Here I stand, helpless and left for dead.....
It's hard to be strong sometimes even if you really want to because of those problems that keeps on bugging you. It's like you are chained tightly in an empty space and no matter how hard you try to break out from that chain it won't just loose. Instead you are suffocated more for trying to break out. That's, life and that's how problem is. If you don't know how to get out in your situation - you'll be stuck in there forever - weak almost suffocated and alone you'll gonna die alone too.
Being strong, it's easy to say it's easy to suggest to everyone with only a thought that we can comfort them even just a little but if it's us who's in the kind of situation. It is just hard. Harder than steel, harder than your di - err - yeah it's really hard. We will also experience the path that has full of bumps and rock and even a zigzag that if you didn't drive it carefully you might fall and no one will gonna catch you - only a cold ground. If we're in the situation we can fully see the things we failed to see coz we are not in that situation when we cheer a friend to be strong.
We will also feel the feelings that they had when they are trying to escape in that rope that is pulling them down. We can also experience or maybe you already experience it and it's really not that easy - you need courage to do it and a will that is strong as great wall of china that when they try to break through they will have a rough patch in getting in. A strong will just like of The Will Of D! Determination! You will need that. Your Uncertainties and all of your fear? You have to let go of that. Can you do it? You have to do it coz if not you're bound to stay in that dark and bottomless dungeon forever.
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This is just a random thought, I don't have s problem or what it's just that a lot of people - no I mean everyday there is one ot even more people out there who's experiencing depression because of their problems. They are not even sure if when will that problem gonna leave them coz it feels like everyday they are scheduled to accept that problem and they don't have a choice because it was so sudden. They want to break free but how if they don't know how to handle it anymore. It's too many amd it's too harsh for them.
As for me, I can't remember if how many times I fall and no one even bother giving a hand for me - wait actually no one knows that I am experiencing something inside of me. I didn't let them know because I thought it's my problem so I'm gonna find a solution for it - alone. We can't really consider it a big problem but a problem is a problem. You can't expect me to solve that finding X and Y but when it comes to finding a solution to get back my peace - I'll use my hands to dig that walls of problem just to get out of my misery. I won't stay long in that place.
No way! I think my recent problem I receive was when I was rejected by that someone I like. And I got depress but even if I got depress I still do what I need to do because if I didn't my mind won't stop thinking about him. And can you believe it - thanks to that feelings of pain from being rejected I actually become masipag in writing my article. I mean, I pour all of my feeling in it and thanks to it again because I was able to move on. It's like I didn't get hurt at all, lol. I'm good in moving on and I don't really want to dwell on that feelings for long.
Being brokenhearted is also a problem but not that big. Well it really depends on the person who's experiencing it right. Some just really can't move on easily. Some even reside to suicide because of it. How many case of that has ever happened in the world. If you don't want to move on and you just want to stay in that situation - not even making an effort to move forward, you just choose to end it all because of too much pain and you don't have the will to really get out of the darkness - you will never really move on with that kind of doing.
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