"Worst among the Worst"

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Where did I go wrong? Am I not good enough? When was the last time I heard you said, "I love you" to me? I can't even remember that. Why you suddenly became so cold to me? I've got a lot of questions in mind. You don't even bother asking me why...

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Good day my dearest read.cash family!😊 How are you? What are your plans for today's hustling day? Me? I still don't know. Maybe, I will just go with the flow.

Have you remembered those times that when I publish a blog or an article in here, in some parts of it, I included about my relationship problems? As for today, I am trying to force myself to write this up and share my deepest feelings regarding how our six years relationship being gone all of a sudden. (My apologies if I may not able to organize my words well.)

Two months ago, we had a frequent fights where I left sleeping in tears. As the days gone by, I noticed that he didn't make an effort to come and visit me in our house again. He didn't even greeted me on our monthsary days. He became so cold to me, in the sense that I am feeling bothered and I am really confused about it. Why? He didn't replied to my chats. He didn't answered my calls. And with that, I ended up picking another fight with him again and again and again, until one day, he made a worst decision. He said that he wanted to split up with me. I was so shocked to the point that I cried after reading that chat coming from him. Like, why he did that to me? I was the one who initiate to do the effort so that we can fix the problem but him, why? "Gulong-gulo talaga ang utak ko. Ang dami ko'ng tanong sa sarili ko. Umiiyak ako gabi-gabi until I realized, "Bakit ko ba pinipilit ang sarili ko sa kaniya?" Like, I lowered my pride just to save his ass. But it turns out, he still want a break up. Then, the next day, the fight still keep coming, then he said that I should break up with him, so I gave what he wants. "If you want that, then fine. But don't ever blame me because you are the one who chose it first than fixing this mess." I said that to him.

I shared a post on my facebook account the following day. Some of my facebook friends, asked me what happened. Then I received a chat coming from a friend of his saying, "Ma'am, please promise me that you won't him MGD that I was the one who told you this shocking revelation." Upon reading that message, nanginginig na ako. Then, I replied to him, "Please, just tell me." Hindi ko kinaya yung sumunod na messages that he sent to me.

"Ma'am, I am so sorry kung ngayon ko lang to nasabi sayo. I felt guilty na kasi ang bait-bait mo po pero si MGD may kalokohan na ginagawa, especially kapag umuuwi siya dito sa lugar namin."

"Ma'am, everytime kasi pag umuuwi yang si MGD dito, lagi niyang kasa-kasama ang iisang babae. Marami na ding nagtataka sa kanila kasi lagi talaga silang magkasama. Even nga nung time na pumupunta ka pa dito." (That was three years ago.)

Then, I asked him kung sino yung babae. He sent me a photo...My world suddenly stops, tumulo yung luha ko habang tinitingnan ko yung photo kasi kilalang-kilala ko yung girl. Then I said sent a direct message to that asking, kung anong meron sa kanila ni MGD. She replied, "???" but then, I received another chat from her saying,

"I am sorry Ren, ayaw ko nang gulo."

"I told MGD already." Dun palang my read.cash fam. I am so sure na talaga na may nangyayari na wala ako'ng kaalam-alam. Then, another one saying,

"Naging close lang talaga kami ni sir." Tumulo talaga yung luha ko. Nanginginig ako sa sakit.

Then, MGD's cousin suddenly chat me revealing the same one. Lalo ako'ng nadurog kasi marami pala talagang may alam tungkol sa kanilang dalawa. Awang-awa ako sa sarili ko. And another cousin of his chatted me also, still stating the same one. Napatigil talaga ako, but I force myself na basahin lahat nang mga chats nila sa'kin. Sobrang sakit sa part na nalaman ko na alam pala nang pamilya ni MGD yung tungkol sa kanila. Kaya pala nung time na namatay yung papa niya, hindi niya ako pinapunta dun, though I insisted. Nandun pala yung girl.

I confronted MGD, but he kept denying it. But then again, I really make a way for him to tell me the truth.

