. They need people to cut the grass and clean the cow dung. The responsibility for these tasks fell on me. The cows had to be bathed regularly. Because the cows would get sick in extreme heat. They used to get a lot of dirt on their bodies.
Again there are 8 goats in the house. I also had the responsibility of seeing them properly and collecting their food.
I had a hard time with the responsibility of the goat. These are very wicked animals. They do not listen to people. If the goat is given a little chance, he may no longer think of himself as a goat.
One of our 8 goats is very wicked. I was in a lot of trouble with that naughty goat.
My days have gone well despite a little hardship. I have had a great experience with goats and cows. I come to town and I miss them very much.
After going home, at first it was very difficult to work, but later it got better. Because I had no habit of manual labor, I never worked hard even though I was a child of a peasant family. My parents wanted me not to suffer like them. So they sent me to town to study at a very young age.
Money is needed
How are my Read Cash friends? I hope you are well? I'm not very good because I'm unemployed now. I am in financial crisis. But thank God I am in good health.
You know I do tuition. From here I get some money. The amount is small, it does not meet the needs of my whole month.
I'm looking for a part-time job but can't find one. What to do now is not working in the head. I am getting depressed day by day.
Honors results were published last week. That means I'm unemployed now. In our country, honors pass boys and girls are considered as unemployed. They are under pressure from the family. Then they say how long will I sit and feed you? Arrange a job!
Parents do not want to understand easily, it is not possible to get a job just after finishing studies.
There are separate studies for the job. It's hard for them to understand how hot the job market is. The life of the unemployed is very difficult.
The following are the thoughts of the people in our society about the unemployed:
1. Unemployed boy means nothing will happen to him. It has been in vain to spend money on the boy all year round.
2. Society will speak harshly to him. The boy is a bull. Will mock the boy's parents. Tell him that if he teaches his son, he will not get a job.
3. The boy will be neglected by the family day by day. The family will not value him, they will despise him.
4. Society will also ignore him, will hate him.
5. Age will increase but marriage will not. Working boys are very valuable in the society. A girl is always for their marriage but no one wants to give a girl in the hands of an unemployed boy. Because they have not learned to stand on their own two feet.
Last word
Unemployment problem is present in all societies of all countries. No social system can remedy this. I don't know why you can't.
We do not take into account how many young people are suffering from depression because of this problem. It is not possible to keep accounts.
The dreams of millions of young people are shattered, their loved ones are lost just for a job. In the eyes of the beloved man is becoming a vessel of hatred.
Someone is dying by suicide, like a friend of mine died. I told you that before. Thousands of young people like my friend are losing their beloved man.
The nearest man is moving around at the rate of others, sleeping under the chest of others. This is the biggest trouble in the world. As human beings we have nothing to say or do!
I have a skin disease
My dear friends, today I went to the doctor. Because I have a skin disease. I have white rashes all over my body. It has been in my body for many days. I get better sometimes when I take medicine. Again, if I stop taking medicine, the disease occurs in my body.
There needs to be a limit to laziness. But I have no limits. I am so lazy that I am too lazy to take medicine. Due to which the disease is not good. Sometimes it gets better and sometimes it gets worse!
I don't know when I will be completely healthy.
I read in class five when this disease occurs. I read at a very basic level. Everyone used to say that the name of this disease was acne on my body. It looked white then. There are striped spots on the body. The body was covered behind a shirt.
However, I do not have any major allergies in my body. There is no burning sensation on the skin of the body. The body does not itch. There is no itching.
It is bad to see the body just by taking off the clothes. Besides, I don't have any other problem.
I went to the doctor one day before. The doctor gave me a prescription. Prescribed many medicines. He told me to take the medicine in full dose, and to see him after one month. But sadly it was not seen for a month. Because the skin of the body improved. The illness was almost like a cure. So no doctor was seen.
The doctor gave me some directions, but I could not follow them. He told me to read the loose shirt but I couldn't. I'm used to wearing body fit shirts. The reason is that the doctor said that since the skin is a problem, the body needs more oxygen. Oxygen keeps the skin of the body healthy. He said many more things but did not remember.
Today I have bought a lot of medicine, several types. I hope my skin will get better after taking these medicines.
Back at the hostel from the doctor I rested. Then one of my guests came, I went to receive him at the station. He has a job test tomorrow. His test center is in our college. Moreover, he has no place to stay in the city.
