TagLish questions randomly answered
`February 11, 2022`
Good day readers! For today's entry I just going to answer in my own way the random questions I've seen from other writers which they said it was taken from facebook.
So, makikisabay na naman ako sa type ng questions nila.
**Let's start.**
`Nag-cheat na ba ang parents mo sa isa't isa?`
Well, in my 24 years of existence ni minsan hindi ko pa nakita silang nag aaway dahil sa third party. Kaya feeling ko hindi pa.
`Kind or handsome?`
Both. Parang maswerte ako sa part na to kasi partner ko mabait naman at medyo gwapo naman din yun ang sabi niya sa akin. Lol
`Nagustuhan ka na din ba ng crush mo?`
I had a crush way back when I was in 2nd year high school. As in, tinitignan ko siya sa malayo kasi mga crush ko diba? Pero di niya alam na crush ko siya ni mga kaibigan ko hindi rin nila alam kasi sinisekreto ko lang sapagkat super close kami ng crush ko na yun. Magkaklase kami noon at we always sit beside each other kasi ewan ko palagi siya tumatabi sa akin noon siguro para mangopya, haha. One time, when I was writing his name on a paper, I was writing like my name and his name then enclosed it in a heart. Lingid sa aking kaalaman, may nakakita pala sa likod at yun ay ang cousin niya. Kaya nung nag college na ako, napag alaman ko ng same school kami ng crush ko noon at same street lang din kung saan kami nag boarding house. Kaya when he knew, he always went to my boarding house that time at ng tumagal he said wanted to court me. Well, na shock ako kasi yung crush feeling nawala na sa isip ko. Kaya di ko sure kong nagustuhan ba talaga ako ng crush ko noon or he just grab the opportunity kasi he knew na crush ko siya. Di ako sure.
`What is your dream para sa parents mo?`
There is one greatest dream that I had in mind for my parents at yun ay ang mabigyan ko sila ng pang matagalang negosyo at bahay. Kasi sa ngayon nasira bahay namin sa bagyo kaya't kung ako'y pagpalain na magkaroon na ng regular na work for sure ako unti-unti kong matupad ang pangarap ko for them.
`If someone cheat you, what will you do?`
Siguro, I'll sent them to death. Haha joke. Sa totoo, I still don't know kasi I'm not yet in the situation, siguro if ever it happened to me papaalisin ko nalang sa buhay ko yung nag cheat sa akin kasi I'm the type of person na once mg trust broke kahit anong gawin pa nung nag sira ng trust ko hindi na mawawala sa isip ko yun. So, para to have peace of mind papaalisin ko nalang or ako yung aalis.
`Pinaasa or umaasa?`
The question there is that, bakit ka pa umaasa sa taong alam mong pinapaasa ka lang? diba? Masakit kaya yung umaasa ka pero pinapaasa ka lang naman pala. Kaya both pinaasa o umaasa man ay dapat mo nang tigilan ang pag asang walang mapapala sa huli. Kung ako ito, hahanap nalang ako ng iba na masusuklian yung paghihirap kong umasa at hindi yung nagpapasa lang din.
`Bakit yung ibang tao mas piniling mang iwan kaysa umintindi?`
Para sa akin, this depends on the situation. Kasi bakit pa gugustuhing intindihan ang isang tao kung wala namang improvement at toxic pa rin naman ang pagsasama kahit ilang beses ng iniintindi. Diba? So, kung ako ang papipiliin e di, mang iiwan nalang ako kaysa piliing intindihin parin pero wala naman magbabago maging toxic pa rin. Pero, on the contrary kung sa pag intindi ay may magandan maidudulot sa relasyon at hindi naging mas toxic ang relasyon e di dun din ako sa iintindihin ko nalang.
`Are you a broken family?`
No. Kaya nga nung one time na may matindi kaming away ng partner ko to the point na umuwi ako sa amin dala ang anak namin napagtanto ko na dapat kami magkakaintindihan muli sapagkat ayaw kong maranasan ng anak namin ang isang broken family kasi kami pareho ng partner ko hindi kami produkto ng isang broken family. Kaya unfair naman kung maging selfish kami sa aming desisyon at hindi i-consider ang kapakanan ng anak namin.
`What will you do, if na meet mo yung taong mahal mo sa maling pagkakataon?`
Ipagpatuloy parin ang buhay. Pero kung ang ibig sabihin ng maling pagkakataon ay ikaw ang third party at may asawa pala yang taong mahal mo e di wag na lang ipagpatuloy kasi nakakasira ka na ng pamilya. Distansya nalang at hahanap ng mamahalin na walang sabit.
`Mahal mo o mahal ka?`
Mahal ako siguro, kasi paano kung mahal ko tas hindi ako mahal ang hirap nun. Kaya mabuti pang mahal na lang ako kasi madali lang din naman akong ma develop at for sure matutunan ko rin mahalin yan pabalik.
`Idol mo sa volleyball?`
Isa lang. Si Alyssa Valdez. Nung nakita ko siya sa TV na naglalaro doon ko naibigan ang volleybal at palagi ko na siyang sinusubaybayan even until now. I'm a fan already ni Alyssa, paano kasi ang galing maglaro at nakakamatay ang spike niya. haha Nakakamatay sa excitement.
`Anong hate mo sa self mo?`
Being impatient at mataas pride ko rin lalo na sa partner ko. Yang dalawang yan ang pinaka hate ko sa sarili ko kasi feeling superior ako at ayaw ko yun. Pero, na kokontrol ko naman siya kaya lang minsan hindi. Kaya hate ko self ko pag umatake sa aking yang dalawa na yan.
Yun lang po siguro kasi medyo marami na din yung tanong na nasasagot ko.
Sana ay naaliw ko kayo.
Have a great day!
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Re-hired
`February 10, 2022`
*Good afternoon Ma'am Janice, you will still be the V.I (visiting instructor) for Math this 2nd semester. We agreed to choose you again as our V.I in Math. So, I'll just chat you again on when will be your start of duty for 2nd semester.-* ***Area Head***
That was the message I received from messenger coming from the Area Head of Science and Math Area of the university I'm teaching. I received the message last February 4. But before that message, I already knew that I'll be rehire because one of the Math Instructor already told me about it and also on what subject in Math that I'll be handling this 2nd sem.
Beforehand, I was being hired last October when I applied as V.I in my alma mater during college. Then, luckily I was accepted and I started on the 2nd week of October last year 2021. Since I was just a contractual part-timer as the visiting instructor in Math it is expected that my term would end. First semester was just fused into 2 months from what it was before which is 4months. This is because of the limitations brought by the pandemic.
My term or contract ends last December 24. But before that typhoon Odette hits us December 16. So, everything changes. We should have done checking, making grades on the last week of my contract but I wasn't able to do so because mostly of the students haven't passed their outputs and when typhoon came it's hard to contact them and vice versa students were also can't able to send their outputs due to the blackout of internet connection due to the typhoon. Therefore, we V.I's are just being favored to submit our grades this 2nd sem.
Now, the question there that was on my mind at that moment is that, Will I have still a job this 2nd sem? If ever I will not be re-hire, where can I find another job again knowing the situations we had today?
When I asked sir Daguplo, the one that is in-charged on the subject loads for 2nd sem. When I asked him if there will be a V.I in Math this 2nd sem, he said, YES there will a V.I but only one V.I because there is changes on there end. He himself will go back to teaching again and he is a Math professor, therefore he will be given subject loads for 21 units and there are 5 instructors in Math with 21 units each. So, probably there is only one V.I in Math on that case.
But, what's wondering me is who will be there V.I because I'm not the only one V.I they've had last semester. We are two. It is better if they only had one V.I because for sure that V.I will automatically be re-hire. But since there are two of us, so they will probably choose on who among with both of us.
January 24, sir Ino. One of the regular instructor in Math. He chatted me that they were all beyond 21 units so therefore they will hire one V.I and said it was me that they've choose.
After reading such message, my heart was really happy because I don't mind again on where I can find a job. Because you know it's hard to find a new job in the middle of a pandemic. Will there will be a job but not on the teaching field but I want that field because I want to have an experience at least there's a point to be added if I will be applying again for a ranking on DepEd (department of education). Because sad to say, my points last ranking period wasn't enough for me to be included in the waiting lists of the probable teachers to be called if ever there is an item available in our the district where we applied. So, I need to re-apply on the ranking again and this experience I had is another point for me to be added on the next ranking.
So, yeah that's it. I'm now sailing with the flow of life. Still I didn't know of what will the future may bring to me. I just hoped that will be sooner.
That's all for now. Have a great day.
*By the way, this article supposedly be published last night but the ending is that I fall asleep while writing this one. So, I was sad that I haven't published any yesterday. Maybe I will published 2 articles for today just to patch up my lacking for yesterday.*
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A child's improvements is worth watching
`February 8, 2022`
We all knew that children are explorers in their own world. I mean they were so curious on different things. They are trying to explore on what they seen and what's new to them. We are also aware that from time to time our kids were improving and that is along with their explorations on different things.
As a mother, I am very much happy everytime I'm able to see my son exploring on things and when he tried to analyzed on how he should do to get something he wanted. For example, when his toy were thrown under the sofa and he can't reach it using his bare hands then he will get the broom and used it to get the toy instead of his hands then he can successfully get his toy.
Something like that my son does really made me felt happy and as a mother we all witnessed their improvements and how they explored on things more especially if we are a full time mom.
Now, I am going to share how my son improves and how he tried to explore new things and start learning from it.
First and foremost, a child learns physically like they start to crawl, to lie down, to stand then to walk. But for my son, he start first to learn standing then followed by crawling.
I also observed that everytime my son learned something new he would always do it many times. Just like when he knew how to lie down and crawl then he always did it everytime I put him in bed.
My son knows well on how to stand on his own when he was I guess 7 months old because I already put him in his walker at that time.
Before he knew how sit on his own, my son first knew how to walk guided by his walker. His been with a walker for 3 months starting from 7-month old until 11 months old because after that he already knew how to walk without a walker. When he reached 1-year old my son already knew well how to walk on his own. He was even good at running already at 1-year old.
One thing is that, my son wasn't afraid on trying new things. Maybe that was the reason why he easily knew how to walk well on his own. Because as me as mother, I also allow him to learnt it on his own. I don't even helped my son to get up once he stumbled down and he will get up on his own.
Because children were also a good or best imitator, when we are in our garden before putting some bamboo stick around the plant my son also were helping by imitating on what I and his father doing. He was also putting the bamboo stick around the plant. That's actually part of their exploration as toddler.
Speaking of exploration, I as parent I and my partner bought our son toys but because of my son's curiosity he all ruined his toys. He broke all the tires of his toy cars. Now, his toys looks like a junk toys because most of it were already damaged or ruined.
As you can see, that was his toys and all broke or ruined by our son. Maybe he was curious of what's inside his toy that's why he tried to broke them. Lol
Therefore, I bought again a new toys for him.
Aside from the vehicle truck, I also ordered on shopee an educational toy for him. The wooden letters and puzzles. That educational toys was delivered today and when my son saw the letters and puzzles he was so happy and he immediately played with it.
He was trying to put all the letters in it's tile. One thing is that, my son already recognizes letters and knew how to pronounced the letter sounds.
Puzzle is what my son liked on playing because when he saw the puzzle he left aside the letters and he played the puzzle and trying to complete it. Good thing the puzzle is a cow since he also recognized a cow even it's sound as well. While I'm writing this my son now is still playing with his cow puzzle and what I am amazed of is that he tried memorizing on were to out the pieces for the cow puzzle to be completed.
**"A child's improvements are worth watching."**
It is really worth watching. Everytime my son learns new things I felt so glad and happy because he is trying to learn.
Now, he's 2-year old and 1 month and I am amazed that my son were already into puzzles because I knew puzzles really helped on how we analyzed on things. Strategies are there as well.
This is also one way for us as parent to minimized the usage of gadgets into our son.
How about to all mothers out here? Are you also excited to see new improvements and learnings your kids does?
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
Things I haven't done during my single life
`2nd article of Feb 7`
Before we are settling down and have a family on our own we all first surpassed the stage of being a childhood, the stage of a teenage life, a student life, and also the stage of being a single or our single life days.
Well, I must say first that I haven't regretted those times or days that I was still single for not enjoying the life of being a single and for not doing those things that a single lady should do to enjoy life at it's finest.
I am just going to share those times or moments that I have missed of doing during my single life because to those who doesn't know, I'm not single anymore. Well, I'm single in civil status but I'm living now with a partner.
Now, let me share those things that I haven't done during my single life.
