I started a joke, Which started my whole world crying....
It's supposed to be a joke, I know it's only a joke. I already marked it in my head. I shouldn't hope, I shouldn't assume but my stubborn heart just can't help but to forget that it's only a joke and it's only a play and there's nothing more in it to claim. That all of it is just nothing, and it's nothing - all of it. That's just how it should end that even if you turn it around and around the result is still the same.
It's all on me and obviously, I'm the one to blame. I started it and now I get to taste the not so funny ending. In fact it hurts. It hurts but you have no idea that it hurts. You don't look at me coz after all it's just a game, a joke and fvcking play. It's a shame on my part coz I started it but I'm the one who's more affected, what a shame. Should I smash my brain? I think the problem is in my brain.
Seriously heart, why you love to like someone that is so not into you and then get hurt in the process? Why not just stay still and wait for your own Prince - and if he doesn't come then - we can't really do anything about it. That's life. Maybe it's your destiny to live alone for the rest of your life. Why? Isn't that's what you want? You're okay being alone but now why you're making a fuss?
I know my head is messy and it become messier since the day I let your words effect me? The joke that I'm throwing to you, I didn't notice but it is what I truly feel now to you. That it's not a joke anymore because I mean it and I'm afraid that you'll notice it. Good thing you're hard as rock and colder than the snow. You won't feel that it came frm my heart and it's not just a game anymore.
I actually don't want you to notice it. I'm okay being like this with you that I can say what I really feel but you will see it as a joke. But I don't know why I become greedy that I plan to say it to you. Good thing I stop myself and stopped doing the thing that I might regret. You know when I decided to confess I said, it's okay if I get hurt again. I'm used to it so for sure I won't break, and because I am strong.
But now I don't want you to know what I really feel for you. I don't want anything anymore but the great feeling that you brought to me as a stranger. I think that's already enough and what's the best for me. I just know that this will make me happy than to let you know. I will just like you silently and be happy while normally talking to you. Throwing that so called "hugot" as a joke.
I looked at the skies, Running my hands over my eyes.....
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OMG, I did it!! I wrote again out from some line of a song. And I'm sure you already know what song it is. I can't believe that I can get something from that lines, hihi. It's hard and I had to crack my head open and bang it in the wall because - I don't know, I just feel like doing it. I'm crazy I know that already. Crazy over him, ayiehh ahaha chorrr. But seriously, it's hard to think of a topic now. That's why I'm thankful because we have music and I can get a topic from it hihi. I'm thinking of a song right now and I just hope I can hey
I just hope I can do it for the next next next day. So that I don't need to think that much of what to write again. Ah, by the way I actually change that one word in the lines I used in my introduction. Instead of 'the' I change it to 'my' it's like it's my world that is crying and hurting UwU. I started a joke, which started my whole word crying.... it's like the intention is just to play and it's really just a joke. But suddenly you started to feel something for him or her and now to you it's no longer just a joke. OMG, cry!
OMG again! I just thought of this. Are you up of a challenge? Why not try it too and think whatever you can write using your favorite lines from a songs, in a TV Series or whatever lines that you have there? Why not put it into good use and create a masterpiece? A poem? A story? How about poetry or that 'hugot'? OMG, guy's! Come on try it too! And let's enjoy read cashing! Yayyy!
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You are making too real sometimes, I don't even have a song in mind to write on now, maybe I will have to hit my head twice hard on the wall for something to fall out.