Things I learned at 23
`December 2, 2021`
"Everyday is learning and learning is dynamic"
It's not like that your on the peak of your career means you know everything. It's not like you were the richest individual in the world means you know everything. It's not like your the intelligent of all means you know everything. **Because everyday is learning.** Everyday we learned something from different aspects, from experiences and from other people that we may encounter everyday. **Learning do change everyday as well.** It changes for we acquired new learnings everyday. Sometimes our known learnings would change to a better one.
Every year of our existence we had many realizations in life. Reflections from what we did either right or wrong. Especially if we made a mistakes. Mistakes creates learnings for us to reflect on.
At aged 23, I had already lots of learnings out from my realizations in life and my reflections towards every decisions I made in my existence. I'm gonna share now those learnings I've learned so far at age 23. Because, I also knew that I still had lots of things to learn and be learn. Since, as we grows older we can acquired new knowledge. But that doesn't mean that if were older that other people means we knew everything because we are still learning and there are such things the young people know that older didn't know and vice versa.
So, here's what I learned at age 23:
***Saving is more valuable***
When I was still studying I didn't value much on saving my allowance. I am really that kind of person that won't hesitate to buy foods if I'm craving for it. But the time that I had work and my money came from my hard work I change mind in terms of buying goods or things. Mostly when I became a mother. Saving is now more valuable for me than before that I'm single and still depending on how much my parents would gave me for my allowance.
It's totally different now. At age 23, I really value saving as much as I can. I'm working, yes. But my wages are not enough knowing how high inflation right now especially this pandemic time. Before, I won't hesitate on buying things that I wanted because I had money which not by my own hard work that's why I didn't felt such regrets on spending the money. But now, that I earned my own money and knowing that I had a child as well. I'm now hesitant on purchasing things my own. I always kept in my mind the word **SAVE.** Since, for me now it's better to save than spend it to not that important and needed things. Mostly, I bought for my son's needs and of course for our food.
***Don't speak finished.***
In Tagalog word ***"Huwag magsalita ng tapos."***
I've learned and realized this one when I jumped into what my situation is right now. Being a mother.
When I was studying college and haven't meet yet the man that I end up right now. The Father of my son. I always say to my friend @Zhyne06 that I will not be engaged into marriage or having a child unless I'm not yet having a work and not yet in the age 28-30. I even said that I will have build a house first before settling down to have my own family. But all I said wasn't being done. Because at aged 21 I got pregnant. All I said that I won't get pregnant if I'm not settling down like having a stable work and a house and as well if I'm not yet in my 28-30 of age. But what happen was at age 21 all I said that I may be done wasn't realized. Therefore, by this experienced I realized that we shouldn't conclude on the things that are not yet happening for we aren't in control of our future and no one does. We shouldn't conclude things because that may be corrupted in the future.
That's why, never said things that may seem finished to you or to us because we don't know on what our future holds. If we do, we may be eating our own words.
***Motherhood isn't easy***
When I thought being a mother were just an easy job that was the time when I never seen the real essence of maturity. When I became mature enough on dealing life I knew that being a mother and becoming one isn't easy at all.
I can attest to that already when I became a mother. At first, I was still in the adjustments moments and I still need a guidance of course of my mom which I'm glad that she really guides throughout. I really experienced the hardship of the responsibilities as a mother and yes it really isn't easy at all. I know mothers out here would know what I mean on the struggles of being a mom. But on top of that, of course the fulfilment that despite it's hardship I able to surpassed and will surpassed in the future. It's a fulfilment the fact that I able to take care of my son's welfare and everything and of course with the a help of a partner as well.
I just salute to those single moms who really able to surpassed the hardships especially the first time moms alone without a help of a partner. That's why I am just a one step ahead of them or I must lucky because I don't know what I would do if in case I don't have a partner that will help me in my motherhood journey aside from my parents.
Actually, I still had lots of things that I learned but those I mentioned above are the things I mostly learned about my life at age 23. I actually wanted to share more but since I wanted to published an article at this time because I don't any time to do it for I still have a class at 4PM today until 7PM. So, I just stopped here.
Hopefully, you'd able to reflect as well on the learnings I've shared.
**Do we also have the same learnings?**
`(Let's talk about that in the comment section.)`
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Wala lang, Naisip ko lang
Habang ako ay nag iisip kung ano ang magiging pamagat ng aking gagawing artikulo, ay sumagi sa isipan ko ang kanta at kinuha ko ang aking telepono at nakinig ako ng mga makalumang musika. Dahil ako ay isa dun sa mga tinatawag na ***"old soul"*** sapagkat mahilig ako sa mga makalumang kanta at tugtugin.
"***TOO MUCH HEAVEN" by Bee Gees***
https://youtu.be/qJLW6xGtl3Q
***Source:*** *Youtube*
*Yan po yung kanta na sumagi sa isipan habang nag iisip nag artikulong maisulat at kung ano ang pamagat ng aking gagawing artikulo dahil yung kabiyak ko nag message sa akin kung pwede ba raw ako gumawa ng article dahil tatlong araw na siyang hindi nakapag publish dito sa kadahilanang walang maisip na maisulat. Kaya ito ako nagsusulat sa kung ang nasa isip ko ngayon.*
*Maari niyong pakinggan ang nasabing kanta habang nagbabasa ng aking artikulo.*
Nang naisip ko ang nasabing kanta ay pinakinggan ko ito hanggang matapos, para sa akin may kakaiba sa kanta at napaka ganda ng pagka sulat ng mga leriko ng kanta at nagbibigay ito ng saya sa akin sa tuwing pinakinggan ko ito. Isa sa dahilan kung bakit mahilig ako sa mga makalumang tugtugin any dahil sa mga magagandang mensahe ng mga leriko nito. **"Tagos sa puso kumbaga."**
Sa totoo lang, tuwing pinapakinggan ko ang kanta naiisip ko ang babaeng nag bigay sakin ng responsibilidad ng pagiging ama. Ang nag bigay sakin ng anak, ang babaeng aking papakasalan. Ang babaeng nag iba sa aking pananaw sa buhay. Ang babaeng nagpapasaya sa akin. Ang babaeng nagbago sa akin, este binago ko pala ang sarili ko para sa kanya at sa anak namin gaya ng pag iwan ko sa aking mga bisyo. Ang kanta ay naging espesyal sa akin at sa babaeng aking minamahal sapagkat itong kanta ang siyang naging sandalan namin noon at naging ***"theme song"*** pa nga namin kalaunan. Maganda kasi ang ipinahihiwatig sa kanta. Parang ang mga leriko ay akma sa aming pagmamahalan kaya siya nakaka-inspire pakinggan. Kaya naman, sa tuwing naririnig ko itong kanta mapapaisip agad ako sa babaeng aking sinisinta. Walang iba naman kundi ang may-ari nitong account, at ang asawa ko, ang malapit ko nang maging opisyal na asawa pala.
**Balik tayo sa punto ng kanta at kung bakit ko gusto ang kantang iyon.**
Mababasa natin sa liriko ng kanta ang mga katagang,
*"Nobody gets too much heaven no more*
*It's much harder to come by*
*I'm waiting in line*
*Nobody gets too much love anymore*
*It's as high as a mountain*
*And harder to climb" ,*
**ito ang intro ng kanta.**
*"You and me girl got a highway to the sky.*
*We can turn away from the night and day*
*And the tears you had to cry"*
*"You're my life.*
*I can see a new tomorrow*
*Everything we are will never die*
*Loving such a beautiful thing.*
*When you are to me, the light above*
*Made for all to see our precious love"*
ito naman ang pinaka gusto ko sa kantang ito. Ang mga liriko ay akma sa kung ano ang aking nararamdaman na saya sa tuwing kapiling ko ang aking sinisinta. Ang mga kataga ng liriko ang siyang gusto kong ipadama sa babaeng nagpapatibok ng aking puso. Kasi para sa akin yung pagmamahalan namin ***"is such a beautiful thing"*** ika nga sa kanta.
May inspirasyon ang nagsulat ng kantang ito inlove siya malamang dahil ang ganda ng isinulat niya at may isa pa,
*"Love is such a beautiful thing*
*You make my world a summer day*
*Are you just a dream to fade away"*
Tumpak ang liriko ito sa aking tunay na nararamdaman sa aking kabiyak. Kaya nga napakasarap sa pakiramdam sa tuwing napakinggan itong nasabing kanta.
Siguro, dahil mag isa ako ngayon sa bahay namin sapagkat yung asawa ko at anak namin ay nandun sa aking biyenan dahil may trabaho ang asawa ko malapit dun at itong bahay namin ay malayo sa pinag trabahohan niya. Kaya ngayon mag isa muna ako at sobrang namimiss ko na sila lalo na yung anak namin.
***Minsan ang kanta ay nag bibigay sa atin ng masasayang ala-ala ng kahapon at minsan ay naibabalik rin nito ang mga masasaklap na nangyari sa atin. Minsan naman nagbibigay ito sa atin ng inspirasyon. Inspirasyon na hindi masaklap ang buhay at dapat lang ay magpatuloy sa pag sagwan para maabot ang dulo ng karagatan.***
**Wakas...**
*-Junix*
**Disclaimer:** Another article written by my partner again. The ending, while reading this. Of course, ***"kilig hanggang bone marrow naman ako".*** It's actually the reason why I asked him to write article for me, to the ***"kilig factor" .*** Lol
Anyways, I hope you'd enjoy reading this article of my partner.
Blessed day to all!
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Love is sweeter a second time around
**In a relationship, we cannot assure that all of it are happiness.** We can encounter those ups and downs in a relationship. The sadness part. The heartache moment of a relationship. Now, the question there is that. How prepared are we if that instance came in a relationship? Are we willing to set aside our pride and still chose to stay in a relationship after encountering the lowest point of it? or Are we going to surrender everything we've started in a relationship just because we cannot able to cope up with the moment of heart ache? or How can we assure that the one we chose to be in a relationship with us will still chose to stay with us after encountering some problems and knowing the bad side in us? More so, if ever there's some instances that a mistake made by either parties, **are you willing to give second chances to save the relationship?** or Will your partner be also willing to gave second chances to you?
All of this questions are some of the possibilities that we may encounter if we are engaging in an intimate relationship. That's why we really need to prepare if this matters came once we are in a relationship. Because as I've said it's not about the happiness moments, time came that conflicts may arise in a relationship and we need to be prepare on how to handle it and decide on what's the best on both parties.
Love is sweeter a second time around.
Well, I believed in some cases on the thought. ***"Love on what I experienced was really sweeter on the second time."*** Why I said this? It's because there is this one time that I and partner had conflict because of another girl and I chose to gave him a chance and until now were still end up staying together the fact that we also knew our other side. Our bad sides from living in together for almost a year.
**So, I just want to share my experience on why is there a second chances between us and how did I handle the situation.**
When I said YES to my partner now, I really never knew on his background regarding his past relationships. All I know that we both just separated from our exes for not more than 5 months. I never knew as well whose his ex before he courted me and what happen to them why they end up breaking their relationship. But when I knew who was the girl, I found out that we both are practice teacher. Meaning, that time his ex was also doing a practice teaching and other than that we both assigned on the same school were we are doing our (on-the-job) training and that is teaching. (What a small world!) Which means were both in the same group. Well, I never felt that I had something to say sorry to her because in the first place I never took him to her because I knew my partner broke up with her already before he courted me. So, I guess I'm not lowering my pride here as a girl.
So, when my partner's ex knows that I was the present. There were really lots of things that she did that I chose not to confront her because I was being professional that time and I don't want to have conflicts on his ex because I knew in myself that I never took him to her anyway. It's my partner who chooses me instead of her. *(chaarrssss...)*
Yes, at this time when his ex did a lot of experiments for him to get back to her I also pushed my partner away from me and told him to get back to his ex because his ex was still craving for him and did everything to ruin us for him to get to her ex. But then again my partner only said to me that if he will still chose his ex he won't court me in the first place but then he courted me meaning he doesn't want to get to his ex again because as what he additionally said, he wants to respect himself since when he would chose to be staying again in his ex, he doesn't respect himself anymore. He said such thing because, the reason why my partner decides to cut his ties to his ex because his ex cheated him many times and his ex admitted to him that she was really cheating and got involved on other guy while there's in a relationship. That's why he never wanted to get back to his ex anymore because he want to respect himself. Therefore, I stopped pushing my partner back to his ex because he aske me not to do it since he will not going to get back to her. This ex of him as well, still did such things maybe she wanted me to confront her so that we can have conflicts but I just really kept my feet on the ground and I really never confronted her even my co-majors that time told me that I had the right to confront because I never did wrong to her in the first place. In fact, she's the reason why my partner chose me instead of her and never chose to get back to her.
His ex, texted and called my partner everyday that time but my partner ignored it instead he showed all his ex texts and calls and chats. I even teased my partner how handsome he was because he was being chased hardly by his ex.
After such, his ex stopped chasing him already. Maybe she's tired because was always ignored.
