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This Song Saved my Life

Everyone here already knows that I love music. I mean Music is Life and if that doesn't exist my everyday life would be boring. And you know, it's amazing how can a simple songs affect our thinking that may give us a new purpose in life. I'm sure you also have that one song that gives you a lot of feelings like it make you feel more alive than ever? Or it can be a music that gives you a lot of motivation? Or it can be a music that heals you, save you from those negative thought in your mind. That penetrating thought that will really gives you a headache and may also give you a lot of heartbreak. As for me, there are really times that I get bored in life and I feel so empty like I'm dead inside and that feelings makes me feel so lost my thoughts was just tangled like my frizzy hair when didn't taste a drop of shampoo. It's messy, though I don't get a headache from it but the feelings I had is what I hate the most. It's ugly and it's just messy, it makes me feel ahm different. I can't explain that feeling and I feel like it's killing me inside. And I feel like when I'm in that state I am depress but I just can't recognize it. I can't accept that depression is visiting me. No, I don't want to be told that I'm depressed because I am strong. And to my mind I'm just stress about this negative thoughts I have in my head. And I'm just really stress because I can forget all of it thanks to music. It was my savior in my lonely night and my companion in my silent cry. We can't really help that sometime. Even the jolly person I am can also feel sadness. Well, it's not the really that a big deal I just feel sadness even in a small matter I don't know. I'm becoming emotional now and this is also what I hate tsss. But because I have music I can ease the sadness, I can remove the negative thoughts and I can finally move on. And because I really want to move on, I have to push myself to do it. That's why I always want my headset on my side. It's very important things to me now because while I'm being emotional in one corner of my bed, it is comforting me together with it's great sounds. For sure everyone can relate to this. And you know, for me music is the best medicine of all of my problems. I don't know about you but that's how I view music. Music is my love and I will forever thankful that I learn about music, that I get to enjoy it. But anyways, I have this song that is very special to me because it helps me before to move on when I was so down when my ex crush reject me, hihi. And you know, he's also the one who suggested this song to me so basically he also help me move on from my feelings for him UwU. I don't know but this one really help me as in. When I heard the singer voice, when I feel the lyrics get in on my system and when I let it give me that feelings of being loved - I feel the happiest while my sadness was slowly fading away. I feel like he's referring to me in that song, it's magical. It gives me that tingling sensation and also makes me feel special. I don't know if you can also feel this to one song when you're down and on the brink of crying but this song really helps me move on. *Let me tell you now all that's on my mind* *For a love like yours is oh so very hard to find* *Looked inside myself now I'm very sure* *There can only be you for me* *I need you more and more...* Read and feel this, who wouldn't feel anything to this song OMG. Until now I can still feel kilig to this one. And that soothing voice of Reyne OMG it's lovely coz I feel more loved. *You turned me inside out* *And you showed me what life was about* *Only you* *The only one that stole my heart away* *I wanna do all I can just to show you* *Make you understand* *Only you* *The only one that stole my heart away* https://youtu.be/RIQJkV5vG3k See, see this is what I'm saying I feel like he's referring to me and it's only me and not the others - it's me! I'm the only one who stole his heart oh my gosh. Did I sound crazy here? Hahaha I mean when I first heard it my heart just went oops. And yeah, this song saved my heart from being broken. It was saved from being pierced and OMG now! I'm ready to get hurt again, HAHAHAHAHAHA. Actually, omooo nevermind it feels good when you found a new crush you see. And I can't live without my crushes so, eheee. How about you? Which song saved you from being brokenhearted? Or the one who saved you from drowning into darkness? Or the one who saved you from harming yourself? 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