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The Way We Were

I woke every morning either at 5:30AM or 6. They will woke me up sometimes but most of the times my eyes will just open on it's own like that's the time it is used to. I will start my day with a good music, sometimes a loud one, a lively one or a song with a soothing melody if I woke on the wrong side of the bed. My choice of music really depends on my mood yes. If I'm mad or sad I'll go with a rock song. I just want my head to be filled with the sound of the bass, the drum and a loud scream coming from the singer. I want to start my day with just a happy one but we can't really help sometimes on waking up like you are annoyed for whatever reason, even me can't really understand my mood sometimes. I have the worst mood swings ever. O don't know if anyone can handle me hahahah. So, music is a big help to me, it's not just a cure for all of what's inside my head but also it helps me to continue moving forward, a motivator at that. They are not just some music - they are a life saver for me to make my sanity still intact. Anyways, I got bored this afternoon that I decided to visit YouTube to look for some music that will fit in to my likings. I found some and it's actually a song from year 2014 and a Pilipino song at that. I'm not really a fun of Pilipino songs sorry, I know I know it's just that I find English song more appealing to me. But off course I still listen to some to them. But not my favorite. And today, I found this cool song in YouTube. It was recommended by YouTube hehe. They are singing on the Bus which is Wish 107.5. https://youtu.be/ZYu6XsHlENM Aside from the beat was the message of the lyrics. I can't help myself but to remember the good old days with my friends in High School. That time is one of the best time of my life even though I didn't do that much that can make me happy because of my Mom's strictness. I wad still able to enjoy it yes. I still have communication with my friends and classmate on high school but it's not the same anymore. We are mot a teenagers anymore that's why I'm too shy to even talk with them. I can still chat to some with them but it's like we are just an acquaintance who happen to know each others. You know, I miss those time that we bond with each other. Talking even nonsense but that what's are pinakang bonding. We don't drink alcohol but the other thinks that we do like going outside at the back of our room is one of the things we always do. Talk about life, crushes and our himutok sa buhay. Everyone is ready to listen and everyone is ready to tap your shoulder if you feel like you want to cry. "Ha oo nga di ko lang talaga mapigilan na isipin ang mga bagay na 'to Ang alin yung sana maulit natin ang mga panahon na dati Wala pang kamalay-malay sa mga bagay-bagay na nagdudulot ng kalungkutan sa isa't isa Walang hanggang pag-ibig tanging laro ang hilig Mga kabataan na naglalakbay sa hardin na puno ng himig Nangangarap na lahat ng bituin ay mahawakan ng aking mga kamay At ang mga kabiguan agad kalimutan sa agos ng buhay ay ipatangay" **Nakakamis** https://www.google.com/search?q=smugglaz+nakakamiss+lyrics&client=ms-android-oppo-rvo2&prmd=vnix&source=lnms&sa=X&ved=0ahUKEwjWnuuqmIL1AhWFdXAKHUknAe0Q_AUIFCgA&biw=360&bih=664&dpr=2 Those days and time that we are not bothered to what the world may throw to us. We will just force ourselves to fight to continue living and for us to stay strong. Those days where we dream once and so ready to achieve them all. We are not even being problematic about the problem of the world and the only problem that we had is not as big like us. Or like what we are experiencing rigjt now that we are all already adults. We have each other's back, back then, we have a hands of our friends who's ready to lend their ears and give us advices. A lot of things already change but I hope they are all okay. Especially my classmate that I already lost my contact since our graduation day in High School. I hope they are still fighting despite what's happening now on our world. I hope they are still strong as a bull just like when we're playing games. I hope they still see positivity in their life when in times of bad times. 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