When the time of our 2nd shifting of the practice teaching I was then assigned into a school were far from the boarding house where I and my partner are staying. So, every weekdays I was at that assigned school and will just get back during weekends at my boarding house. At this time, his ex and I were not already on the same assigned school because as what I knew his ex was not doing the practice teaching seriously. But, at this time I never knew that his ex was bothering him again while at this assigned school were I'm far from our boarding house. One time, that was weekend of course I'm at the boarding house at this time with my partner. I borrowed his phone because he told he had a movie. So, I watched the movie on his phone but I don't have any intentions to checked his phone calls, texts and chats because I don't checking his phone for I felt like I'm not trusting him if I did and other that that, it's really not my forte to checked his messages or whatever it is in his phone that time.
So, while watching the movie. Actually, I had my other board mate who also watched the movie. In other words, we are two who watched the movie in his phone. Suddenly, while watching since the data was on, there was pop-up message from messenger from a group chats about their subject. But, this board mate of mine which was also a teacher already in the were we both attended and my co-worker now as well asked me to open the message and told him I don't want to because it's from a group chat though. But, he really insisted and his the one who opened the chats then he scrolled down the messages from the messenger and there we saw the name of his ex. Meaning they had a conversation. I asked my board mate not to open it but then again he opened it and we both read their conversations.
***"The conversation about was of course the girl again asked my partner to get back to her because she misses him and my partner also replied asking the girl to come at the boarding house but the girl refuses to come because she wants, she will just come at the boarding house if only my partner would broke up with me and get back to her."***
With what I read, the tears just suddenly poured down my face because I felt betrayed and I had in my mind that why did my partner asked his ex to come to our boarding house. My board mate just hugged me, after that and I told him what should I do. Then my board mate said, that I need to talked first to my partner before taking actions.
So, what I did I talked to him and asked him about their conversation and to know why he asked his ex to come in our boarding house when I wasn't there. He did explained the reason why he chatted back, he said it's because he was teased by his friends that time to get the revenge from what his ex did to her. He wanted his ex to felt the hope because he wanted to get revenge and in the end he will just dumped her since he was hurt on what she did to him. That's his explanation, but still I don't know that time if I believed him or not. I asked him to chose between us because in the first place I pushed him away though to get back to his ex and now he will did such conversation like that to her. What if the girl came at our boarding house, what will happen next? That was what bothers my mind that time. Good thing I found out early. So, I let him decide on what he really felt for me if he just courted me to be the puppet. But he cried, and asked forgiveness from what he did because he was just tempted that time. He told me that he will never replied on the messages of his ex and put an end to it because he said he doesn't want to lose me either. What he did is that, he broke his sim card in front of me and blocked the girl of his Facebook in front of me but before he blocked her he leaved a messaged to his ex to not chat him and ruined as again. But of course, since I was in pain, I really never talked to him for one week, blocked him too on Facebook so that he can't message me.
***During that week, his ex chatted me asking sorry from all the experiments she did and told me that his ex which is my partner really chooses me instead of her because she said that my partner within that week that I never talked and chatted him went to her and said to stopped chasing him and stopped ruining us because he won't come back to her whatever she will do and will chose me over her. Also, she said thank you that I never confronted her and remained professional.***
I was somehow touched by his ex message because I really knew how sincere my partner was on his apology from what he did because he really stopped ties with his ex. Maybe his ex was awaken after what my partner told her.
After that, we both achieved the peace we deserved. I chose to forgive my partner. His ex also stopped chasing him and stopped doing some experiments. I also knew later on that his ex was deactivating her Facebook account and she blocked me too on Facebook. Anyways, that's her way of moving on.
**Then, we made our love to each other much sweeter on the second time.**
Until now, I was glad that I and my partner lived peacefully. From our 3 years of being together that was the only conflict we had that involves another girl. Other than that, if ever we had conflicts it's about other matters. Because I told him that if he will get involved again for the second time on a girl, then I won't hesitate to cut our ties as well.
Life really made things that challenge us. Challenge the relationships we had to someone to test how strong it's foundation. If we can able to still maintain the spark after such unexpected black out.
Love, it's all what we need in this world. Any kind of love actually. But in terms of intimacy, love for me should remains or even gets bigger and bigger so that both will still ends up staying each other after every last breathe.
**That would be all.**
*This seems like a long piece for me. But hopefully you'd still end up reading this until the end.*
**Have a great day!**
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We tend to hate people because were just humans
**Were just humans, and were not perfect.** But why, for instance we felt the hate to other people whom said such hurtful things or words to us. Supposedly, we shouldn't feel such feelings because as I've said were not perfect. We all made mistakes. We made a mistakes and from that mistake other people made such mistakes as well through bad mouthing to what mistakes we've made.
**Now, to forgive and forget such mistake will take place.** But, how can we easily forgive if people already judge us as if they knew us totally by just one mistake we've made. It's like a stain in your white shirts. They will sees first the stain on your white shirts and will say something about it not even looking the beauty of the white shirts. I mean, with just one mistake were being judge as if we killed someone. The good things we did just fades away and only remembers that one mistake. That is why, even if how good we are if we made a mistake once it's already made us the bad one or the evil one.
**Why I had thoughts like this?** It's because I experienced being humiliated and judge by people whom doesn't know me well. A people that I never expected to say something bad to me where in fact they never saw me in person. Moreso, knew me well.That even my own family that knew me well never said such bad words to me and then with them, with one action I did which I accept that it's a mistake done then they said such hurtful words out from that. They judged me as if they knew me from head to toe.
I really hate it especially that this I'm referring to has ties with me and I now left no choice but to accept that they were already part of my son's bloodline.Maybe you know what I mean here.
These people are on my partner's side and honestly I had this hate in my heart to them up until now because I hate their attitude of being ***PLASTIC***. (You know what I mean?) Good in front of you but will just backstab you when your not on their front. Talked things about you that aren't true and mostly exaggerated and this is what I really hate the most. Something like, you became a thief on other people's eyes because that's what they hear about you which are not true.
**I felt this hate to them, because in the first place I never asked them anything to provide us**. In fact, I did all the hard works for my son to have his milk everyday and has food to eat. Even cents I never asked them. If they had given something I never asked that to them. There the one who gave that in their own will. I just thought if they're the one who provides our son's needs I can't imagine how ruined I am. If also I don't have any degree, for sure they're just treated me the worst I could imagine knowing their attitude and ability. Good thing I wasn't and showed them that they had no right of insulting me and confront them back as well.
**How does it happen anyway?**
Now, here's the story. . .
When I and my partner agreed to lived together we first stayed at his grandma's house. We stayed there for 8 months long. You know that staying with the in laws is not easy especially if the in laws are just like what I mentioned above. Your actions were limited and even if your doing good still they had something not good to say when I'm not in front of them.
During our last month there, my partner had fights on his cousin who is a deaf. I'm actually sharing about this matter here about **how they tolerated a deaf's mistake** which turns out to be a spoiled brat. This is were my in laws abilities and attitudes came out. Because they always defended the deaf even if it's his mistake and my partner doesn't want it because he wants to disciplined his cousin for him to realized and understand that what he did was a mistake. But this grandma of my partner always has to say something that aren't true and exaggerated. She always called her family and talked about what my partner did to the deaf and would say that it shouldn't be done to the deaf and we should patience from him because his deaf and can't understand. Then said that we are the one who brought chaos in there house of not having patience to her beloved grandson whose deaf. Were in fact, we or my partner to be exact already put a lot patience but since his cousins did a lot of mistakes already and it's unbearable that's why my partner did the action to disciplined his cousin. But it seems and turns out that we don't have patience because of what we did. https://read.cash/@Janz/tolerating-mistakes-is-really-getting-into-my-nerves-8056b387
Because of that, out of my anger from such thoughts I accidentally posts on my Facebook story about how and what I felt on such matter. My post point is that, ***"why did my partners grandma listens to a deaf when she knew how this deaf were so liar and won't listen to my partner whose telling the truth and would say some exaggerated things instead."*** Because, everytime what a deaf said to her like if he said he was punched by my partner in the face which my partner never did. But his grandma would listen to the deaf instead to my partner. Things like that. That's why I'm also in the middle of my anger because she also said that I pushed my partner to do such things and I was like ***huh. ? whaaat?*** Then, I accidentally post such matter were in fact I didn't want it to be posted because I knew it wasn't right as well. But since, without me knowing my son did click the post and I haven't noticed it. I just noticed it when I received chats from the family of my partner's grandma, her daughter and granddaughter whose in Manila.
This was the time, they chatted me such hurtful words because there point why did I posted like that and it's also the time that I knew that this grandma had lots of things said about me, about us to her family which are all exaggerated and I never thought she said those things because she's good in front of me. How come? Since, I can't handle such things because they already said such words that are below the belt as if they really knew why I posted such matter. Even if as well, they never knew me well and knew the truth because somehow this grandma also is a liar because she would talked too much beyond truth. **The reason why I had this hate to them until now.**
Because I had this attitude that once I was being degraded and humiliated with a false I seems not to like those who said that to me and will hate them no matter what and this is what I felt right now.
That's why after that incident, I really find a house to be rent for us to leave there because I can't bare their plasticity towards me anymore. It's the reason why it's somehow **heavy for us to be free** in that house. Well, I'm glad as well that we separated now and lived in our own. Now, I find peace living separated with the in laws. https://read.cash/@Janz/it-was-so-heavy-for-us-to-be-free-44fda36b
**My partner said that I should forget and forgive them so that I'll find peace in my heart.**
His right actually, but to the pain is still in me. The pain that I felt from all of them still like a stain in my heart that is hard to get. That's why, I hardly forgive them. Not now, and not today. Maybe one day when this stain or pain will gradually healed and that time I can forgive them. But for sure, I'll distant myself to them already because I don't want to be surrounded by plasticity.
**That's all for now. Have a great day!**
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39 months of love and we made it a little special
Celebrating monthsary is not really a must in a relationship, a simple greetings to each other for us is what matters. But of course, making it a little special by cooking some foods is also a memorable one.
I and my partner celebrates our 39th monthsary yesterday, on the 21st of the month. Were both happy from the fact the we still able to reach this far. Well, not that far because I know some already lasts very far. But, just so grateful knowing that we both end up together or chose to be each others side after knowing our true attitudes, our likes and dislikes.
To be honest, I and my partner were very opposite. When I like something but he doesn't seem to like what I like then vice versa. When I wanted to turn on the fan because it's so hot but he doesn't like to turn it on because he felt cold and vice versa but of course the decision ends up to me, Haha. In other words, we really are opposites but they said opposite attracts. Maybe, that's the reason why we still at each other side aside from having a son.
I must say that I was lucky having him by my side because the time I got pregnant he stays by my side and never abandoned me. Being pregnant before marriage is not what matters. What matters is the fact that someone will hold your hands tightly after such incident and can able to to support our child's needs. Were just humans, and formality on such matter I don't think so is important. The only important for me is that, I had someone that I can assure that there's no other parties involved and my kids will not be at risks. That's why, I'm happy celebrating yesterday with him because he also said that he already understood my attitude well. Because, for all you know my attitude is worst when I really don't like such things he does. I also don't like when our house became messy that's why he knows how to clean it as well because first and foremost I hate lazy people. Since, he knew my dislikes I was glad that he avoided all my dislikes and so do I as well. I avoided those things that he doesn't like I'm doing.
Relationship is really a matter of understanding each others side. Were just lucky if we chose someone that understand as no matter what and of course it's always and should be a vice versa. Because, if only one of you understand and the other won't listen then that maybe the start of a toxic relationship.
So much for that....
Yesterday, for the first time since most of the time we just only greeted each other on our monthsary. I decided to cooked something and ordered a pizza as our appreciation to each other we made a little special by cooking foods since we both loved foods.
After were done in our morning routine like taking a bathe cleaning the house we both went to the market together with our kid and bought the things that are needed.
***We bought pizza. . .***
It's a hawaiian pizza. I actually want the beef in flavor but since it's not available only hawaiian were available yesterday.
***We cooked for the first time, a chicken menudo . . .***
Actually, it's our first cooking this food. I was the one who guides my partner on how to cooked this but honestly it was also my first time cooking such. But, the taste of it were not bad as the first timer.
***We cooked spaghetti. . .***
It's my first time cooking spaghetti as well. So, I asked guidance from my partner's sister since she already tried many times cooking such food. So, again not bad for a first timer. The taste were good, since I add up sugar on it.
***Then finally, served it on our table.*** . .
It was such a memorable one because as I've said it was our first time celebrating our monthsary like this. Cooking something to somehow made it a little special. Well, both of us are not also into such a grand celebrations. We just prefer to be simple and have it simple.
**I just hoped we still end up together and stays each other sides until our last breathe.**
Just a little story regarding selfies together. We both actually not fond of taking pictures together. Because we both are not photogenic. When I asked him to have pictures he doesn't want it. If he asked me as well to have pictures then I also disagrees. It was just yesterday that we both agreed to have take some selfies together since our son was also sleeping at this time. Therefore, we had to taken time to do some selfies.
That's all for today.
Great day ahead all of you!
