Travel thoughts and for Future Goals Achievements

For this Month, I admit that i'm become not active writing everyday. I have a lot of absences because of some different reasons: Changing time, No topic to write about, and my depression are always the cause why. But, I still thanks God because I can able to manage to write and publisj 23 Articles of this month and I still end this day of the month of October and bidding good bye because I still have achievements to share about.

Yesterday, I didn't write anything again and that is because of my emotions can't cooperate. It's really hard for me to write something when my mind is so full of thoughts and I carry something heavy to my back and my heart was stabbed multiple times. So, I just read some articles every minutes to make my attention focus to the imaginations of writers did write and not on the saddest thoughts of what's on my mind.

I wake up this early in the morning to write this article of mine for today, I choose to write in the terrace but decided not to because I spotted a lot of messy things again so I wake up my Sister to clean her trash. Even if we are not in the good terms right now because I don't like to disturb and see our Aunt (my Grandpa's Sister) again cleaning her mess because she is waking up early to clean our surroundings.

Anyways, I decided to go back to my room and started to click the 'Write an Article' button however, After I click that, My mind was blank again as I Don't know what to write. One tought that running to my head was After two Months of writing here, I can say that there are a lot of things change. My writing is not the same as before where I'm so very active typing the words that I wanted to convey to my readers. If you will noticed, it's not has a lot of life lessons now. For me, the topics that I always think are not really interesting to read about but I'm so very thankful to everyone who always read my works. I know, I can't express my thoughts very well and I have a lot of errors but I'm glad they still understand it. Honestly, I missed those days when the time that I can able to express my thoughts well, I can write better, and I didn't think a lot of things that makes my head hurts.

Anyways, I think I need to be serious and that is what I really need next month. If I can't go back to the Old me in read.cash I will never be learn and I can't improve my writing skills. Imagine, A lot of days that I miss, a lot of days was wasted and I envy those users here, that they always managed to write everyday. If I can't do that maybe, I can't also wrote the words, building a home, thanks to BCH in the future and I don't like to happen, I'm sure I will regreted it.

I remember that I read the article titled, Health is your whole wealth and the thought of me being guilty not to take care of my self anymore. Thanks to the writer of this article because the title reminded me that I need to take care of my self and I need to rest that's all what I want by sleeping on the right time and eating a lot of foods- foods! That is what I want as I also like to eat streetfoods and I'm craving for it since yesterday. I also plan to go buy to the store but my Grandma scold me and that is a long story as i don't like to talk about it. After reading ate @Jane's article: The more you deprive, the more you crave as a lot of foods was written again there makes me more want to eat. I also like to do diet because of my body is not in a good shape anymore. However, I can't do that because I want to eat more delicious food but I also have a lot of foods that is not good for me and you already know if what is that.

Change to the topic, when we talk about ideal things, I also do have a lot of Ideal things in my life but marriage is not one of them but when the time comes that there was someone who will see me as his wife in the future then I will reconsider it. But the thoughts of living with my in laws is not my thing. I don't like to live to their house that's why, I need to work hard right now to build House while I'm still young.

Anyways, that's are those article that I read. I have a lot of them but I'm not good at combining them all in one.

Now, let's talk about this month. October is nice to me despite that I did not complete the 31 days of writing for this month. I just wrote a total of 23 articles but anyhow, like I said, I'm still thankful because I still end this month with a satisfied because I still earn additional income for the budget for our house.

The 'Hey ober, Let's become better' wish became true, this month become a better month. My lists of goals that was written there, I achieved them but to my self as becoming better is not. Lol How I wish that i will be improve as well as I'm also thinking the 4 what if's of my life the consequences if I will not able to focus and concentrate my self, I can't able to achieve what I want to achieve.

Sharing about my life is not new, when I write here, all about me, my family, and everything that what happened is what I always write here when I ran out of some ideas. So, I also wrote the things that makes me interested after 3 months after I become 21 years old.

