Because, I have Ugly underarms!

I'm a woman. I'm not perfect. I have many body skin problems too and I'm started to become worried to that when many people bullied me because of this. I just started to become confident when I'm Grade 6, I don't mind about wearing sando every Friday. You know what? I never feel ashamed to my body despite that I have this dark underarms not until they are all laughing because of how dark my underarm is. I admit that I cried a lot because of how my classmates talking about my underarms but I never show how hurtful I am. Instead of crying bscause of it, I show them that it's okay because this is my body and I'm still proud of it so, I wear sandos that exposing my underarms back then.

I don't know the exact reason why my underarms became like that before. I just woke up before noticing that i have dark color in the middle of my underarm and small hair. Well, I am not bothered to that because I'm still a kid not until my Sister noticed it too and she said, that I should never wear sando in going out esp. In the school.

After that, I just let it be and never focus my attention to my underarm because I know that it's just a normal thing. M Family laughed too when they knew about my Underarm and they also give me advices if what I should do to get rid of it. At first, I'm not interested but I did it secretly.

Here are the Advices that they told me:

• Put Baby oil in the cotton balls and rub it to my underarms during at night.

• When I take a bath, rub a TAWAS to my underarms.

• Use calamansi and rub it to your underarms.

I did all of these but It didn't work to me so I just let it be and never do something that make my underarms uglier more.

If you are asking me about using channi and grabing hair? To be honest, I don't like using that because It's too painful. I can't bare of using it and grabing the hairs of my underarms. So I just using raisor but not always. I just use it when the hair are long already so, just a once a week is enough.

I envy those Girls having no problems with their underarms and they can able to wear anything they wanted that's the reason why, I just wear a T-shirt and never tried of wearing some clothes that can exposed my underarms.

Oh, Wait! My underarms are not that very dark as of what you are imagining right now because my underarms have a little dark only and not too much of dark like having a charcoal color okay?

See? I have a dark underarms and I'm so shy to exposed it to everyone. But, I just wanted to be honest and I want to share to you how I am not perfect as a Human.

So why I am saying all of this right now? Because someone is jealous to me. They always say to me that why I'm so very beautiful? I have a nice body because I'm in the middle of not fat and not too thin, and there is also sometime that a boyfriend of my Junior has a Crush to me and the reason why they broke up back then.

Little thing that they didn't know, I have a secret and that is having a lot of problems to my everg part of my body and I also feel insecure to other people like how they can feel toward me.

To be honest, my Underarm whitens a little and that is not how it looks like before. Just a little dark than what you see above but because I used a Kojic soap for how many months now and that is the only thing that I am using to lighten my Underarms. If you read my previous article before, the Article that I published about the products that I bought in Shopee. The only Kojic soap that I am using is the Prestige Kojic Acid soap and I tried the other soap which is the Beauty Vault Whitening soap and so far, I used that soap for how many months until now.

Do I apply Deodorant?

My answer is NO. I don't apply deodorant. To be honest, I also tried to use deodorant back then I tried a lot of variations of it but, they are not effective and It didn't became a solution to my problem of underarms. In fact, it became worsts so I stop using it and just let it my underarms be being like that.

Now, why my topic is about my Underarms?

Because I am amazed to my Sister's underarms. She have a dark underarms and it was darker than mine. Like what I did, she also tried a lot of beauty products that can be used to lighten her underarms but like How I experienced before, it is also the same to her. It is not effective and I guess, it can be depend to our skin types.

However, Since I am a fan of rejuvenating sets, I discover this product before

so I recommend this one to her. She should try this one because if their Rejuvenating set is good and effective to our face, I guess this one will be a good to use to lighten her underarms too.

Then, she agreed and bought one set of it and she tried it and used it for how months already and after one month, her underarms lighten and there is just only a little dark now. She can even wear a sando going out in the house and meeting her friends and she didn't stop using it and she even bought always when she ran out of it.

So because I am amazed with this product, I decided to bought one in shopee too.

Midnight time when I converted a $20 or Php 1,000.00 in the price of the BCH at $382. When I woke up in the morning, the BCH that I send to my Coins.ph arrived already and I still converted it on the exact amount. After that, I transfer my $10 or Php 500 to my shopee account and searched the product and I saw a legit shop that selling a products of Brilliants. Good thing that shopee offering a vouchers and I collect some and use it for Shipping fee.

I don't have something inside of my mind if what I will buy today so I just bought that product. I don't feel of spending a lot of money for now because I realized that I spend a lot of BCH this month.

Meanwhile, the Php 5oo peso bill that is still on my Coins.ph wallet, I transfered it to my Gcash account because I used it to Subscribe in CANVA. You know that I'm so sick of finding a clip art that I can use to edit my Lead Image of my Article. To be honest, I really like to try this one before but because I choose netflix than this, I don't have budget for this one. Lol and after how many minutes of fixing and registering, I'm so happy that I can use different clip arts now yay! The rest of my Money that I converted can be use as a payment for load.

Opps! Back to our main topic, I will be back to this article when I completed the 1 month using Brilliant K revitalizing Kit already if the product is effective to my underarms. So obviously, this blog of mine for today will be part of product reviewing. I wanted to try sharing my journey using some beauty product/s.

Conclusion...

I'm sorry if my underarms disgust you. I know that my underarms look ugly and I don't like to offend you because I have this. I know, I'm not perfect and I'm just a human. A same person like you. Being ashamed of having this kind of things to our body will just ruined our self.

To be honest, I'm still confident of revealing my undearms and other dark parts of my body, having pimples? Stretch marks? Dark spots? I don't care of what other people may say to me about this because I love myself and I believe that there is a process of changing and it will be back to how it looks like before just like when I was a kid. I'm accepting all of my Flaws and loving it.

Always remember that, There is no perfect in this kind of world. All of us are have our own beauty and we are not Ugly just those people who are good at judging other people.

Buying things that can make us more confident is not bad if you think that you deserve it, that it's the only way to skip yourself from those people who are bullying you. GO as long as it will boost your confidence to face the people around you.

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