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FUD is just everywhere, my past experience

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Written by   1004
1 month ago

Alright, FUD or Fears, Uncertainty and Doubt is just everywhere and can be seen in any situation. Though it was originally created in terms in Crypto Space still, it can apply in our everyday's life because we feel it to when we're in panic. We feel fears, that's why we are doubting ourself, we are uncertain about things and the outcome? Nah-uhh, it gets ugly. It's just base on experience.

If in crypto space, your funds is at stake because of FUDs. In College Life, it was the grade. Though losing money is much hard - so is our grade. You can get a low grade if that happens, or worst you can get a big and loud red FAILED! I have lot of doubts with myself as a student before. What added more to it is this Nasal Polyp I had in my nose.

That when I talk you can say that I have a big booger on my nose affecting the sound of my voice and the clarity of the words that I am spitting. And because of that my confidence was dump into zero level that everytime that we have a reporting I feel Fear, Doubt like what if? Will they understand what I'm saying, Uncertainty about my way of explaining things and all, ackk.

Argh, I really hate all about reporting and explaining what we learn in a certain topic. To be specific I hate speaking in a crowded place, even if I have to do it in front of my classmates. Oh wait, I just remember - it's in our Literature subject. That Professor of ours really love to make sure that we learn a lot from his subject. That everytime that we have a reporting he will make those listener asked a questions to the reporter.

Aside from I hate reporting I also hate being asked or questioned coz even if I'm ready if my fears and doubt act up again, I won't be able to answer all of their questions. I might stammer and just forget all of what I reported or of what I learn in front of them. I don't know, my confidence is really affected. That's where I will question myself if can I really do it? Can I satisfy them? Argh lots of uncertainties.

But I don't know if luck was on my side that time. That when it's my turn to report, our Professor was out coz he has to attend somewhere. But off course he still gave us an activity and that includes the reporting which I am very thankful coz he doesn't need to postpone it just because he can't attend to his subject. So, it's my turn to report.

This happened back in my College days, it's just a minor subject but I feel like it is one of our major because of the pressure. But anyway, so my time arrive. I ready my laptop and the slide that I have to present. But you know while I'm doing a prep, I again feel that Fears and Doubt. I am doubting myself again. My mind is not cooperating. In my mind I was doing a you know, some practicing.

But I keep on forgetting the lines that I have to say. I am sweating too much specially my underarms. My hand is so cold and also sweating. But what frightened me the most was the thought that I might embarrass if I didn't deliver my topic to them clearly. I hate it huehue. I really hate it because it gives me the feeling that I will fail that time even if I prefer just a little.

Or they might find fault to the way I explain it. Even if I'm doing it in front of my classmates, still the fears, doubt and uncertainty is still there. It's much worst, even if crush was not there just the thought that I have to speak in front of everybody give me so much anxiety. I can't think right that I just want to run and just you know or just disappear.

Not just that, you know what happened when I'm in that state? I speak faster than the normal speed. Everyone can't understand what I'm saying. That's why I have to repeat it. My voice is also low that's what added more. And when it's asking time, I almost kill some of my classmates just by my stare for asking a lot of questions.

I just want to get over with it and sit on my chair but those people arghh feel like they are just doing it on purpose. I hate them. But well, I can't blame them coz our Prof asked them to ask a question. Even if our professor is not present, he gave a task to one of my classmate to watch the reporter and the others and report it directly to him.

But I'm still okay with them doing it, actually it's all better if they are the one who'll ask me a question than our Professor who will test your mind, body and soul. I mean, if he didn't like my answer to their question then that's another minus for me. I love my College days and miss it sometimes but, what I don't miss is those time that I feel Fears, Doubt and Uncertainty.

And that only happens when I'm in front of everybody. I feel like I'm some kind of strange species who grown two balls in the forehead being examined by those watcher - nyayy it's not so cute. I sound so over reacting in here but seriously, the feeling is just.... It was mixed. Like my fears was stronger than my doubt for myself but actually it was my doubt who was bigger. It's messy.


Anyways, I get the idea of writing this to @Peter-Molnar article which he publish just 2 days ago: Dealing With FUD: Fear, Uncertainty And Doubt. I just remember my College Life after reading it especially his title, hihi. You can check it if you want.

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Reporting nakoo bahala na sila dyan hahaha okay ng magsulat ako magdamag wag lang po ako mag report sa harapan ng mga kaklase ko .

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1 month ago

I'm actually a voca person po when it's time for reporting. Well, that's because I have a bass voice which is I love to use in public speaking po. I'm also confident in my knowledge and my communication skills therefore I can speak Infront very well po. Pero nung nga 7th grade ko po may stage fright po talaga ako

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1 month ago

Halakaaa, napa sana all nalang talaga ako huehue. Malakas naman talaga ang boses ko ee pero pag nasa harap na. Ayon, daw pusa nalang ang boses huehue. Nakakahiya kasi talagam penge ngang confidence jan bataaaa

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1 month ago

Galing.. Nirelate sa life.. Hate ko rn reporting at recitation nung student pa ko.. Low self esteem kc..at grabe kabog ng heart ko kpg sa front ng mga tao. With trembling mouth while speaking.

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1 month ago

Hala hala, wala lang trembling ung sakin pero grabing kaba naman. Ang iba lang sa pakiramdam taeng yan

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1 month ago

I have also fear in reporting, during my junior high school I prepared in reporting but once Im in front of the class I'll start reporting fast and saying lots of "so", but I gain confidence during my senior high school, I even represent my school during division science investigatory project and defend our research paper during our research paper during research festival, still I was shaking that time.

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1 month ago

Haha, buti ka naka gaon ng confidence. Ako umabot na sa college until now ganon pa rin, tsk.

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1 month ago

Gosh, we have the same fear. I also hate the reporting and having to speak in public. I always have the cold sweats too. And as I tremble so does my voice when I speak that my tone becomes lower and lower. That the audience or my classmates along with our teacher always have to ask me to speak up.

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1 month ago

Gahh, seriously speaking in front of everybody is a nerve wracking one. I don't want to do it again but it's part of life as a student huwhuw

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1 month ago

Yeah I totally feel you there. If only teachers wouldn't give us a reporting task. But well it's still part of the works we need to be able to finish school. And maybe build up our confidence so we can confront this fear.

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1 month ago

May fear din ako sa reporting dati when I was just on elementary but when I stepped into high school, I managed to build my self confidence naman kaya all goods. Pero syempre kinakabahan at medyo nahihiya pa rin minsan 🤣 di din ganon kakapal mukha ko AHAHHA pero need ko idevelop kasi I want to try public speaking without having doubts on myself

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1 month ago

Buti pa kau bata nag improve, ako hindi talaga re. Nasa akin ang problema huehue. Ayaw ko sumubol, lagi nalang pinangungunahan ng hiya, tsk.

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1 month ago

With consistences of facing your fears. I know that FUDS will be withdrawing from you..

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1 month ago

Well, I don't know if I can ever change this. I mean, I'm still shy doing things in public.

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1 month ago

Change it's not a day transformation. Change might take time but you will notice the improvement 😉