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Vaccinated: At last, I've decided
**2PM yesterday I got my first dose of the COVID- vaccine....**
I've been sharing here about my **hesitations that hinders me** to get vaccinated but yesterday I already made up my mind and in the end decided to take the risks and do my part and ***at last I've decided*** to get vaccinated. https://read.cash/@Janz/hesitations-hinders-me-306cf87a
In my article about my hesitations on getting the vaccine. I shared that one that made me hesitant to take it is because of my allergy since I had severe allergies on foods, smoke and dusts. I had as well an asthma that always attacks me everytime my allergies showed up. I'm hesitant because I didn't know of what will be the vaccine's long term effect on me after getting it or even it's short term effect.
But since, my work is at risks if I'm not vaccinated because the school president wrote down a memo that they will not hire or renew a contract once not vaccinated because they had target and that is to achieved the ***"heard immunity"***.
Getting a vaccine or to have a vaccination card seems to be a compulsory now or has been a priority already.
This kind of thoughts somehow saddened me because the law says that we can decide weather we want to get vaccinated or it wasn't a compulsory for us to get the vaccine. But what happens today seems the other way around because some establishments required the vaccination card as an entry pass.
Just like the school I worked at, were it requires all its staffs and faculties to be fully vaccinated. The reason is that, we will be undergoing the face-to-face class so it's a must or much better for us teachers to be fully vaccinated.
Just like as well in our senior citizens in here. They said that they will not be given a subsidy for the senior citizens once they are not vaccinated. How cruel right? Don't they have a choice of this matter? Why forced them to get vaccinated when they don't want to get the vaccine because they also know that their health will be at risks since they're the one who knows their health. Just like my grandma she said, she don't want the vaccine because she's afraid of what might it's effect on her health knowing she's old and her immune system were not that tough.
Moreso, I've heard that more establishments here in our city were already requiring a vaccination card just to get inside.
Well, for me getting vaccinated were good actually because it helps stopped or minimized the spread of the virus. But what's not good for me is to eliminates the rights of the people. Like we had the choice not to get the vaccine but somehow we don't have a choice but to take it because vaccination card starts to be a requirement for us to transacts on different establishments and even to get a job.
But, why did I end up deciding to get vaccinated.
Despites the hesitations that hinders me I end up taking my first dose of the vaccine. But before that, of course I went first to my Doctor and asked his permission if I it's okay for me to get vaccinated knowing that I had asthma and allergies but my doctor said it's no problem and I'm capable of taking the vaccine. Therefore, with that I took the risks because I also believed that the doctor won't say yes if it will harm me.
So, yesterday I went to the venue and there were already lots of people in line and my number was already in 600plus. So what I did after getting my number was going back to school and just went back to the venue once my number were almost on the first line. That is why at 2PM I was already vaccinated with the first dose.
I'm glad that until now, I don't feel anything or a side effects of the vaccine because they said some were having a fever after getting the vaccines. But in my case, I'm totally fine and never felt anything like a reaction of the vaccine to my body.
I also felt that I'm grateful in doing my part as a citizen.
I knew that the world right now wanted that most of the people must or should have fully vaccinated so that this enemy that cannot be seen be minimized and the numbers of positive will be lessen as well. But, I'm also aware that being fully vaccinated is not a guarantee that will not be infected because as what they said it can be infected again but will only have the mild effect of the virus. But still, I'm happy that I was fine after taking my first dose. **Now, for it's long term effect. I still don't know but I hope it's not that worst.**
**How about you? Are you already done participating in the COVID vaccination?**
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Truly, madly, deeply!
`November 17, 2021`
***"2nd day that I'm away with my son, 2nd morning that I'm not laying and waking up beside my son and 3rd night were I'm not with him by his side sleeping."***
Being a mother, there were lots of considerations to take. When I become one, I had lots of responsibilities being portray and that is being a mother literally. One of it's responsibility is of course to take good care of our child every day and night. Ever since I gave birth to our son I was the one who was very hands on in caring our son. After I gave birth, I was the one who suffers those sleepless nights, waking up so early, those feeling that you still wanted to sleep but you can't because you need to wake up since your child needs milk from us. Those moments that I carry my son for a longers hours just to let him sleep because he doesn't want to be laid down. I must say the tiring moment was being carried by myself because those times that my son was still in months old, I and my partner were not living together. I was with my parents and he was in there hometown which was very far from our place here at my parents. That is why I was really the one who took care of our son for 1 year because right after our son turns 1-year old we decided to live in together. At this time, I had someone who could helped me with our son. But still I was there. I was there by my son sides every morning I woke up and every night when I off to sleep. I've always seen my son everyday. Maybe that's the reason why son as well want me to carry him every time he sees me and let me played him.
When I started working in this work I had now. I always left our home there at my partner's hometown and lived or stayed here at my parent's place because my workplace is far from our home. So, every work days I was here staying at my parent's place. The first to 3rd week of working, I always brought with me our son here at my parent's place. So, everytime I'll came home from work I have my son who waits for me at the front door and then when he saw me he smiled and laughed and uttered the word *"mama" or "nana".* Then, asked to carry him immediately. This moment really made my heart beats faster. All the tiredness I felt after work fade away everytime I see my son waiting for me everytime I get home. Then, hugged and kissed me. It's really such a wonderful feeling a mother would feel and I'm so grateful with that said feeling.
My first time of being away with son...
This week, this week is the first week thag I haven't brought my son with me here at my parent's place and just left my son to his father at our house together with my partner's siblings. I left my son there because I'm already shy with my mom who will looked at my son the whole day when I was at work and knowing that my mom is also a busy person, and had to do lots of household chores. That's why I decided to left my son to his father instead and his father will looked and took care of him instead. As I've said, were far away from each other because our place were far away as well. It's still a 2-hour or almost a 2-hour ride to get there at our house starting here at my parent's place. That's why I will not being seeing my son for the whole weekdays this week.
I hate the feeling of being away with my son...
Knowing that I'm always with my son's side for almost 2 years. Being away with even just a week is already a struggle for me. Even the first night that slept alone without my son in my side was so hard for me and in that first night I really had hard time sleeping because I always thought of my son even I tried myself not to but my mind always thought of him that I even pictured out and remembers those moments that I'm off to sleep with my son.
That's why, I do a video call to my partner to see them and my son. But everytime I did that my son would cried out loud because I felt he wanted to see me personally.
As I've wanted to carry my son because his crying but I can't. But I asked my partner if he was also crying if were not in a video call. The he said, *"No, he will just cry when we had a video call."*
It somehow hurts me seeing my crying and called me over the phone because I knew he misses me and wanted me to carry him because he was so "mama's boy".
That's why, I will just endure it for a week and not to do video call so that my son won't cry seeing me over the phone.
So, I'll ve seeing my son again this coming Saturday. Since, every weekend I went home there and get back here for work every Monday morning.
So, that's it for now.
A piece of a mother who misses her son in ***truly, madly, deeply!***
**Have a great day ahead!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Let's call it a day
**Tick! Tack! Tick! Tack**!
I hear that sounds early in the morning and when I checked the time it's still 3AM. Then I went back to sleep when I realized that the sounds was brought by the heavy rain. It is the sound when the rain hits the ceiling. ***"Tick, tack, Tick, tack".***
6AM. I woke up at this time again. Well, anyways it's already time to get up though. ***"Tick, tack, Tick, tack".*** Still I hear the sound. Then I was like, really? Until up this time I can still hear you? Can you just skip this day not letting me hear your sound in our ceiling. Because I'm tired hearing you since I can't make things done for you hindered me to do so.
Well, I'm talking about the rain. Yesterday, Saturday I planned to get home here in our home at my partner's place. But early morning, the rain was so heavy that's why I ended up hesitant if I go home or not. I observed first how the rain was going. Good thing at almost 7AM, the rain stopped. So, when my mother if I will be going home or not. I said, I will since the rain stopped already. I then packed the clothes of my son. Exactly 7AM, we lived the house.
While were on our way, I really can't help capturing the beauty of nature.
I captured this one while the motorcycle of my father was moving. Good thing it never blurred and captured it beautifully. As you can see, while were on our way the lights are already showing up after the heavy rain. It seems like the weather were on my side at this moment.
Still, captured this photo again. As I love seeing the smooth clear sea. It made me felt calm along our way. I even missed going out to the beach. But since, I had no time for my so busy schedule I wasn't able to have time fo beach. Maybe, this christmas were going out to a beach since we planned it with my family to spend our christmas in a beach.
But, as usual I never expected that we can't encounter rain. Since, there were areas that are raining.
When we passed the highest bridge in the Philippines, the ***"Agas-agas bridge"***. As you can see, it was raining. That's why as I've wanted to see the beautiful view in that particular area I failed. Since the area as well were surrounded by the fog. This bridge actually is the last part of Southern Leyte province. After passing this bridge the next Barangay or barrio is already part of the Leyte province amd the first barrio of my partner's hometown, our place as well. Therefore, few minutes later we already arrived in our house here at my partner's hometown. Our house, to be exact a rented one. Because we already separated from my in laws.
When we arrived here, my son was so happy seeing his father and he hugged and kissed his father immediately while uttering ***"Tata***" his word for ***"tatay"***.
Then, since I myself and my mother never took our breakfast. So, we eat right after we arrived here in my house since before that I chatted my partner to cooked a viand. Then, here's what he cooked for us.
He cooked ***"adobong gulay na sari-sari"*** in Tagalog term. It's actually a nutritious one and I love so much the vegetables. I love eating vegetables and that's my truly favorite viand.
So, during afternoon of that day Saturday. My parents together with my two younger siblings who sent us here already going back to their place as well. Then, we bid goodbye to them.
But my day never ends yet. Since, when night was approaching it was raining again. So, I bought fish and veggies to have a fish soup for our dinner.
Taaddaannn.... The fish soup that I loved. That was also good for a cold weather. My partner again was the one who cooked this one. Actually, his the cooked here in the house. His good at cooking as well so, instead of me cooking. I let him do the job since he also loved cooking.
So, that was it.
Now, I'll call it a day.
*Actually, this article supposedly be published yesterday which was Saturday because all this was happening yesterday but since my laziness on making article hits me. So, that's why I wrote it today and published this today instead. Hopefully, you'd still enjoy reading this article of mine even it it's nonsense one.*
**Aja!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Missing Each Other
`November 12, 2021`
Have you experienced to be in a long distance relationship? How was it for you? Does your relationship worked out in that scenario?
I've heard a lot of stories about a long distance relationships from the people I've known and most of their relationships failed. Some were also able to surpassed on that kind of set up. Well, every relationships have different stories to tell anyway. Whatever it's kind of set up. But I'll have to talk on a long distance kind of set up in this article.
I've actually been into many long distant relationships before. I have an ex were we broke up because of such set up. Well, in the first place were not in a long distance relationship because we always seen each other since were just living in the same barrio. But when he went to Manila to work which is very far from our place. It's from Luzon part and our place is from Visayas part. I guess it's just a month after he flew to Manila then we broke up. The reason was misunderstanding and it's hard to fixed it when were far away from each other. Then the following relationships I had still in a long distance just like once or twice in a month we've seen each other, still it doesn't worked out for me.
Then I met someone from same boarding house were I'm staying when I was still in my 3rd year college. We both understand each other then later on we became girlfriend and boyfriend. We were in an intimate relationship to the point the we already shared a room in our boarding house were like living in partners. That's actually our set-up for a year. We've been together all days seeing each other everyday and even every night. Because of intimacy, I became pregnant and that is our son now. For me, I thought that our relationship worked out because were seeing each other everyday unlike in my past relationships that are mostly long distance.
But, the time of my pregnancy I've stayed at my parents house and he my partner stayed at a boarding house since he was still studying. During weekends he went home in my parents place there we see each other. That was our set-up until I gave birth. During weekends he went home to my parents place where I'm living but sometime he went home to his hometown which is far from our place with my parents.
**Then, here comes the pandemic.** The reason why we'd undergone and been engaged into a long distance relationship. That time they stopped going to school because that was the declaration of the mass lockdown in every municipalities and provinces. Then, he was at his hometown at that time and were not allowed to travel because of the strict policies of the lockdown. Therefore, were enduring the long distance relationship with almost a year with just chatting, sometimes cannot communicate with him because our place doesn't have signal. We still need to go somewhere else to have a better signal then the fact that we can't easily go out due to the lockdown implementation that time. So, it's really hard in my part.
For almost a year of being in that kind of long distance thing. A lot happened between us. We argued always through chats, texts or calls. I always made him angry and I'll always start arguing with him on some little things. Because I made little things a big deal. I always said to broke up with him that time but he just refuses anytime I said that to him because what he always said to me that I'm in the mood of anger and he will just listens to me breaking up with him if I'm not angry. I don't know, because before in that almost a year of being away from each other I also suffered from post-partum depressions that's why even with just some little things I made it a big deal and argued with him many times. This is one of the reason why I hate being in a long distance because sometimes when I missed someone badly I tend to argue instead to send some sweet messages.
