It's my birthday 🎂
I took a walk down memory lane, I remember how desperate I was to grow older and make money like I see “all adults” do. I celebrated each birthday with Joy, I’d cry and whine for mom to bake a cake for me for she’s a caterer. When I clocked 13 my wish came to pass, mum baked a cake for me, though I literally pay for it lol. I took some pictures with a big smile on my face all through. I offered to pay the photographer since I have some money saved for that purpose but the photographer who was my uncle refused to collect any form of payment. My joy knew no boundary but till today the pictures haven’t been delivered. lol
Birthdays that I was anticipating yearly became something I dread. I hate birthdays! Adulthood sucks! I’m getting older! I started hating the word birthday for it reminds me of what I'm not. While the whole family smile, Dad prays for me, mum shower me with prayer and my favourite meal, while my siblings, friends and even teachers send gifts to me. I’ll have a big smile on my face as usual, but this time, it’s laced with fears. I was scared of what the future holds. I was scared of growing into a full adult, I can see how those around me toll and hustle, I don’ think I’m ready for that. Gradually, my birthdays become a day of worrying and anxiety…
I got into the polytechnic and saw “Life”. I saw the way things are moving so fast and what so many people are doing or have achieved at such a tender age. The worries intensified and all I think of every day is "When am I going to be what I want to be?". Then came the turbulent storm which threatened to destroy me. It felt like my world was crumbling and I didn't know what to do than to run to my family. I found comfort and peace in the word of advice from my Dad, the reassuring hug from mum was what I needed at that time, the love my siblings showered on me helped me face the challenge heads on and I can out on top. I overcame my mid-life crisis. Imagine "Crisis" at such a tender age. lol...
Maybe I worry too much for my age-hence the constant growth of a strand or two Grey hair. I started evaluating the journey of the last years on my birthdays, where do I need improvement? Where did I go wrong? What am I missing?. All these questions I ask myself each year and try to work on getting better. This became a routine for a long time until I realize that though it’s good to access oneself, check out places where you need improvement and all, it’s better I count my blessings, celebrate the things I’ve achieved and be grateful for the things I’m yet to achieve.
So it’s another birthday- Valour is a year older, but this year instead of sitting at home, we sucking all day and faking the smile when the wishes, prayers, gifts and texts come in, I’m going to celebrate as I’ve done in recent times, I’m going to count my blessings and thank the Lord for keeping me alive so far, for I know it’s only by his grace that I’m alive. This time last year I know where I was and what I was doing, I’m grateful for the growth, good health, peace of mind and the love I have around me.
In the last 1 year, I've experienced a lot, made a lot of mistakes and learnt so many lessons. The greatest thing that happened apart from being alive in good health, if I'm to be sincere was discovering noisecash and readcash. The two platforms have been a blessing to me and I also got to know about SmartBCH which of recent has been a comfort zone for me.
Likewise in my academics, it's been a great journey. Moved from one level to another with good grades but that isn't the major point, the various certificates programmes and experience gained in the field is something I hold valuable. Got some support from so many great friends who were there for me when I needed them. I can’t appreciate you guys enough...if you're reading this guys, know fully well that I appreciate you.
Virtual friends turn family, love you all. For the gift, wishes and prayers that have been trooping in since midnight lol- Thank you all. I really appreciate it.
I hope and pray I improve in various places where I'm lacking, get better in areas where I'm good and be the best version of myself in all ramifications of life. Happy birthday, Valour. Forever an HappyBoy 😁🤗
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Happy belated Birthday, Valour! I wish you all the best and always be a Happy Boy!