**Travelling.** As I wanted to do this when I was still free but the problem is that I don't have enough money for the finances if everytime I wanted to go somewhere to see some beautiful spots. Another is that, I end up hating travels because everytime I had to go somewhere that needs long hours of ride I always get dizzy why travelling and the ending is to vomiting. That's why, when someone or a friend asked me to go somewhere to see some beautiful spots I'm not saying yes especially if I knew that it took a long hours of ride. Because for sure I will never enjoy the escapade instead I'll be tired and exhausted. Actually, I have been travelled places before but with friends. Also, it's just rare for me when it comes to travelling.
**Outing with a family.** Actually, we did this but what I meant here is that I wasn't able to have an outing with my family to my own credits. Like, I was the one managing and funding the outing. This was actually my dream before but I knew being not single is not also a hindrance that I can able to have good time with only relaxation and unwinding together with my family in a relaxing place.
**Having an extra job.** I failed to do this when I was still single. I really wanted to have a job when I was still single because all I need to mind of is to help my parents and nothing else aside from my own expenses. Because, when I became a mother or have a family I became so stressed on how I budget my money knowing that my money isn't enough as well. This was really one of the consequences I've been facing entering the motherhood life.
**Night life.** This one, I haven't done this before. I felt like I missed my single days with this thing. I've seen young people did some night galore nowadays and everytime I've seen them I have this thought. Why I haven't done this before when there's no one that will get angry of me because my parents I don't think they will get angry since they were supportive on me and allows me on everything. Maybe they thought that I'm already responsible of my actions which I really am as well. But I guess this won't really happen to me even if I'm still single right now because I myself doesn't also like night life. I prefer to just go to bed early and sleep instead of going out at night. It's tiring for me.
We had really those moments that somehow we felt we've missed doing especially the time that were not yet attached by someone. Because it's another story once we already in a relationship, somehow our actions were already limited.
In my case, those mentions above are the most and common things I had missed during my single life.
***Disclaimer:*** *This is already my 2nd article for today. I really planned to published 2 articles for I haven't able to published article last Feb 2. So, for me to complete 7 articles so far for this month I need to have 2 articles for today and the following day will be consistent already with 1 article.*
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Would I rather be or not?
`February 7, 2022`
It's a new week for us again. I hope it's a productive week to all of us and more bch this week.
By the way, would you rather questions are now again trending here and I've read some who are already into the trendz. So, as part of the platform I also want to take part on the trendz.
For this time, I will try to answer the would you rather be of @AlphaCron in his article **apocalyptic questions of would you rather.** https://read.cash/@AlphaCron/apocalyptic-questions-would-you-rather-623b24f6
I hope you don't mind Alpha, if I tried this type of questions you've had.
Anyways, let me start my way of answering the questions provided in Alpha's article.
Lezzz gooo...
**Would you rather be turned into zombie or watch your loved ones turned into one?**
Honestly, I can't imagine this if it's happening on real life. Both actually were so hard to decide because they're your loved ones as well.
But if who among us already bitten by a zombie, if it's my loved one who was bitten first by the zombie then of course I will try not to get bitten too. I will try to survive in this sense. So, I just watched my loved turned into a zombie and I will run for my life.
On the contrary, if I was the one get bitten first. Then, before I turned into one I will try my best to separate with my loved ones as well because I want them to survive too and not get bitten by me.
If ever this may happen in our world, I don't know what I can do to survived together with my loved ones. But hopefully not.
**Would you rather escape the world by living underground forever or in space forever?**
I guess I had same answer with Alpha, since I can't assure that I can survive on the space forever and knowing that I haven't there yet and doesn't know of what's it's real habitat.
Therefore, I'd rather lived on the underground forever. Renovated underground to be exact. Lol
Maybe, I will always pray all the time to not have earthquake in this case.
**Would you rather try to survive a global pandemic or a third world war?**
I'd rather try to survive a global pandemic that surviving in the world war 3.
I guess it's hard for me to survived on a world war 3 because for sure we can no longer enjoy the life outside or the life given by the world knowing that left and side of the corner and even front and back there's always a threat for our life. We don't know if we will be hit by a missile or a bomb or by a gun.
Unless otherwise, if it's a global pandemic still we can enjoy the life outside even if it has limitation at least we knew a global pandemic has also an end. Once it ends, still all establishments were intact and no damages.
**Would you rather share your supplies with someone and risks running out or hoard them and be alone?**
I can't maybe survived to be alone myself my whole life.
So, I'd rather share what's mine with someone even if I run out of it. At least, when I don't have anything I have someone that would help me gather anything to have something to consumed.
Because being alone is so sad. It's like a cursed that you don't have someone to talk to, someone to hug if your in grief, someone to love. Since, we knew to love and be loved are the best part of life and that would to happiness which we all wanted.
That's it. I hoped I had able to gave you insights about me on how would deal or chose if ever those may happen in real-life.
Thank you Alpha, for this type of questions. I owe you this article because you'd give me idea on what to write.
Anyone, you can also try answering this type of questions. Let us see how you will also faced the circumstance of possibilities.
Have a productive day everyone!!!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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A mother's heart is truly Fantastic
`February 6, 2022`
We humans have feelings on different aspects of life. One of the feeling we may felt in the feeling of fear, the feeling afraid on doing something or afraid for someone acts or conditions.
When I became a mother, I admit that I have many things I feared of. Like, I'm afraid that I don't have money because that means I can't able to provide my son and I won't let that happen since I don't want my son woul feel hunger because his parent don't have something to fed him where in fact it's our responsibility as parent to provide the necessary needs for our son.
I'm afraid that something may happen to me as of this moment because my son were just 2-year old and it's sad if I left him without seeing him grow taller and already have a stable life also it's a heart breaking for a child when he grows up without a mother. That is why, I'm afraid if ever it may happen to me.
Another is that, I'm afraid that my family or I and my partner may be broken one day for don't want our kids may suffer because of our selfishness. So, I'll try my best to not let it happen to us for our kids.
Above everything, the most fear I have as a mother is the fear that my kid is not feeling well or if something not good happen to my son. I don't know, I really can't sleep well when I knew my son felt something not good. I, as a mom also felt the pain they felt. Because as a mother, we have this instinct that our kid feels different especially when they are not active as what they usually do. If, I've seen my son that is not so hyperactive then I felt worried already for I know it's not normal to him.
When my son got sick, I really can't avoid of not watching him all the time. That's why when I'm at work and my partner chatted me that my son had colds, cough or fever my world already is trembling. The point that I can't able to focused already at my work. Maybe that's really is a the feeling of a mother. Now, I understand how my mother cared for us her children everytime we got sick.
Also, we as mother we really did everything for our kid to be fine. In my case, I really gave my son a medication once he doesn't feel well or consult a doctor about his condition if it's already worst.
Another is that, my son's skin easily get irritated and once it's get bitten by mosquitos, ants, or any insects the bitten part of his skin will be bloated or swollen. In other words, his totally allergic to any insect bites.
In fact, my son now had some rashes like in his neck. I don't know it's like a bid red spots and once his neck is sweating he felt itchy and I was worried because the red spots became bigger.
Actually, it looks like this.
At first, it was only one red dot due to an insect bite but my son kept on scratching it because maybe it's itchy so that is why it spreads like that as shown on the picture.
I was worried so, we brought him to a doctor to know what medicine should I put on it. But sadly, the doctor wasn't there when we were there at his clinic. Therefore, I just instead bought the ointment suggested by my friend.
So, it's been 2 days now that I applied the ointment on my son's neck and it already looks like the red dots were healing. So, hopefully it will be totally healed on the next days because I hate seeing my son havin such skin problem.
This is also the reason why I don't allow my son to play outside the house because I knew his skin were so sensitive and easily get some allergic reactions.
I know a lot of moms are out here? Do you also feel the same as I am when there's something happen to our kids?
Because if yes, then I must say that, **a mother's heart is truly fantastic.** A heart that full of love and care for her children.
That's all for now.
Have a great day!!!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Let's do it: The SPG Fast Talk
`February 5, 2022`
Yesterday, I bumped into the article of @Micontingsabit about how she shared her thoughts and answered some naughty fast talks. While, reading it I find it enjoying. So, I decided to also try writing my own version of naughty fast talk.
We are all aware of fast talk because of the King of Talk in the Philippines namely Boy Abunda. Fast talk, specifically the naughty one were became popular because of him. So, even if I will not be on the Boy Abunda's Talk Show to experienced his kind fast talk I will definitely try it here instead.
I had searched on google some common fast talk that Boy Abunda had usually asked to his guests. So, here's where you can find my source of fast talk questions.
**HERE, CLICK ME...** https://questionsgems.com/fast-talk-questions/#Fast_Talk_Questions_Spg_List
Now, without further ado. Let's start my version...
`Disclaimer: It's a rated SPG article, so to all users below 18 years old kindly skip this article for your own sake or you should seek a parental guidance if you really pursue on reading it. I also expect for you to be open minded while reading this article. Therefore,read this until the end in your own risks. Good luck!!! Haha`
***s3x or chocolate***
Well, I prefer s3x then chocolate after. Lol
***lights on? lights off?***
Lights on. Because I want him to see me and I wanted to see his face as well. So, it's always a lights on for me.
***fast or slow***
Slow. I like the feeling when it's in slow motion. Haha
***best time for s3x***
Anytime. For me, when I felt like doing it then it's anytime of the day and night. Haha
***best position***
I am on top. That's the best position for me. (rated spg, haha)
***yes or no? do you masturbate?***
NO. Big no, I'll just take a bath instead of doing it myself or I let my partner do it for me. Haha
***When was the last time you flirted someone?***
Just a while ago, to my partner. Haha
Actually, I'm not into flirting if it's not my partner or husband. I am not that type of girl, but if it's my partner then I'm flirting with him instead and only him. Chaarr..
I just like seeing my partner's face everytime I'm flirting him because his face turned into red. Haha
***How much time do you spend on the bathroom?***
Well, maybe it's 20-30 minutes. You know, girls rituals were always present.
***The person would you like to see as president of the Philippines?***
He/she must be smart, compassionate and brave.
***What is your greatest achievement?***
So far, my greatest achievement is my son. That I am able to provide him everything he needs despites that I don't have yet a regular job.
***The worst thing you did for love? the best?***
I think I didn't done worst thing for love so far. Haha
But I did all the best I can for love or to someone I love even if I don't have mine as long as my loved ones have theirs.
***How do you release your anger?***
If I am to much provoked, I sometimes hit those persons I have anger with to just released it.
There was a time, I and my partner had an arguments and I ended up hitting him so hard which lead him to have so many scratches in his body and red spots which I regret doing and will never do it again.
***What defines you?***
My family especially my son. They all defines my whole being right now. I did everything for them. I worked hard for them.
***If you could be someone for a day, who would you be and why?***
I would chose to be sir Marc who funded this platform because I wanted to experienced of what would it be like when you had lots of bch in the wallet that could able to share it to others in this platform.
***If you have to eliminate one emotion in your life, what would it be?***
Sadness.
I want to eliminate sadness because everytime I felt it I am so depressed and I hate the feeling of depressed.
I just want the happiness my entire life.
That's it, my version of the sample fast talks I've picked from the linked I shared above.
Now, share yours as well.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Read.cash and it's value for me
`February 4, 2022`
10 months ago, there was this woman who were very frustrated to have a job or something and anything that mad her earned then she would grabbed it without any hesitation. This woman were being frustrated to find a job immediately or to have an earnings immediately because she had a son that need her financially.
When this woman had already her PC (personal computer), she searched 24/7 online on what are jobs available that was also near at her place so that she can just easily go home after work because of his son that she can't afford to leave it from afar. She also finds some online jobs that has a work from home scheme. But sadly, she doesn't find any easily.
One day, a friend of her came. A friend who knows everything about her and her hidden problems and this friend knew also that she was searching for a job at that time. Then, without any hesitations this friend of her introduced an online job about writing articles and will be paid in dollars. When the woman heard the word dollar, her ears rang like bells. Of course she thought that it would be amazing because an article will be paid in dollar.
At first, this woman had doubts in her mind as well because it was an online site knowing that this woman had scammed many time to online site thag she thought would gave here better earning but just end up nothing and her time and money of providing her cellphone a load was wasted as well. But then again, besides the hesitations still the woman tried to sign up from the said site introduced by her friend. Then immediately tried to write an article then published it on the said platform. After she had published her article, since her friend told her to just published and just leaved it then someone would just paid for it. So, that's what I did. After publishing my very first article from the said platform, I didn't do anything but just leaved it published. Then, when she woke up the next day she then open her account and was shocked and happy that her article was being paid or upvoted by someone she still doesn't know who. Her first article was being upvoted by $3.