Leaving the guest in the hostel, I went to tuition. I did not want to go to tuition today. But I had to go to the exam in front of my student.
On my way back from tuition I bought two eggs. Because the food quality in our hostel is not good tonight.
Then I came to the hostel and had dinner with two fried eggs with the guest. I sat down to write an article after the meal.
Revealing the mystery of my friend's death(end part)
How are you my dear friends I hope you are well. How is your day going with your family? How are your children?
May God bless you all. Those who are healthy should be thankful to God.
Today I want to finish the story of my friend among you. My friend Ronnie came to see me today. Because he promised me yesterday he would meet me today. I am very happy that he has fulfilled his promise.
Ronnie said: Sorry for not giving you time yesterday! My roommate fell down the stairs and got sick, so I left.
I took him to the hospital, with serious injuries, and he escaped with a broken bone. The leg is injured, the bone is slightly cracked. The doctor has bandaged it, if you rest a little, it will get better.
Then we started talking about dew. I asked him what was the secret of Shishir's death? Now tell me openly.
He told me: Shishir loved a girl, Shishir was supposed to marry her. But Shishir did not agree then because he was unemployed then. Moreover Shishir was a student.
Shishir said, I will finish my reading and then I will get married. So Shishir did not get married then.
The two families agreed that their children would get married after finishing their education. Because the girl also used to study then.
But at the end of the study, the girl's parents think that Shishir will not get any job. And it is too late to get a job. Until then, his daughter cannot be kept unmarried. He fixes his daughter's marriage. And the girl gets married.
Shishir could not bear this deception and committed suicide.
After the girl gets married, Shishir finds out that his favorite man is no more. He who dreamed about it will live in someone else's house from now on. So maybe all the frustration in the world surrounded him because of which he lost his life. No emotion of the world could bind him.
I was overwhelmed by Ronnie's words. It's hard for anyone to accept. That is why suicide cannot be a solution. It is nothing but nonsense.
Revealing the mystery of my friend's death(first part)
I have already told you that one of my friends has committed suicide, I did not know the secret of why he died. But now I know why my friend committed suicide.
Today I met a friend named Ronnie. I was coming to the hostel after finishing my tuition, after walking some distance from the student's house, I heard a call from behind. I thought no one was calling me, because I had very few friends in town.
I heard a call from behind again, this is Apex. After hearing the call I turned around and saw my friend Ronnie calling me.
I approached his with great interest, for I was anxious to know the secret of Shishir's death. He is coming towards me with a smile on his face.
After After coming to me he asked : How are you friend?
I said I'm fine, and how are you?
He said I'm fine too.
Where are you going friend?
I said, I came to tuition and now I am going to hostel. And where are you coming from?
He said, I went to work, now I am going to the room.
He told me, there is a tea shop in front of my friend, let's sit down and have tea.
I already wanted to have tea, so I agreed to my friend's words.
The two friends sat together in the tea shop and started the story while having tea.
He asked me, how is my day going?
I said by the grace of God it is going well.
I deliberately pulled the topic of dew in front of him.
I asked him, how many days is Shishir dying?
He thought for a while and replied, almost a week has passed.
I asked him if he had committed suicide or if someone had killed him. Because Shishir lived in a hostel with his friend in town.
In our country students sometimes die due to political reasons. He is said to have committed suicide after being killed. Which is why I asked him if anyone had killed Shishir.
Ronnie said, "No, Shishir committed suicide. No one killed him."
I asked, "Do you know why he committed suicide at all?" He said, "Yes, I know."
I said: Then tell me.
He just told me that for a girl and at that moment his phone rang.
He got up to talk on the phone, then slowly walked out of the tea shop. I also paid for the tea and went out with him.
He told me, there are many stories, I will tell you later, now I have a job, I told you yesterday, I have to go now. I went now.
Ronnie left, I went to the hostel too, but my mind was not completely at peace, because the whole incident is still unknown to me.
I will try to know the whole story tomorrow, because my soul is not satisfied if I do not know the whole story.
Love is just a mask (part-15)
Article No.63
Date.29.05.22
After waking up, Suraiya could not understand when she fell asleep again. She felt as if she had slept for a long time in night . Then when she wakes up she hears the birds chirping. Then she realized that it was morning.
Rahela Begum came to Suraiya's room with a cup of coffee, she also had some biscuits in her hand.
Rachel Begum said, Suraiya, have some coffee. How is the body now? Are you feeling better now?