"Na.tyming lang na siya yung nasabihan ko nang mga problema ko. Nung panahon na hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko. Alam mo yung sitwasyon natin."

He told me that. As in? May tyming pala pag ganun? Natawa ako pero durog na durog ako.

"Anong klaseng sitwasyon MGD? Yun bang LDR tayo? Bakit? Sa tingin mo ba, chill lang ako kapag wala ka dito? I almost kill myself thinking na baka may ibang babae ka. At hindi talaga ako nagkamali sa hinala ko. Sasabihin mo sa'kin na tyming lang na siya yung nandiya-diyan to comfort you. Pero hindi mo inisip na nung mga panahon na kinailangan ko yung comfort mo, inintindi ko nalang kasi alam ko na malayo ka nga. Pero hindi ako naghanap nang comfort sa iba. Yung tipong kailangan kasa-kasama ko lagi yung tao."

(Binalik niya yung past na nangyari. That was four years ago.)

Sinumbatan ko siya kasi, nung mga panahon na kinailangan ko siya. Nung mga times na kailangan ko nang makakausap, but he was not there. Tas malalaman ko nalang that he was with another girl. Sinumbatan ko din yung babae,

"Sinabihan mo pero palagi parin kayong magkasama? Buti ka pa, nakakasama mo siya. Pero ako, ako na yung Girlfriend, ako na yung Fiance pero wala siya sa tabi ko nung times na lugmok ako. Yun pala, nasayo! So that means, gusto mo rin na kasama si MGD!"

As in, my read.cash fam. Sobrang naawa talaga ako sa sarili ko. Tas sasabihan pa ako na,

"sige dun ka maniwala sa kanila." But nung sinabi ko sa kaniyang, "Kung hindi totoo, bakit lahat sila parehas yung sinasabi sa'kin."

Hindi na niya sinagot yung tanong ko. And yesterday, nagchat siya sa'kin saying, "Don't bother me anymore! At wag mo ding papakialaman si girl." Sa galit ko, I said to him,

"Ang kapal nang mukha para sabihin yan sakin. At alam mo, bakit ko pa sasayangin ulit yung oras at panahon para sa taong walang nang kwenta sa buhay ko. Ikaw yung bumitaw. Oo napagod ako MGD, pero hindi ako bumitaw kasi gusto ko pa'ng ayusin. Naghintay ako na mag-initiate ka, pero ikaw yung nagpapahabol. Tas malalaman ko pa na lagi mo palang kasama yang babaeng yan. At talagang pinagpalit mo ako sa may anak na. Tas sasabihin mo yan sa'kin ngayon. Ang kapal talaga nang mukha mo! Well, hindi mo na ako masisisi kasi binigay ko ang lahat-lahat na meron ako. At hindi ko pagsisisihan yun kasi alam ko sa sarili ko at alam mo rin kung ano ang sinakripisyo ko para sa'tin. Minahal kita eh. Minahal kita. Buong-buo. Sumobra pa nga!"

I told him na i-block na ako. After nun, I blocked him also. Same as with the girl.

I ate my dinner together with my parents. After that, my papa went to our barrio proper while me and my mama stayed at home. My mama asked me about MGD. Kasi nalaman niya na wala na kami through my Aunt. She asked me kung ano yung rason. So I told her everything. Galit na galit yung mama ko. Habang nagkukuwento ako sa kaniya, gusto ko umiyak pero I told myself na hangga't kaya ko'ng i-handle, hindi na. Sa dami nang sinabi ni mama, ang tumatak talaga utak ko, "Don't ever cry for a person who is not worthy of your tears!"

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I don't know kung kailan mawawala yung sakit. But I don't have any other choice than to accept the fact that he chose that girl over me. That he chose to ruined our six years relationship because of her. Masakit pero, I will let him go na para sa sarili ko na din. Because I know, God's time will come, magiging okay din ako. And I need to face the reality, na yung relasyon na gusto ko pang maayos, tinapos niya lang sa salitang, "Wag mo na ako'ng guguluhin."

