My Inactivity Makes Me Worried

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January 2021

The month when I first created an account here in read.cash with the username of imafutureagrcltrst with the encouragement of my friend, @carisdaneym2 . This is the first platform that I hope that will be successful. However, I was just able to publish a few articles until I became totally inactive.

March 2021

This month, the same friend that invited me here had told me to create another account because my first account had been spammed. And so I did. But sadly, I didn't write on the same day that I created another account. The reasons? Academics, tutoring, responsibilities in the real world, and I ain't that dedicated and passionate before. Sadly, but it's the truth. Hayst, if I can just bring back time? I'll start right on that day. Nonetheless, "its better to be late, than sorry." And, so I came back. πŸ’›

June 2021

June 20, 2021. The exact date when I started writing again. This time, as a virtual writer and not in our college publication team whereas I am one step closer to being the official Feature Writer after training as a staff writer. But, I gave it up because of how busy I am in real life.

To make it more shorter, I am not that committed.

It took me near three months after I had the courage and guts to take the path I've chosen, more seriously. Because I am missing the vibes and happiness of writing, I decided and pushed myself more to write again. And, I started it with this article: Finally, I'm Back!.

On the first month, it goes how I imagined it to be.

Write to inspire.

Write to fill in the missing piece in me.

Write to make me more happy and forget the problems of outside world.

Like any other writers (more like, content creators) here, I also dreamt of having TheRandomRewarder or who we often called as Rusty or bot's attention. It took me weeks until I finally got one of my most awaited read.cash notification. None other than the notification saying,

"TheRandomRewarder upvoted your post "title of the post" with $__ in BCH"

I can still clearly remember the article wherein I got his tickles, it is one: Goals Before 30: Can I Achieve It?

Check this link (https://noise.cash/post/lp7kzmkr) as I shared this moment in noise.cash. Or through this article: July 27, 2021: The Day That I Was Waiting For!

Because of his visits, I got more determined and motivated to keep up what I am doing. To make it more better and to thrive even more. Through him, I had became more inspired to write and write and write. The results of it? Not just the earnings. But, most importantly?

From calling myself a user of read.cash, I finally had the courage to call myself as a content creator. πŸ’•

And so it continued for the duration of July to August. Not until another Academic Year started.

On the first week, I can still manage.

On the first week, I can still make time for writing my articles, reading other content creator's articles, and interact with them.

Not until the second week had come .....

Laboratory and lecture reports, other activities, quizzes, virtual meetings, and here's also my responsibilities as the Vice President of our class.

I object the nomination for President because I am already busy with life. And, I said yes as to be the Vice President because it has lesser tasks. Well, that's what I thought. Because I seem to be the President as all my blockmates' concerns was being asked to be. Why? They said that they felt aren't that comfty to our President. Don't know why.

Then, here's comes the exams for first term and my thesis. Also, my responsibilities as a daughter and big sister.

So, yeah. I became to occupied with things that eventually led me to be inactive here. I tried was still trying my very best to be in track. But, it's really challenging me. Then I told myself to just write at night, but I still can't as I was still doing requirements 'til night time and in morning? I find it difficult to wake up more earlier to write because my human body wants to have more rest after grinding and digging all day and night.

This continues for days. In this listed articles, you can see the interval of the articles published by me.

August- 16 articles, 1 short post

September- 8 articles, 1 short post

Last September, I aimed for 10 articles. More lower than what I am supposed to do. But, I still didn't reached this numbers. See?

And, as days passed of being inactive? I already observed changes in my account in read.cash.

Numbers of likes (πŸ‘πŸ») decreased.

Few comments which means lesser interaction for me.

Upvotes from Rusty had decreased as well.

Rusty's visitation seems to be not like before.

And, this makes me worried.

So, I come up with a plan on how to bring back the vibes in my account. Here it is:

Morning- read articles, leave comments, reply to the unreplied ones, and interact with my co-users and co-content creators.

Afternoon- start writing an article.

Evening- finish an article and publish.

Because I already know within myself that I can accomplished the 1 article a day, I just opt to write one every other day. Well, this is what I am looking forward and will do my very best to achieve it. I just need to be more committed, focused, and flexible to do my goals inside and outside this virtual world.

