I can't exactly remember the day that I fall for you but one thing is for sure and true and this will never change. That I love you more today, than tomorrow. I wish to be with you until I get old. I just hope you won't get tired of me even if I decided to fart in front of you. I surely have a reason for that, one maybe it's because laziness take over my body again? Two, maybe because I just feel like doing it? Three, I'm not sure where is this heading but what am I even saying? Suddenly my mind went blank and I can't think of the topic that I want to write. It suppose to be an article with my personal message for Bitcoincash just like a love confession but I am lost with words again, aigooo.
This os the problem with my brain sometimes you see, one moment I have this overflowing idea about something, could be a plot for a story, one crazy idea and all. I have to jot down it all fastly or else I will forget it all completely like it is some kind of the flash ideas edition that just passed by in a very fast speed. Like it is in a full speed yeah something like that. Or It's like a genie who just feel like giving away some cool ideas with different approach like here catch it and write it, if you failed to get it then bye bye. Sayonara idea, you can wait for another in the next 10 years. Or you can compare it to your ex boyfriend who just pass by just to hurt you but give you a lesson in the end. Duhhh.
That's why wherever I am I always have my smartphone with me. If ever an ideas or thought suddenly came then I can just open my KeepNote and type it there. I can just write the idea about it and then leave it there. I can create something from it as long as my mind is active as your heart whenever your crush is near yiehhh. Yeah so, coz if I didn't do that those ideas will be for nothing. Even if it's not a great idea still, idea is an idea that I tried so hard to think. Thinking about it just so I can present something for y'all even though it's not that great like others is my priority and when I think that you enjoy it is enough to make me feel human even though I'm a half fart, half poop.
You know what, there is a day that I wish I have that superpower of having an overflowing ideas. Like I will not run out of a topic, that every hours, seconds and days I can produce anything like I am some kind of a monster who never runs out idea. But I have to face the reality that I am in real world not in a fantasy. That this is not a science fiction story where I have this super power that was developed during my teens and blablablabla lol. Not only that, I really wish that English is not that of a big deal. Like I can use it whenever I want without a problem because I'm a grammar expert. But as I've said. I am not in the fantasy world. I can work with my grammar but I have to work with my laziness first lol.
That's also one of the problem with me. I complain and complain and complain but I'm not even doing anything to improve myself. I mean, why not move my ass and work myself to improve no? Well, always look of what is the possible outcome if K do it, I'm one of those negative thinker when it comes to myself. I doubt myself to much that I won't make it so in my mind why I have to start something if I already know the outcome of it. See that is how negative thinker I am. I don't have trust to myself and I'd rather be a poop than to be work myself to improve. I think I need someone who can beat me to make me remember that nothing will change if I continue being an lazy af.
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So, base on the title I wrote it in the middle of the night but I'll publish it just now lol. As you all know I set a schedule for what time I will publish my article and it's in 6:30, it could be 5 minutes earlier than that or maybe late. Depends, sometimes I just forgot it when Mom suddenly asked me to run some errand so yeah hehe. It's another random thought article meaning a nonsense one just base on my opinion lol. Sorry about that. But I hope you still read it. Ciao.
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Honestly speaking, most of the things you said about yourself in tho this article, is what affects most of us we all sometimes feel lazy as if everything should work out itself without doing it ourselves