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If you have reach up to this part my fam. From the bottom of my heart, "Thank you so much for hearing me out" (Crying)

That would be all for this blog. Thank you for spending your time my read.cash family. Take good care of yourselves!❣️

MAY THE GRACE OF THE LORD BE WITH ALL GOD'S PEOPLE!πŸ˜‡

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Sakita ani sis oi...Tinuod jud ng gi ingon sa imong mama, ayaw hilaki ang tawo nga Dili deserve sa imong luha.

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2 years ago

Lagi sis..wa jud bitaw naho damha sis. Pero, ang unsaon nga nahitabo naman lagi. After bitaw atung niingon si mama naho sis, naka.realized jud ko nga dili ko dapat muhilak tungod laman sa laki.

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2 years ago

Tinuod jud sis,sayang ra imong luha kung imo pa siyang hilakan. naa pay mas better para sa imoha sis. Karon love yourself lang usa jud din e enjoy sa ang pagiging single...

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2 years ago

Ang sakita sie ani 😭😭huhuhu be strong dai. Kaya ra na nimu. Sakto imu mama, ayaw sayangi imung luha sa ingana na klaseng taw. Grabe pud tong gurl kay nipatol pud bisan naa nay fiance. πŸ₯Ί Usa jud ni sa nightmare sa girls na ma experience

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2 years ago

Nightmare mo lang ate. Kanang nagtuo ka'g hangtud sa hangtud na jud. Tas makurat ug makugang na laman ka sa mga musunod nga hitabo. Pero, maju ra pud nga nahitabo ni samtang wa pa pud mi makasal kay ug nakasal pa tas usa pa pud sija magtinarantado naho, ambot unsa kaha'y pwedeng mahitabo..

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2 years ago

Mao jud dai. Kay di na ka kalingkawas kung kasal na mo. Paeta. Pero sige ra. Naay purpose ngano nahitabo na nimu or ninyo. Better is coming. Or the best is coming. Fighting

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2 years ago

Gani ate. Mao gani pud na'y giingon sa ahung mama lagi.. Maju nuon nga samtang naa pa'y panahon nga mulingkawas. Kaysa naman sa makasal tas adto na hinuon kuno na manggawas. Unsaon na laman kuno..

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2 years ago

Ni ate pa, "Bigaon guro to'ng bajeha day." Hahaha...Nakatawa na laman ko. Pero nangambot pud laman. Nahh, nahitabo na ang nahitabo ate. Ang unsaon. Dili napud ko mamugos ate kay siya man gusto nga magpabuwag na, unsa pa may laban naho ana. Usa pa, naa man diay lain, maong dili nalang. Sakto napud lagi to uie.

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2 years ago

Mao jud daim di na sayangan ang energy of holding on kung siya na mismo ang naay gusto mubuhi. Let him go. And set yourself free too. Abi pa lang, anakan kay maglisud makakita or mudawat ug new na best. Lol. Dawat gani siyas anakan. Nakooo.

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2 years ago

Hehehe...Wa man ko'y problema sa anakan te. Siya lang jud kay nagpatintal naman..

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2 years ago

Hey! Be strong we are here to support you can cry and lean on us :)sending hugs πŸ’š

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2 years ago

Thank you so so so much po..πŸ₯Ίβ€οΈ

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2 years ago

kumusta ka na today? okay ka lang dyan?

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2 years ago

medyo po. May mga tao naman na nag.co.comfort sa'kin kahit papano.

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2 years ago

Glad that you're okay, everything will be better soon

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2 years ago

I hope so.. Di naman ako pinapabayaan nila mama at papa ko po..

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2 years ago

Glad na andyan sila. Laban lang ha

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2 years ago

Oo nga ehhh...

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2 years ago

Hello, I am very sorry about what happened to you, although I don't know how it happened because the translator did not want to translate in Filipino, what I know is that I have felt that way, when the boys turn cold and distant, it hurts more than speaking the truth, it is much better that they sit down and tell you what is happening to them, but I think they prefer to just make us feel guilty for what is happening

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2 years ago

That's okay my dear. I am very to know that you still made an effort to read my article though you didn't able to understand some parts of it.

