For a great while in my life, I've been wondering about so many things. How could I even get past discouragements, how do I put back pieces of my very own broken hearts, just to let things be, or lie in the past? I have had tough times forgetting things, or even forgiving. I had to continually ask myself this very question each time I got offended. FORGIVENESS, YES / NO
Do I really have to forgive? Well, that personal tactics helped me get over things easily. Pains especially!
Why growing up., I had been opportune to learn quite a number of things. Cleanliness of which was said to be next to godliness., Understanding, loving one another, obedience, discipline. And these and lots more virtues were BASIC NORMS FOR PROPER UPBRINGING for just everyone. Of which I later added forgiveness to it.
I had passed through tough times in this very life of mine. So many times, I felt empty because of ignorance of just so many things I should have known better. I was NULL AND VOID of factual information about life and ways of handling so many intriguing life challenges. I had failed so many tasks put in my care. With no encouragement from anyone, I was pushed to have this "I wasn't enough mentality", or was I? I had to make lists of my goals and follow them up close in order to succeed. I had to be open to learning as much as I could. Now., This is " WHAT I DO WHEN I FAIL
_ I stand up and do not stop or relent in trying again. That is., I keep trying harder and harder every day. And this always worked for me. I'm sure it will too for you.
I got great friends I took to heart in the course of life and its heart-throbbing challenges it came with. I had told so many of them individually I wanted the friendship to last till old age, male and females alike because real friends were what I was lacking in my life. I had told them I want to go FOREVER WITH YOU as great friends. Well, it was never possible for so many of them because of humans and their numerous problems. In all you do., Have this at the back of your mind., NEVER TRUST MEN
Because I myself was backstabbed by my own best friend on MY FIRST TIME ON MOVIE SET
After I performed so well that day., I guess he saw my professionalism, and somehow said some shit about me that got me kicked out from the movie industry. Simply because he thought I would thrive better than him. Well, thank God I left. Because if I hadn't., I wouldn't have met MY FIRS LOVE.
I so much loved this girl, to the extent I was willing to do anything for her. Just during our period of unending happiness, Then came A SLY FROM THE DARK some occultic rivals of my queen wanted to take me away from the surface of the earth. But I thank God for my Queen who stood by me. To save me, herself, and us (our relationship). We embarked on a JOURNEY TO PERILOUS LANDS Just so we could be saved alone, far away from our enemies. But; that very night we journeyed, we were attacked and almost lost our lives in the process. It was indeed A NIGHT TO REMEMBER
Still, in unknown lands, I and my Queen had clear misunderstandings, a series of them. On so many things. These misunderstandings were indeed the LITTLE FOXES THAT SPOIL THE VINE As she decided to just let me be. Somehow, I can't tell what came over me. But I was so strong-headed to accept any suggestions she made. She had decided to travel back to earth, leaving me to face my own predicaments. Just then, I asked her BE MINE FOREVER, that I didn't want to lose her. Of course, she was too emotionally downcasted to say a "yea or nay" to me. She just left. I stayed there for days and just then, I guess my queen still loved me and decided to embark on THE RESCUE MISSION Just to mind me. Of course, I was eventually rescued. Forget it, FEMALES ARE gods! My Queen made me believe that. All she did for me was as a result of love. No one would ever risk so much I bet. Like I said ., I passed through shit! All my life. But she showed me I could be better and love again after everything. Her love for me really changed me and my perspectives. Who said in life., Love isn't worth sacrificing for. In life., LOVE IS THE ESSENCE!
YEAh! I am done on this one hope you will like it, this is a prompt challenge I took up from @McJulez Connecting each title to make a story, that he challenged @Bloghound @Sequoia which I discovered is from @Ruffa
Signed out! 6 Oct 2021