I had this kind of attitude that I hate the most of myself. I don't know. Maybe I'm just like this. I'm just lucky that my partner at this time understand how I felt. I know sometimes his somehow tired because I always argued with him and I knew he doesn't like that. When were together, we just rarely have fights but that time when were apart from each other every week we had a fight and I don't even dare to chat him for a week once we had a fight. He will always be the one who find ways to communicate back to me. Maybe he knows how post-partum really is because he acts that way. I really expect him to get out in our relationship that time. But good thing we able to survived in that kind of challenged that we both faced and learnt some lessons from it. Maybe were adjusting that time, or I'm adjusting that time since I'm used to be with him days and nights for a year. Maybe that's one of the reason aside from the fact I also suffered a post-partum depression.
**Then, recently.** As I've shared also in here that I was hired and now working at my college alma mater and this school were also far from our home their at my partner's hometown. Again, we are in a long distance set-up for the second time. Since it's been 3 weeks that we haven't seen each other. But this time it's not like before that every time we chats we always argued. I'm happy that I'm not like what I used to be before when I'm far from my partner. Maybe times had passed as well made me more mature. Because before, I felt like I was so immature if only I'm not in a depression due to giving birth. Now, we missed each other everyday. Even we chat everyday but it's really different when were together. The bond is different. It felt like a day passed that has something has something empty or that wasn't filled in. Maybe because, were always been together for several months then suddenly been away from each other again for almost a month now.
Well, actually. I planned to get home there at our rented house every weekend. But sad to say this past three weeks I wasn't able to get home because I'm thinking on the money I'll be wasting for the fare knowing that my salary was delayed. Good thing last Wednesday our salary from October was already given. Therefore, I can now able to get home. Since, he said he also missed badly our son. So, I will be going home there tomorrow and I planned to left him our son for the following weeks.
**That's how we missed each other everyday.**
A big thanks to social medias because this is one of the way to somehow lessen our feeling of missing out each other.
***This is just my thoughts of the day. A nonsensical article. Apologized for that.***
Have a great day forward!!!
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I haven't failed in an interview so far
`November 11, 2021 see`
**Applying for a job.** One of it's pre-requisite for us to be selected and be hired is to passed the interview part. Mostly, interviews were done after we submitted our papers for application like our resume, application letter and other necessary documents. But we can only able to faced the interview part once the recruiters are satisfied in our papers or if we able to meet their standards.
Mostly says, that they feared on the interview part. They will somehow got nervous in the said part. In my case, of course everytime I was called to have an interview I felt the excitement from the fact that my papers submitted to them was suited in their preferences. But at the same time, I felt like my nerves were cracking. I always thought if I can able to answer their questions correctly and if I can able to deliver my answers fluently through English language.
**But I guess I'm just so lucky for so far, I haven't failed any interviews everytime I applied for a job.**
So far, after I graduated college I applied four jobs. So, I'm going to share on how was it all going.
***First job application: applying as teacher in a private high school institution***
Right after I graduated college, I applied immediately into a private school a teaching job. Of course, I graduated with a bachelor's degree on secondary education so I immediately apply my course on the teaching field.
Before our graduation, my friend told me that a certain private high school were hiring a Math teacher. So, I then grabbed the opportunity and submit a resume even if our graduation wasn't done.
The time I went to that certain private school to submit my resume and application letter I never expected that I'll be doing on the spot interview on that certain time. When the principal said after he saw my resume if am I ready for the interview. I was like, "*huh.? Whaatttt? I thought I'm only submitting my papers and the interview will be in the following days."*
Since, I'm eager to get that job. I said, *Yes I'm ready*. After several questions the principal said, ***Your hired!***
Very pleasing to hear. Just two words but means a lot already.
Therefore, I got the first job and I taught on a that private school right after our graduation.
***2nd job application: applying as online teacher in a certain ESL company***
This application was done 11 months after I gave birth to my first child.
My first job didn't last longer because I got pregnant and I had suffered from several attacks of my allergy every week. So that's why, I decide to just resigned in that job.
Then, when my son was already 11 months old I again applied for another job but in this time pandemic already strikes so I had difficulty on applying a face-to-face job. That's why I tried my lucky on the online teaching scheme where I taught foreign students. So, I then sent my resume online in the website of such certain ESL company I'm applying for then booked an interview date.
When my interview came, I went to an internet cafe where that company were located for it's office-based scheme. So, the interview was done through skype call or phone call. In my case, it's a skype call.
A lot of questions being asked and I just relaxed myself and answered all of it confidently even though I knew in myself I'm not that fluent in English. Then, afterwards the interviewer sum up my performance on that interview and in the end the interviewer said, ***Your qualified to next step.*** That means I passed the interview and will continue on the next process of the application.
I was so excited then. I passed the interview but I haven't succeeded on the next process of the application due to some technical problems.
***3rd job application: still applying for an online teaching job***
When I and my partner lived together we planned that I will just do work from home it's because of the pandemic as well where it's dangerous to be outside from the possibilities that we may get infected by the virus. That's why my partner bought a computer set for me when he got his scholarship stipend.
When we had our PC, I then seek online on some teaching jobs and I really got one.
Well, the interview wasn't new to me at all because this job was just related to the 2nd job I'm applying. So, I nailed on it's interview part.
I got the job, and I was teaching online to the foreign students mostly were Chinese students.
***4th job application: applying as visiting instructor in a university (my college alma mater)***
When, my previous job was done because of some changes in the company.
I again search for another job. Then my batch mate told me that our college alma mater needs a visiting instructor for Math. This time I felt like opportunity wer knocking my door again since at this time I'm really frustrated to get a job. Of course, I then grabbed the opportunity again. I went to the university and submitted my resume.
2 days after I submitted my resume. The HR of the school chatted me that I'll be facing an interview on the next day but through google meet or a virtual interview. So this time, since I'm at my parents place and I don't have connection, I then rushed into our place of my partner since our computer was there.
I prepared my topic to be demonstrated to the panels. Then, during the interview I've got a lot of questions from the heads of the school afterwards I demonstrated to them my topic.
Then, few hours later. The HR chatted my that I was hired. You can check the full details of this **here.** Since, I wrote an article about that matter. https://read.cash/@Janz/blessings-answered-prayer-for-today-f3588b35
This is actually my recent job now. A visiting instructor in my college alma mater university.
I must say, that so far luck is with me in terms of applying a job. Because, I able to passed the crucial part of getting the job which is the interview part. Hopefully, the next time I'll be lucky again and again.
That's all for today everyone.
**Have a great day ahead!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Ang laro na kung tawagin ay BUHAY
`November 10, 2021`
**Ang buhay ng tao ay may maraming tungkulin at alam natin yan.**
Bawat isa sa atin ay may ginagampanan sa ating bawat isang buhay at dapat natin itong matutunan. Kung ikaw ay isang Ina o Ama ng tahanan ay gagampanan mo ito ng maayos. Kapag sumakay ka ng pampasaherong sasakyan ay magiging pasahero ka naman. Araw araw ay maaaring mag iiba ang iyong ginagampanan sa buhay. Kaya dapat tayong maging responsable sa kung ano man ang magiging tungkulin natin sa araw araw na tayo ay nagsusumikap na maabot ang ating ina asam-asam na pangarap. Bagama't may mga tungkulin na mahirap para sa atin pero dapat din nating malampasan ang nasabing hirap sapagka't ang mga yan ay kasama sa laro ng buhay.
Ngayon ay nais kong ibahagi sa artikulong ito ang naging tungkulin ko sa buhay.
Noong nag aaral ako sa kolehiyo at nasa unang taon pa lamang sa kursong **BSIT** ***(Bachelor of Science in Information Technology)*** at nasa huling taon naman siya sa kolehiyo sa kursong BSED ay naging mapusok kami ng aking iniibig o kasintahan. Sa madaling salita nabuntis ko siya at ako ay magiging ama na. Hindi pa ako handa sa bago kung tatahakin at gagampanan sa aking buhay ngunit hindi kana maaaring umatras pa at ayaw ko naman na masaktan ang aking iniibig sapagkat mahal ko siya. Kakayanin alang-alang sa kanya at sa batang dinadala niya.
Ang pagiging isang AMA ay hindi isang laro na kung ayaw mo na ay pwede mong ihinto. Datapwa't ito'y isang tungkulin na gagampanan ko habambuhay. Tungkulin na dapat ako'y maging responsable at maging isang magandang modelo sa aking anak. Kaya't unang hakbang na ginawa ko upang maging responsable at magandang modelo ay iniwan ko ang bisyo ko sa pagsisigarilyo nung nalaman kong ako'y magiging ama na. At ngayon, masaya ako sapagka't dalawang taon na ang nakalipas na iniwan ko ang nasabing bisyo. Dahil, bilang isang ama ayaw kong makita ang aking anak na gagaya sa akin sa paninigarilyo at ayaw ko ring bigyan ng sakit ng ulo ang aking asawa sapagka't ayaw din niya ang pagsisigarilyo.
Ang pagiging ama, noong una ay mahirap mag adjust sapagkat na bago pa lamang, nagkakamali at natututo naman. Mahirap na magaan, masaya na malungkot, at masarap na mapait. At minsan nga ay naitanong ko sa aking sarili kung paano ko ito gagampanan ng maayos kung ako'y nag aaral pa. Mabuti nga at sa kabila ng mga yan at sa tulong ng aking iniibig ang ina ng aking anak ay hindi naging mahirap sa akin sapagka't siya rin ang gumagabay sa akin kung paano ang tamang gawin kung nag aalaga ng sanggol. Kagaya ng, paano lalagyan ng diaper ang sanggol. Kaya't ang masasabi ko lang ay napaka swerte ko sa aking kasintahan kahit minsan ay naging tigre siya pero mahal na mahal ko pa rin siya. At hindi ko alam ang gagawin kung sila ng aming anak ay mawalay sa akin dahil sila ang dahilan kung bakit ako masaya ngayon sa kabila ng aking pangungulila sa aking mga magulang na pumanaw na.
Kaya't. . .
**Sa araw-araw na pagkakamali ay araw-araw din tayong natututo kung paano mabuhay.** Sa kabila ng mga pagsubok ay may mga bagay na nakakapag pasaya sa amin at yun ang aming anak.
Dapat talaga ay ihanda natin ang ating mga sarili sa magiging tungkulin natin bukas sa makalawa at sa susunod na araw at mga buwan. Dahil hindi natin alam kung ano ang susunod na hakbang na ating pupuntahan, ngayun may kayamanan ka bukas makalawa maaaring ito'y wala na o ngayon baka sayo'y tagtuyo't masaklap baka mamaya ay ginhawa't tag sibol na.
**Ang buhay ay parang laro ng Chess.**
Ayon nga kay Allan Rufus (Sa Tagalog Translation),
*"Ang buhay ay parang laro ng Chess. Para manalo kailangan mo igalaw mga pyesa mo, bawat galaw ay pinag paplanuhan ng maayos. At sa bawat pagkakamali natin at sa bawat aral na makukuha natin sa laro, magiging kagaya tayo ng mga pyesa sa laro na tinatawag na* ***BUHAY****."*
**Nawa'y pagtuunan nang pansin at kapupulutan ng aral ang aking gawa.**
~Junix
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Hesitations hinders me
Nowadays, we all knew we are facing the world of chaos due to pandemic brought by the unseen killer. A killer that is contagious and widely spreading all over the world. It's difficult to defeat it for we haven't seen this killer. It already harmed a lot of people. A lot of people were already died because of this said killer. A lot were at the hospital struggling because of it and they tried to fight for it for their lives is at stake.
**Well, I'm talking on the spreading virus which is the COVID-19.** This virus was making the world into it's new normal phase. It even produces different variants that are more crucial. Therefore, to prevent this from spreading people are asked to cooperate on the protocols that are being implemented. Like, staying at home, wearing face masks and face shields when going out, distant ourselves 1-meter from another, and many more just to at least minimized it's contamination. That's why as well, the experts produces vaccines that helped people not to get easily infected by this said virus.
My country were already deploying the different types of vaccines and convincing the people to get vaccinated for it's the best way they thought that can minimized the number of positive cases since it's already spreading all over my country too. There were already lots of people who participated on the campaign to be heard immune. They participated by getting vaccinated on whatever that vaccine available. But we can't also denied those facts, that there were people that are afraid to get vaccinated and hesitant for there's cases that more people who also get vaccinated died. Afraid from the thought that they maybe planted chips in their body. A lot fear of that sense, that's why their hesitant.
**I am actually one of those who are hesitant to get vaccinated and I have lots of reason to be hesitant.**
Some of the reasons are...
***I had severe allergies on foods,smokes, dust, etc.***
I'm actually sharing here as well how was I when I had allergy attacks. It's quite hard for me everytime my allergy visited me. Then, they said if someone had allergies it's somehow risky to take the vaccines.
I'm afraid of that sense. I'm afraid that it may complicate once I took the vaccine. I'm not yet ready for that instance. I had a little son with me and I don't want something may happen to me if I risked myself. I know I'm thinking negatively of this but this was really what I thought of. That's why I'm hesitant.
If only I don't have such allergy, then for sure I'm already fully vaccinated as of this time.
