Do you have a bunch of friends? How can you tell if they are true friends and not a backstabber who talk ill behind your back? No one can tell I guess, not until you witness it. It's really heart breaking when you discover that the person you considered as your friend or as your sisters or brothers will do this to you.
And there's a lot of friendship that ends because of love. I don't understand, if it's, I will choose friendship over a guy. I don't know, if this friend of mine is like a sister to me who's always there when I needed her the most then I will choose her over a man. And I don't know what I'm blabbing, it's just that.... Nevermind.
Elementary Days, in that time all I know is play and play and play. My Mom told me that when I was 5 years old, she decided to stop my schooling to give me that whole year with nothing but play and play. Well, I can play a lot but there's also a limit off course. I met a bunch of kids that time. I am so over friendly, the most talkative and the naughtiest kid ever.
But even if I'm the friendliest ever if those friend I met move to other place they will just forget me and when I meet them again, I am just no one to them anymore. They already found their own circle of friends and those they met when they're still in town was already forgotten. We spend too much time playing but those time is nothing because they already change and those childhood friends will just remain in every nook of your memory.
When you will accidentally met but both of you feel shy to ever talk to them and you don't have choice but to ignore them because that's what they do. It is so sad but, even if you want to talk to them, you can't because you don't have the guts you're afraid to be ignored. It's been a long years before you've meet again and the closeness that you have before was now just a memory and forever will be, que sera sera.
High School, I have lots of friends that time also but they are all gone now. Maybe the problem is me, I never make an effort to talk to them because. I'm afraid to be set aside by those I consider my sisters you know. It pains me when this friend of mine just walk in front of me without even noticing me, it hurts.
Even those friends in College that I spent time the most. Like we do things together, laugh together told thing that others didn't know. But once everyone walk into their chosen path you will again be forgotten. While they found a new friends, you are just here in your room thinking of the old good days with your Friends that you've met before. It's just a memory now because you are forgotten.
Does it make sense to you? This article of mine? I really don't know what I'm saying but this is just my feelings. I feel like reminiscing the past today and bring back the feelings I felt when my bunch of friends just pass by without even saying Hi to me. They are so close yet so far, I can't reach them with my hands. And only I can do is to watch them walk off farther.
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March 12, 2021