Yeah, I guess, all I need to now is to go on with my life even without him.

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2 years ago

You deserve more po at hindi mo po deserve yung katulad nya na bigla na lang susuko. Iiyak nyo lang po hanggang sa mawala na yung sakit. Makakatagpo din po kayo ng para sa inyo talaga yung hindi po kayo susukuan at hindi magchecheat sa inyo. Sending virtual hugs to you po. Ang sad lang po na yung cheating po ay parang mas lumalaganap ngayon.

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2 years ago

Hindi naman kasi natin hawak yung utak nila be..Kaya, ayon, mabibigla nalang tayo sa mga susunod na pangyayari. Ayaw ko na din talaga ipagpilitan pa, tama na lahat-lahat.

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2 years ago

Be strong po. Dadating din po yung para sa inyo talaga. Laban lang po and cheer up po!

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2 years ago

Opo naman...Yun na nga gagawin ko.

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2 years ago

A virtual hug mareee from me πŸ₯Ί. I'm sorry about that. I know how much you love him base sa past article mo. At napaka gag nyang tngina sya. Sana ay mabaug syang animal sya!!! Sorry again. Just can't help it. Di ka nya deserve ang isang tulad no mare, remember that. He's the one who let go so sya ang nawalan ang kapal talaga ng kupl na ywa na sya!!! This is just another pagsubok mare. Malalampasan mo to for sure. You are strong so I know you remove him in your system. Cry, you can also grief para sa isang taong walang kwenta, ilabas mo lahat and then move on. Wag mo masyadong tagalan kasi di naman sya worth it ng luha mo na. And sana, kapag dumatinf yong time na napagtanto na nya yong nagawa nya at etry na bumalik sayo. Pakisuntok sya for me please tas layasan mo sabay flip hair. Kapal ng face ng udang na yan!!!

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2 years ago

Gusto ko maiyak sa comment mo mare. Pero kalaunan, natawa nalang ako. Haha..Lalo na yung sa last part. Baka mama ko pa ang gumawa niyan para sa'kin mare.πŸ˜… As in, nagalit kasi talaga si mama nung nakwento ko sa kaniya yung mga rason niya. Nakapagbitiw pa nga nang mga bad words. Hahaha

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2 years ago

Hahahahs, that's the purpose mare. Basta, pakisabi sa Moms mo sana yong pinag sama samang pwersa ng sama ng loob, galit at poot ang gamitin nya para sureball na tulog yang animal na yarn once nasuntok!

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2 years ago

Hahaha.. Galit na galit, gusto talaga manakit si mare ko..πŸ˜… Well, another shocking revelation na naman mare. Kakapublish ko lang.. 😭πŸ₯ΊπŸ’”

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2 years ago

Halakaaa don't tell me nakabuntis while kayo pa ha. Naku papakuluan ko ng buhay yang animal na yarn.

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2 years ago

Hahaha...Hindi ko alam, pero may halikan at yakapan eh..πŸ˜…

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2 years ago

Hugs sis... In due time tatawanan mo nalang lahat ng yan.. I remember I had the same experience back then nung college ako.. ngayun, i just laugh at myself for crying over that person who is not deserving.. same sila ni MGD kasi LDR din kami nun and he choose to.keep their relationship over us... So ayun, it was a. Blessing in disguise

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2 years ago

May tiwala naman ako kay God sis na ibibigay din niya talaga yung para sa'kin. Ang laki nga lang talaga nang expectations ko kasi akala ko din, siya na talaga hanggang dulo.

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2 years ago

true sis.. just believe na darating din yan... don't worry!

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2 years ago

Opo naman sis. Di man ngayon yan..