I'm actually searching about it because I really wanted to take a vaccine.
As I've been searching of it, I found out that it's okay for those who had allergies to take the vaccines but of course with more precautions. We must make sure that we knew what's the component of the certain vaccines to know if there's that can trigger the allergy. But better idea is to consult with a doctor first before taking the vaccine.
***All vaccines are still on it's experimental stage or clinical trials***
This one also hinders me knowing that I had history on allergies and I even take a maintenance of my allergy daily to avoid it from visiting me because once I skip even just a day not taking my anti-allergy pill I would felt it's symptoms like itchy throats, eyes, ears, aching nails and difficulty of breathing.
That's why by knowing that the vaccines were still on it's experimental stage meaning the studies and experiments of it were not yet done and then it was already deployed. Which means as well, that all those who took the vaccines where also being experimented.
I'm really afraid from this fact since I still don't know what will be it's after affect on me once I got the shot.
**I am not sharing this to be against with the vaccines. I'm only sharing this because these are what my thoughts towards it because as I've said I don't know what will be it's after effect on me knowing that I had an allergy history, severe allergy to be exact.**
I really wanted to take the shot because I knew one day vaccination card will be one of the requirements if we are going to transact to different establishments and applied for work. Actually, it even started nowadays. Some establishments already requiring the vaccination card strictly. Therefore, it may be hard for me if I'm not fully vaccinated especially that I will be teaching and I don't want to risked my students life just because I'm not vaccinated. Not just my students, but my whole family and all the people around me especially my son.
That's why I want to put an end to this hesitations that hinders me. I want to give it a try by taking those precautions before doing the actions.
Hopefully, everything went well for me on this and hopefully in the end I'll made the right decision.
Actually, three members of my family already took their vaccines. My two brothers and my father. They were now fully vaccinated.
**A blessed day!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Let's have fun with OMG
`November 7, 2021`
I woke up 2AM today, not new for me actually for I always woke at that time even 12 midnight I woke up and grinding until 6AM. The reason? Well, because of internet connection here in my parent's place since daytime ang night time signal connection were a head ache for me. That's why on daytime during weekends if I'm at my parent's place I'll really went to a place were signal was good that I can able to access my accounts and social media accounts as well and checked some messages from my students.
That's why yesterday, I went to my cousin's place and stayed there for I need to have internet connection since I need to download modules and of course to access my account here, on noise cash and other important accounts for me.
***So much for that. I talk too much already. Lol***
**For this article of mine today.** I actually searching what kind of topic I should write because I'm totally blank. That's why I looked into ideas. Then, when I browsed my Facebook news feed, I saw a post of someone who shared the game she tried on OMG. Do you know what OMG game is on facebook?
It's actually a random question that if you played or chose that questions you like to know it showed up a possible answer.
For this time, I'm gonna share my results of some of the questions. It's quite funny though knowing it's results.
Let's start and have some fun.
***First question...***
*I actually shared this one on facebook for it's funny for me. The treatment were unexpected in sense. Lol*
*But my thought for this is, maybe loneliness may fade in such moment but the moody feeling for sure can't be treated.*
*I diefinitely won't take this treatment and will find another physician. Lol*
***Second question...***
*For this one. I think it's vague for me to achieved this in 2022.*
*How I wished I can have a new house this coming year. My own house to be exact but currently I don't think I can achieved this next year knowing that I still don't have a regular job and my partner was still studying and his still 4th year college now.*
*Maybe, the year after next year hopefully we can start building it already for it's dream with my partner to have our own house and home.*
***Third question...***
*Well, I must say I'm in the middle. For I can't say that I really have the purest heart and soul. Were humans and we have sinned. We are sinners. In that sense, I can't totally say that my heart and soul were pure.*
*I am good but won't let others abuse me for being so good. When I had something to help I definitely help. I tried to have that pure heart and soul but it's quite unattainable the fact that we are sinners.*
***Fourth question...***
*Haha. Why? OMG, why are you not good to me. Can it be other celebrity like Marian Rivera? Haha*
*Anyways, feeling assuming here. Lol Maybe it's O'neal because of body size. But do we really looked alike? Can someone tell me that? Haha*
***Fifth question...***
*I was amazed when OMG knows my right age. But I'm more amazed with it's break down with 30 on mind part. Well, maybe it's the highest for I'm more of a matured thinker than my age on most things.*
*But, how I wished it was more younger since I have a younger face. Chaarrss, that's ironic actually haha.*
***Sixth question...***
*This is a hundred percent missing in my life since birth. Haha*
*Who wouldn't want to have that much right? But all I wanted is that just to have stable job that can give me stable income as well. A million dollars? It's actually a too much blessing for me. For sure I had enough to help other people in need.*
***Seventh question...***
*This somehow true but mostly not. Sometimes, I can't control myself comparing to others but when I found it out that I'm already pressuring myself. I then rationalized myself and radiates my negative thoughts to a positive one and thought that I want to be happy my whole life so I shouldn't compare myself to others because I'm different from them.*
***Eight question...***
*This one is quite true.*
*Smile even when I'm sad? This happens most of the times for I don't others to know that I'm sad and struggling. That's how pretentious I am with ny real feelings. But, I had someone beside me that knows my real feeling so it's hard for me to pretend that to him. It's not good to pretend the real feeling I had but I just don't want others pity for me so I'll just let it be.*
***Lastly...***
*How I wished I had a twins. I loved having twins and I'll be grateful if God gave me such blessings.*
*But for 2022, maybe that's not that right time. It I and my partner both have a stable job. Then, why not? Because we wanted to have another so that our son won't be alone in this world if our time will end.*
That's all everyone. I'm really having fun playing such game. I hope you had fun reading this entry of mine today as well.
By the way, you can play and found this game in Facebook.
**Have a great day ahead!**
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***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Delayed
Whose experiencing a delayed wages in here? What's your say about it? Is it just favorable in your part? or Is it the other way around for you?
When I was hired, I was told that there's a possibility of a salary delayed and asked if it's fine for me or not? Of course, as a job seeker I don't mind that at all because even it's delayed I know that I had something to wait at least. But, what if bills are left and right and you had a debt that need to be paid? Then, I can say a delayed wages really is not favorable as well especially if it was delayed for 1 to 2 weeks already.
I start working October 14 but our official classes starts at October 19. So, supposedly at the end of the month we will have our salary already.
But things happen which the reasons of the delayed salary.
October ends on 31st which was Sunday. Therefore, last Friday of October it was 29. Then, since the requirements for our salary was of course to submit a DTR *(daily time record)* and attachments of evidences that were doing a class within that 15 days.
**There's an attachments of evidence** since we are doing online classes unlike if it's face-to-face scheme of classes where attachments isn't needed at all. So, we were able to finalized our DTR and the attachment on the 2nd day of November since November 1 which was Monday where supposedly we can able to submit our DTR but it was then a holiday since it was ***"All Saints Day."*** That means, we were able to submit our DTR on the 2nd day of November.
I'm sharing this, because the earlier we can submit our DTR the earlier as well we can receive our salary. So, when we submit on the 2nd day of November we should expect a salary 3 days after we submit it or within that week.
But, last Thursday. Our area head told us that one of the personnel in our cashier's office was diagnosed positive to COVID-19. Therefore, the other personnel since they were just two in the cashier's office was also quarantined and need to be swabbed for she's also the close contact of the positive one. Therefore, there's no personnel on the cashier's office until last Friday and maybe even on this week coming. Their office was closed. The fact that, all the transactions in terms of finances including our salary will be done at the cashier's area. Therefore, we never expected to received our salary last Friday and this coming weeks. We just hoped that the closed contact one will not be also positive.
But yesterday, my co-teacher told me that salary was already there and he told me to went down to admin building since our salary was care off by the accounting department. So, I went to admin and yes the accounting were releasing salaries to the other personnel like the school guard, sweepers and those who maintained the school clean. Therefore, we Visiting Instructors asked if ours were also be released but sad thing the accounting personnel said that ours were not yet ready for the papers were just handed by them. So, again it's totally **DELAYED for a week already.**
A delay maybe unfavorable at some points but what matters to me is that I had a salary to wait.
Actually, I'm really hoping it to be early because I had bills and rent to be paid. A debt as well from my cousin that I wanted to pay that's why somehow this delayed were in some points unfavorable in my case because of my bills, rents and debt to be paid. For I wanted to paid them so that I don't have something to mind of on the next salary to come.
But, despites that at least I'm grateful to know that I had something to wait. For we also knew that this coming week our first salary will be handed to us already since the accounting will took care of it in the absence of the cashier. What a good news for us instead.
Have a great day ahead everyone!
That's all for my entry today.
***A sort of POV:***
*I wasn't able to published article yesterday for such a hectic schedule and as I've wanted to also write an article on evening but I can't access this account of mine when I'm at home for no internet connection. So, maybe tomorrow or the next day I will try to publish two articles in a day to catch it up. Such an uncontrollable instances really hinders me to be published daily. But, what I can do? Instead, just continue and no room for quitting at all.*
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
***Special thanks:*** *For my sponsors who renewed their sponsorship payment to me for this month. Thank you wholeheartedly* @Eylz2021 @scottcbusiness *and @Jane. I'm very grateful for your continued support to me in here. God Bless and more blessing to come on all our ways.*
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I want extend my heartfelt thanks to @Eylz2021 and @scotcbusiness for renewing their sponsorship to me. Thank you so much for the support. More blessings to come our way. Have a great day!
Kwentong ating kina-gigiliwan kung saan ay kapu-pulutan din ng Aral
`November 4, 2021`
*I'll start with a disclaimer...*
***Disclaimer:*** *Again, as usual this article will be written in Tagalog aside from this disclaimer since this is my POV. For I'm not also used into Tagalog language for I'm not comfortable using it. So, once again. This article were from my dearest partner which had an opposite taste of me in terms of language preference in writing article.*
*Now, let's start this article of him.*
***Here it is.***
**Mahilig ba kayo sa mga kwentong kapupulutan ng aral noong kayo ay nasa elementerya pa lamang?**
Halos lahat ng mga kwentong nasa libro noong tayo ay nasa elementerya ay mga gintong aral na tumatak sa isipan ng bawat batang mag aaral. Mahilig ako sa mga kwentong bayan at syempre sa mga kwento ng lolo ko noong siya ay binata pa. Palagi siyang nag kukwento sa amin kapag tapos na kaming kumain ng hapunan. Kaya na hawa ako sa kanya naging pala kwento na din. Sino ba rito ang palagi ring nakakarinig ng mga kwentong bayan sa mga nakakatanda sa atin?
Siguro naman noong kabataan natin ay hindi pa gaanong marami ang mga bahay na may kuryente. Na mulat ako na ang ilaw na ginagamit namin ay lampara at madalas namin laruin ay yung tinatapat namin ang aming mga kamay sa ilaw at gumagawa kami ng mga hugis gaya ng aso at ibon. ***(Sino ang nakakarelate nito? Kahit nga siguro ngayon ang ginagawa pa natin yung pagtatapat ng kamay para makabuo ng hugis lalo na ngayon na may anak ako na 1-year old na gustong-gusto rin niya na tinatapat ko ang aking kamay sa may ilaw.)***
At ayun nga, dahil sa gawaing yan. Ang pagtatapay ng kamay sa ilaw upang makabuo o maka porma ng kahit anong hugis ay isang gabi habang malakas ang apoy sa lampara ay may maliit na paru-paru na lumapit sa apoy ng lampara namin at nasunog ang kanyang pakpak.
**Sabi ng aking ama may kwento siya tungkol sa paru-paru,** *"may mag-amang paru-paro at sabi niya sa kanyang anak na huwag lalapit sa apoy na iyon sapagkat delikado. Ngunit napaka tigas ng utak ng anak at hindi niya sinunod ang kanyang ama kaya lumapit siya't nasunog ang kanyang pakpak at hindi na pwedeng lumipad pa. Bumagsak ito at natagpuan ng mga langgam at ang batang paru-paro ay naging pagkain ng mga langgam."*
**Napaka simple ng kwentong ito,** pero may magandang nais ipabatid sa ating mambabasa at taga kinig ng nasabing kwento.
**Nais lang naman nitong ipahiwatig sa atin na hindi nakakasama sa atin ang gusto ng ating mga magulang.** Bagkus, gusto lang nila tayong protektahan dahil ayaw nilang may mangyari sa ating na kanilang mga anak na hindi maganda. Napaka simple ng bawat kwento ngunit may hatid itong leksyon para sa nakikinig nito at gayun din sa nagkukwento. Napaka swerte natin sa parte na may mga magulang tayo na umaalalay at gumagabay sa ating paglaki at siyang nagsasabi sa atin g kung ano ang tama at kung ano ang hindi dapat na gawin.
Bigla ko tuloy, naalala ang aking mga magulang. Sapagka't marami akong natutunan sa kanila. Kaming mga anak nila ay tinuruan ng pagiging magalang at mag pursigi sa buhay sapagka't ang pagpupursigi ay hindi para sa kanila kundi ay para sa amin lang na mga anak nila. Na kahit papaano ay maranasan namin ang masagana at marangyang buhay na taliwas sa hirap na kanilang dinanas.
