@Gracee 11 May 2021

Puzzled and Shocked ***by Gracee / Tuesday / May 11, 2021*** *O kay gulo,* *Bakit ganito.* *Isipan ko'y litong lito* *Para bang ako'y susuko.* This is literally what I feel right now. I am bothered and at the same time sad and preoccupied. I have been here since last year (do not know the exact day). I admitted that there were times when I do not publish articles for I was having a productive day at home and had difficulties in thinking about a good topic. I had been inactive too for almost a month but that was a few months ago. After I joined noise.cash and became motivated and inspired to earn more BCH I decided to give more time in writing and publishing articles. I try to catch up and do my best to publish two to four articles a week. I even give some time to read and leave comments to some articles that were written by other writers. However, these past few days up until now, something went wrong that gives me heartbreak. If I am not mistaken this was started two days ago but it did not bother me so much for I though it was just a system glitch because I am still active on this platform by interacting to other writers especially when I could not publish an article. But when days passed by, more writers informed me that my comments in their articles marked as spam. So to confirm it with my two eyes, I checked the articles where I left comments. This is what I saw that made me freeze for a moment and panicked a bit.

While I was shocked looking to my spam comments, my heart embraced with sadness and started to melt little by little. Until now, it still puzzled me and has this question in my mind.(*Why is this happening to my account?)* I do not understand and I do not know what to do. But I calmed myself and sent an email to the admin. As of now, I have not received any response but I am still hoping that this will still be fixed because I do not want to let go this account. This is the only account I wanted to use on this platform. Ang sakit. Mas masakit pa ata 'to sa break up!!!😥😅 This is affecting me so much,especially today for some of the writers noticed it in the comments I left to their articles. I never expected to happen this to my account. I am doing my best to interact and publish articles though I admitted, it is not regular. Maybe that's one of the reasons but I am still puzzled because I do not know why it is happening. I wanted to rant but would that help my account's current situation? NO, I just decided to write this article to vent out my feeling because it is really bothering me. I am still hoping that this will be fixed but as early as now I am preparing myself for any unpleasant results. **MY OLD Articles:** https://read.cash/@Gracee/one-of-the-most-precious-and-unforgettable-weeks-283688db#my-old-articles **A Feeling of Emptiness** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-feeling-of-emptiness-90623b20 **Cheer Up and Be Strong** https://read.cash/@Gracee/cheer-up-and-be-strong-cff13faf **Interact Connect and Have Fun** https://read.cash/@Gracee/interact-connect-and-have-fun-c5680518 **Do More and Be Productive** https://read.cash/@Gracee/do-more-and-be-productive-c418afea **Overflowing Happiness** https://read.cash/@Gracee/overflowing-happiness-9eb3584f **Worried but not Hopeless** https://read.cash/@Gracee/worried-but-not-hopeless-5d71b688 **A Miracle from a Nightmare** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-miracle-from-a-nightmare-5b0715b0 **A Childish yet Fun Game** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-childish-yet-fun-game-5441e34b **A Heartbreaking Fact** https://read.cash/@Gracee/a-heartbreaking-fact-9caac948 **Excessive Worry Make You Physically Ill** https://read.cash/@Gracee/excessive-worry-make-you-physically-ill-3ee0cb2d **Best Ways to Brighten Up Your Mood** https://read.cash/@Gracee/best-ways-to-brighten-up-your-mood-4e8f909e **Natures Beauty** https://read.cash/@Gracee/natures-beauty-ed30d269 **Smoking and Ways on How to Stop It** https://read.cash/@Gracee/smoking-and-ways-on-how-to-stop-it-f42a7e79 **Benefits of Being Alone** https://read.cash/@Gracee/benefits-of-being-alone-2f0e1923 **Good Benefits of Waking Up Early** https://read.cash/@Gracee/good-benefits-of-waking-up-early-8e2b575e **Love Yourself before Others** https://read.cash/@Gracee/love-yourself-before-others-87321fec **Positive Ways to Cope with Emotional Pain** https://read.cash/@Gracee/positive-ways-to-cope-with-emotional-pain-9cd983eb