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2 years ago

Halaaaaa. Naghuwat kos line na its a prank ma'am huhu di na sayang maamsh. Maajo na save ka nagbinuang sija while di pa mo minjo naa pakay chance na mohawa sa relationship. Kaysa usa pana mahitabo nga minjo namo ja naa namoy anak. Focus laman sa sa career. Naa ra moabot para nimo that will treat you better. Ajaw na to baliki.

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2 years ago

Mao pud lagi na giingon sa ahung mama Mamsh. Maju ra pud lagi kuno nga karun pa siya nag-iningon-ana samtang wala pa mi nakasal.

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2 years ago

Read it to the end, but go lost halfway as I don't understand the language. But I deduced that there is another girl. Sorry about that Ren. You deserve better, and I know better will come πŸ’™πŸ’™

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2 years ago

Thank you for the effort my friend. I really appreciate it. 😊

(Sighing)... In God's time my friend. He knows the best for us.☝️

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2 years ago

Im so sorry for you sis, but know this, you deserve someone better. Way better than him. For now cry until you feel manhid

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2 years ago

That's sad. I'm gald wlaa ka nagpabutos sis. Everything will. Come to pass, mawalaranang sakit. You deserve someone better, who will cherish you every day, ug dili mag cheat sa imo.

You are his loss; he will never ever find someone who will love him the way you did.

At least wala paka na higot sa iyaha sa. Pagkabalot nimo. Na hit ara diay syag timing kanus a ka vulnerable ayha ka gibulagan

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2 years ago

Kaya nga sis eh. Pero, pinili niya yun eh. Ano pa bang magagawa ko..Ayaw ko nalang din gambalain talaga kasi gusto ko'ng mabigyan nang time muna ang sarili ko. Enough na lahat nang yun..

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2 years ago

Well. U did ur part an du gave ur all. Looks. Like u should love urself even more.

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2 years ago

I will do that po.. πŸ₯Ί

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2 years ago

Hala Ren. Habang binabasa ko to ayaw ko maniwala. Sabi ko sa sarili ko baka sa huli may it's a prank pero habang binabasa ko ay parang totoo at totoo nga pala haysss. Kainis na reason Yun at sobrang gaagas na. Yung natiming jusko Naman.

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User's avatar Yen
2 years ago

Sila nga Auntie ko Ms. Yen ayaw maniwala. Nainis pa ako kanina kasi nag.chat sila kay MGD. Aigoo! Kainis na nakikialam pa sila na binlock ko na nga yung tao. Tas force pa nila na natural lang daw sa relasyon yun. Baka naman kasi daw hindi nga totoo. Hindi pa inisip yung side ko.

Tinawanan ko nga Ms. Yen. πŸ˜… Pero yun nga, nasaktan talaga ako..

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2 years ago

Kasi mabibigla Naman halos Lalo at engaged na kayo haysss.

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User's avatar Yen
2 years ago

Kaya nga. Sinabihan ko nalang din na wag na ulit i.chat.

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2 years ago

Ang sakit naman sis, naiiyak din ako. Ang kapal talaga ng mukha nya, for sure sya ang nanligaw noon wanting your yes at ngayon sya lang din ang bumitaw sana di na lang, hayys ang sakit naman. But yiur mom is right, hwag mong sayangin ang luha mo doon peru I also wanted to say na just cry if you want to, di man sa nanghihinayang ka sa kanya but to just let the pain out from your heart. Ganoon ako eh, iiyak lang ako and after i will feel better.

You did your best to save it peru mas okay na bumitaw na sya sis kaysa he can continue to hurt you more. I am hoping that someone can find you and love you because you are worth to love and you are worthy to find true love.

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2 years ago

Nahh.. Wala na tayong magagawa pa diyan sis. Tama na talaga sis. Ako ay aaway na din sa kaniya.. Kahit mahal ko yung taong yun, hindi naman i.set aside lang yung ginawa niya. Kahit sabihin pa nating walang sila or i.deny niya, kahit respeto man lang bilang Fiance niya. πŸ₯Ί

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2 years ago

Makakakita ka din soon ng taong magmamahal sayo ng wagas..

