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Today, I am feeling overwhelmed. I have a hunch that this might just be due to lack of sleep. After all, I only had 3 hours of sleep last night and I have yet to take a nap today.
I know that it is bad for me and it actually affects my mood negative but I could not help it. All this time, I did not feel sleepy since I found a great webtoon that caught my attention. I ended up finding out that the whole plot was already posted somewhere else so I just read that all day instead of napping. Now, I have finished reading all 100+ chapters and I can feel the tiredness sets in. Moreover, I feel uneasy probably because I was unable to work on an activity that needs to be passed tomorrow.
Right now, I am waiting for our last class for the day to end. I might take a short nap then work on my assignment.
You know, lately I found myself overthinking. In April some courses at our University will already have face to face classes. We are not yet included since we have a small population of students so we were not even considered for the line up for the pilot testing.
I am not sure if I am ready to go back to "normal" classes again. My social anxiety is acting up and we are not even included yet. I think I should look into getting an online consultation with a professional to help me calibrate my mind.
Forgive me for this random article. My mind is so sleepy right now and my eyes are already half-closed, but I did not want to skip writing an article.
You know, I really want to expand my sources of income because there are some things that I want to afford. The first one is of course the online consultation with a professional. I have read up on the topic and I believe I will do better arranging a psychiatric consultation due to my mental health history. I am just contemplating when I should arrange a consultation and if I should wait for my stipend first.
Another thing I want to afford is a new drawing tablet. There is nothing wrong with the one I am currently using but I jist have an impulse to upgrade my drawing tablet.
I also want to buy more yarns since I have been receiving some orders. Plus I want to buy things for my room. I want to add a table to my room just so I can have more space when I work kn my crafts.
Moreover, I want to buy a printer so I can study better. I feel like I have a hard time focusing on my lessons when I am just using the screen of my laptop to read.
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My mind is a mess right now but hopefully, a good night's sleep will help me out. I know that I will be able to prpbably answer the questions but sometimes I just feel so pressured that I can not move.
This article is si random and probably confusing too. Sorry about that. Maybe just think of this as a freewriting exercise.
Also, have I shared that my bestfriend introduced me to some opportunity related to writing? Basically, you will apply to a freelance group and they will be the ones to look for clients. You just have to choose which jobs you want to take.
I am still mulling over it but I am not thinking too much about it right now since we have midterm examinations next week. I will probably worry about that after the exams since I would need to have a writing portfolio.
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It is hard to sleep when we think of so many things before sleeping. It it slow, sis.