She placed the biscuits in front of Suraiya while asking questions.
Suraiya replied, "Yes, mother, I feel better now." I'm better now than at night. However, there is a slight headache.
Rahela Begum said, eat biscuits. Rice is being cooked, I am giving rice after a while, take medicine after eating rice.
Suraiya thinks in her mind that it is time for her school, she has to go to school after eating rice, so little fever, a little medicine and water will be fine. What is the benefit of thinking so much? If you don't go to school one day, it will be difficult to understand reading the next day. Moreover, she is not absent from school without any serious reason. The fever does not go away for any serious reason! It is not uncommon for a person's body temperature to rise suddenly.
Moreover, Suraiya has heard that when a person is afflicted with a minor illness from time to time, the blessings of Allah are showered on him. And in this the small sins of the people are forgiven. Suraiya has a fever, it is not so much.
Suraiya said to her mother: Mom, cook rice quickly, I will eat and go to school. If you can't cook fast, school will be late.
Suraiya's mother was surprised to hear that her daughter had a fever and wanted to go to school. At night her daughter did not have a good knowledge of the fever, and now that she wants to go to school it is a matter of surprise.
Suraiya's mother said, "Let your fever go, then go to school." There is no need to go to school with such a weak body.
Suraiya still wanted to go school but her mother would not let her go to school.
Suraiya did not object to her mother's words, as her body was slowly warming up again. That means the fever is rising again. This is not a good sign.
Suraiya doesn't understand why her body fever is fluctuating so much. She feels very uncomfortable, now she wants to go to school and play with her girlfriend, but she is not going to school.
Many thanks to everyone for reading the story!
Suicide Note
Today, Friday, I have been thinking of writing an article but I don't want to sit in the chair, I am turning on and off the laptop, but the article is not being written anymore, finally I was able to sit down to write after the Jumma prayers.
Before that I said after prayers I came and saw an ice cream vendor in front of our hostel. My roommate said brother should eat ice cream, I said ok take. He brought two ice creams and we went upstairs to eat together.
I came to the room, changed my prayer clothes and sat down to eat, and after eating I sat down to write an article.
I will write today's article about suicide. In an earlier article I said that a close friend of mine had committed suicide. There was no desire to write about him. But today I saw on Facebook that a girl has committed suicide so I want to write about this.
The girl lived in the capital city. The girl's name was not known, as her name was not attached to the photo. I saw the beautiful girl and saw her picture.
The girl loved a boy. So the girl came to the district town to meet her beloved boy. No one knows this news. The people of the girl's house know that their daughter is in the capital city to study.
The girl's relationship broke down when she came to meet the boy. At one point the girl committed suicide and died.
The girl wrote an suicide note before she died. "No one is responsible for my death."
The girl did not blame anyone for her suicide, so what? What a wonderful way to screw people over without having or thinking of proper solutions. No, she will not be great.
She is responsible for the girl's death. She could not control her emotions. Devil has deceived her. The girl has lost to herself. No work on earth has stopped for her since she has left the world.
Can you tell who was harmed when the girl died? No one, the loss is her family, because her family will not be able to show their face in society. They have to walk in the society with their heads bowed. We should think of parents, we should think of respect for parents.
We will not return to this world again and again, our life is one, we should not make mistakes in this life that cause our death. We need to find out more about the boy or girl before we get involved in relationships. Parents should always look after their children and take care of them.
We should understand the importance in life. One should learn to love oneself!
Emotion is a very bad thing, it is destroying our young society.
Thank you @Tomi-Ajax for renewing the sponsorship.
Love is just a mask (part-14)
How are you, my dear Read Cash friends, the day before Friday? I hope you are well like me. I am very well today. Because I don't know, why I'm fine.
Man is happy for most of his life. We do not realize that we are happy most of the time in life. But we cannot forget the time of trouble. Due to which the time of our suffering seems long.
I feel good today so I want to write a love story today. Today I want to write some part of the previous story. So today I am writing the next part of "Love is just a mask"
The story
Suraiya's fever got worse and she started to feel more cold. His mother put him to bed. Then his mother poured water on his head. After pouring water, Suraiya eats some rice. She felt nauseous while eating rice but his mother forced him to eat rice. After eating rice, Suraiya goes to bed after taking fever pills.
She doesn't even know when Suraiya fell asleep at night, because she was lying on the bed with a headache. When she woke up then morning.