With that upvote, the woman was so delighted and motivated to write again because her first article was being seen by the random rewarder. Therefore, she then wrote another article and again leaving it published and doing nothing. Until every upvote of hed article wasn't like and consistent from her first published and it even lowered then with that situation of her upvote she thought that it can't helped her financially. So, she stopped and find another online job. Good thing she found an online teaching job and that was her work for 4 months and never again showed up in her account from the site introduced by her friend.
2 months passed after she stopped on publishing article, she never knew that her friend continued doing it until this friend of her told her to get back on writing and the woman even shocked by her friends earnings and asked how did she able to have such earning. Then, at this time her friend told her a second time around that I should try to get back on track by publishing article and should have an interaction, an active interaction on the other users of the platform because that was of big help to have consistency of the upvotes.
Therefore, for the 2nd time around the woman again tried to get back on track and explored the platform through active interaction, then she was able to attest on her friend about the earnings were really true. Meaning it is possible for the woman to earn more by just writing article, interacting through commenting other articles.
10 months had passed, this woman were very grateful that she was able to meet the platform read.cash and it truly made a great value to her life now. It helped a lot to her in terms of financial thing. In fact, when the woman don't have other work her earning from the said platform made her survived on providing her son's needs and they're daily needs like foods.
Another thing that she was really grateful about is that despites there were those times that she can't be so active and can't able to write and published daily especially those times that she was inactive for 2 months, still Rusty the so called random rewarder had upvoted her work again. Then, lately when she was again inactive for almost 3 weeks when she gets back she was so happy that she wasn't left behind again and was rewarded again.
Aside from it's rewards, the woman also found a home. A home that is not toxic for everyone in the community were friendly and supportive. In fact, this woman gained subscribers.
She also gained sponsors.
Aside from that, she had known some virtual friends that also gave advices by leaving a comments on her article.
That was the reason why this woman really and truly value read.cash her whole life and will continue valuing it because it also gave her value and her effort were surly acknowledge as well.
How about you? How much did you value read.cash?
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***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Wondering how?
`February 3, 2022`
Have you experienced to be stressed out of thinking something that you really wanted to have because it's needed but sadly you can't able to have it because of such reason?
Well, I really experienced it lately and even right now. I don't know but I just end up crying lately after I had talked with a friend through chats because I had so many realizations in my mind that made me hurt by just recalling everything and never thinking on my acts to what will be it's consequences after. With that, I now experienced the consequences of my action before which I never thought would happen and be experienced by me since I looked up higher in myself but now I felt I was so down as in super down which you can found me at the very bottom of the sea, maybe at the sea floor and can hardly goes up because it's so heavy. The water from the sea was so heavy and that made me drown and hard to swim up.
I wanted to eliminate that water in my shoulder that made my body became heavier and the main reason why I had difficulty of lifting up my body to swim upward. But I had this on my mind that I kept on wondering on, **HOW?**
**How** can I able to lift up myself when everytime I tried to I end up losing and it became more heavy at the end.
**How** can I able to eliminate all this stressors for me to feel relief and don't have to mind for everything?
**How** am I going to find a way to surpassed every worries if no one is there trying to lift up those water for me so that I can go up faster?
Now, I wonder. Am I really diving into a swimming pool that has no water?
Why is it so difficult? Why I end up hurting myself physically and emotionally? and Why I thought that the pool I'm diving into has actually a water on it where in fact it hasn't.
**By the way, Why am I so emotional on this article?** Now, I hate myself questioning everything because I am one of those who only wanted to radiates negativities into a positive one. I'm also one of those who are trying not to felt bad and not to blame myself for what I've done because it's all done and what I need to looked forward is on how am I gonna resolved everything.
I am totally wondering how right now and not just how, also on the why things.
I know I just became so sentimental right now but I felt I'll be relieved after I can write everything that's wondering my mind and in my heart. I'm just thankful that in times I am in this state like being stressed, burnt out, depressed I had this way of expressing what's in my mind that I know this community would helped me eased the pain, the worries and will not judge me. I felt free in here, free of expressing my thoughts and this matter is one of the reason why I am blessed and thankful as well to be part of this platform or community.
Aside from my friend whose hard headed to like me not to mention @Zhyne06 hahaha. She's also one that I trust with in terms of sentimental issues like this. Therefore, both read.cash and this said friend mention. I just want to say I'm grateful for I can share with you all my worries anytime. Even this friend of mine don't really have a good advice after. (Haha)
Anyways, I'm just writing what's on my mind and heart right now and just go with the flow of what I really wanted to say and what I felt right. So, I apologize because this was just a nonsense article and just a sentiments of things coming from me. I just can't build a better idea of what to write because my mind were bombarded of many stressors.
That is also the reason why I wasn't able to publish article yesterday which I don't like because I wanted it daily.
Lastly, I just hoped I can help myself out in everything that made me stressed out. Hopefully, I can find a way.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :)*** @Janz
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Looking back and forward
`February 1, 2022`
*First of all, before I jot down into my topic for today. I just want to greet everybody.*
KUNG HEI FAT CHOI ! ! !
*Are you or are you not celebrating the Chinese New Year today?*
*Well, for us here it's just a normal day because we don't usually celebrate this but of course we truly acknowledge it's date. So, again* ***"Happy Chinese New Year."***
**Now, let's have a looking back and forward of my goals and achievements...**
Others here already showed or wrote their January report for today is the start of February and also the start of fulfilling the new set goals and continuing the goals that aren't yet finished. I've read how fruitful their harvest from the previous month and how much they earned and been added in their wallets. I was amazed by their consistency on publishing articles and a never ending interaction with other writers for we all knew it's of big help if we aimed such higher value of generosity from Rusty.
For my case, I somehow hesitates to looked back my January for it's not that fruitful as others. But of course for me even if it's seems like I don't have that much earning from January like others still a little amount attained is an achievement and definitely a blessing.
For January, I only published 12 articles in total. It's not even half number of articles for the month. Unlike from the previous months that I was able to published 15 or more articles.
With that 12 articles this January I have earned a total of $26.33 as of now because the last three are still active for Rusty's blessing.
Looking back my articles for January, here it is:
**January,**
**01** - The best of 2021 and with it's unexpected ending https://read.cash/@Janz/the-best-of-2021-and-with-its-unexpected-ending-ad0e47d2
**05** - My son's 2nd birthday wasn't realized as planned https://read.cash/@Janz/my-sons-2nd-birthday-wasnt-realized-as-planned-d02a80a8
**06** - Unstoppable rain greeted us in this New Year of existence https://read.cash/@Janz/unstoppable-rain-greeted-us-in-this-new-year-of-existence-60929275
**07** - What he did and felt? https://read.cash/@Janz/what-he-did-and-felt-4fc01da2
**10** - It is not easy, it's stressful but it's worth it https://read.cash/@Janz/it-is-not-easy-its-stressful-but-its-worth-it-b78aaf32
**24** - Unmotivated and tired? I shouldn't be https://read.cash/@Janz/unmotivated-and-tired-i-shouldnt-be-e69e8d98
**25** - Immediate change of plans https://read.cash/@Janz/immediate-change-of-plans-e3634fdb
**27** - A day at 24, still blessed https://read.cash/@Janz/a-day-at-24-still-blessed-ff115666
**28** - If only it's the other way around https://read.cash/@Janz/if-only-its-the-other-way-around-e8dcb9e6
**29** - It's difficult to get sick nowadays https://read.cash/@Janz/its-difficult-to-get-sick-nowadays-60659c91
**30** - I'm home in his arms https://read.cash/@Janz/im-home-in-his-arms-6b331df7
**31** - Don't die in a meaningless death https://read.cash/@Janz/dont-die-in-a-meaningless-death-167c5d65
I attached the links of each articles in case you'll get interested.
***Anyways, why is it I was only able to published 12 articles?***
If you were really reading every articles I published then you would know the reason because I shared it in my articles of why I wasn't active here for 2 weeks in the month of January which I can't able to write and published articles daily as I wanted to.
When typhoon Odette hits our province, I was one of the victim and one of the aftermath of the said typhoon is the shut downs of internet connections in our whole province due to some towers were being wrecked as well by the strong winds brought by typhoon and that time I was staying in one of the most affected area because my work was near there and that time as well our work wasn't yet done.
In that case, it's really hard for me to visit my accounts including this platform and within 2 weeks or more I don't have any interactions in here which I suspect the reason why Rusty was not too generous for me when I tried to get back on track and continue publishing. It's hard but still I was thankful because despites that, Rusty never abandoned me and still poured me even just a little amount of his generosity. Still, I'm super glad that with the end of January, I was still able to accumulate $26 or that's 1300 pesos and not bad at all for me.
Now, I'm really trying to get back on the interaction and of course reading and commenting your articles. Also, trying my best to be consistent in publishing articles daily because this is one of my goal that until now I haven't able to accomplished yet. Hopefully, one day.
**On the contrary, let's also look forward on what will this month February offers for me and to all of us.**
So, in my case I just hope and hope for a better February, for a productive February for it's also a month of love. Also, I will really tried to be more interactive this February and hoped that my goal to published daily may already achieved this month.
***By the way, are you all have someone to date this upcoming 14? or Are you ready to be in love and be loved this February?*** *Hehe ( comment down below your answers, willing to advice here Haha feeling naman akong good adviser ehh need to be advised naman pala Haha)*
That's all for now everybody. Let's all welcome February with full of hopes and positivity. God bless!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Don't die in a meaningless death
`January 31, 2022`
*"Don't die in a meaningless death."*
That was the line of one of the character in the latest korean series now entitled **"ALL OF US ARE DEAD."**
***Who among you here are hooked now with this series?***
Well, when my partner saw it's trailer he told me that the series maybe a good series to watch because he felt it's like in the ***"Train to Busan"*** korean movie before. So, since I like watching suspense and this kind of survival movies or series and when I knew that there's someone who already downloaded the series. I then searched it on facebook and found out links available until episode 12, so I downloaded all the episodes through a facebook downloader.
I started watching it yesterday and I finished all the episodes today.
After watching it, of course it left me some reflections,and lessons or realizations about life. Because what I like on korean series like this, survival series is that, it's not all about the actions, the theme, the plot, the characters but also it portrays a lot of lessons that can be reflected in real life situations.
The series was all about survival. Students who tried their best to survived from getting bitten by the infectious human whom called the zombies. A series that shows the characters survival skills and their strategies on how they can escape and find a way to to get out from their school that was already full of zombies.
So, as I've said lessons can definitely be gained after watching the series and these are what I learned and reflect it on real life situation.
**striving hard to survive**
In the movie, characters especially the main characters really tried to survive and get out from their school safe and sound. Strategies were being seen and how they handle the situation in order for them to be safe. Some were pushing others towards the zombies for them to survive just like the character named Gwi Nam an antagonist in the series,who a bully student who always pushes others towards the zombies for him to escape but then again end up getting bitten by the zombie.
In real life scenario, we who aimed to have a better future, aimed to reach all our goals. Of course we are also striving hard to be on the top reaching tour goals. But along with that, there were lots of struggles, hindrances, problems that we can encounter and we tried our best to surpassed all of that hindrances, problems, struggles for us to attained the goals that we wanted to attain. That's a kind of survival from ourselves if we can able to defeat such problems that may hinder us in reaching what we wanted.
But, in real life as well there are also those people who are trying to bring down others for them to become the superior just like what Gwi Nam did in the series. His character portrays those people that are selfish and just always downgrading others for them to be on top and not minding the mess they could give to those people that they brought down. People that are greedy on things that they wanted to achieved but achieving it by pulling down others. But the question is, are these kind of people happy in the end? Well, I don't think so because they always had this grudges in their heart and selfishness and for sure they don't have the peace of mind.
That is why, to become a survivor or to be able to reach each dreams successfully and without any guilts in each heart. Then, we should not be selfish and never pulled down others for to be on top instead helping each other makes our goals be easy to achieved.
*Another lesson learned is that...*
**don't die in a meaningless death**
This is really my favorite line throws by Nam Ra one of the main character of the series. She said it to her accompany who losses the brother and tried to face the zombies for revenge for what happen to her brother. Nam Ra told her firmly, ***"Don't die in a meaningless death."***
Reflecting such line of Nam Ra in real-life. It's same as dying without doing anything to have at least a better life. Like the quote, *"To be born poor is not your fault but to die poor it is already your fault."*
I don't know if that's really the exact quote but that was what it means on the said quote.
It's like, if we die without trying our best to reach our goals in life or dreams in life even by just trying on attaining it and by being a good example to all and not the destruction on the contrary side then our life were just being useless or meaningless. If we are just like those who always had the bad acts and always did such bad acts or worst the heinous acts the entire life and not being the good citizen as good example fo all then we definitely lived am. meaningless life and will surely died in a meaningless death.
