My life after being away from the Toxic World

I mentioned on my previous article where I share my rants that I deleted my Facebook account and the application too, right? So, since I don't have Facebook application now, Everything is new to me. I am not used to it as everytime that I would like to entertain myself after reading articles, I always find Fb app in the lists of my Applications here in my Phone but I couldn't find it, same as when I saw some stories of my facebook friend when I would like to see the Clothes that they are selling but I couldn't opened it and I just remembered and I was like,

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"Oh crap! I forgot that I uninstall my Facebook app."

Seriously, deleting my Fb app is so so very ultramega I'm not used to it. Looking some meme posts that I was tag by my Virtual friends here became one of my morning, afternoon, evening routine. You know, my day will never be completed without seeing one Meme and interacting with them on the comments because I can relax a little and made my day fun too. But I think, I don't have a choice but to get used of this kind of world where I am away with Social Media so that, I will have some more time spending reading some articles because once that I opened my Fb app, I always forgot the time and I need to grind. So I can say that, This is my new world. This is much better.

But because I am bored. My life is boring! I don't like to just roll my body back and forth into my bed, counting invisible sheeps to fall asleep, and just staring in the ceiling of my room darn! So, I need to do something to make my life still Fun aside from reading articles? Because I think covid is not the cause of my death everyday but because of Boredamn.

Not only because I wanted to do something because I'm bored but because I also want to entertain myself and distract my mind from depression, stress, and heavy weight that I am carrying right now. How I wish that it's March 11 already so that, I can now relax to the beach and travel like running away to those problems and people that giving me a stress! Anyways, So since our topic for today is about my life after I became starting to be away of Social Media, let just focus to that and not mixed this article of mine being dramatic again! What I did I do after deleting my Fb account and application? Are you curious?

The First thing that I did after that is to being get used of using other application to communicate. I am used of using Facebook than messenger. If I will use the messenger maybe, I will just used to communicate with my Virtual friends if they are not active on Telegram.

So aside from Facebook and Messenger, I have Instagram Account so,

I Started to use Instagram app instead of those two

Well, I don't have some friends there. I just followed some K-pop and other artists so If I will scrolled up and down, I just saw some random posts from them.

I also started to post mydays and some of my selfies there using filters because I also like to learn how to become funny. Because you know what, I don't know how to become funny person. I'm a type of person that it's a rare for me to laughed or to make a person laughed because of my lame jokes and if you will see me typing the expression HAHAHA in the chat, I typed them with a serious face. Like this:

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So I really like to learn how to become funny. Aside from instagram, I also have

Snapchat application

Speaking of being Funny, I downloaded this app because I like to take a selfie using those funny filters there and I also send an example on Telegram Gc where I send a picture with my head being bald. I like to send that to @Eunoia only because he is always want me to cut my hair to bald HAHA but I know that he will send it there too to everyone so what is the purpose of sending it only to him? He tease me always and we hate each other but not a Type of a serious Hate. Ah nevermind! We are like Putin and the Ukraine President relationship everyday. Lol

Taking selfies using those Filters makes my life fun a little. It makes me laughed everytime that I always do a Funny faces and my phone is so full of My own Meme. I enjoyed it!

Watching Netflix Rom-Com Genre of K-Drama

Since I don't like myself to be sad or cry. I changed the Genre of Dramas that I would like to watch. I just remembered the K-drama titled, My Secret Romance. This is a old Korean Drama and I just remembered the Secretary of the Director of the Company which is he is the leading Man. I thought that the Secretary is the only funny character there but that is the onlu thought because all of them are have a funny side.

I laughed so hard while watching those scenes. The Director is really good at editing and adding some funny sounds and the artists expression and acting are also good.

Aside from those things that I always do,

I Started to Practice doing Make-up again

You know how much I really like to do make-up and I already mentioned that to yesterday. I tried the Make-up that I saw to one of the artist but it's not good to me. I Think, everytime that I copied the make-up of others, I am not used to it. I prefer to do make-up using my own experiments and Ideas. Being Original to my own Talent is nice and all I need to do is to practice to make it perfect.

Organizing my stuffs

Cleaning can also make relax even though it can give us back pain after. I like to organize my stuffs and plan to make my temporary room to look better.

Answering Modules

I don't like to answer the modules of my Cousin but I let my pride down permanently because I badly need some money for the Outing. So having $20 as a payment is not bad. After doing this, I would stop answering it. I just want to do it because of money since the BCH is still down and I don't like to convert more.

But you know what? I just realized that I am enjoying answering the Subject that I hated the most and that is the Araling Panlipunan or History. I enjoyed answering it because of the lesson and the questions and activity. It was fun answering it esp. To the Puzzles part and Fill in the blank.

Good to know that their modules doesn't have answers in the back and make me more excited to answer it.

Aside from those things, there are also a lists of stuffs that i would like to do such as:

• Learning how to cook snacks- I started to watched some small tutorial on Youtube if how to cook a little snack using a simple ingridients and I would like to try it. But the problem is the Budget, since the BCH price is still down and There are a lot of things that I need to pay like my downpayment of my Phone and my money to use for the outing, I can't do that.

• Learning to make bracelet Beads- Well, I am just thinking of having a Bracelet where my nickname was there or I should also do a small business making a Bracelet beads with their name.

I searched on my shopee app if there are some things that I can used to make a DIY bracelet and ta-da! I found something. They are so cute and colorful. Well, the Idea of making a bracelet comes to my head since beads necklaces are trendy right now plus, it's summer already. I can sold them for only P20.00 or Php 50.00 pesos each depends if how many letters of their name/s. What do you think?

Conclusion...

For now, that are just the things that I am doing. Making myself busy a little to nonsense things and to entertain my self as well. I like to be away to the toxic things that making me feel drown to the dark. As much as possible, I would like to save myself and cure this because it can ruined my life and I don't like that.

And you know, I am enjoying the life that I am doing right now. I am happy doing things that I like without minding the opinion of other people. I feel like, my Wings are opening little by little until ready to be fly. Because of this things that I do, I can breath properly and my ears learned to closed to those voices that always ruining my freedom. This is my first time to be away to the Toxic people around me. Finally! I have a lot of time to make my world fun and lighten a little.

Thanks for reading!

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