Suraiya did not understand how such a long night had passed.
Suraiya tried to remember the memory of the night, at night she had a terrible dream in her sleep. Someone is knocking on Suraiya's door. Suraiya is very scared. She is asking for someone's help but no one is helping her, Suraiya can't think if she will open the door!
Frightened, Suraiya opened the door with fear. Suraiya opened the door and stood like Boba, because when she opened the door, she saw a man standing in front of her with another man's severed head in his hand.
Suraiya doesn't know what to do, she wants to run away but can't, The man is coming towards Suraiya with a sharp knife to cut Suraiya's head, but Suraiya can't run, he is just fidgeting, just then she wakes up.
That is life
My dear Read Cash friends you know I can't publish regular articles on this platform. Because my inner laziness makes me useless. The devil lives in my mind! I fight with him and get defeated sometimes. Thinking again that the devil can not be defeated in any way, then sat down to write an article with a firm promise.
I have been going through some kind of accident for several days now. Unexpected news is coming and moving my mind. Which is pretty hard to bear, yet having to endure because I’m human. And man is an animal that can withstand all the hostile environment of the world.
Listen to the story of a man who was the son of a very noble family. Growing up, he lived like a king. He does not know what a lack is. All day long he passed his day in ecstasy. When he did not hesitate to do what he wanted. His life was going well with luxury.
His parents would not tell him anything because he was their only son. They did not even say that the boy would suffer.
One day the boy's father died, then all the responsibilities of the family fell on the boy's shoulders.
The boy, who woke up late in the morning and did not do any housework, suddenly noticed a drastic change.
He did all the hard and heavy work in his house, he dose handle all the responsibilities of the world very well.
That is, time changes people, forces them to work harder, that is life.
That means I will change too but I don't know when. I too will start sorting out my chores but I don't know who will teach me to do my work!
The sudden death of my friend
How are you my dear friends this Monday, I hope you are well with your family, I'm fine too but I'm not feeling well, I've been upset since yesterday, I was suddenly upset.
I went home last Thursday afternoon, because this time I did not liked to come to the hostel after Eid, my mind is at home, so I went home to meet my parents, the face of my parents in the world is a face that gives peace of mind.
On my way home, I met an acquaintance of a car driver, got in the car and started talking to him,
The driver first spoke to me, brother, how far is left to read and write?
I said, almost finished, just finished Honors, and have one more year, then finish the Masters.
There was a passenger sitting next to me, he looked at my face, looked at my face and said, looking at your face it is not understood that you are in such a big class, looking at you it seems that you are light age!
I smiled a little and said, "Everyone says these words, looking at my face, it is not clear that my honors is over."
The man sitting next to him also smiled a little!
Then car driver said, "Brother, a boy has died, who lived in this area . I'll see him, so you'll have to sit in the car and wait."
I said okay, then asked how he died.
He replied that the boy had lived in the city and had committed suicide.
I further questioned why? If he knew how he had committed suicide.
He said, I don't know, I asked if you know his name, he said, the boy's name is Shishir.
I was shocked to hear the name, because there is a friend's house where the car stopped, his name is also Shishir.
I also went for a walk to see the corpse, I went and saw that my childhood friend, he is no longer with us, we lived in the city together as a child, and now he leaves us not in the land of return.
Seeing him, my mind became very bad, even today my mind is bad for him. He covers all my thoughts.
The world is much bigger than our lives. Only our life is short. It is true that we did not come to live on earth forever, we will leave this world one day. But not by his own will.
And what kind of people are those who die of their own free will, I wonder how it is possible!
It may be due to depression, when a person commits suicide he may think himself in a very trivial way. We can only imagine how difficult it is for people to get sick and spend millions to survive, whereas pessimistic people commit suicide. Really weird!
Around Frustration
How are you my dear friends, I hope you are well with your family, family means mine of happiness, family means kingdom of heaven on earth, and the people of that kingdom of we ,
People in the world are very optimistic, people build houses with hope, they want to live with hope in the world,
There are no more optimistic creatures on earth than humans.
We don't know if tomorrow will come in our life, I don't know if tomorrow morning I will see it with my own eyes, but still I am full of hope that tomorrow I will go for a walk with you, tomorrow I will go for a walk with you, our people, we are big strange creatures.
But it is better to be optimistic, otherwise we will slowly fall into the lap of death!
I wanted to write a summary of my day today, but it didn't happen, because I couldn't find anything to write about.