Therefore, while we are still here breathing in this challenging world, then we should not waste our time on things that are meaningless. Instead, we should focus on how we can able to deal all the challenges brought by this world without stepping on others for us to have the chance to reach the life that we wanted to be in the future. Then, of course be one of the good example or citizen that radiates positivity to all. Then, for sure if we are already leaving the world at least we are satisfied and fulfilled and our death will not be meaningless.
Those two lessons are what I most reflected on and realized after watching on the said series. It was really a good korean series because it showcase not only the amazing cinematography, the sound effects and the awesome acts of the characters but it also showcase the social issues like bullying. Actually, there were lots of lessons that you may learn from it aside from what I highlighted if you watched the series.
Also, for sure prepare your emotions while watching it because I knew you will feel disappointed, angry with some characters, annoyed and etc. Haha
It's highly recommended series. To those who loved watching survival movies or series then this series will surely suited for you.
Here's the link on where you may find the complete episodes.
**HERE...** https://www.facebook.com/groups/1039367203587874/permalink/1039372580254003/
Just tap that, I'm not sure if the links of the episodes are still available but just try it.
That's all. Good luck and hopefully you'd able to understand my point of view.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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I'm Home in His Arms
`January 30, 2022`
When we are in a relationship, there are lots of things that needs to be considered. Lots of factors that need to looked into for a relationship to get longer until you both end up together till' the last breaths of your lives.
Relationship is not like a game that everytime a couple misunderstands each other you can just easily let go of both your feelings. When, relationship became unhealthy to both of you because of any circumstances then each of you or one of you will just let go without clearing things out. It's like leaving without any permission. Leaving each other without any closures. Maybe that's one of the reason why there's hatred.
When I meet my partner now, I actually never thought of loving him because at first I never felt yet the love as they say. All I felt when he courted me is admiration, I admired him because his true to himself and then when time passed of being together I started to felt the said love and now we are already together for 3 years and 5 months. I know that the time that we'd stayed together isn't like the others whom stayed 8 years or more before settling down. But you know, I believed that time is not what makes a couple stayed together because I've seen couple who were in a relationship for 8 years or more but still doesn't end up together. I also seen couples who became girlfriend and boyfriend for just less than a month but now they both end up together and stayed longer. So, time actually is not what matters.
For me, what matters is the will of each other to choose on staying together. The understanding part is what makes a relationship longer. Communication, the respect and of course the love makes a relationship foster. I admit that my relationship with my partner is not perfect, well no relationship is perfect though. In our case, we had lots of arguments on small things because of misunderstandings. We sometimes fight on some reason but what peculiar is that the reason of our fight is not that huge, it's just a small thing that we both misunderstood. When, we were still a boyfriend girlfriend we rarely had fights but when we stayed together, living in together because we had a son. Therefore, we chose to lived together and while living together of course expect that it's not all a happy moments. Because when we stayed together with our son we somehow knew of what really our attitude is and there was come a time that we showed what our attitude is especially me since I had this attitude that when I got too angry I can't control myself of hitting him which he never expected me to do. With that we almost separate but then again we tried to talked about it and still chose to settle down together because our decision doesn't only depends on us. Since we have a son, so we decided to talked and understand each other flaws and now were happily living together and already understand each others mood. What I also liked at him, is that everytime we have misunderstanding he really tried his best to settle it immediately and sometimes I felt guilty because of my pride. That's why I really change myself, I let him understand that I don't like this and that and told him what he must do everytime I'm not in a mood for us not be have arguments. Then, I'm glad he really did what I say and now it's been a while that we had a fights because he already knows what he would do if I felt not in the mood and of course it's a vice versa.
As a couple, **UNDERSTANDING** each others side really what matters most. Respecting each other is one as well. I just hoped that we will end up together till our last breaths and will be able to resolved our upcoming arguments if there is any because in a relationship, arguments and fights is always present for it made the relationship stronger.
**Now, I really felt the HOME IN HIS ARMS.**
Im home in his arms in the sense that I am much comfortable to be with him and of course he was also comfortable of himself to be with me. Comfortable in a way that I can fart anytime even he was there beside me, he was the one who always get the hairs in my armpits and I don't care if it smells not good. (Haha) Shyness does not prevail at all, I'm even comfortable showing him all because he also doesn't made me felt insecure of myself and that's what I like about my partner.
Being a couple, of course secrets must not be present. Both must be transparent in every aspect like finances, feelings, where to go and etc. Because it is important as a couple to also avoid quarrels especially that we are now a family for we already have a son.
Understanding, respect, love, transparency are for me the best to be present in a relationship for it to stayed longer.
Will you agree with me?
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
It's difficult to get sick nowadays
`January 29, 2022`
*Dizziness, tired, exhausted feeling, headaches, aching throats, body's heating, red face and eyes, in short not feeling well.*
This morning, I woke up early for I prepared our breakfast. I did household chores like sweeping the floor, wiped the windows since it was already full of dusts. It's not actually a heavy works because I had also my brother here with me also helping me in the kitchen works like washing plates. Also, yesterday I was done also washing our clothes so that means that I didn't do such things or works that are tiring today.
But, when 11AM came I just suddenly felt dizzy when I tried to stood up from laying on bed. Then when I drank water I felt my throat were not good it's actually aching once the water pass through my throat. My body is so heavy that is why I haven't able to cooked for our lunch and my brother did the cooking instead of me. I also had no appetite that's why I haven't eaten lunch. I just lay on bed and my feeling somehow gets worst when I just let my self to lay on bed. I felt cold that I can't control the coldness and what's ironic everytime I got fever is my body's heating but I'm feeling so cold it's like I'm trembling due to coldness. Even up until now while I'm writing this article I felt dizzy and truth is I can't focus on writing this article but since I need to published an article today that is why I'm bearing with my headache.
**It's difficult to get sick nowadays...**
Truly. It is really hard to be sick nowadays knowing that news all over media about pharmacies who holds the paracetamol. I don't what's really their hidden agenda about holding and not selling paracetamol knowing that this days fever, cough, headaches in other word flu all over the country were being felt and it is in need of paracetamol for I know paracetamol is the most safest medicine to take when having such flu. But why in the world that they hold all paracetamol and people can't buy any of it in all pharmacies. It's really a big question for me. Maybe a hidden agenda were involved in it. Maybe or if ever there is I just hoped it's for the goodness of all.
That is actually the reason why it's difficult to be sick right now. As I've said no medicine for flu that can be bought on pharmacies. Actually, there is another medicine but such medicine are not also good for our health for it affects the kidney unlike taking paracetamol which are most prescribed and safe and was also used for so many decades already. But how come it's not available now in all pharmacies. Questionable right?
Anyways, while writing this article my partner prepared this for me.
Since, I haven't eaten my lunch I felt hungry but don't like eating rice for I felt I vomit if K consumed rice. That is why J have this milk and biscuit instead.
I don't know why everytime I got sick I really don't like eating and when I eat solid foods I just vomits them all. Do you also felt the same as me when you got sick? Because, it seems that we lost our appetites everytime we got sick. Therefore, it's one of the reason why it's hard to get as well.
Another is that, we can't move like what we wanted because we felt so tired and our body were so heavy that's why we usually lays on bed in that case. But for me, when I always let myself laying on bed I felt my body get worst so that's why lately when I'm just laying in bed and because I felt my feeling got worst I stood up and then here I am writing this article instead.
Getting sick is really part of our life so we really expects that one day or they may times in our life that we became weak. Our body became weak so that's why as best as we can we tried to avoid those things that made us weak especially if we had something to be done in a day so it's not favors in us to get sick.
But if it came, of course we also tried to do things that make us feel better again and continue grinding on life.
**So, my message to all.**
*Tried your best to the very best you can to avoid getting sick nowadays because as what I've said it's difficult to get sick nowadays. So, stay better and healthy in the best that you can. But since being sick is unpredictable, so tried your best as well or helped yourself to get better as soon as possible.*
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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If only it's the other way around
`January 28, 2022`
Is there a time that you'd questioned your state of living? Like, why am I like this? Why am I into this kind of situation? Why I can't able to do this and that? In so many people, why me?
A lot of why's that come to our mind that somehow it's hard to find solutions of what will be the solutions of that why's. That HOW solution may hard to find that is why sometimes because of so many why's and the difficulties of how's we may thought of the **WHAT IFs.**
**What if** this is not my state of living its the other way around maybe everything will be fine.
**What if** I am not like this, maybe I'll be happier than what am I now.
**What if** the situation isn't what it is now, maybe it's not hard for me to deal with.
**What if** I can able to do and buy whatever I wanted, maybe I will not feel insecure from others.
**WHAT IFs** really come into our minds in times that life somehow not in what we expected to be. When life for us were somehow difficult and we felt weary all the time because of things are not in accordance for us. Then, we may thought on the other way around. Just like **IF ONLY** life were good for us all the time then we may not thought of such things.
**If only it's the other way around...**
*When I experienced for the first time how terrible and shocking a category 5 super typhoon I had this several feeling of* ***if only thoughts.***
**If only** I prepared well before the typhoon hits our province then for sure I will not made all my clothes wet and I would have the chance to asked the owner of the coconut tree that surrounds our house to cut them and maybe our house, my parents house won't be totally damaged by now.
*After such typhoon, my family not only ours but all the victims of the said typhoon suffers from shelter, foods and finances because mostly were taken away by the said calamity.*
**If only** I had enough in terms of financial thing or I am one of the billionaire people around the world. Then, definitely the people around me and all the people in my barrio won't suffer anymore in terms of shelter because I will definitely helped them build their houses by giving the materials they needed to be used in re-building even just a simple home for all of them. Also, I will surely provide them groceries as well as an amount of money for them to have something to get in their pockets when they wanted to buy something like foods they like.
*I've been sharing here that I and my partner already living in separately from in laws and it's been 5 months now that we are renting a house that were living together with our son.*
**If only**, I and my partner now have stable job and both were financially stable then definitely we are now building our dream house or home so that we will now stop renting a house instead we will only mind the bills alone and not with the rent.
also...
**If only**, I had enough money by now. A stable money that can be earned monthly or weekly or twice a month then for sure all my add to cart items on shopee will now be all placed to order. (LOL)
WHAT IFs and IF ONLY, were both be felt and thought when time aren't done on it's expected cases as what I've mentioned. Just like in my case, I somehow felt this kind of thoughts because of the situation that I am into right now. Well, I'm not saying that I am not contented with what I have right now. It's just that, things were also happened unexpectedly and that brought a lot of changes just like what the calamity brought to us in an unexpected manner. That is why, there really times that I had thought of the **what ifs in life** and thought where I can say **if only it's the other way around and not of what it is today.**
How about you? Have you also felt the same as I do in some instances of your life?
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***Special mention:*** *To my newest sponsor* @OfficialGamboaLikeUs*, thank you for the generous sponsorship. It was highly appreciated. God bless to you my dear and more bch to come for all of us.*
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A day at 24, still blessed
`January 27, 2022`
First of, I am so grateful and thankful for the Creator of all mankind that I was still given another chance of existence. Another year in my life has added and given this chance I for sure can still able to continue reaching goals and dreams in life and will never stop chasing for it as long as I'm still given the existence in this volatile world that we lived in.
**Yesterday marks my 24th birthday.** Asking for any special occasion?
Well, nothing special actually like there's no celebration happen yesterday. Actually, it's the first birthday that I haven't anything served in the table. Because as I've remember before, my parents would cooked something everytime I had birthdays but today as I have my own family and lived separately everything changes. But that changes, doesn't made me sad or anything. Still I'm blessed as in super blessed that in my 24 years of existence I have something to be proud of. Occasions isn't that important for me right now, I prefer to have just simple viand for a meal rather than cooked lots of foods in a day. Well, that was actually good to cooked something special in such special day but sad thing everything changes for financial reason.
I even didn't recognized the days and date that it was my birthday not until my partner told me that it was my birthday because I really forgot it for I don't mind it really for I have lots in mind too.
So, when I knew it was my birthday it seems like a normal day only for me. Because I have this thought that if I cannot afford to do such things just to make yesterday special then I don't. I also don't like to asked my partner to cooked me this and that, to buy me something for I knew that my partner can't yet afford to do it since he was still a student and if he had also money it's just enough for us to buy foods for our daily meals therefore I'm not also a hypocrite to asked things and does things that are beyond our capability specially in financial cases. Because I and my partner, just started to lived alone together separately and this house we lived in now is a rental house so, practically speaking we both are not yet into such big occasion on special days because we are still saving our money for it to be fixed for us, for our rents and bills but it's an exception if it's our son's special day because we really save separately for just to have something to cooked for him.
Well, actually if also my salary were given yesterday then probably we cooked simple viands like spaghetti and since it wasn't given so we just cooked viand for our meal. I just bought fish and vegetables for our meal yesterday.