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2 years ago

(Sighing)...Ngayon self ko na muna bubuuin ko ulit po..πŸ₯Ί

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2 years ago

Yes ren, it will take time peru okay lang yun.. Learn to love yourself now

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2 years ago

Yes po Ms. Jen.☺️❀️

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2 years ago

gurl oi.kahilakon ko ngbasa jud promise.murag nakaremember ko nga giingnan teka basin naa ny something wrong sis..sakto jud akong guess oi.atay pud ng lakiha sis oi.baga kaayo ug nawng.ang bae pud kahibaw man unta nga naa ny fiancee manong nipatol man.Mao jud na akong always giingon sa akong bana sis nga if naa mi probz or naa koy pagkuwang ari siya dapat musulti nako dili sa uban samot ug sa laing bae nga usually ang mahitabo adto mainlove sa nicomfort,ako mismo nahimo ng third party so I know nga sayop aning mga laki ky imbes sa ilang asawa or gf muistorya adton mangita ug comfort sa laing bae.

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2 years ago

Tyming man lagi kuno sis.πŸ˜… Sige ra gud. Dili nalaman sad ko maglabot sa ilahang ginabuhat. Iyahay nalang mi. Love gud naho ang tawo, pero saon taman sis, wa man ko pili.a. Nasuko pa sija naho kay nasuko kuno ang baje nija kay nag.commentΒ² ko's post.. Tas mao to pinaingon na'g ayaw hilabti ang girl kay wala man na naglabot nimo, ja worst thing na giingnan ko nija nga, dili na daw ko manghilabot nija. Maong gi.block naho uie..

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2 years ago

As in mga baga jud silang duha ug nawng sis. Go on sa life sis. Makarealize Rana imong ex nga iya kang gisayangan. Best revenge is move on and be happy Mao ny makalagot nila

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2 years ago

Ayynahh, di nalang to natu sila labtan sis kay maka.stress na ug samot.. Haha.. Ang i.focus unsaon pag-uswag sa kinabuhi..

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2 years ago

Kahilakon ko nagbasa mamsh. I know what you're feeling right now. Naagian na nako and I know how it hurts. I don't know what to say kay kahibaw ko nga dili jud na lalim. Pero ipasa-Dios na lang ang tanan mamsh. Someday marealize ra ni MGD unsa iyang gisayangan. I know dili dali magmove on cause it takes time. Feel the pain for now kay kadugayan mawala ra na. Take time to heal. I am sure your family will be there for you. And for MGD, shame on him. Karma is just in the corner. Time will come it will knock their door.

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2 years ago

Okay ra Mamsh uie. Dili nalang sad ko muhimo ug paagi para palalaun pa among sitwasyon. Sakto naning naing.ane. Gi.block naman sad siya nako. Giingnan man lagi ko na dili na naho sija hilabtan. Muundang nasad ko sigi'g patutjada.

Ma.okay lagi Mamsh. In God's perfect time. Not now, but surely, it will come.😊☝️

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2 years ago

Sometimes it's hard to let go of love one, but the truth remains that nobody should stay in a relationship he/she is not happy. Joy, happiness and peace of mind should be the first thing to consider in a relationship, if you're getting the opposite, then leave🧘

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2 years ago

You said it right my friend. We should not force ourselves to someone that are just giving us pain instead of happiness. I know relationship are not perfect but at this very moment, I need to let go of him already because I feel pity to myself too. I love him, yes. But, I had enough.

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2 years ago

Sendinh my hugs to you dae ,grabe ka sakit amg gibuhat niya may lang og bag o pana oero dugay na diay .Nakahilak ko as in ,sakita ba ,kahinumdom kps panahon nga nakasuway kong ing ani kasakitπŸ˜₯ Fight lang dae sissy ,naa ray para imo ngaas deserving sa imong love.