Frustration sometimes surrounds people, I don't let people down, I get frustrated sometimes, even today one day, I get frustrated, I don't know how to get out of frustration.
One of the reasons I suffer from depression is because I am in financial crisis, I understand how much money people need in life, now I need a job, only job can get me out of this problem.
Human life is worthless without money, we say passionately that there is no need for money to survive, is that really so? No, it's a lie, the only meaning that can make life beautiful.
Love is just a mask(part-13)
How are you my friends this Sunday, how is your family, may your days of laughter and tears be better this is my prayer, may he who is sitting in the sky help you!
The story
Rehela Begum came to Suraiya from the kitchen, came and touched Suraiya's body, she was surprised with her body, her body fever is higher than before, her body fever is increasing, Rahela Begum is not thinking what to do, Rahela Begum is also scared to see her daughter's bad condition.
Rahela Begum began to think, when the girl went to school in the morning, the girl's body was still good, how is it possible for the body to deteriorate so much in this short time, seeing the bad condition of the girl, Rahela Begum seem like crying,
Rahela Begum called Suraiya, is your body doing very badly?
Suraiya replied, "Yes, she is very ill, she has a fever and a headache."
When Rahela Begum saw fever with her hands again, the fever did not go down, the current fever is very bad, she does not want to get rid of it quickly, all the people in the area are having this fever.
Then Rahela Begum thought for a while and got excited, Exam in front of the girl, Such a fever now untimely ,? May Allah heal Suraiya quickly, her mother prayed for Suraiya,
Rahela Begum said, "My dear, I pour water on your head, and wipe all the body with wet cloth, then I give you medicine for fever, you will see that the fever of body will gradually decrease."
Suraiya said, "No, mother, I feel cold, don't put wet clothes on my body, I will feel even worse."
Love is just a mask(part-12)
Article No.56
Date:14.05.22
I wrote this article yesterday. But it could not be released yesterday due to data connection problems. So today I published it.!
How are you my dear friends this Friday? Today is Friday, I forgot at first, hearing the call to prayer, it seems that today is Friday. Because today the sound of Azan can be heard much earlier than other days. How are you my dear friends this Friday? Today is Friday, I forgot at first, hearing the call to prayer, it seems that today is Friday. Because today the sound of Azan can be heard much earlier than other days.
The story
Suraiya woke up and saw that it was evening, she did not understand that she had been sleeping for so long, again waking up she was feeling cold, why is it so cold in this hot time? But is his body bad or not? Unbeknownst to her, she asked her mother, "Mother, can you touch my body and see if do I have a fever and feel very cold?"
Suraiya's mother looked at her body with her hands, Rahela Begum was startled after touching her body, you have a high fever! When the fever came, I called your body with my hands, then the body was not so hot. At this moment your body is so hot that you wash your hands and face, I am making hot tea, drink tea and rest, I shall sit next to you after work.
Suraiya's mother Rahela Begum made tea for Suraiya, Suraiya went to the TV room with tea, turned on the TV with the TV remote in her hand, then started listening to music after a search channel.
While drinking tea Suraiya realized that her body was very bad, her body was in pain and her head was heavy. It was as if the earth was beginning to turn in front of him, and slowly his body began to weaken.
Love is just a mask (part-11)
Article No.55
Date:12.05.22
My dear friends, today I am perfectly healthy, my mind is good, you are as healthy as I am, but I could not read your article today because of my busy schedule. But after writing this article, I will read your article, give my love to your family members, I wish your family members well and longevity.
Today has been a frustrating day for me, the sky has been weeping all day long, our city has been promised a new way to erase the filth of our city life.
The story
Even in her sleep, Suraiya dreamed that Delwar was talking to her, he was angry with Suraiya, he would not talk to Suraiya again,
Suraiya is talking in her sleep, her body is sweating, it seems that Suraiya has just taken a bath, Suraiya was rolling from side to side in the bed, then Suraiya's mother entered the room.
Suraiya called her mother, is this Suraiya your body bad or not?
She called Suraiya several times, but Suraiya did not wake up, she was in a dream, she was fast asleep.
Seeing that Suraiya had not woken up, her mother touched her and called out, "Wake up Suraiya, what happened to you, Why are you doing this in your sleep?"
Suraiya hurriedly got up on the bed and said, what happened mother, why are you calling me?
His mother said, "I called you as if You were terrified in your sleep."
