November 27, 2021
3:05 AM
Disclaimer: As much as I would love to give this letter to my ex, I can't give it. What I want when I leave, my ex thinks I am still angry or full of hatred so that she can also move on right ahead. I just posted it here instead.
Love,
Thank you. Thank you for the wonderful memories we've had together. That 2 years and 6 months being with you was the best moment in my life. You are the wonderful gift that I received from God and I thanked him for that. I will forever cherish those happy moments being with you.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry if I failed as your partner. I'm sorry if you have to understand my insecurities and jealousy in life, even make you mad and have to go through all that pain with me. I'm sorry for the trauma that I may have caused. For some bad words that I may have said. You know those words are not true, please believe me on that. Please forgive me for being a toxic partner. Anxiety and depression really ruined my life. I know you tried so hard to understand me, accepted my flaws but the time came that you 're tired of all that crap I've been through. I'm sorry if I begged on our relationship. I thought I could still fix it, I really thought of that.
Since I'm leaving now for good, I will try to cope up with the acceptance, accept the reality that we're totally over. It's time for me to let you go. I'm going to miss you every single day we've been through. Your laughter, your snores, everything on you. I could say you are the love of my life. 100% for sure on that.
You deserve all the good things in life. Some may think that you are a snob but I know for sure that you're not. You are a kind person that is why I fell in love with you. All the happiness, success in your career and love with your loved ones and friends, you deserve that and I pray for your success. I may not be there but one thing is for sure, I'll be happy if you are happy. Don't worry, I will not do anything stupid in my life. I will try my best to regain my old self. It might take days, months or years but I will definitely claim it. I know time heals but please allow me to love you in distance. I know you will be okay without me. You are a strong person.
Again, please forgive me if you saw the worst part of me. Life hits me so hard that is why I fell apart. I lost myself, my career and even thought of negative things. Overthinked ruins me, our relationship. It was all my fault and I will accept all of this. I'm afraid of losing you to the point that you no longer have any freedom at all. I realized that you never really belonged to me in the first place. So, I'm letting you go. Take care of yourself always. I hope someday we might see each other.
For the last time, let me say this to you. I love you, love. Thank you for everything.
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Love,
- Irene
Hugs!
Sorry to know about that. No words to say.