Ohooo, I'm so happy right now because our Bitcoincash is on the move again yiehh. I have high hopes that Bitcoincash will surpass it's all time high last May this year which hit $1160 I think? Yeah, Who's excited? I'm sure all of us here are. Coz who wouldn't right!? The coins I am currently holding is also on the move too off course Bitcoin is pumping you all know what follows after that. I am just sad because some of my Sep20 token was in tsk, I just hope it will recover soon. How about you? How's your PNL?
By the way I am watching anime again and the title is Sk8 the Infinity. It's a good one you can also learn a lesson from it. I also love the characters except Adam. I hate Adam and his Love Hug - he's like another Hisoka to me but my Hisoka is way hotter than him, hmppt! While I like Reki because of his enthusiasm in the things that he loves to do. He's a jolly person - or anime? lol Who has a positive vibe in him. A good kind of friend that is worth keeping. He doesn't know the word giving up because no matter what he will work his ass off to climb up.
But you know, even if your are the jolliest person or even if you are the most positive person in Earth there still a time that envy and negative thoughts will eat your whole system. You will start to doubt yourself, you just want to stop what you love doing and you will feel like even if you try your hardest there's still things that you will never get - "I can't keep up," "it's not exciting anymore," "I'm scared," "I'm the only one who isn't better," "I will never get better!" And what's worst is seeing your friend who just started in that field but is more better than you now.
Who'll not feel devastated right? You work hard to be in that field. You get scratch while practicing, you get hurt, got wounds in different part of your body just to improve yourself. But all of your dreams was shattered because of that someone. I think if it's me I will also feel that way. I will also close the door for that someone for sure just like what Reki did in this series. He doesn't want to be associated with that someone anymore because of envy? He push that someone away because of his feelings.
He can't just accept the fact that while everyone is making a progress - he was still there trying his best - not making any progress, or not moving at all. That even if he try all of his effort will just be for naught. While this someone - he will surpass him for sure in no time ,- no he already surpass him. He loves what he's doing but surpassing his limit is just hard. Actually, he is a very talented young man he's good in building skateboard from scratch. But he loves skateboarding more than anything but now....
I'm still on episode 8, let see if he will come back to his old self after some thinking...... Hmmm.
Jealousy is really an incurable disease. It will destroy you or us if we let it stay in our system. You won't feel any contentment anymore and you will look to everyone as an enemy. And everything will be ugly if that happens. You will end up alone, sad and isolated in your own world. You will never accept anyone's hand no matter how hard they try to reach for you. You will never be happy. Is that what you want? You will throw all of the things that you had a hard time getting just because of envy? Are you ready to be miserable forever? If yes, then Go - and ready for the consequence.
By the way guys, most of my article title was from a song title - maybe you notice it already. I just can't really find a good title for my own article that's why. But this one is not from a song - my plan for this one is "Swaying leaves and scattering breath" but I change it - just because, lol.
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October 7, 2021