Nakakalungkot lang, sapagka't silang dalawa din ay magkasunod na kinuha. Kaya't maswerte yung meron pang mga magulang sapagka't mayroon pa silang maririnig na mga kwentong nagbibigay ng magandang aral.
Hanggang dito na lang muna...
Maraming salamat!
**~Junix**
***Now, let's have my POV.***
*That's his piece for today everyone. I'm always grateful actually for he also helped me in this matter which able me to published daily. Hopefully this month I can able to published daily because last month I wasn't able to do so due to some circumstances that hinders me to achieved such goal.*
*That was it for now.*
***More blessings to all of us.***
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Goals and Earnings, how was it going?
`November 3, 2021`
It's the 3rd day of the month and I've seen a lot of articles that sums up their goals if they had achieved it or not. They have shared the summary of their earnings from the month October. Now, I'm going to also share if I attained the goals that I set up. **Then, how was it going?**
By the way, if you haven't read my previous article about what are goals that I set up for the month of October. Then you can freely check it ***here.*** https://read.cash/@Janz/when-goals-are-being-set-up-825482b6
Now, before checking on my set goals if it was being achieved or not. Let me first share on how much did I earned for the whole month of October with this two amazing platforms read.cash and noise cash.
***Disclaimer:*** *This is not to show off boastfulness neither bragging but I just want to inspire those other BCH hunters especially those newbie in this community to not stop but rather to have patience and hard work. For sure you'd also get what I get, what others get even more of what we get as well.*
How much did I earned for the month of October?
**For Read.Cash*****:***
I have earned **$184** for read.cash with a total of 24 articles. That was **9,300 pesos.**
I never thought that, I was able to earned this much because I never able to save them. All I earned in this platform last month was being spent. Then, this morning I added all the amount I withdrawn from my wallet which came from my earnings here and found out that I was able to withdraw a total of $184.
**For Noise.Cash:**
I have earned $66 for noise cash. That was 3,300 plus pesos within the whole. Not bad at all for me.
Therefore, overall total of my earnings for the month of October were $250 or 12,646 in pesos.
**The total I earned for the previous month wasn't HODLed** that's why I never expected that I earned that much. Maybe, it wasn't much for the others because I knew some were earning much more than me. But, I was so grateful that by just posting short posts on noise cash and publishing articles I was able to have that income in a month. In addition, when I also checked my earning from the previous months before October I wasn't expecting as well that I was earning more than 10,000pesos or more than $197 a month. That's why I'm so lucky I had this kind of income for at least unknowingly I was able to earned that much.
**But, as I've said I wasn't able to HODL that earnings of mine because I'm depending on my bch income to be able to provide our daily needs specifically my son's need.**
**Now, let's recap on my set goals from October. How was it going anyway? Did I able to achieved all of my goals from the previous month?**
***First...***
For the month of October I was able to published 24 articles. In other words, I wasn't able to attained this goal since there were 31 days of the said month. Supposedly, it should be 31 articles in all.
But, since there were instances, circumstances that are beyond my control which somehow leads to ending a day without publishing an article. Therefore, even if I wanted to time won't cooperate as well along with my state of mind.
Still, 24 articles for the month isn't bad for me at all.
***Second...***
This one, not achieved as well.
I thought I can but my hectic schedule as a mother, as a faculty or teacher hinders me to read at least 10 articles per day. But I tried my best that I can able to.
***Third...***
Well this one. It's a YES. I was able to upvotes all the comments who commented my articles.
To those who always leave comments on my articles can surely testify this claim. Because, I really tried my best to also give back to the community by doing this goal. Upvoting of comments and articles.
***Fourth...***
I was also able to add on my sponsorship lists 10 new users in this platform. Then, as of now I had already a total of 25 users being sponsored.
Still, I'll continue doing this goal.
***Fifth...***
On the 1st to 3rd day of October I was to earned $3 per day on noise cash. But the rest days I wasn't able to earned such. But everyday I was able to at least earn $1. So, not bad again for me.
**That was it.**
Therefore, to summarize. Not all goals were being achieved but the thought that at least I able to tried my best is what matters most for me.
**Have a great day!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Scary questions in lieu to "All Souls Day" (2)
`November 2, 2021`
Yesterday, I had published about same matter answering those creepy or scary questions. Well, not literally scary but the thoughts of the questions were somewhat the creepy part. Of course, this kind of articles is in accordance to what we are commemorating right now. Since, there were still lots of questions that not yet being answered which I wanted to answer as well. That's why I had, this second article as continuation of my yesterday's piece.
Still I got the questions from this **link.** https://whatsappfacebookcollection.blogspot.com/2016/01/scary-questions-ask-people-chat-best-horror-horrific-scare-someone-while-texting.html?m=1
**Now, let's continue on what I've started....**
**What is your idea of hell/heaven?**
*When I was still a kid all I can picture out about hell is that, it is full of fire. A place that we can experienced severe heat and even drowned by the fire. While heaven, it's a place were we aimed to have. A peaceful place with a beautiful nature and just full of calmness and happiness can be felt in this kind of place. A place were people who dies with good deeds acts while in land can stay. On the other hand, hell is a place where those with deeds while still on land be at when they're dead.*
*Such kind of things were I can picture out in my mind even up until now. But, I'm really not sure if both this places exist after our soul separates our body. Then, since we had this so-called belief, religious belief to be exact. So, I just put in mind that both places exists and intended for our souls. Therefore, we tried to be a good citizen and to have a good deeds for the belief that we can be at heaven and in heaven is the place where we dreamt to have. But, since were humans as well we made mistakes and we don't know or I don't know of what really is the world after death. No one knows literally.*
**How would you like to die?**
*Well, I don't wanna die for now but we can't as well deny the fact that we are going to that stage of life since life isn't endless and we can't as well predicts our future. It's only a matter of readiness.*
*If ever this may happen, then I prefer to die while sleeping so that I can't feel the pain and I can't see my family crying because of me.*
**What are some things would you like to achieve before you die?**
*A lot of things. I want to be out of the picture that I already accomplished all my goals in life. That I was able to do the mission that was intended for me which I still don't figured out what is it. That I can be able to make my family proud by giving them what they deserved. That I can able to see first my son and daughter if ever still given another kid to be successful and was able to provide them whatever they need to be successful. That I can still able to helped a lot of people in need.*
*All of that are some of the things I liked to achieved before I die. For sure, I'll be the happiest individual leaving this world.*
**Your best friend dies, what would you do?**
*I can't do anything though to bring them back and no one can. But, all I can promise to do is my prayers for them that can rest in peace. Sympathized and empathized to those who were left behind or the bereaved family. Since we all knew as well, that all of us will end up in our own grave unless otherwise if there's an immortal one. But, that was just only seen in movies.*
*It's really a matter of who will go first towards the finish line. That's life and we must be prepared at all time to crossed the finish line.*
**If you could spend the day with someone famous, alive or dead, who would it be?**
*I want to spend my day to my loved ones of course.*
*But, to someone that is famous. Then, I want to spend it with* ***"Hero Fiennes Tiffin" or named as "Hardin Scott"*** *in the movie* ***After****,* ***After we collided*** *and the latest* ***After we fell****.*
*I'm really hooked with that movies. It's actually a continuous movie. A love story but has lots of lessons. He's my new Hollywood crush as of now for his hot. Lol Now, I'm rooting for it's next episode.*
*See? I'm not babbling here. His really handsome and hot. Haha*
*Who watched here, his movies I've mentioned above? If you haven't watched it then I recommend you to watched it. It's really a beautiful movie.*
That was it. My kind of articles in accordance as well to **"All Souls Day".**
Hoped you'd still able to have some reflections and realizations from my piece today. Have a nice day!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Scary questions in lieu to "All Souls Day"
`November 1, 2021`
First day of the month November. Well, another month had passed and another is coming. **Was the previous month brought you productivity? or Did you all achieved your set goals?** Well, as for me I'll be writing another article for this question. If I was able to attain the goals I set up from the 1st day of October knowing that October ends yesterday.
**For this article,** since today is the first day of November. A holiday. Meaning no work for today is ***"All souls day".*** I want to answer some scary questions in lieu for today's remembering those souls of our deceased family. I've read yesterday an article of my friend @Yzza0625 about answering on some scary questions and I find it exciting as well knowing that today is also **"all souls day".**
**Here we go....**
**Have you considered the concept of life after death?**
*I don't know if there's really life after death but I strongly believed that there is and that's the eternal life. A life that is no misery all were just happy moments and memories. Hopefully, I wished if there's life after death then I would have to choose to be happy as always and that happiness will be eternal as well.*
**Describe the most horror dream you have ever had?**
*When I was in my teenage days, I always had bad dreams. A horror dreams. The worst for me was that when I was walking alone in the dark and there's someone following me to find out when it was near me it's a coffin with someone beside it with no head wearing white. Who wouldn't be afraid of that? Then, as far as I remember it's not once that I dreamed the same. That's why I somehow hated my teenage life because of this kind og nightmares.*
**Have you ever had a near death?**
*There was one time. Maybe that was already close to death for me.*
*I was in my 3rd year college that time where I was being admitted to a hospital due to dengue. At first we thought it was just a normal fever but the fever was just on and off in me for one week. All we thought it's because of my allergy since their were rashes seen on my skin but on the 7th day without consulting to a physician my body was already weak since I always vomit. Maybe because I was already dehydrated. Then, my father insisted to get me hospitalized that time. When we got to the hospital, I was already pale my skin turns to somewhat violet in color. Then to find out I'm almost put of platelet as what doctor said it's almost became zero and once it will became zero for sure my bereaved will be lighting a candle now at my grave.*
**Can you watch horror movie alone in a dark room?**
*I tried this once when I was in college. Watching alone horror movie in my room when lights was off at a boarding house where I'm staying. I was watching "The Nun" that time if I'm not mistaken but I was just on my 15-20minutes I guess then I stopped. I can't really dare watching alone horror movies because I tend to also imagine it when I'm alone. So, I don't have the guts then.*
**If you died today, what regrets would you have about your life?**
*If I die today, for sure I will have lots of regrets. Regrets that I never had the chance to lift up even just a little my family's social living. Regrets for I never able to give my son what he needs and a lot more.*
*But what we can do? There were really some instances that are beyond our control. But all I can say for now, I'm not yet ready for such thing if ever it may happen to me today. For I still had lots of things to be fulfill and not yet fulfilled.*
**What does it mean to die well?**
*For me, it's when everything was being fulfilled and if were being contented on the earthly things. If we were being happy all along when we were still healthy. If we were able to helped people in need without any minding of an exchange. In other words, to die well is when we able to live life well and contented. That's my point of view on the said matter.*
**Do you fear of ghosts?**
*Yes I am. I don't know but I am one of those who fear on creepy things even though I'm not even sure if they existed in real life. But, when I'm alone and it's somewhat dark then my creepy imaginations would kill me and that made me fear the most.*
That was it for now. Actually, there were still lots of questions that I wanted to answer but I need to end this for my son were not staying still in here. So, I guess we need to get home already.
Anyways, if you want to try answering this question. You can get it **here.** https://whatsappfacebookcollection.blogspot.com/2016/01/scary-questions-ask-people-chat-best-horror-horrific-scare-someone-while-texting.html?m=1
**Have a great day everyone and happy all souls day!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Unstoppable dreams despites the unstoppable rain
All of us have different dreams but for sure most of that dreams are for the betterment of our usual living. Most of that dreams are intended to lift up at least on what our social status are right now. We may not able to reach all our dreams but we can for our goals. For goals are the key towards the success of our dreams.
Yesterday, I wasn't able to be active online because of no connection in my parents place during daytime and night. As what I've shared on one of my articles here, I can only checked my accounts here on read.cash and noise cash and other platforms at 12midnight until 6AM, since that was the only time were the connection in my parents house were somewhat better beyond that it's a hell for me. That's why, yesterday it's Saturday and just stayed at home. Well, I was planning to be at the place where I can have a signal but then the rain never stopped pouring our area even up until now. So, the ending I never had the chance to access my accounts yesterday and wasn't able to posts and interact.
It's hard for me to keep steady and just let the day passed by without doing anything to be productive.
My last post on my noise cash was already a day ago since yesterday I wasn't able to post there same as my articles here in read.cash. As you noticed, I haven't interacted to the comments right away, read articles and commenting on articles as well. That's all because of no connection. Now, by knowing that fact. I can't keep on doing nothing just because of connection problem in my parents home. I can't even sleep well by thinking that I should posts something and probably as of this time I had already added some on my wallet. That thoughts kills me when I had no internet connection.
I'll be honest. I worked hard for this platform of course for one reason aside from having friends virtually is the amount we get from this platform. For all you knew, especially those who reads my previous articles I've once shared that my earnings here were the only hopes I had in terms of financial thing. Our daily needs. As I don't have yet my wage for my work now. So, as for now I'm still depending on my bch earnings that's why I felt like I'm wasting my day even just a day doing nothing just because of unstable connection and the unstoppable rain.