Then, what made my day complete as well is that my parents came here at our house yesterday. Unknowingly, at 3PM my parents came and greeted me. I was very happy seeing them as well because I felt loved and cared again and again by them since they really rent a motorcycle just to came here to greet me. That is why, I was very glad having them as my parents. One day, I'll make sure that I can gave back to them in the future. Giving back to them what they deserved. One day in the will of God.
For now, being given another year was again a grateful feeling because still I had the chance to continue chasing my dream future for my family and for my own family.
Birthdays for me, is not necessarily having an elegant occasions what matters for me is having the people I loved and who loves me by my side in such special day of my life. More specifically having with my side my son who is my most priority on what I wanted to be and to do in the future.
**Again, still blessed and grateful at 24 and will still be feeling blessed for future years to come for me and for my family.**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Immediate change of plans
`January 25, 2021`
There comes in our life that seems unexpected. Things that occurs in front of us in a sudden way that unknowingly brought destruction towards us. Towards our plans ahead of us. Unexpected things that suddenly changes because of such reasons that also unexpectedly being dwelled on.
I've been sharing here how destructive and devastated typhoon Odette when it hits our province and it wrecked mostly of the houses including our house/my parent's house. There were lots of things got affected by typhoon not just the physical effects that we've seen like washed out houses, buildings and other infrastructures but also plans that should be done that day Odette hits the vicinity the the days onward.
In my case, I and my partner already planned things that was got affected after the super typhoon. Everything we planned changes and with that we had this so-called immediate change of plans and just set aside first on the plans that was affected by such typhoon.
When I received my December 1-16 salary, **we planned to get a motorcycle** because every week I did commute as my transportation from our place to my workplace which was almost 2 hours of ride. Then, every week I spent 800 pesos to 1000 pesos or $15 to $20 and I did this 4 times for it's 4 weeks in a month. That somehow huge for us, since I would spent a maximum of $80 per month or that was around more or less 4,000 pesos for just a fare of vice versa going home and going to my workplace. It is already a pocket aching for me knowing that I still had other things to buy especially my son's need and for paying the rent and bills. That is why we decided to get a motorcycle to lessen such expenses. But when Odette came, my parents house were totally damaged and the place that my parents lived now also which was my father's ancestral home, the roof of it were also being thrown by the typhoon. Therefore, my salary that was intended for getting motorcycle were being spent for buying roof and knowing that roofs that time were so expensive as well so there's nothing left with my salary. Now, I and partner just set aside that plan of getting a motorcycle and just have it when everything is okay on us financially.
Another plan that change is that, **buying of my laptop our own laptop also got affected.** My partner also received his stipend on his scholarship worth 20,000 pesos or around $390 last December 28 and that was after typhoon. That money was supposedly intended for buying our own laptop for me to have something to used for my work as well because the laptop I'm using is not mine it's from my partner's sister. So, we planned to have our own with that said money since there were laptop or a second hand laptop that is still good as new that is cheaper that the original prices. But then again, it was being set aside for the said amount of money was still given to my parents for them to have something to pull out for their foods and for additional expenses for the repair of the house that they were staying now and the rest were being spent for our son's needs, rent for the house that we also lived in by now, bills and also our daily expenses for our food. That is why right now, I somehow hardly seeking on where I can have a laptop because the laptop I'm using for my work was already taken by the owner because she's also using it. Our work will resume this coming February 14, and still I don't have a laptop to be used and we are already required to make a module for our students then the problem is I don't have money already to buy even just second hand one. I just hoped that miracle would showers me and I can have a laptop for it was really the necessary need of my field of work. Hopefully, I can managed to have it before my work resumes. I can able to make way on where I can have it.
Because of the devastation brought by typhoon, everything change and that includes my plans, our plans and now I somehow suffered from it's effects. But I just hold on to the thought that everything that fades away will just come back in a hundred folds. Also, we humans have our own way on how we can able to manage everything done accordingly. Anyways, all that money intended for our plans wasn't wasted instead it was being used for the house repair and now I'm happy and grateful as well that I was able to gave my parents shelter that they can have their sleep even when the rain is pouring hard for they already have their roof.
**Everything happens for a reason.**
I believed that God has always a purpose on everything and hoping that we can able to have our plans done in the right time. Maybe it's not yet the time for that certain plans.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Unmotivated and tired? I shouldn't be.
`January 24, 2022`
It's been a week and almost 2 weeks that I felt this way.
A feeling that I can't describe of what it is. I don't even know how to handle it and it I ends up go with it's flow. That's why I somehow felt unmotivated in all aspects. Tired in everything that I wanted to just rest the whole life. But then, the other side of me told me to not get drown on this kind of feelings because it will only leads to have unproductive day and life in whole.
This feeling affects my whole mind and body which I felt tired in everything. I felt tired of being here in this platform everyday and making articles everyday. Because of such tiredness I only published less than 10 articles for this month January which supposedly I should have published 24 articles already including today but what can I do I let myself be drown to this feeling of demotivation and because of no motivation I felt tired.
**But should I let this be? Should I let myself unmotivated and soaked by tiredness?**
NO. It's a big NO.
Unmotivated and tired? I shouldn't be and never would be.
I just thought that I have no room to be tired and unmotivated for I have already a family and a son that needs me. It's the only choice that always dictates my inner mind not to felt such feelings that only hinders my capacity to make things done everyday. Just like this one, writing and publishing articles everyday. Reading articles of other writers and leave a comment on it. Being active everyday on this platform same goes with my noise.cash community.
But, sometimes as part of being a human who felts the tiredness, not being motivated, anxiety, depressed and other negative feelings which blocked our way on doing things that we wanted to do and done everyday.
That is why, I can say it's all up to us if we don't know how to handle such feelings that won't dominate our soul and won't let us stop on what we wanted to do and done. Just like in my case, I let it be for almost 2 weeks and guess what happens. I never been active here and wasn't able to make things done in here which I hate the most because I really wanted to make lots of articles but my mind and fingers won't also cooperate for I was being eaten by my feeling of unmotivated and tiredness. I've missed a lot already and I don't want to missed more of it.
So, I really tried my best now to write what's your on my mind so that I can get back on track for all my absences here and not able to read and comments articles and mostly write my own article.
I have a goal and that is to accumulate 1bch because I'm almost here for a year but still I haven't able to accumulate such amount. I actually accumulated 2bch more already but because mostly were being converted to fiat that's why my bch wallet now is empty. I wanted to accumulate it without converting any into fiat. But if I let myself be driven by tiredness then for sure I can't able to meet that goal.
**So, I shouldn't let it be!** **I should not**.
Unmotivated, tiredness? Please get away from me starting today and don't ever come back!
Anyways, to those I have sponsored. Apologies for not renewing it yet. I will just renew all of you if I already have balance bch. To those all my subscribers and those who always reads my articles, again apologies for not being active and not able to write and published articles. I will try to coped with all the articles I've missed.
Have a great day!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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It is not easy, it's stressful but it's worth it.
`January 10, 2021`
Good day fellas!
It's Monday, another week to go for us. A week for more grindings the bustle and the hustle hards towards our individual goals in life.
By the way, have you felt that situation is uneasy for you or it's stressful for you to handle?
Well, being an educator or being part in the teaching field we all knew that we teachers after every end of the grading, end of the semester we are obliged to grade the students or to gave them grades. Grades that they desired to have depending on the outputs they gave or the score they gave. Because, we teachers are supposed to only be the one to record everything the students gave and then that's it. That will be their grade in the end of the school year or semester.
But what if students didn't submit all the outputs given to them or worst didn't submit anything? How should I handle it as teacher?
This part, is I think the hardest part for me. The fact that students didn't submit anything then we are required to submit their grades already and another thing is that school required us not to fail students especially those in Junior High School.
This kind of fact the "never fail students", somehow tests me. Tests my professionalism and how effective am I as teacher. Because how can I be effective if I let the students pass without submitting anything. This may somehow indicates that students may be comfortable and won't tried his/her best to learn because he knew he/she will passed despites submitting nothing and I really this kind of thing because as teacher if I did this I never practiced to be effective instead I made the students lazy of learning. That is why, what I did if students outputs were incomplete or haven't passed anything I just leave blank their grades or marked INC (incomplete) instead so that if they'd seen it they may feel the willingness to pass their outputs for them to have grades if and only if they wanted to pass the subject.
It's been three days already that I was retrieving, checking and recording students outputs for we are required already to pass grades. While recording I found out many blank space in my e-class record for there were lots of students that are still incomplete. This incomplete records somehow stressed me as well because I wanted to pass a complete grade for me not to get back to it's record again and also I don't like that my work wasn't done accordingly because another work will come and it may filed up already and that's something made me lazy doing it too.
But for my case this time, I truly understand students with incomplete outputs for I knew mostly of them are victims of the super typhoon Odette. When I messaged them all asking them if how are they after the typhoon and I felt glad and happy knowing all my students were safe. Then asking about the updates of their modules and most of them aside from those who submitted completely already before typhoon said that they may passed late their outputs because their gadgets like laptop were damaged and all their outputs were there and also all their papers that supposed to be submitted were all wiped out by the typhoon. That is why they can't passed it easily as of this time and I truly understand that and just leave a blank grade for them until they can able to submit all completely. Also, in addition connectivity or losing of internet connection is one that hinders them to pass for the connection were shuts down all due to typhoon along with the electricity. Therefore, it's very understandable that they can't submit it easily. I just understand all them because it's really not easy to be a victim of a typhoon that wiped away everything. It's hard.
Now, if school really want us to submit the grades this week. Then, for sure I'll submit an incomplete grades because I will never put grades to those incomplete and will just have a lower grade because they're incomplete. Maybe the heads of the school will understand such case because all of them as well were victims of typhoon and for sure they'd understand and knew the situation were hard for us teachers and of course for the students too.
Being a teacher is risky for me. Why? Because evaluating students is not that easy for there were lots of factors to be consider and not just evaluating them on the outputs they'd passed and the scores of there outputs. Like performance is one of the factor to looked too.
As of now, as I already teaching in the real scenario. I felt that I already started to loved this course that I took because before somehow I just left no choice for choosing the said course.
Well, for teachers like me in here. Salute!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
What he did and felt?
`January 7, 2021`
***Disclaimer:*** *This article is again in Tagalog language for this was written and composed by my partner whose comfortable with the said language.*
*This article of him is his experienced and thoughts about the typhoon that hits our province before 2021 ends.*
***So, let's find out what he feels and what he did during that time.***
***Lezzzz goooo....***
JUNIX POV:
**12/16/2021**
Gumising ako ng alas-7 ng umaga, lumabas sa silid at tumingala. Tinitingnan ko ang langit ng mga oras na iyon habang nag iisip kung maayos lang kaya ang pamilya ko na nasa malayo.
Sinimulan ko ang pag iimbak ng tubig at nag saing ng marami, gayon din ang pagluluto ng anim na pirasong itlog. Niligpit ko ang higaan, ang mga damit ay ipinasok sa *bag,* lahat ng pweding mabasa ay binalot ko ng plastik. Ilan lang ito sa mga paghahandang aking ginawa para sa paparating na bagyo.
Alas-11 na ng tanghali at tapos na ako sa mga paghahanda, tiningnan ko ang paligid at nagmamasid. Nag iisip ng kung ano-ano kung ganito o ganyan ang mangyayari...
Ako ay handa na sa paparating na bagyo pero iniisip ko ang kalagayan ng mag ina ko sapagkat sila ay naroon sa lugar ng aking mga biyenan dahil may trabaho pa malapit doon ang aking asawa.
Wala na akong natatanggap na mensahe galing sa kanila, nais kong malaman kung ayos lang ba sila at gusto kong malaman nila na silay walang dapat ipag-alala sapagkat ako ay nasa maayos lang at sila lamang ang aking pinoproblema.
Makaraan ang ilang oras ng paghihintay sa sinasabing bagyo ay sumapit na ang alas 4 at ito na ang pinaka hihintay ko. Oo pinaka hinihintay ko at nang matapos na ito agad.
Iyon nga ay malakas na bagyo na iisip ko ang nagdaang bagyong Yolanda sa mga oras na iyon. Wala akong ibang ginawa kundi magmasid sa paligid at tingnan ang tubig kung ito ba ay tataas...
Para lang ng chess o larong chess, may mga pagpaplano akong ginawa kung sakaling tumaas ang tubig at kung hindi man, isa lang ang kalaban ko at yun ay ang malakas na hangin.