Also, thank you to Ate @Jane and to ading @kingofreview for the advices on what should I do. <3

Why am I so engrossed with this?

Because I don't want my hard works and perseverance to be in vain. I took long to get Rusty's along with other writers and users' attention and I don't want to lose it because of my inactivity. Also, I want to inspire more through my writings. (Even though, paulit-ulit na lang minsan mga sinasabi ko. πŸ˜…)

So, let's get it on. As per this month, I don't set goals regarding the number of articles that I should write and publish here. Wala, just want to go with the flow lang. As of now, my October articles are still in process whereas I'm also looking for another progress.

Hoping for a more productive October for me and for all of us. ❀❣


For more articles, just visit me here in read.cash:

imanagrcltrst:Β https://read.cash/@imanagrcltrst

And, we can also have a chitchat in noise.cash:

imanagrcltrst:Β https://noise.cash/u/imanagrcltrst


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Published by October 05, 2021

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It's fun achieving goals! But to remind you, it's not fun anymore when you're not enjoying at all. I mean, goal supposed to be fun! Don't pressure yourself too much, we are here to improve as a writer, as a human being and to be financially free haha. Enjoy and don't let these things takes away what you have. You can still read if you have some time and focus on goals that is not aiming for earnings but learningsπŸ’œπŸ‘πŸŽ‰

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3 years ago

Yieee. Minsan lang magseryoso 'to, kaya isasaisip ko talaga. Hihi! Thank you, mushyyyy! πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜ Pero nag-eenjoy naman ako, as in. Nakakapagod lang pero di nawawala 'yung enjoyment kasi it will give me learnings din naman. And, yes to be financially free tayo and for new and more learnings syempre. πŸ’›

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3 years ago

same here, medyo busy narin me sa school works eh pero if my time ako bumibisita din naman ako btoh platforms. Pero mas mabuti talaga na mag focus nalang muna sa achool para hindi ma behind :>

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3 years ago

Uhuuuy. Slr, Ate. :D Yes, Ateeeee. Kakayanin na pagsabayin sila. Sa ngayon, medjo nangangapa pa kung paano mas mapagsasabay pero soon. Mas magiging flexible pa tayo wherein walang male-left behind. <3

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3 years ago

Wag pilitin mare kapag sobrang busy kahit ako worried din ako sa pagiging inactive ko kasi nakakademotivate talaga kapag di siya nabisita πŸ₯² pero laban lang ako babalik din naman siguro un pag may funds na ulit.

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3 years ago

Yes, mareeee. Saka na lang susulat kapag may mas mahabang free time, sa ngayon more time talaga muna sa acads. Hirap kapag eto 'yung na-behind eh. Pero soon, mas magiging flexible pa tayo. πŸ’š

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3 years ago

Just remember to put your priorities first. I am also the same as you, every time I fail to visit read. cash, and post an article I feel worried because I might get spammed. What I did to not be pressured is that I still prioritized my work and before that is my passion for writing. If I can't be active, I will try as much as possible to comment and read some articles just to get by. You will be fine. Aja!

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3 years ago

Di na ganon si Rusty sa dati tapos ngayon Mia na sya.

Busy ka sa school, kaya wag masyado hapitin ang pag grind. Di naman yan sya mawawala ee basta ba bibisita kapa rin. Pero dahil kaya mo naman then fight!

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3 years ago

Yes, Ateee Rupaaa. Kaya every other day na lang ang pagsusulat and kung di talaga kaya, edi saka na. Basa basa na lang muna. Para di mamiss ni Rusty. Hihi!

Sana nga bumalik na sa dati eh. Mukhang nakahanap na yata ng new friends. πŸ˜†

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3 years ago

I wish you can gain back what you lost. Good luck po ate hehe. Medyo busy rin ako ate pero medyo maluwang po sched ko ngayon

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3 years ago

Kaya nga eh. Ang hirap ko pa namang sinuyo si Rusty noon kaya di pwedeng mawala s'ya. Haha! Sanaol lumuluwag ang sched, sa amin kasi? Ay ewan ko ba. 🀣

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