I have goals to achieve, so I really worked hard for it.
I had goals. On the first day of October I set goals and tried my best to achieved all of it. But this connection saddens me for this is one of the hindrance on achieving that goals. But, of course there's always a way. If we wanted to, then we always find ways. (***As what BDO bank says in their advertisements. Lol)***
Another hindrance is that, the **unstoppable rain**. Yesterday up until this morning heavy rains never tend to subside. As in heavy rain. It even resulted to a flood here.
In the picture, it only has water or flood like that if the rain will not stop and the fact that it's raining yesterday whole day and whole night up until this morning. So, were expecting of such flood.
But the will to fulfill my goals doesn't affects on the unstoppable rain.
As what I've said, I can't keep doing nothing because of mentioned hindrances because I had no other source of income as of now since my wage for 15days of work isn't yet received. To be able to support my son's need, our food, allowances and everything I need to grind more in here and on the other sites too. That's why today, since the rain were not that heavy already. I really came here at a place where I can have a signal. Also, the reason why I was able to write this article and somehow able to post on noise cash too. At the same time, checking messages coming from my students.
I have read one of the article of @Fexonice1 if I'm not mistaken. He said on one of his article that it's much better to **"SPEND LITTLE, HODL MORE." He means on the BCH thing.**
As I really wanted to HODL more but what happens in my case is that I spend more but HODL less because again for now I don't have any other source of income yet. Hopefully, after I received my first wage then I can already able to HODL more as I've wanted as well to earn 1bch where I already have this if only I didn't spend more. I wanted to have 1bch and that's for a long term purposes. I just hope I still can as bch is still not so big in value.
Unstoppable dreams despites unstoppable rain!
Well, when we had dreams in life we really strived a lot to reach our goals to make it up towards our dreams. We tend to find ways though even sometimes it's annoying but for our goals we still do tried our best to find ways as long as our body still can. Even if it's raining I'm still here at a place where I can able to tap my goals. That's how we tried to make also ourselves be productive despites the rain and I did that to myself for I hate letting the day passed without any accomplishments made for a day. At least, even just one accomplishment then I can say I make my day productive.
Striving for our dreams, then we always unblocked those blocked roads that hinder us to succeed.
Have a great day still even if it's rainy in here ! ! !
`(Apologized for this unorganized article of mine.)`
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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12 hours of work
***August 13, 2021 - This is the time were I was receiving the good news.***
A congratulatory news from the HR of the university were I was applying for as their Visiting Instructor for Math. I was so happy then, since that time I don't have any work and don't have any other source of income. Then, I badly needed it because I had a son that needs me financially and my earnings here in read.cash and on noise cash can't be enough. So, I was so glad that I received that good news.
***October 14, 2021- My first day of duty.***
Maybe you'd wonder, I was hired August then start working October. It's because the university divided the Instructors into term 1 and 2, and I was on term 2 which means the start of my work is October and ends up December. It was divided as response as well to the protocol of IATF due to restrictions brought by this pandemic. Then, after December if ever given another teaching loads then will get back again to work January after celebrating the new year.
**On the first day of work,** I was able to looked on my teaching loads and my class schedule. Then, found out that everyday except Wednesday and weekend I'll be working 12 hours straight from 7:30AM - 7:30PM. I don't even have a lunch break as well. As in straight. I only had 1 vacant time, a 1-hour vacant from 3PM-4PM then 4PM-7:30PM worked straight again.
**On my first week,** I was applying their work from home scheme since it says they had this 50-50 scheme of work. Meaning, we can do work on site Monday to Wednesday morning and Wednesday afternoon to Friday is the work from home scheme. I was able to apply this scheme during my first week and was able to do work from home since during Wednesdays I also don't have class schedule on that so I was able to get home Wednesday.
But, while working at home in that week. I received message from our Area Head that from 50-50 scheme it will be down to 80-20 scheme of work which means 4 days work on site and only 2 days work from home as what the school director mandated. In my case, I only had a total of 4 days work since I only have classes Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. So, I can no longer apply for the work from home scheme. In other words, I don't have a work from home schedule all are work on site.
**In the first place,** I applied for this work because I heard of it's work from home scheme for at least I can work at home for I also have a kid but then I end up with no work from home. But what can I do, at least I have a work so I'll just bare with it thou.
12 hours of work is quite tiring but fulfilling
The usual hours of work or the office work time is 8 hours daily. But it is somehow quite different in the teaching field especially at this time where the class approach is online.
When I counted my time of work in my class schedule, I had 11 hours of work that are counted for a wage payment. But the fact that, I'll be staying at school for 12hours since my vacant time is only 1 hour and that's between 3PM to 4PM.
At first, I find it tiring maybe because I'm still adjusting from my time. Tiring since I'll be the only one left at the office and wait until 7:30PM to logged out and my co-teachers were only until 5:30PM. But when days passed I already get along with my schedule and the fulfilling part for me is that when I was able to discuss my lessons to my students through virtual class. Well, it is also quite hard discussing Math lessons online unlike doing it face to face since I can properly demonstrate to them when it's face to face. But, we teachers should be versatile at all times. Therefore, I really tried my best to discussed them the lessons by presenting to them a presentation of my lessons through sharing my screen to them since were using google meet. It's not so easy but the fact that I was able to at least discussed it to them and able to hear their responses. Then, 12hours of staying at school is already fulfilling.
Well, anyways we don't have any choices but to get along with the new face of learning and teaching because we are still struggling and fighting this pandemic that brought chaos to the world.
We just hoped that one day, soon to be exact. That this pandemic will end already because it really affects everything including the learning process from what we usually do before this pandemic strikes our world.
Truly,
Janz 💚
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Foods that are usually served in our table
**FOODS,** it one of primary needs of living. It's difficult for us to survive without this. We even worked because of this need. We even felt weak when there's no food to eat. When our stomach is empty and when were hungry and had nothing food to grab. That is why, **FOOD** is one of the primary needs for us to survive.
***In this article,*** I'm going to share the usual foods we eat and was served on our table. Expect that it's not like the foods you've seen on a fancy restaurant it's just food made at home and with love because all was cooked by my partner. Because his the one whose cooking between us. I must say, the foods we usually had are the foods that we can only afford for now. My partner once said, he likes or we liked eating and trying those fancy and pricey foods but since we can't afford that we will just consumed first those foods that are affordable for us at this time. Maybe one day, those fancy foods were just a click of a finger to us.
**Okay, so I'm now going to share our usual food/viands.**
***Steamed fish with eggplant or in tagalog term "pinaksiw na isda na may talong"***
This food was one of our favorite and we always cooked this one. My partner does the cooking by the way. Last week, this viand was usually served on our table because when I bought a fish, I bought 1 kilo and the half kilo of eggplant and we cannot consumed it once. We usually have this served in three meals. See, it's also our way of saving since we still don't have enough budget for now.
I liked it. I liked how it taste it's sour especially the eggplant I liked it's after taste. That's why were already good once we have this as our viand.
***Steamed Okra or lady's fingers***
This one is my favorite. I'm already satisfied with my meal on this as my viand. I just dipped this "okra" on a vinegar with soy sauce or just dipped it on a "bagoong". It's a tagalog term, I don't know it's English term.
I just show a picture of a "bagoong".
***Chicken Adobo***
This viand is one of my son's favorite. Actually, in the picture it's Visayan Chicken Adobo which was the best in taste for me rather than those broiler chicken.
***Escabetche***
It's actually a fish. A fried fish and just make something like a sweet and sour sauce for it and put some veggies like carrots.
Actually, any fish can do for an escabetche. For me, it's much better if it's a big fish like the yellow fins.
***Steamed eggplant with bagoong***
The best for me. This viand was just so simple but for us it can definitely solved our cravings and for sure a lot of rice can be contained and my diet ruined as well. (***As if naman, na nag diet Lol)***
Who also tried this kind viand here? If you haven't tried this, then you may try it it ap yum yum.
***Fried Dried Fish***
Dried fish. The best appetizer ever for a simple living. Mostly, we have this fried dried fish in our meal especially morning or breakfast. We called this ***"buwad"*** in our term. When we had this, for a cup of rice isn't enough.
***Ensaladang Guso***
***Ensaladang Guso or Kinilaw na Guso.***
**Guso** is a native seaweed and it's also popular here in my country Philippines.
There was this time that there a vendor who roam around our area to sell this said guso. Since, it's not usual and not always seen or just had rare vendors who sell this food. So, I then without any hesitation bought the said seaweeds since were also craving for it.
So, what my partner did. He just put a boiled water on it in just a minute then put it on a plate with vinegar, onions, ginger and tomatoes. Then, that's it. Good for eating already.
***Ginisang upo with spicy sardines***
When we wanted also to have veggies on the table. Then we had this one. ***UPO***, in English term as I've searched it on google it ***"bottle gourd".*** It's also a very tasty viand were one of the solutions to craving. Simple, affordable yet yummy.
That was it everyone. Our usual viands/foods in our every meal. It's just a simple foods but it's all helped eased our hunger and cravings. What's matter is, whatever food it is still it's giving us the contentment.
**How about you? What your usual foods every meal?**
Anyways, this was my entry to the prompt **#20 "FOOD"** initiated by Miss @JonicaBradley. If you wanted to join the said prompt, then just follow the rules.
Have a great day!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Ideal Life To Be
*I woke up early this morning when I felt the the sun rays touches my face and the chirping of the birds where echoing in my ears. Then, I hear someone whispering in my ears since I felt the heat on the said whispers. When I open my eyes, I see my partner smiling for his the one who whispered into my ears.*
*Good morning, he uttered.*
*Good morning, too. I said while doing hiccups.*
*Come on, you get up for we are going to eat our breakfast. He said.*
*I get up from bed but before going out. I first open the window and there I saw our wide rice fields on the right side and our garden with plenty of different vegetables on the left side. I draw a smile on my face when I saw that in the few weeks we will be harvesting our plants.*
*I went down. I saw a lot of viands in the table. Our son is there already. We eat our breakfast together also with our housemaids, we let them eat with us too. After breakfast, since it's Monday. I prepare myself for I need to go to our Company to make things done. (Our company anyways, were all about exporting and importing of goods like rice, crops and vegetables to other parts of the world.)*
*When we were all ready, my partner looked into what car to used for today since we had 5 different vehicles all in limited edition. When we were at our respective offices, since my partner were the CEO and I'm in charge with the linkages part of our company. We both made our company a sounding name for we are the biggest company who were the biggest source of all exported and imported goods and distribute it all around the country. We had as well different charities for those who had difficulties on living. We helped those people in need especially those farmers that helped us tilled our land for the different crops and vegetables we've had.*
*We also, had lots of scholars coming from those son's and daughters who had the hardship of enrolling their children to school and mostly were from a farmer parents.*
*Then during weekends, my family were out for a vacation to unwind and had a family bonding. We've been already to most all of the beauty spots or tourist spots of our country Philippines and now were venturing ourselves to visit the tourist spots of other countries.*
*This weekend, we planned to visit the most cleanest and greenest country of Denmark.*
*Weekend came, my family were all ready and done packing the things they need to packed for we are now going to fly from Philippines to Denmark. I saw my family's faces were so happy and excited for this was the first time we ventured on other countries since were almost done already visiting all the tourists spots here in the Philippines. Now, it's time to go outside the peripheral.*
*Then, voila...... were at Denmark already.*
*It was a great adventure done together with my family. We were all happy and able to enjoy the different beautiful spots of the place. We spent a week of roaming around the place and tasting there food specialties. What a wonderful week for us, with my family in Denmark.*
*My life in general, was full of adventures for money isn't a problem anymore. I spent my life to have the greatest bond with my family to all the places they wanted to go and I wanted to be as well. Then, the greatest is that.* ***The will to helped people in need without any hesitations for I had all the means to help is what I cherished the most of this kind of life.***
*Beng, beng beng . . . . (my partner called me..)*
*ohhhh, what? , (me, while opening my eyes)*
*Your dreaming, I heard you laughing while your still sleeping. He said.*
**Then, yes. I thought its real. But I was just dreaming though.**
That was it. How I wish and hope it was real. But it was jus a mere dreams. A dream of my ideal life to be but unfortunately it's the other way around in the real world I am living now.
**But, we don't know right? Someday this dreams may be in reality. In God's will.**
*This is actually my entry to the prompt initiated my* @meitanteikudo *about the* ***"IDEAL PROMPT".***
*You can also join on the said prompt. Sharing on what's your ideal life* be.
**Have a great day ahead everyone!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Bakit kaya mahirap ang magkasakit?
***Sino rito ang may mga lihim na dinaranas na karamdaman?*** Kasi may mga panahon na tayo ay aatakihin na lang sa hindi inaasahang oras at sitwasyon. Na tayo ay bigla na lang nanghina sa kalagitnaan ng ating mga gawain o di kaya'y sa kalagitnaan ng ating pag abot sa ating gustong marating sa buhay. Mga karamdaman na kadalasan ay hindi natin kontrolado at sadyang nagpapahina sa atin.