Sumapit ang gabi at ginagawa kong signal ang aking flash light. Sinusubukan kong malaman kung may mga tao pa kaya sa paligid, at kung wala man ay lakas loob kaming lalabas. Sa awa ng panginoon ay may nag on din naman ng flash light sa bandang aking inilawan. Nalaman ko na may kasama pa pala kami dito ngunit di parin ako mapakali, naiisip ko parin ang mag ina ko. Sinusubukan kong pakalmahin ang sarili ko sa pamamagitan ng pag iisip ng mga positibong bagay at epektibo din naman ito.
Nagpatuloy ang pag lakas ng hangin at nawalan na ng signal para sa komunikasyon at hindi ko na mai-momonitor ang lakas ng bagyo. Iyon nga ay lumipas ang oras at nag alas 8 na ng gabi sa wakas ay mapayapa na sa labas, tapos na ang bagyo ngunit ano kaya ang pinsalang nagawa nito.
Lumabas kami ng kapatid ko at nagtungo sa bahay ng lola namin upang malaman ang kanilang sitwasyon at sa awa ng panginoon ay maayos lang sila doon at natutulog.
Bumalik kami ng bahay upang matulog, ngunit ayaw kami dalawin ng antok. Binawi ng kwentohan ang mga pangamba na nasa aming puso at isip sa gabing iyon mag aalas 2 na ng kami ay makatulog. At pag gising ko naman ay mag aalas 5 na ng umaga. Agad agad naming nilinis ang paligid na punong puno ng kahit anong dahon.
**Kumusta na kaya ang mag ina ko?** Patanong ko sa aking sarili at hindi ako mapakali dahil alam ko na mas malakas ang hangin na kanilang naranasan.
Nang pinuntahan ko sila ay halong saya at lungkot ang aking nadama, masaya sapagkat nakita ko sila... Malungkot sapagkat wala na ang bahay nila... Ang bahay ng aking biyenan.
Hindi malilimutang pangyayari, Yolanda at Odette...nagbigay ng kalungkutan at hapdi sa buhay gayon din sa puso ng mga taong nasalanta nito.
Ipinagdarasal ko na sana lahat ng naging biktima sa nakaraang bagyong Odette ay unti-unting makabangon at mabuong muli ang kani-kanilang mga tahanan na nawasak sa mapaminsalang bagyo.
Yan lang po muna at marami g salamat sa pagtangkilik nitong aking artikulo.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
Yeeyyyy... New sponsor for this year 2022... @wakeuplincs thank you so much for the sponsorship. I really super duper appreciate it.
Godbless and more bch coming our way.
Unstoppable rain greeted us in this New year of Existence
`January 6, 2021`
**Good day fellas!**
Hoping that you'd start your day with positivity despites all the challenges we've faced daily.
Anyways, for this time I'm just gonna share an experienced and thoughts about how this year 2022 started for us.
I've been sharing here how ***2021 ended with a blast*** as in an unexpected tragedy that changes our way of living. Now, when 2022 came the unstoppable rain greeted us for six (6) consecutive days. https://read.cash/@Janz/the-best-of-2021-and-with-its-unexpected-ending-ad0e47d2
**I was again so worried with that unstoppable rain.**
Worried because first of all my family and the people who were victims of the super typhoon Odette were already suffering on where to stay if it's raining knowing that mostly of the houses roofs were wiped out and there were also houses that not only the roof were wiped out but the whole house just like what happen to our house which was totally damaged. So, when it keeps raining it's quite a challenge for the people including my family to faced the cold weather and where to sleep during night when it's keep on raining.
Another thing is that, I'm so worried in my parent's place during that unstoppable rain because their area were prone to landslides and floods. Then I knew that all the trees their were wiped out so the soil will became soft and will lead to a possible landslides.
So, I keep on monitoring them all the time because wasn't there with them for I was here at our house in my partner's hometown wherein we also felt here the unstoppable rain but I'm just comfortable in here because our place where our house located is not prone to landslides and our house as well is far from the river.
As I've said, I'm just so worried with my family in their area because I still have two little siblings there. Then, what's sad is that I cannot communicate with them because they don't have signal. So, it was really hard from me.
Someone sent me pictures in there which added my worries.
*That was some of the pictures taken in there area where my family is there.*
**As you can see,** the water already overflows that was because of so many debris and trees that are still blocked the river due to the typhoon and wasn't removed yet that is why when the unstoppable rain hits us after few days when typhoon hits us the water from the river overflowed and people in there were already trapped because they can't passed by due to the strong flows of the water.
It's not only our area (my parents hometown) suffered but all those areas affected and was devastated by the typhoon also experienced the landslides and flooding. Other towns were even worst that ours.
So, what I did is to monitor the weather and keep on praying that the rain will already stop.
**By the way, why is it there was that unstoppable rain which right after the typhoon Odette wrecked us?**
Well, according to **PAG-ASA** *(Philippine Atmospheric, Geophysical and Astronomical Services Administration)* that there was no typhoon at that time but the unstoppable rain was due to the Northeast moonsoon wind or the ***"Amihan".***
Leyte and Southern Leyte of provinces of the Philippines were one of the affected areas wherein I was located in Leyte province and my family were ag Southern Leyte province. Therefore, we able to experienced such calamity.
`The end of 2021 and start of 2022 may not good to us because of it's unexpected calamity strikes still we can't be stagnant and do nothing but instead we need all to stand up again and help ourselves to survived with the challenge and continue living.`
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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My son's 2nd birthday wasn't realized as planned
`January 5, 2021`
**Excitement!**
That's what we feel with my partner when December came. Excitement from the thought that our son will already turn to his 2nd year of existence in this challenging world.
His first birthday was a credit to my parents because they were the one who initiates his first birthday for that time I and my partner were not yet living in together. I was living with my parents house first when I was pregnant and right after I gave birth until my son turns 1-year old I was still at my parents home.
As you can see, my parents do really admired and loved their grandson for they really threw him a celebration. Well, they asked me first that they were the one who will prepare for my son's first birthday. So, of course it's really my pleasure too and was so thankful that they gave my son such celebration.
Now, for his 2nd birthday.
I and my partner already planned a simple celebration for his birthday.
***First, we agreed on what theme to used*** and since his 1st birthday theme was all decided by me so, I asked my partner on what theme he would like. As usual, since he loves playing chess and that was his only sport. So, we planned to have a chess theme black and white on his 2nd birthday.
We were the one who designed the supposed tarpaulin.
Here's what we design.
I designed the said tarp of my son's 2nd birthday and asked my partner on what to add and what to eliminate and in the end we agreed on such design since we planned to have a white and black chess board theme.
***Next, was his supposed to be cake.***
Since, we have planned to have black and white. Therefore, I search on google a sample cake to be that was in lined in our theme. Then, we found such picture.
So, I contacted already someone that will make his cake and he agreed on the theme and we already had the closure on what time and date he will delivers the cake.
Then, I already ordered foods and paid it first hand for my son's birthday. A ***bilao type*** of foods that I ordered from someone.
The pictures, I showed was the food I ordered from someone. That was for my son's birthday and was already paid.
Then, aside from that my partner will cooked chicken menudo and grilled fish. Then, I will cooked spaghetti too.
**All were being set before my son's 2nd birthday came...**
I even invited my friends near me to celebrate with us. Like @Zhyne06 and @Yzza0625 together with their partners and child.
***December 16, was the date were my son turns 2 years old.*** But aside from that it was still my working week. Therefore, within that week I was at my parents house with my son since I brought my son with me. I was still working that week and just planned to take absent on the day of my son's birthday which was Thursday and by Wednesday since I don't class schedule that day I planned already to came home here at our house in my partner's hometown together with my family to celebrate the birthday.
But during that week, bad news came that there will be a typhoon that will hits our province the same day with my son's birthday. Therefore, I contacted my partner to just postponed the celebration by Saturday that was December 18, instead of December 16 (thursday) because of the typhoon coming. Since, during Wednesday that week it was already raining so I'm afraid to come home that day because the roads going to our home are prone of landslides that is why I was firmed to just postponed the celebration by Saturday (Dec 18).
I even contacted the one who make his cake and foods for the postponed date for them to be aware of it.
**12/16/2021**
It was already my son's birthday. Since were not coming home due to the typhoon. To make the day special for my son because I can't bare to not prepare something for his day even I knew we had a celebration fo him on the 2 days. So, what I did I cooked him spaghetti and ordered him a cake instead just to have something to be special on his real day.
I was still able to prepare this stuff during morning on that day because the typhoon wasn't yet landfalls for it said to be landfall at 3PM that day. That is why, I still have time for this stuffs to make the day somewhat special for my son even for just an initial celebration for him.
All I thought, the typhoon were just like the usual typhoon I've experienced before that's why I was so relaxed that day and not even preparing for the typhoon.
But suddenly, I never thought it was the last day that we could able to celebrate my son's birthday in my parents house because after the typhoon our house (my parents house) were totally wrecked.
It was really sad fact that I never expected to come to us before the year 2021 ends.
But what's done is done. So, what we need to do is to moved on and keep going despites how tragic the typhoon brought to all of us his victims.
Back to my son's celebration...
**Well, our planned for his 2nd celebration wasn't realized at all.**
Instead, I canceled his cake but the food that I ordered was still delivered. Therefore, after the typhoon my partner went to our town to see us because he was so worried to what happen to us and while he came to us at my parents hometown where was all devastated by the typhoon he also brought the foods that I ordered and we still shared with the foods.
**But yes, our planned celebration wasn't really realized.**
Actually, it can still be realized after but sad to say I can't able to celebrate it knowing the fact that my parents home and their source of income were gone due to the typhoon.
Maybe, we will able to make it again on my son's 3rd birthday. Hopefully, no more typhoon to come for that day.
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
The best of 2021 and with it's unexpected ending
**Happy new year!**
Another year were given to us. Another year to continue on what's not yet done. Another year to be grateful. Another year to be fulfilled with fun memories. But first of, I wanted to thank God for He gave us another year to live this world and enjoy what's not yet enjoyed.
But before I embrace this new year 2022, I just want to highlight first the best that happens to me at 2021 and how unexpected it ends.
***Staying together with my partner also with our son***
Last January 2021, it was our first month that we decide to stay together since we already had a son. That's why after our son turn 1-year old J decided to go with my partner at his hometown and stayed together with our son as well. Because I believed it's the best for us so that our son while growing up would see us staying together as family.
It's the first that happen in 2021 which I thought the best that happen to us as family.
***We were able to separate a house and rent a house to live on our own***
When I and my partner decided to lived together. We then first stay at his grand mother's house since his parents already gone and they don't have their own house too.
So, for almost 8 months we stayed together at his grandmother's house. Then things happen that forced me to separate with that house and lived alone. You know the living with the in laws are not all lucky. In my case, I doesn't seem to liked how my partner's grandma acts or her attitudes doesn't seem to be parallel on what I thought is good. That is why, for me to avoid more unnecessary incidents I then asked my partner to separate a house. So, we looked for a house to be rent and good thing we found one.
***August 27, 2021*** - the time were we separate and lived on the house we rented and were already living here for 4 months now with peace and no more eyes watching our moves which I hated the most when I was still living or we were still staying at my in laws.
Living together alone with our own house even if this house were living is just a rental house is one of my fulfillment and achievements for the year 2021. At least we now start to not depend on others but just to both of us.
***Knowing about the BCH Communities***
2021, it was the year were I was able to know about the BCH and how can I earn BCH.
My friend introduces me first into this platform read.cash and through this platform I was able to understand some points on the crypto world. I even tried my luck on some smartbch tokens and I then able to understand on some like how it works and how should it be done.
Also, noise.cash was introduced by me again which I was also been active there and learned how important to HODL BCH.
But in my case, I was so thankful that in the year 2021 I able to know what BCH is and how we can earned it. Even if I wasn't able to HODL BCH still I was able to used such earnings to sustain my family's needs. That was already a great achievement for me.
***Being hired in a University***
After 4 months of working or teaching online to foreign students, I then decide to grab the opportunity that knocks my door and that is to apply as visiting instructor in my alma mater from College and then luckily I got hired after my application, interviews and demo.
As of now, I'm still affiliated at said university which was my alma mater.
This kind of job is already a practice to me on the real scenario of teaching since that was the course that I graduated in College, the Bachelor of Secondary Education which means teaching high school students.
But with this said job, I also able to teach College students and that was such a great experienced added in my career of life.
**Those were the good or best highlights that happens to me for the year 2021. It was all pleasing moments of 2021.**
When I thought 2021 would only bring me such pleasing moments but unexpectedly it ends with a devastating tragedy that turns the best moments of 2021 into a feeling of downfalls, a feeling of worry, a feeling of distress.
When an unexpected ending of 2021...
16th of December, a super typhoon hits our province which left a huge devastation towards our shelters and source of income.
My family's home and their 3 hectares source of income which are the coconut tree, the copra were all gone and wiped away by the strong winds in just 5 hours.
