You all know that I love being alone, all the time. They can leave me in the house for a year and I see no problem with that. I can be very much excited with just a thought of it. And if possible, I want to work in our house and I will just go outside to buy my necessities. I will never get bored with just that for sure. As long as I have the money all I needed, then living alone is just easy peasy for me.
You know, I'm 26 now turning 27 this Month and I can't still see myself living with someone where we will build our own family. This scenario is very far from the thought that I have in my mind right now. All I'm thinking right know is purely about Myself and the things I want to do in my life for the next 10 years and off course that includes my family.
Even if I'm seeing my former classmates getting married, actually I can't count on my finger already if how many of them get wed and some even have their own kids now. All I say is Congratulatory Message with the walang kamatayang "Sana All!" But I am not really wishing it to happen for myself. I don't know, if I will ever be ready in that kind of commitment because I think long term relationship is not for me, UwU.
And, I never really feel pressured just because I'm seeing them building their own family. I mean, yeah they look happy but - for how long do you think it will last? It's not that I'm bitter or what okay, but I actually love bitter gourd with lots of eggs and tomato, lol I was just saying. I'm not bitter, I just have eyes watching those family who started in a sweet and beautiful relationship but still failed.
Different reason, and most of the reason was cheating, no contentment in their partner or they are just a whore and an a$$hole. Some just suddenly fall out of love saying that the spark is gone, (I suggest u use watusi to keep the spark in your relationship add some glitters to make it more colorful, duhh) and some is maybe a mutual decision. Maybe because they are sick of being together.
But whatever, this is really not my topic today. Lol, but it's kind of related here that's why my introduction is like this, lol. I saw this in @Eylz2021 article, with the title Questions and Singles. She provide a link there of a list of questions about being single. If you want to try it too, you can just click me babe. You can also pick the question you want so, here's mine....
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Who are you dating these days?
I'm dating myself always, outside in our house. Together with our pets, cat and dogs and maybe a lizard too. I saw one yesterday kasi and then there's this two chicken who like to lovey dovey in front of me, such bad chickens. In other word, no one, as in Zero, Nil, Nada.
How could a woman like you still be single?
I'm asking that too, to myself. How this patay gutom of a woman is still single despite her being a "Talanders." Just kidding lol, well to be honest it's my choice. No one will Dare to approach me even if they want to, because I glared to everyone with contempt? Charot, I mean, I don't look at anyone in the eyes. If I'm walking, it's either I'm looking down or just look ahead like I am seeing no one but the path that I'm walking to. I don't smile to everyone, it's like - it's my way of shoeing them, lol. So even if they try - but this is really impossible I'm telling yah, lol. No one would ever try.
Are you afraid of love?
No off course not, I just hate commitment. I don't want to settle in one relationship that I'm not even sure if how long it will last. It's okay to me just liking a bunch of man, I'm already satisfied with that. Liking a lot of them with different varieties. Shocks! I sound like a whore here, lol. I don't have a bad experience about love in the past okay. I Know that love is one of the most sincere feelings that you can give to everyone. But I think that thing hasn't arrive at my end yet. Maybe Mr. Cupid is mad at me because I don't take relationship seriously?
Does it bother you that your friends are engaged/married?
No way! *british accent. As I've said, I'm just happy for them and that's it. I'm not sure myself if I really want to get married. I don't think I will want that. But if there's a guy whose willing to buy me a black dress for a wedding dress then why the hell not? Cheret! Lol.
But seriously speaking, it doesn't bother me at all. I'm just happy for them and I wished them a happy Wedding Night with the smoochhhhh smooching and all, then I'm good. I can live without a man in my life as long as I have d*ldo!
Do you ever get lonely?
Yes, I think everyone does. I mean, even the happiest person alive still feel lonely sometimes. As for me, I have ways to avoid loneliness. We can't really escape that, but with positivity in mind, your love for yourself and contentment to the life that you have. You can actually shrug that loneliness off from your body. Music is the key for me. I just search on YouTube the song that better suited in my mood. Also, just a picture of my crushes is already enough for me to feel happy.
Aren’t you at an age where you should start thinking of settling down?
No, I'm just 16! Hahaha, yeah but as I've said - settling down is a no no for now?. I will find a boyfriend first then I will share the info to all of you in my wedding day. You are all invited. Just remember it's "K.K.B!"
Don’t you want to have kids one day?
I'm still not sure to this one. I feel like I want one but at the same time I don't. I don't know if I can be a good mother. For me that one is a big responsibility. I don't want to take responsibility on anything. I'm lazy af and I don't know if I will ever be ready for this. I read Ebyoung's article about being a mother the title is - Motherhood can be Learned! It can be learned yeah, but I'm a slow learner so I don't think, I can do it.
Isn’t there someone you at least like?
Tehee, I have lot of crushes and my Like for them is just all the same. They are my babies, my Husbando and Oppa, lol. But someone I like here in our place? None.
So how long have you been single?
5 years men! Can you believe that? You know when I was in High School and College, I don't run out of text mate. I love texting because I can find a boylet in there that is game in everything. Well, at least I know that they care for me, just a simple question if I already eat is enough for me to feel important. Even until College. But that change after I graduated in College. I just lost interest in everything. All I care before was Anime, KDrama and Movies. A boyfriends doesn't appeal me anymore, so so.
Are you meeting new people?
No! I hate going outside! Even my friends or former classmate can't make me cum in a get together COME rather tss, lol.
Do you like the single life?
No! Like is understatement, coz I love it!! I love being single, I love my freedom of doing anything I want. I don't have to spend time to anyone and I can be a full time content creator here in read.cash.
Are you having a lot of casual flings?
I wish I have that casual fling 🤧, even a blue eyed man is enough for me. We will just gonna play with fire and let our whole body succumb by the hot - o shoot let's drop that - we can just sing a song using his mic like we are the happiest people alive in the world. Oh men! Sing with me!
Are you and your ex still friends?
No! We are like nothing to each other. We're just an ex.
What do your parents think of your situation?
Nothing? I mean, I think they are not yet ready to let go of me. No one is pressuring me on getting a man. They are cool with me being single. Wehehe.
UwU, I picked lot of questions. Well, I only pick the question I like and so this is my answer. And my answer here is a bit serious. No hugot for now because I run of out of hugot na. I think kailangan ko ng tagabaon so that I can hugot hugot again, hmmm.
By the way, my Noona here @dziefem and my Noon @mommykim here already published their own version of this. So you might want to try it so you won't missed the fun, wehee.
Anyway, HAPPY READING!
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Oh wow, I'm surprised how similar we seem to be. I also enjoy being by myself and as long as I have an internet connection I never run out of ideas what to do or topics to learn about. 🙈
Recently I watched a video about ADHD and the name is a total misnomer. You don't have to be hyperactive at all (I'm not) and you don't have any attention deficit - your attention is just all over the place. And now I believe that I have it and it just has never been diagnosed... Check out this video. 😅
https://youtu.be/cx13a2-unjE
You Filipinas definitely seem to have a thing for blue eyes. 👀 Lol.