On the next day, I also wrote about My thoughts about Toxic surroundings when you will commit one mistake. Which is the start of writing some serious topic about life and it's not easy because I'm afraid of voicing out my opinions but I continue it again because I wrote about politics and Government topics.

It started when I shared my first voting experience as a voter for that election and I also advice everyone to choose the right person for the better life and if you read that article, I mentioned about buy voting which is some of the candidates here during election doing that illegal thing and some of the readers who read my article are relate and that is the first time that i know about other country was also doing that thing.

The next Article that I wrote about the politics and Government topic is history that was written in the book and the question why they need to lie about what really happen in the past as an awareness for the youth. I wrote this because obviously, I was so very curious that time why the Government need to lie to the youth. Because some of the proof right now was now in everywhere and some of my Countrymen was spreading the real facts about what really happened during the martial law.

The third is another awareness for not doing the things that they don't want to do as many people was doing the things that they don't want like the job to feed their family during this campaign for the next election.

And one of the most important thing that I wrote about is an another awarness for the youth not doing this kind of things just for the sake of views and money. Because a lot of girls are doing this job just so they can able to earn and if you would like to know if what is that, you can read it.

That are just the examples of what I wrote for this month. I know, I'm not good at writing but still, i'm proud of my self because I can able to think one decent article because i'm tired of writing about me, myself and my family. HA-HA the thought that I'm also shy sometimes because the article that I always wrote is about my self, the thought and question of 'Is this topic is really worth reading?' because nothing special, just about my life and not very interesting. Lol

Anyways, I also have some achievements for this month and it's just small achievement but still, a worth celebrating for this Halloween.

The first achievement is charraaan!

I can able to share the blessings that I got from above to the 150 dogs that starving. I silently saving before for that. Starting to noise on noise.cash by posting a lot of posts about my life, thoughts, my links of my articles like that and I manage to accumulate a total of $20 usd or 0.03 BCH for that. I'm thankful because I can able to recieve some tips during that time.

Another achievement that I got is this is my first time earning a total of 0.09 BCH from noisecash

I always continue posting but It's hard for me to reach my minium pay out now because I got zero tips after how many days of posting sometimes I can recieve some small tips but It's okay, I know that it will go back soon to normal and I'm still satisfied to what I achieve to noise for this month of grinding there. I hope I can able to make it $100 soon.

My earnings to read.cash is not the same as before but I'm still proud that I manage to accumulate some amount for the additional earnings for my 3BCH goals. Like I said, i'm still stuck to that goal because of the reason that I bought some tokens and I have some losts too like others but $CATS to the rescue!

Last October 28 at the evening, the Cashcats was flying to the moon again until it reached 4.97 in 2 days if I'm not mistaken. I have a total of 131,535 Cats, the 100k is just free and I got from their airdrops before. Anyways, while the price of their 1M was reached to 4.75 I swap my 31,535 to 0.15 BCH and I still have my 100k there. Actually, yesterday the 100k was at 0.48 BCH but I refused to swap it because I'm waiting for cats to fly at 5BCH but it didn't reach the price that I want so I just let it stay there and I will just buy again to the dip but I guess, I will wait again for how a long days if when will it will go down 😅 but I also still hoping that it will go up to new ATH soon and make my remaining cats to be 1BCH lol.

I will not include the total if how much I earned for this month and I will just update you when I reached my 3BCH but yeah I'm already near to that. Hoping for that I will achieve that on next month!

Conclusion...

A lot of happen again to this month of October. Every start was though, we experience different things everyday bjt despite of all of that, we still managed to achieve the things that we want to achieve and we still recieved some good result at the end of the month.

Before this month will end, I would like to Thanks everyone who's being there for me to support and incourage me to write. To everyone who became part for this month's journey and to my sponsors, who always renewing their sponsorships. I didn't manage to see the notification if who renew their sponsorships because sometimes it always covered by many notif. But I'm always grateful to the all of you! Thank you very much!

Next month will be the next battle of grinding again and I'm praying for everyone's success again.

My Previous Articles:

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The Difficult decision: Need to withdraw

I almost bought this token