Many people were out of shelters because houses were damaged and being tore down by the typhoon.
2021 ends with huge of casualties and damages towards all the victims of the typhoon.
An unexpected after math of the typhoon for we thought it's just a usual typhoon. But that usual turns into unusual for it causes a very disruptive effect to all victims including me and my family.
2021, brought a lot of pleasing moments to me and to my family as I've said but suddenly before it ends it turns into the opposite side wherein the pleasing moments were now bombarded with the sadness and of course the hopes and the will to survive despites losing houses and source of incomes.
I knew, 2021 maybe a wake up call to all that everything and everyday we should al be prepared at all times in all costs. So, that we may be at least ready for what will happen today, tomorrow and next days, months, years, decades and centuries to come.
**Still, a HAPPY NEW YEAR to us all.**
May this 2022 brought us a lot of blessings and still be grateful for another year of grinding with the wheel of life.
Also, my hopes to all victims of the typhoon including my family that from time to time they may survived with the trials of life.
That's all for now.
Have a great day!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***Lead image were edited through canva.***
Typhoon Odette brought huge casualties: Asking for a little help
`December 28, 2021`
***What's up everybody?***
*It's been almost 3 weeks that I haven't post anything here in* *read.cash**. It's been 3 weeks that I haven't read your articles and don't have updates in here. That's why I'm sincerely asking for an apology to those I missed for not being online and stayed connected to all of you in this bch community.* http://read.cash
***How I wish I can able to make things done everyday in this community. But sad to say there are those things that hinders me to do it.***
*One of the hindrances that I faced right now is the no connection or no internet connectivity, no signal and mostly no electricity which was the reason why I can't grind much here in this bch community I'm into. Signal and electricity were both shuts down because of the super typhoon named Odette that hits Southern Leyte which is my parent's province were they lived and that time typhoon hits us I was in my parents hometown because of my work was near there place.*
*The typhoon was really tragic for it brought lots of casualties. Properties, houses, buildings, schools, even the coconut trees were mostly the source of income of the people living our Province were all affected and damaged by the typhoon.* ***Including our houses, my parent's house and there 3 hectares of coconut trees were the source of income of my family were all damaged and wiped by the said typhoon. As well as my father's motor cab were also damaged and cannot be used already.***
**12/16/2021, when the typhoon came...**
When the typhoon hits our area it was also the day of my son's 2nd birthday. My planned celebration for his birthday wasn't realized due to the disturbing typhoon. ***(I will also write another article about this matter.)***
The said typhoon landfalls our province in the afternoon at the same day. So, the morning that day there's no rain yet but the wind were felt already but not that strong. That is why, I cooked first the spaghetti that I bought then went at our town market to get the cake I ordered the day before my son's birthday as initial celebration.
I never thought that it was the last time that we can able to celebrate the initial celebration of our son at my parent's house because when afternoon came at exactly 4PM that day, the wind were already stronger and still we stayed at my parent's house. So, we were able to see how strong the wind is. This was the time that we ran away from our house towards our neighbor's new constructed house which was fully concrete.
At 6PM, all houses in our area were already wiped away by the wind including our house. When I checked our house since it was visible from the house were we evacuate. I felt so down when our house was broke down.
*That was the view of my parent's house when I took a picture of it early morning after the typhoon hits our area.*
A sad reality. But what can we do it was caused by the typhoon and we don't have the power to avoid it at any instance. I was just thankful that we are all safe, my family were all safe and all the people in our barrio were all safe as well which what matters most.
The typhoon wiped away everything and there's no exception. Including my family source of income which is the copra were gone in just 5 hours. My father's motorcycle were damaged as well which his way to have sideline just to have at least food to eat 3 times a day and then was hit by the coconut tree and now gone as well.
Not only us, but all of the people in our Province suffers after the super typhoon Odette hits us.
**Now, how to start over again?**
After such devastation, when I roam around our area here's what I've seen. The after effect. The casualties and damages of the typhoon.
I'll show some images that I personally took.
It was really a sad ending of the year 2021. A superb blasts that all of us never expect it to happened. All we thought we could celebrate Christmas and New Year in a merry way but knowing that our shelter and source of income were vanished hinders us to be merry. We only hoped from the thought that all of my family were safe. At least the house can be rebuild and to have income daily it's already a matter of individual techniques to survive.
Now, for me to be able to help my parent's, my family who losses homes and source of income. I will used this platform if it's okay to asked a little of help your help or donations. Little by little, I know it's of great help to them already.
Now, allow me to include here my accounts:
***Land bank atm account***
***Account name:*** *Janice S Sansan*
***Account number:*** *3326-222-649*
***Gcash account***
***Gcash name:*** *Janice S Sansan*
***Gcash number:*** *09487257332*
***or***
All the amounts I received in this article will be given to them. At least it can helped them for their foods and water because that's what they badly need for now.
My advanced thanks to all. I know this is enough but I don't have any way of helping them because for now I don't have a work since it's vacation and it's no work no pay policy. Also, I'm not sure if my contract will be renewed or not this coming year.
*I just hoped that all those victims of the typhoon will soon arise and will be able to rebuild those shelters that was tore down by the typhoon.*
*I also hoped that my family will able to surpassed this tragic incident brought by nature for I believed that there's no such problems that will be given to us that we don't know how to fixed. All will be back to what it is accordingly.*
***That's all for now.***
I'll try my best to catch up in here as well. Because I've missed for almost 2 weeks already.
**Aja!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***All images were captured and edited by yours truly including the lead image.***
Hello, read cash family.
How are you all?
It's been a while that I'm not grinding here or checking and publishing articles. I asked for apologies to all the articles I've missed reading and days I missed to published articles.
It's because I'm still on the thought on how am I going to start again because I was one, my family, my area were I/we lived in was one of the victim of the typhoon Odette which wiped away all our houses including my family source of income. It's hard but still we need to survive so we need to continue living despites uncertainties. Maybe I will make an article soon, asking for a little donation, if it's okay. For now, I still need to fixed things personally so maybe soon I'll be grinding here already. Hope you'll understand my read cash family.
Have a great day!
I was given a 12M cash as X-mas gift: What should I do with it?
`December 13, 2021`
Wooahhhh....
Christmas is approaching and the spirit of christmas is already seen in all people and places around the globe.
I've seen houses already have decorations. Lightings specifically christmas lights. Even municipalities decorated lights in their respective areas.
During christmas, giving gift to people especially to our loved ones are present. It's already part of our culture that we gave gifts to them. But since pandemic strikes somehow gifts are given virtually.
Just like here in this community where writers are writing articles about giving or sharing virtual gifts to the writers they'd know.
So, days ago. I received mine as well. A virtual gift from my dearest friend @Yzza0625. She wrote an article about giving virtual gifts and I was one of her beneficiary. She wrote My ***Christmas gift for you*** article. You can check her article as well. https://read.cash/@Yzza0625/my-christmas-gift-for-you-01dcc7a1
She gave me a 12 million cash as virtual gift. That's how generous she is. I imagined how much her assets and liabilities for giving me such huge amount. Haha
Well, I just want to say thank you for the gift. I really appreciate it a lot. How I wish it was real. Hehe
Anyways, if only it was real. For sure I had lot of things to do with such amount of money. I would have helped a lot of people in need by such amount.
Now, if only 12M is real. What should I do with it?
***First on the list, HOUSE and LOT***
That picture really is our dream house.
That's if 12M is real. I will definitely buy a lot and build a house because as of now were just renting a house. Since, we separated from the in laws so, I decided to rent a house for us to lived in. Therefore, in case 12M is real the first thing I need to do is to look a for sale lot and right away buil a house a furnished home already.
Of course, at the same time I will build a house as well for my family.
That house is for my family. I'll definitely build that kind of house for my family because they deserved it.
***Next, a CAR.***
Definitely, for us to easily visits my parents. Of course we need a vehicle. I asked mg partner what he likes and he said he likes Ford car.
So, if 12M is real. Next in the list is to purchased a car.
Since, my Father also dreamed to have a vehicle. He said he wants an RE vehicle. So, I'll definitely gift him an RE if 12M is real. I want him to be happy too.
***Building business***
Of course with 12M. I surely buil a business too. We surely build a **"lechon manok"** business managed by my partner.
Then, I'll gave a "sari-sari store for my mother for she really wanted to have a sari-sari store as well.
Now, this is for her. A sari-sari store.
***Next, gave some donations***
Of course, receiving such amount I know I can fulfill my dreams but still have remained amount.
With that I'll surely donate some amount of money to some charities for the poor. I'll also share an amount is n our Chapel, the Chapel of the barrio where I was born for them to renovate it and will helped those people in need. Since, for me that's a fulfilment already in my part where I can share to those in need what I can. Because sharing is caring as what a quote says.
That's it. If only 12M this christmas is real. All of what J mentioned above will surely be realized accordingly.
There's really no shame on dreaming higher. We don't know time come that we will be the luckiest among the lucky.
Have a great day! and
Merry christmas 🎄
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Sa tuwing ako'y nag-iisa't nalulumbay
***Sa tuwing ako ay nag iisa at nalulumbay,*** *palagi kung na iisip ang mga bagay na wala sa akin tulad ng trabaho, bahay, sariling lupa, at kung ano ano pa.*
*Tinatanong ko ang aking sarili kung papaano ko ito makukuha at kailan ko ito makukuha. At kung may pag asa ba ako sa mga bagay na ito.*
*Sa ngayun hindi ko pa maaninag ang daan patungo sa pangarap ko sapagkat ako'y nag-aaral pa lamang at lubusang na hihirapan sa sitwasyon ngayon.*
*Isa pang katanungan na sumasagi sa aking isipan kung papaano ko tatapusin ang aking pag-aaral, ni isa wala akong natatapos at naipapasa sa aking guro. Gusto ko nang simulan ang mga gawain bilang studyante, at maipasa ito at ng mabigyan na ng marka.*
*Ngunit paano ko sisimulan? Ni wala akong alam kung paano umpisahan. Na ikokompara ko ang aking sarili ngayun at noong wala pa ang pandemyang ating nararanasan ngayon.*
*Nagagawa ko ang aking mga gawain at napapasa sa araw ng deadline. Malaking kaibahan sa ngayon ni isa ay wala, maliban sa mga gusto at paborito ko na guro at paboritong subject. Makakamit ko pa kaya ang pangarap na palagiang nasa aking isipan?*
*Gayunpaman, ako'y lubusang nagpapasalamat sa mga taong nagpapalakas ng loob ko at patuloy akong hinahatak pataas. Patuloy na sumusuporta at patuloy pang susuporta sa pangarap ko.*
*Isa na run yung kabiyak ko. Kahit man iba ang aming paniniwala sa relihiyon, magka iba man ang aming paniniwala ay nariyan siya palagi para sa akin at sa amin ng aming anak.*
*Bilang ganti sa kanyang kabutihan pinilit ko na baguhin at patuloy na babaguhin ang nakagisnan ko noong hindi ko pa siya nakilala. Hindi ko ito ma ipapangako sa kanya dahil ako'y tao lamang na bukas at maaring magkamali, ngunit pagsisikapang hindi ko na babalikan ang mga bagay na ayaw niya. At mamahalin ko siya hanggang sa aking huling hininga.*
*Sa ngayon, patuloy parin akong naniniwala na balang araw ay makakamit ko din ang pangarap ko, kung di ko man matapos ang pag aaral, wala akong paki. Ipapakita ko na hindi lahat ng successful na tao ay naka pagtapos ng pag aaral.*
*Yun kung hindi ko matapos pag aaral ko, at kung itoy ipagkaloob ng dakilang tagapag likha sa akin ay lubusan itong ikakasaya ng damdamin ko.*
**Na-aalala mo ba ang paunang sinabi ko? Na-iisip ko lang naman ang mga bagay na ito dahil?...**
*ako'y nag-iisa at nalulumbay sapagkat ang kabiyak ko ay nandun sa magulang niya ngayon dahil malapit doon ang trabaho niya at kasama niya anak namin. At ako ngayon ay sobrang nangungulila na sa kanila. Alam ko naman na uuwi sila rito kada Sabado't linggo kaya lang ang limang araw na hindi ko sila kasama rito sa bahay ay parang limang taon na para sa akin sa lubos ko pagka miss sa kanila.*
*Alam ko darating din yung araw na ako'y hindi na malulumbay sa pangungulila sa kanila.*
***Balang araw, mawawakasan din itong paglulumbay ko.***
*Darating din ang araw na lahat ng mga nasa isipan ko ay magkatotoo sa tamang panahon at syempre kung ipapahintulot ng Poong Maykapal.*
*Yan lang po muna sa ngayon. Magandang buhay sa lahat!*
**Wakas**
~Junix
***Owner's POV:***
So, that was it everyone. My partner's article again. Then, I found out that his totally missing us with our son.