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2 years ago

Wa nata'y laing mahimo sis kundi ang pagdawat sa kamatuoran nga wa na ju'y kami. Lisod pud nang mu.fight ka tas ag imong gi.fight dili na.. Kana ka'y gusto nija nga wana'y kami, ako nalang sad i-let go. Kapoy napud ko sis. O, love gud naho pag-aju sija pero karun nga nahitabo ni, siguro sign najud na kailangan atimanon na naho ahung kaugalingon.

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2 years ago

In God's time sis. ☝️

Ang unsaon pud lagi, di man nato gunit ang huna.huna sa tawo. Wa tay laing mahimo kay iyaha man sad na nga desisyon. Ako nalang ang pud ang mu.let go kay kapoy ug parang unfair napud baja nang ikaw gusto pa mu.fight pero sija dili na. Ug sakto najud pud tanan sis uie. I had enough na.

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2 years ago

Sending my hugss to you, sis. Grabe naman si MGD sayo huhu. Laban lang sis. Soon enough, you'll get over him- completely.

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2 years ago

May personal reasons din naman siya sis. Siguro lang talaga, hindi na kami magkatugma na dalawa. Pagod na din kasi ako na lagi nalang umiiyak..

Oo sis, in God's time..😊☝️

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2 years ago

Wahhhh six years, sa 6 years na yon nakuha kapa niyang iwan. I don't know what to tell you sis, all I know masakit, sobrang sakit. Hindi ko man na experience yan pero alam kong mas masakit na yung taong pinakamamahal mo, pinagpalit ka. Pero sana sis sa ngayon isipin mo muna yung sarili mo, and for sure dadating din sa point na magiging okay ka.

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2 years ago

Oo nga sis eh. Ipagpapasa-Diyos ko nalang to lahat. I know naman na may purpose na nangyari to'ng ganito. Hindi na lang din ako gagawa pa ng move na mas lalong magbibigay ng sakit sa'kin. For now, bubuuin ko muna ang sarili ko, kahit wala nang siya sa buhay ko. Hindi naman ako nagsisisi na binigay ko ang lahat. Siyempre, minahal ko din naman siya.

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2 years ago

I am sorry for what happened. I can't believe that he was doing this to you. As I've read your articles in the past few months I am seeing that your boyfriend was a loyal and kind one that's why I didn't expect that he will do it you. That's why I am also scared in committing into relationship until now. I don't to risk in the love that I am sure with. Just release all your hatred and sadness for now. I know that the pain won't go away in doing this but I hope that as time goes by in the future you and your heart will slowly accept this.

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2 years ago

Yeah. I also remembered those times. But now, I just can't believe that I ended up sharing with you this pain.

I guess I don't have any other choice than accepting the fact that we ended it my friend. It may take time, but I know, the day will come that I will be fine again. God's time will come for sure..☝️

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2 years ago

I'm shocked to read this, is it true that you and your partner have broken up with my friend? I can feel the sadness that you are experiencing sometimes I often think to always wish to exist and live in your area and that may never happen and now you feel things that your heart may not want. Pray if God wills so ask for His guidance.

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2 years ago

Well, I don't have any other choice but to let go of him my friend because he insisted that break up. Though I don't want to.

Only God's time will heal me!πŸ˜‡β˜οΈ

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2 years ago

Grabe ansakit anamn non ate. Ramdam ko yung pain mo kasi noon lagi mo pang kinukuwento yung sweeet moments niyo tapos ganon lang. Okay lang yan, iyak mo lang yan ate, di siya worth it sayo. Ayoko maging in relationship kasi nakakatakot magkaroon ng break up haha. Six years kayo magkasama tapos ganon ganon lang. Pinagpalit sa malapit, saklap huhu.

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2 years ago

Kung di ka pa ready talaga, wag na muna. Napaka.risky talaga nang love.

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2 years ago

Oo nga eh. Proud na proud pa ako nung mga times na yun Dong. Pero wala eh, di ako pinili. Okay lang kasi kahit ganun ang nangyari, alam ko sa sarili ko na minahal ko yung tao. Well, di naman ganun kadali na mawala yung love, natabunan lang talaga nang pain.