My dear friends didn't write much of the story today because I'm getting too lazy day by day. You too will be fine until the next article comes out. I wish you and your family good health and longevity.!!
Love is just a mask (part-10)
Article No.54
Date:11.05.22
How are you my Read Cash friends, I hope you are well. How was your day today? I hope it went well, I had a good day too because I feel quite healthy. I feel completely free from fever because my body temperature is normal.
I started late this morning, I am getting very sleepy due to taking medicine, I am not getting much energy in my body, my body is feeling very weak, I hope I will feel completely healthy very soon very soon.
I wake up in the morning and see that it is raining, it is raining like a poet's poem, I like to get wet in the rain but I did not dare to get wet for fear of getting sick, but if my body is a little better then I will get wet in the rain.
I came to the mess yesterday from home, it felt very bad when I came, because it is very difficult to leave loved ones away. Even then there is nothing to do, you have to accept a little sacrifice for education.
However, after coming to the mess, I feel very hungry, because I have become accustomed to eating irregular food at home. I ate at home four to five times a day, and came to the mess to eat only three times a day.
The story
Suraiya did not look at Delwar on the way home, she is very angry with Delwar, Suraiya does not need a friend like Delwar. What will happen to Delwar if he doesn't look at her.
After returning home, Suraiya was very upset. Why didn't he look at Delwar on the street, he could see at least a blink of an eye. Back home, Suraiya began to feel very sorry, it is normal to be a little angry with a friend, so why not talk, why not look, it is wrong.
Suraiya returned home, changed her school dress, freshened up, made a cup of coffee, then came back to her room to have coffee, now her head hurts. Just thinking is ruining the head. Even if it happens with a friend, will he get along, why won't he get along, nothing much happened between them.
After drinking coffee, Suraiya lay down on the bed and fell asleep unknowingly..!!
Now I am feeling better
Article No.53
Date:10.05.22
Today is a very happy day for me because I am going to get rid of fever, my fever is much less, by the grace of Allah I am going to get well again. He is really great because he is giving me healing.
Memories
The night before last night had gone so badly for me, I could not have imagined that I would have such a bad night. Couldn't sleep all night. My whole body has full of pain.
In any disease I get a little tired, I have been like that since childhood. Whenever I had an illness, my grandmother would sit beside me all night. I am much older now, yet I miss my grandmother very much if I have any illness.
Two days ago
You know I had a high fever, at one point my body became very bad, I went to the doctor and took the medicine as per his advice, still I continues to take the medicine.
Now
I'm fine now, hopefully I'll get well soon. And after recovering, I came among you to tell story. Love is just a mask, I will not tell you the story today, God willing, I will tell your story from tomorrow, Inshallah!
It has been raining here all day today, the fields are getting very fertile in the rain, it is a mercy of Allah that is being showered on us. But it is very difficult to think of a country like Somalia, there is no rain, there is famine, how many people are not eating, And how happy we are living, all by the grace of God.
I have more fever so I could not write any article among you today, Everyone will pray for me to get well soon.
I have a high fever
Article No.52
Date:07.05.22
How are you, my friends at Read Cash? Because you write new articles every day? I am fascinated by your presence, I wonder how you write new articles every day,!
Today I have a sudden fever, yesterday I went to bed at 10 o'clock at night, I fell asleep around 12 o'clock at night, I woke up at 2 o'clock at night, Even then I did not realize that I was sick, after waking up I realized that my body was in a lot of pain, it seemed that fire was coming out of my eyes, then I saw a fever in my body with my hands.
I fall asleep again at night having nightmares, I have nightmares when I have a fever.
Tonight is no exception, I have had terrible nightmares, the more I dream when I have a fever, the more it falls from above, the more people bind me, the more I long for survival, the more I get no help,
Again, I think the world is spinning in front of me, I'm dying, I'm leaving this world,
I had no desire to write today, but my time is not wasted in lying down alone, I am forced to get out of bed and sit down to write, I really want to talk to you.
I think if I could get close to you, if you were sitting in front of me, I would talk openly,
When people want to tell stories in their loneliness, they want to express their emotions, then people feel very normal.
Love is just a mask(part-9)
Article No.51
Date:06.05.22
My friends, how are you the last few days? I hope, it was good, but I was not good, because my laptop was bad, because of which I was not present among you, I could not write the article, I wanted to write the whole article this month, but my hopes were not fulfilled,
I couldn't share the joy of Eid with you because of laptop problems!
