Loving you is a Losing Game
Date: January 13, 2022
ThursdayMy dear family, how are you? See, the Devil is here with lots of chocolates. Now you just turned to me because of chocolates seriously needed punishment. Hahaha... Kidding dear. So, how is your day going on? I hope you are doing well. Best wishes for it.
I have narrated many things here. About my life, about other's life, cooking experience, helping people, motivations etc. But one thing I rarely talk about is 'Love'. No, dear. I don't feel comfortable about it. I just duck my head when I see a romantic vibe. But you can find me in every broken story. Why? Because I can feel those emotions. I had it. That's why.
Today's article is not about someone special. It’s about all broken hearts who wants to speak but never had a chance to do so. I specially dedicate it to our favourite mate @King_Gozie as I had always seen some hidden pain in his worthy posts. Mate, I have your back. One more thing to say, this is not a male version or female version. It’s an open letter for all broken souls. I wanted to speak out on behalf of everyone. So let's start.
Loving you is a Losing Game
Dear Ex,
Far away from me right now. I can't see and I can't feel your presence right now but I hope you are well now. That's what I wish because it was me who always wanted you to be safe. You must be following that I am using words in past tense. Yes, that was my old feelings for you which is now in isolation. Now you have someone to take care about you. Then why do I? I am here to clarify some of my doubts.
How you felt when you started lying with me? Awesome, right? Did you ever felt guilty for that? I was the one who had the blind trust on you and you took the advantage of it. Why? Those lies broke me because I never thought that on earth you would lie to me. But you did and what a beautiful way! I rarely caught you.
Do you still remember those promises? For being together, living together, promise for not leaving each other etc. Well, I am still there while you just ran away. I kept my promises while you thought it would be hard to continue. Why made those promises to me then?
My eyes never searched anyone better than you. But guess what? You found someone and ditched me. Like I was a trash. I felt like a bin bag. Why you searched so? If you felt so, why didn’t you tell me? Why I had to found you cheating on the relationship? Why those excuses rose in the very moment when I was thinking to tie a knot with you?
I was all around you. Whenever in your happiness or in sadness, especially in your sad situations, I was there for you, fighting against everyone and all odds. Why? Because of you. Because I cared. Because I needed you to feel okay. I never slept whole night for you untill you slept, never had foods untill you had it. And what was my reward? Ditching!
Lies after lies. I was fed up. Now you are having those dreams that you had with me. Oh dear! How stupid I was! I trusted a snake. Yes, I did. Now you are gone. Well then, I must say you have achieved your dreams.
It is not what we choose. It is important what choose us. You have won it dear. Now let me have a quick words for you. You may have the superstar in your life but you have failed to achieve me, the one who really cares. You have failed to witness the ultimate showstopper. You failed to be with me. The day you lied to me, you put the first nail on the coffin of our relationship. Today, you will not understand my words but one day, you will understand who I was, what I was and how I was for you. Till then, have a happy life dear.
Yours Ex
Hey, hey! It's over now. I am seeing your jaws are strong, teary eyes! Oh dear, am I witnessing too many broken hearts stories at a time? Well, a big hug for all of you.
All the images including the lead image are taken from pexels.com
Thanks for being with me. I am with all broken hearts.
©Lucifer01
Before I always ask Why there's always pain in loving? Later on i slowly understand why, it's because pain is learning, it means awakening that someone is still out there just right for you. I can feel the anger and pain in you and hopefully one day you will be with the woman just right for you. Have a wonderful weekend mr. Lucy 😃