Last two weeks, I left him our son but this week I brought with me our son because I can't also endure the feeling of missing my son. That's why I brought our son with me here in my parent's place and my partner was left there in our house together with his brother. So, I also understand how badly he misses us especially his son because I also felt the same when I wasn't with them.
Hope you'd still enjoy this article.
**Have a great day!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Sailing on the crypto rewards of ABRA
`December 7, 2021`
A week ago, this friend of mine whose always updated on the happenings in the crypto world message us in our BCH Beauties group chat asking us to sign up in a link her referral link on one of the crypto wallet because this said wallet offers a rewards to those who will deposit at least $1 on the wallet. Now, here's my curiosity of course since I trusted this friend of mine that I won't be scam because she's the one that offers the said link. So, I did sign up with her link since of course there's also another reward for the affiliates just like what we have also in this platform.
By the way, before I'll share my experienced on the said wallet which is the ABRA. Let's first know of what is ABRA and about it's rewards.
FAQs about ABRA:
**What is Abra?**
***Abra*** are one of those crypto wallets that users can able to into different cryptocurrencies and it is said that there were over 100 cryptocurrencies that are available for the users to buy, sell, hold or trade.
***Abra*** also allow users to send money anytime and anywhere. Of course if we had the profits on what were doing on Abra like trading or selling so we can able to send money anywhere and whatever it's means.
***Abra*** is an app that we can download which is available on both android and IOS users.
***(Source of this were from the FAQs section of the app.)***
Now, how do we earn rewards from Abra?
***First, you'll get $15 when you add $1.***
This means, after you signed up through a link. For you to get one of the rewards is to add $1 in the wallet for you to get the $15 in CPRX.
**Now, what is CPRX?** It's called crypto perx, one of the crypto token or coin that you can invest, sell, hold or trade in Abra app.
**In my case,** after I signed up through my friends referral link, I then add $1 of XRP to the Abra wallet. I first, convert a $1 to XRP in my coins.ph wallet then send my converted XRP to my Abra wallet by pasting the XRP address and destination tag in the Abra to my coins.ph.
Then, voila. I received the $1 of XRP in my Abra wallet.
So, what I did after that is to hold that $1 worth of XRP first. Then, I got 34CPRX as my pending reward the next day. That 34CPRX is worth $15 at the time I add the $1. So, that time price of CPRX were at 15-18pesos so that's why I only got 34 of CPRX. The others who signed up and deposit $1 got more of CPRX because the price now of CPRX became lowered compared on the time I deposited.
Now, as you can see I have 34CPRX pending and waiting for it to be completed an be added to my CPRX. Since, I have 29.72CPRX because I bought $6 of CPRX yesterday since it's still on it's cheap price.
By that, I just hope for the price to pump again. No one knows right? Because in crypto world we all knew that our decisions on investing on a certain coins is all up to our own risks. So, I risked on CPRX in the Abra. Of course, I'm risking only on the amount that I can afford to lose for now.
***Second reward, 2.5% cash back on every trade***
This means that if you also engaged on the trading part. So, this rewards is based on the amount of your trade and of course again it is paid out through CPRX.
For this case, in my part I trade my small amount of BCH. So, I'm also waiting for it's cash back.
***Third reward, 5% bonus yield on all funds***
You can also able to get this reward based on the balance of your assets and again paid out in CPRX. In other words, if you have lots of assets in your Abra wallet then you'll get the 5% bonus yield of that funds of yours and that rewards is of course will be added into your CPRX asset.
***Next is, -5% APR on all loans***
Since, Abra also has a feature were you can able to loan any of the crypto currency you wanted. So, if you'd engaged on this you will be rewarded with a -5% APR of course be paid out again by CPRX.
***Then lastly, of course the referral and get $25 of CPRX***
So, if you'd also wanted to have additional earning through rewards then you refer you link to others but of course this is just optional and it's up to you.
If someone signed up through your link and he/she deposits at least $1 on the wallet. Then, you and your referral both get the $25 of CPRX. So, not bad as well if you'd try this one.
If you wish to signed up, then I'll be sharing as well here my link.
You can download the app through my link, if again you wish to also try this rewards that ABRA initiates. Knowing that value of CPRX now is in it's low price so it's a good time for accumulating such coin.
***So, here's my referral link to those who want to try:***
https://www.abra.com/ref/?deep_link_sub1=RCALRN98W
Sailing on the crypto rewards of ABRA...
Well, based on my experienced since I admit I'm still a noob until now. I find it enjoying though of course with the hope that one day this CPRX or crypto perx will pumps higher again. Because one that I learn in the crypto world is that, "after the huge pump is a huge dump and vice versa". Of course, it's always a DYOR if you'd wish to be sailing the crypto world. DYOR, because we knew as well that there are lots of scammers and with that always invest on what you can afford to lose. I always hear and read that line from others whose also enjoying the value in the crypto-verse.
***Of course, this article is not a financial advice. I just shared to you my experienced on the matter. But if you wished to also try, then you can tap my link. Again, DYOR first before diving in into the sphere of crypto.***
That's all for now.
Have a blessed day!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***All images including the lead image are all screenshots by your truly on my Abra wallet app.***
Thinking what to write isn't easy
`December 5, 2021`
I woke up 3AM, not as planned because I planned to wake up earlier than 3AM since I knew in myself that I had the hard time on thinking what to write and how to start the write ups. So, it may take time for me to finish an article. It's also one of the reasons why I can't write daily. My goal to write daily wasn't achieved until now. Because after work, I've got exhausted which I can't clearly thought on what topic or ideas I should write or even experiences that I want to share.
Thinking what to write...
When writing, it's not about writing everything that comes to our mind because we knew there are also thoughts that comes to our mind that aren't sensible at all.
In my case, when I had to write something it really takes time for me to think of an idea, experiences that are worth writing. Worth writing means, if that experiences of mine has the lessons or reflections that the reader can reflect on. I'm not saying that all my articles were good because at first I'm not a good writer.
I even remember when I was first introduced into this platform, I said that I won't signed up or if I signed up I'm not sure if I'll continue or not because the thought that it's about writing articles, own articles within at least 4-minute reading time already a struggle for me. Because first, I'm not a good reader therefore it affects in my thought that I can't write good articles. Second, I'm not that good at English language. That's why as you observed the words I usually used in my articles are just common words because I don't know some other words that are somehow a deep words or a poetic words. On the other hand, I never imagined that I could able to write an article with at least the required reading time but still I end up I can.
When I thought, I can't but I can.
So, when I decided to signed up I then tried to write article. My first topic actually is all about my experiences. Here's what I learned. When I wrote article that are based from my experiences I never had the hard time to think on what will be my next sentence and paragraphs. Reaching it to a 4-minute reading time once it's about experiences isn't hard for me. That is why, when I started to be hooked here in this platform because as well of Rusty I mostly wrote articles based on experiences. But sometimes, it's hard for me because before I published every articles I wrote I'll re-read it first and tried to add something that my readers would reflect on or the lessons that they may learned after reading my articles. But still I was able to wrote something and published articles more almost 9 months now.
At first, that was just so easy for me because I still have lots in my head, lots of experiences that I wanted to share. But as time pass by, since I'm almost 9 months of writing here I can no longer thought of what to write. I had now the hard time on thinking what to write. Also, my mind were so tired especially that I had worked which also engaged on paper works and discussions. Most of the time, I can't able to think on something good write ups of such reason. I'm tired, my mind is tired.
When I also woke up early, because my planned is to wake up early so that I can able to write and published articles early since during day I don't have time and during night I also don't have a signal in here. So, I had no other choice but to wake up early and write just like what I did now.
But, as what I've said sometimes my mind, body and fingers won't cooperate.
So, the ending. There are those days that I don't have any published articles. Sometimes, 3 to 4 consecutive days that I can't write something and can't published anything.
But still, just thankful as well that even there are those days that I can't write an article but I can assure that in a month or within ever month I can able to published more than 10 articles. So, not bad at all.
Now, how about you? Do you also have difficulty on thinking what to write? or Were you able to published daily?
**Have a great day!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Journey to my first time of Pregnancy
`December 3, 2021`
Early morning today I have read an article of @mommykim about her entry on the challenged that was being initiated by our other momshies here as well @Momentswithmatti. The challenge was of course applicable only to those mommies that already undergone pregnancy. So, I'm one those momshie.
By this time, I'm also going to try the challenge of sharing the journey of becoming pregnant or the pregnancy itself. As a first time mom, of course it's new experienced for me and still needs some guidance on how to handle pregnancy at all costs. Good thing I had my mother who stays by my side in my pregnancy journey. She was the one who always looked for me on what are the things needed as a pregnant woman. The pre-natal stage, my mother was always there and would accompany me every time I had checked up.
Actually, my pregnancy journey wasn't expected at all.
**Here's my story...**
**Year 2019, month of March**. My monthly sickness which is the monthly menstruation for woman does not visit me. But I don't have a care about it if it visited me or not because I knew in myself that my menstrual periods were irregular. Meaning, there's those months that I'm not having menstrual periods sometimes even two to three months. That is why, I thought that month of March that I haven't had a menstrual period it was just normal to me. I never put in mind that I was already engaging in an intimate relationship this time. So, I should be aware of it or expect it to happen but I didn't know what comes to my mind why I haven't realized that such thought.
**April came,** still on the same year. Again April ends that my monthly period doesn't visit me again. So, it's already a one-month lapse. Meaning I was already one month pregnant at this month. But still, it never came to my mind that I was possibly pregnant. It's my partner who told me to do a pregnancy test because he said he had a thought that I might be pregnant because of course we both engaged on the things that can made me pregnant. Of course, to be sure I bought a pregnancy test then I did the test myself. Then, at this time I was already shaking when I saw two lines on the pregnancy test which means positive. Of course, I was shaking because many things had comes to my mind afterwards. The possible consequences. But, yes I was in the point of my realizations at this time because I never expected this to happen for me. But what's funny there is that, when I did or engaged to an intimate relationship I never thought of such things that I thought when I saw the two red lines because all I thought was the intimacy and never thought of the consequences.
**May came,** it's already the month of our preparations on our graduation. Because last week of the said month will be the graduation time. In other words, I had also a trophy when I walked through the stage to received my diploma. Because, I'm already 2 months pregnant during our graduation. At this time, I myself and my partner only knows my situation because we agreed to not first told everyone even my parents because I don't want them to be disappointed with me. Even my close friends, I never told them.
**After graduation,** I still worked on a private school because I was hired immediately in a private school right after graduation. But since time would flies and my tummy would gets bigger and bigger. I resigned at my work for I was got attacks on my allergy, every week I had attacks because it was due to being so vulnerable because I'm pregnant. The school wasn't want me to resigned but I insisted because I can take the attacks which visits me every week. I can't managed properly my class and the paper works.
**Month of June**. It was the month that I had to tell my parents on my situation. Actually, my Father already knew it but he just wait me to tell him. When I told them my situation, I cried from the fact that all I thought they would scold me and get disappointed at me but they never let me feel such disappointments instead they supported me along my pregnancy journey even until my son turns 1-year old.
But before I gave birth, I had lots of struggles experienced. First, was the weekly attacks of my allergy. I burst to so much pain every time I had attacks because my tummy aches so much every time I got an attack. There were those times that I had thoughts on my mind to end my life because the pain I felt every time I got attacks was unexplainable. It's very painful, my tummy were aching badly as in so badly. I vomit, I poop, I can't eat well because my tummy aches so much. Most, of the times I almost got dehydrated. I suffer such pains of allergy attacks until my 8-months of being pregnant.
**During my last month,** I also fell in a septic tank while I'm sweeping our back yard. I fell in a septic tank with lots of bees. Therefore, I had lots of bites from the bees that was inside the septic tank.
I was so worried after I fell at the septic tank because I never felt my son was moving inside my tummy. The whole night after I fell, my baby wasn't moving at all. Maybe he got shocked, because I got shocked also when I fell from that hole. Good thing, during the day after when I went to my OB-gyne, my baby again start to move because I already felt him moving and was also happy from what the doctor said that my baby was totally fine and healthy.
My first experienced on my pregnancy was really a roller coaster. I had lots of struggles but I was just glad that I surpassed all of it and able to deliver my baby. Even the fact that my baby was being revived because he wasn't moving as well when he got out from my womb. Just so thankful that, despites everything my baby now were so hyper-active and healthy.
Now, this coming December 16 he will be turning 2 years old.
Time really flies so fast. The good there is that, every time flies we able to learned something new about life and able to break the wall that blocked us.
That's all about my pregnancy journey. **Have a blessed life!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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