How was the Eid of my Read Cash friends? Surely the day of Eid has gone very well, the day of joy is always good, my day has gone very well, but at the last moment, because black clouds have been flying in the sky almost all day long,
The day started with rain on Eid day, it rained very heavily all day, only in the afternoon the sky was a little clear, the rain was off, so I could not move around all day
I started telling you the story again, "Love is just a story" but I am having a lot of fun, you are having fun reading the story.?
Story,
Tina realizes that Suraiya is not feeling well today, because she has never seen Suraiya so angry before. Suraiya looks so beautiful in an angry state, Tina thought to make Suraiya even more angry, but Tina didn't do it, because Tina realizes that Suraiya is not really in a good mood today!
Suraiya did not want to do the last class, she was still present in the class, Suraiya was sitting in the class wondering when the bell will ring and when the school will be closed.
Sitting in the classroom, Suraiya kept looking at Delwar to see if Delwar looked at Suraiya, but Delwar did not look, Suraiya became more angry.!
Suraiya is not bad to look at, it would not have happened if it was bad to look at, no one wants to look at bad looking girls, is it the fault of society or the fault of human mind,
Suraiya's class time ended thinking about Delwar, As soon as the bell rang, Suraiya felt as if she had fallen from the sky. As soon as the teacher left the class, they shouted, "It's a joy, finished the class."!
All my friends on Read Cash Platform, closed your eyes imagine what your secondary life was like. How did you enjoy that time,
But I used to enjoy it so much, I still think how much better it would be if I could go back to that childhood life, where no worries, life was very happy.
But it is not possible to go back to childhood, we can't go back even if we want to, people want a lot but don't get it, we should be happy where we are,
Suraiya thought that she would not look at Delwar on the way out of school, what would happen to her if she did not look at Delwar!
Love is just a mask(part-8)
Happy Eid to all my Read Cash friends, Eid Mubarak, how are you today? I hope you are very well because today you have the joy of Eid, Eid means laughter, Eid means joy, may this smile bring joy in everyone's life,, Joy!
From today, I will try to tell you the next part of the story "Love is just a mask".
After Delwar came out of the class, Suraiya also came out, because Suraiya doesn't feel comfortable to be in the class anymore, Her breath is getting stuck, how can people be so cruel?
Our high school life is like this, there is more predominance of emotions, we want to continue with emotions and not with conscience.!
Suraiya called one of her girlfriends and asked her, why she had not come to school yesterday.
He said I had a problem, so I couldn't come.
Suraiya asked, what is the problem, what can not be told me?
He said yes, one of my relatives died yesterday, so I couldn't come to class,
Tina is Suraiya's best friend, they have a lot in common, they are together at school all the time, laughing and joking together, but Suraiya is talking loudly with Tina because she is upset today.
Suraiya said, " When sir insulted you. Why didn't you say anything?" You could say your relative is dead, so you didn't read, you didn't have time to read,
Tina didn't say a word, she bowed her head in front of Suraiya and kept silent, Suraiya got more angry when she didn't see Tina talking. Because Suraiya is not in a good mood, Delwar has insulted her.
Man can bear everything in his life but cannot bear humiliation, because man is a very touchy creature,
And Suraiya is a very beautiful girl, she can't stand Delwar's insults, because beautiful girls can't stand anyone's insults, lol!
Today is a rainy day
Article No.49
Date:02.05.22
After writing the article yesterday, I fell asleep, I wrote the article at the very last moment of the day, the reason for falling asleep fast was very irritating to my eyes, there was another reason, I rode a motorcycle for about 7/8 hours in the hot sun yesterday. Even then in a state of fasting. As if my chest was bursting with thirst, fatigue came all day and gathered in my body.
An hour after I fell asleep, a huge storm sound hit me, and suddenly I woke up. I was a little frightened by the sound of lightning, my house was illuminated by the flash of light,
When I woke up and saw the clock, it was 12 o'clock at night, I realized that it was not too late for the storm to start after I had fallen asleep,
I sleep with the windows and doors open at night, I don't like the closed environment at all, I do not try to catch my breath in the closed environment, I feel like I'm dying, I am scared of lightning but I still enjoy it because I remember more creator when lightning strikes I can.
Then it seems that I will not stay in this world for long, I have to leave this beautiful world, so we should not do bad deeds in this world, if it is not possible to do good deeds then there is no need to be bad, but bad deeds should not be done.