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2 years ago

Nako saklap naman! Pinagpalit ka sa isang babaeng may anak na. Hope you'll recover from this. You know what it's not easy especially both of you spend 6 years and end up like that, sorry for that friend.

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2 years ago

Hindi naman issue sa'kin na may anak na yung girl my friend. Dun lang talaga sa part na pinagsabihan na daw niya si MGD pero lagi parin silang magkasama.

Wala na ako'ng magagawa pa my friend. Pinili niya yun eh.

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2 years ago

Yun nga friend that was sad reality. We should be steadfast above all. They might be bear the consequences on what they did.

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2 years ago

Basta ako, I chose to let go na friend. Tama na lahat. I had enough na..

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2 years ago

Sorry for what happen sis,ilabas mo lang yang sama ng loob mo para lumuwag dibdib mo,nangyari na yan moving on the key,its not easy pero slowly makakalimutan mo rin siya,unti unti mwawala din ang sakit,i feel you sis dahil not once but several times nagyari sakin na ngcheat ang ex-partner ko noon,harap harapan pa nga eh.Kaya mo yan sis,hindi siya deserving sa love mo.

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2 years ago

May mga times lang din talaga sis na hindi ko maiwasan na magtanong kung bakit nagkaganun. Pero, hindi nalang din. Ang importante, nalaman ko na yung ganito. Kasi pag nagkataon na kinasal na kami, nako, hindi ko talaga alam kung anong mangyayari. Buti nalang talaga at si God, gumawa talaga nang way para maliwanagan yung isip ko, ipakita sa'kin na hindi siya yung lalaking makakasama ko for the rest of my life. Hindi na niya ako masisisi sis kasi ginawa ko naman na yung best ko as his girlfriend, fiance. Ex na pala.

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2 years ago

Tama narin yun sis,as you said si god narin gumawa ng paraan,niligtas ka ni god sa maling tao,tiwala ang nawala sis pag yan nawala sa isang relasyon mahirap na yan,parang salamin lang din,pag mbasag mahirap ng buohin kaya kailangan na itapon at bumili ng bago,move o sis,forget and learn for now,later on nalang yung ung forgive pag wala na yun pain.

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2 years ago

Oo sis. Sobrang thankful ko din talaga kay God. Alam mo before this happens, humingi ako nang signs kay God kung siya na ba talaga yung para sa'kin. Tas hindi ko talaga mawari na may nabasa ako'ng content na na.apply ko talaga sa current situation ng relasyon namin. Yun na pala yung sign. Hanggang sa kalaunan, yung mga signs na yun, nangyari talaga.

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2 years ago

Praise to god sis,tama ang desisyon na ginawa mo sis,hindi ka pababyaan ni god sis,

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2 years ago

God will make a way talaga sis..πŸ˜‡β˜οΈ

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2 years ago

I'm so sorry to hear that ate, he's ruined the 6 years relationship for one girl, diba nagpropose na sya sayo? Grabe naman pagkalandi ng ex mo, well antayin na lng natin ang Karma. Cheer up ate, hindi tlaga lahat ng relasyon nauuwi sa happy ending, kahit pala matagal na kayo ng partner mo, hindi mo padin tlaga malalaman kung ano ang nangyayari, sobrang risky tlaga ng love but in your situation alam ko na it takes time to heal the wounds, for now focus ka sa sarili mo ate.

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2 years ago

Oo nga Dong eh. Proud na proud pa ako na i.share sa inyo kung anong merong kami dati. Pero nauwi pa rin sa hiwalayan. At some point, nanghinayang din ako kasi nga, matagal na kami, tas nagpropose pa siya sa'kin. Yun pala, may ibang nagpapasaya sa kaniya sa tuwing hindi kami magkasamang dalawa. Masakit lang kasi, nung mga times pala na naghahabol ako sa kaniya, humihingi nang kaunting oras niya, ayun, masaya pala siya sa iba.

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2 years ago