It started raining at 12:30 pm, at a very strong speed, then the environment around me started to cool down slowly, then I could not say that I was feeling so comfortable, it was very desirable rain. lol!
Then when I fell asleep we don't remember, I don't understand, but when I wake up I see it's still raining, I think I just fell asleep, but looking at the clock I realize I slept for a long time,
Then I got up fresh and ate seheri, it was still raining drizzle, today was the last night to eat seheri, because tomorrow we have Eid here, because Eid means joy,
I couldn't pray after eating seheri, I was in a bad mood, I fell asleep again because of sudden power outage.
I woke up and saw that it was morning, clear morning, the chirping of birds all around, fresh morning air,
All my friends are invited to Eid, I wish you Eid, I know, even if invited, not everyone will be able to come to my house, because we are not all from one country, we are all people of one world, this is our big identity,,,!!
We welcome Read Cash Platform for how close we are to each other despite the distance, which has given us the opportunity to walk together on one platform.
First morning of May
Article No.48
Date.01.05.22
Today is the first day of May, we can say that the first morning of May, almost everyone who is on this platform has summarized the month of last month, busy as to who has reached his goal and who has not reached his goal.!
How are you doing on New month's Day, you must be fine, I don't want to know what you and your family have planned for the new month? I want you to make beautiful plans for your family, your children, your loved ones,
Because you are not the head of state who will plan for your country! You are a normal person, you can manage your family beautifully. Make sure your child grows up to be a good citizen. Aim for your loved one to earn honestly...!!
I woke up this morning and my father call to me . I have two cows in my house, my mother's very favorite cow, we have to plant grass on our little land for cow feed,
So I woke up and helped my father to plant grass, because the work has to be done before the day temperature is too high, otherwise it will be very difficult later.
Meet a friend of mine after planting grass, you know him, his name is Delwar, those who read my articles regularly will know him, because Delwar is going to be the protagonist of the story "Love is just a mask".hihi!
After many days of meeting him, I did not see him because I have been in town since childhood. I see him when I come home, but sometimes it doesn't happen because he is married now, he has a family, even though I am at home, he can't give me time
After the meeting he hugged me, hey friend, how are you?
I said I'm fine, how are you?
He said I'm fine too, I feel good to see you after so many days,
I said, how is your wife,
He just smiled, didn't answer me, because I would joke if I talked too much about this.,
After that the two of us rode a lot of way motorcycles together, it was a great pleasure.
The two of us went to a watermelon field, went to a corn field, then two of us bought three watermelons and came home.
When I was hanging out with him, I thought I should tell him I'm writing a story about him, but he wasn't told.
I was listening to his story, he will not stay in the country, he will leave the country in the hope of a better life, his lack of income is not going away,
I forbade him at first, he didn't pay much attention to me, I told him that money can't always make people happy, but he told me that money is everything in life.
I didn't argue to her because she didn't understand me.
I wonder why people don't understand that life can be crossed in an empty pocket with the love of a loved one..haha!
Love is just a mask (part-7)
Man needs a hand when he wants to get up, the hand that makes people stand up, and when someone wants his downfall, he wants to give a small blow!
The hit breaks the man's mind, he loses his strength to stand up, slowly he goes to the abyss of anxiety.
When I first came to this platform, I met some people who are very kind hearted, I still walk in their inspiration, I am grateful to them, and most of all, to the great creator who has always been kind to me.
Today I am very happy because I have received a large amount of sponsorship, I wish @Talecharm long life. I got another sponsorship by another friend of mine and I wish @Tomi-Ajax well.
Yesterday I could not join you in the story, so today I am with you in the later part of the story 'Love is just a mask'.
story
Love grows in the mind of man from feeling good, love grows in the mind of Suraiya too, this love can drown her in darkness and light up her life again.
Love requires two people, not love alone, prayer alone, and prayer in solitude.!
Most of the love in school life does not find its fulfillment, this love always makes people cry. Boys are more vulnerable to the love of school life, they ruin their future without realizing it, because if a girl marries, she can live on her husband's earnings, she has no worries about her future, However, both are inside the loss and not outside the loss...!!!
But if a boy's future is ruined by himself, he will have to live a life of helplessness, Because the way a girl can carry money from a boy, a boy cannot walk like her.
Suraiya wants to cry, Delwar insults her, but why?
@Apex_Thomas