Bakit kaya mahirap ang magkasakit? Sa sobrang hirap, minsan ay naisip na lang sumuko sapagkat di na kakayanin ng katawan. Tayo ba ang may gawa nito sa ating katawan? o ang kalikasan?
***Tanong ko naman sa aking sarili, anong kinalaman ng kalikasan?*** Samantalang, kung ano ang mga masasamang elementong naibubuga ng kalikasan ay gagawan rin naman ng mga tao. Kaya't para sa akin, walang sinuman ang nagdudulot ng mga karamdaman sa atin kundi tayo at tayo lang. Tayo ang may dala ng ating katawan kaya tayo ang siyang responsable nito.
**Sa artikulong ito, nais ko namang ibahagi sa inyo ang aking karanasan sa tuwing ang katawan ko'y nanghihina at itong iniinda kong karamdaman na hindi ko mawari kung ano baga ang pinanggagalingan. At ang naisip kong mga dahilan kung bakit ko ito ngayon ay nararanasan.**
***Disclaimer Note:*** *Sana ay tangkilin niyo pa rin itong artikulo ko. Tagalog ito sapagka't ako ito, ang partner ng totong may ari ng account na ito. Ang kanyang asawa na si* ***Jando o Junix.*** *Meron din po pala akong noise cash account din baka ay nais niyo ring matangkilik.* ***Roosevelt16*** *nga pala ang aking user name sa nasabing plataporma. Hayaan niyo na lang at susulitin ko na ang pag-eendorse. Lol*
Okay, ito na po sisimulan ko na ang aking kwento.
Karamihan sa atin nakaranas o pinagdaanan ang pag-iinom ng alak at hindi na bago sa atin ang makakita ng taong umiinom nito. Sinubukan ko ang pag inom nito noong ako ay 16 taong gulang pa lamang para malaman daw ng mga tao na ako ay binata na. Sinubukan ang sigarilyo at pinilit gustuhin ito. Noong una ay hindi ko gusto ang lasa ng alak at lasa ng sigarilyo, ayos lang daw ito ganyan talaga pag bago at masasanay na kalaunan.
Makalipas ang mga araw at buwan gustong gusto ko na ang nakakahilong epekto ng alak at sigarilyo sa murang edad ko. Minsan lang akong uminom at madalas ang sigarilyo, gawang langhap usok at..... Pigil hininga sinusulit ang baryang binili upang makalimot sa mga pinag daraanang problema. Sabay buga ng usok na parang hindi nakakasama sa kalusugan ang ginagawa ko. Sunog baga ika nga.. Wala akong pakialam masunod lang ang gusto ko, sabayan mo pa ng alak na lubos at labis na nakakahilo.
Masasabi ko'ng ako'y lulong sa bisyo noon kaya ko nararanasan ito ngayon.. Nararanasan ang pagkawala ng aking lakas. Lakas ng tuhod at mga braso at mga kamay. Nakakalungkot isipin pero ginusto ko itong mangyari dahil hindi ko iniwasan ang mga makamundong bagay na dulot ng barkada. Napansin ko ito noong taon 2016 at hindi pa ito ganoon kalala. Tuwing umiinom ako at nalalasing , muli itong bibisita sa katawan ko at pahihirapan ako ng ilang araw. Pahihirapang tumayo at pahihirapan gawin ang mga bagay na gawaing bahay.
Ganon paman binigyan ako ng Panginoon ng liwanag na magbibigay sa akin ng pagkakataong maaninag ang matuwid na landas. Binigyan niya ako ng bagong pag-asa sa buhay. Binago ko ang mga bagay na nakaugalian ko at iniwan ang mapanirang bisyo dahil hindi na ako binata na gaya ng dati. Unti-unti kong iniwan lahat ng aking naka ugalian na bisyo nung nakikilala ko ang aking aasawa ang may-ari nitong account. Binago niya ang pananaw ko este binago ko pala ang sarili ko para sa kanya, para sa aking sarili at higit sa lahat sa aming anak. May responsibilidad na ako na dapat gampanan at yun ay ang maging matinong tatay o ama at asawa. Ayaw kong makita ako ng anak ko na may bisyo dahil ayaw ko rin siya na magiging kagaya ko noon. Salamat sa Panginoon at magdadalawang taon na rin na iniwan ko ang aking mga nakaugaliang bisyo.
**Lahat ng bagay ay may katapusan.** Kasali na dun yung pagtapos ko sa mga bagay na walang katuturan datapwa't nagdudulot lang ng kasamaan sa kalusugan. Lubos kong pinanghihiyangan ang mga panahon na ako'y lulong pa sa bisyo. Pero ika nga, nasa huli na lahat ang pagsisi at hindi na natin maibalik pa ang mga panahong nagdaan.
Ako ay nagsisi sapagka't nararanasan ko na ngayon ang epekto ng mga ginagawa ko sa katawan ko noon. Itong pagkawala ng aking mga lakas kung saan ako'y nahihirapang tumayo dahil walang sapat na lakas ang aking mga braso. Kaya't napag isip isip ko na ito na ang isa sa epekto ng aking walang pakialam sa katawan noon.
**Ano pa ba ang magagawa ko? Naranasan ko na. Ako'y magdadasal na sana ay itong aking karamdaman na bigla biglang bumibisita sa akin ay tuluyan na sanang hindi bibisita. Sapagka't may anak akong umaasa sa akin.**
**Wakas ng aking kwento.**
***~ Junix***
Sana ay nakapagbigay din ako ng kaliwanagan sa inyo kung bakit dapat natin na iwasan ang mga bagay na siyang pagsisihan lang natin sa huli.
Magandang Araw!
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Mother's Pic Challenge
When I was browsing my Facebook account, I've some posts about a mother's challenge. It is all about sharing three pictures of a mother's baby bum, next a new born baby and recent picture of the baby.
So, for this time I wanted also to do the challenge but not posting it on Facebook but posting it here and with some memories of each pictures.
I've been sharing here as well that I'm a neophyte mother or a first time mom. So first, I'm going to share a picture of me when I was still pregnant. Actually, not only me but I had my sibling with me in the picture. For I accidentally deleted the pictures which was me alone when I was still pregnant.
**So here it is. First picture on the challenge.**
**Baby bum pic**
*It is blur because I just screenshot it from my Facebook story. But I have one that isn't blur but I'm with my siblings.*
*I was already a nine-month pregnant at this time and just waiting for my date of giving birth.*
*I remember, I and my family went to a church to attend a mass for this was Sunday. Then, before the mass started since we went to the church early we took a pictures first. I also had a picture taken with my mother at this time.*
*I can say, the time of my pregnancy is not stressful for I had the full support of my family especially my parents. When I got pregnant right after the graduation I know I disappointed them but I don't even hear any bad words from them, or disappointment sentiments from them. Instead, they helped me along my journey of pregnancy up until I gave birth my parents were there beside me. That's how I'm so blessed and thankful for I had an understanding parents.*
*One day, even them without asking. I will gave back to them their efforts towards me. That's one of my goal.*
**My New Born Son**
***December 16, 2020 at 12:32PM***
*That was the time when I already gave birth my first son.*
*I went in to the labor room at 10AM for my mother forced me too because she's afraid already for my son already drank his dirt inside my womb and she's afraid of what might happen to my baby. So, I went inside the labor room 10AM but gave birth at 12:32PM. That was 2hours and 30 minutes of struggle inside the labor room. Since, I was just taking a public ob-gyne. Therefore, the OB can't really took care of me immediately for she has also another patient and that time we are many pregnant who also labors that day. Maybe were 15 plus pregnant patient who gave birth that day with only one doctor. That's why, I really eased the pain I felt alone until such time that I already gave birth.*
*When my baby came out, he never cried, he's not moving and his skin color were violet. When I saw my baby was like that, I was so afraid for what may happen to him. Then, the doctor said that my baby needs immediate response for he wasn't moving. So, they run away to the laboratory together with my baby.*
*30 minutes later, the doctor came back with a good news. That time my worries disappears when the doctor said that my baby were already crying and moving. I thank God for that. I don't know what to do, what to react if in case something went wrong. I don't even know if I can still stand and continue. Just so thankful, that they were able to revived my son.*
*After that, I was able to get out at the labor room at 3PM together with my baby.*
*Then stayed at the hospital for 2 weeks since my baby still needs to finish his medications.*
**Recent picture of my Son**
*Now, here's my son.*
*He was already 1 year and 10 months old. Then, 2 months more he'll be 2 years old.*
*I can say my son was really a fighter for he suffers a lot when he was still in my womb. In my 9month of pregnancy I fell in the hole of our septic tank with lots of bees in there. I was bitten by lots of bees when I fell at that hole. Then, during my pregnancy, every week my allergy would attacked me and my stomach was in so much pain every time I had the allergy attack. Lastly, when I gave birth to him which I shared above.*
*He's a fighter, for my son was able to surpassed all of it and I was so thankful for that.*
*Now, he's totally lively, hyperactive and healthy.*
Closing Thought
It's not easy to have a baby in our womb. There were lots of complications especially in my case which was my health were at risks at the time of my pregnancy. But, we also knew everything has a purpose and I was just so glad that I able to surpassed all of it and had a healthy son who already kissed me, hugged me and smiled at me which in many ways relieves my worries and stress.
**That was it everyone.**
To all mommies out there, you can also try this challenge. Sharing three pictures, first your baby bum, next your new born kid and last is a recent picture of your kid.
Now, I challenge @Yzza0625 @Zhyne06 @mommykim to try this one as well. Sorry guys ✌️
Aja!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Hello everyone here 😊
By the way I have a friend that joined in this platform a while ago. She said that she also wanted to learn how this works and she's interested on learning the platform.
She's @shanesh . Hopefully, you'd help me welcome her in this platform. Thank you in advance. 😊
A glimpse of Yesterday (2)
Are you fond on reminiscing those happy memories you've had? Well, who would have not right? Happy memories are worth to be kept thou. It reminds us that were able to enjoy life while still we can.
Well, this article is a continuation on my previous article which is all about looking back of those beautiful memories I've cherished the most which are worth keeping.
Here's my previous article. You can also visit it again too.
***A glimpse of Yesterday. .*** . https://read.cash/@Janz/a-glimpse-of-yesterday-b11df00f
Now, I'm going to continue those beautiful memories I've had. Since, when I looked back my albums on my Facebook account my memories of it became clearer again.
So, now let's continue on the glimpse of my yesterday.
***Once a dancer of Sinumalig (Sinulog sa Malitbog)***
*When I was in my high school days, I love participating on a dance presentation or even a dance competition. Since, I love dancing at this time.*
*Every January, our town's feast always had a* ***"Sinumalig"*** *competition to all high school institution. Sinumalig, it is like a Sinulog in Cebu. We celebrate that during every feast of the patron Sr. Santo Niño. It is one of our town's way of celebrating the said Saints feast.*
*So, when I was high school I'm so participative on this matter. Because I like seeing myself wearing costumes and dance faster since it's dance steps were also fast. I also like the fact, that this kind of dance competition were not just a dance in literal but it has a story. Dancing with a story embedded on every actions, formations we've done and created. There were also lots of colorful props which made the competition lively aside from the colorful costumes.*
**Indeed, a beautiful memory to keep.**
***During my practice teaching***
*This is also one of the memories that is worth to be kept.*
*This is the time when I was being exposed on the real world of teaching. Being a teacher, before we can able to hold and received our diploma and before we can wear our toga. It is really a pre-requisite for us to be able to experienced first on what is the real scenario when we will be working already.*
*As a student teacher, I learned a lot from it. This became a good memory for me because for sure my learnings from it were be of great help for me on the field of teaching and I'm already applying those learning now.*
***Some escapades***
This picture were also reminds me on *the memories I had with the love birds* @Zhyne06 *and her partner.*
*This was actually from 3 years ago. They both invited me to go with them which I did as well as I want to see also this artificial roses. If I'm not mistaken it's a 10,000 roses where it has lights and it's more attractive during evening because of the lights. It's actually at Lintaon Peak at Baybay City. I also shared this picture on my noise cash.*
***Seminars***
*One of our subject during College were all about organizing a seminar with a different topic. A seminar were we are required to wear casual dresses. A seminar were we are the one who will plan and called for a speaker on the certain topic to be discussed.*
*This was also a good memory for me, since I experienced on how to handle and organized an event or program.*
***Classmate bonding with our Professor on one of our major subject***
*As what I've mentioned on my previous article, we named our group as Mathakaws.*
*So, this one is evident. A food trip with our teacher and of course a beautiful and yet a memorable moment and bonding with my classmates. I just hoped one day we could able to bond like this again.*
***When I and my partner first seen each other***
*This is the best memory which I never expected that the guy in front of me the one whose holding the phone will became my partner now.*
*This was actually during gurl* @Zhyne06 *boyfriends graduation. There was a simple celebration and we the board mates were being invited.*
*Actually, I and my partner that time still doesn't know each other since I was just a new boarder at that time. So, I still don't know my guy board mates.*
*We weren't even talking at this time for I didn't know him yet. But, here we are now living together already and had a son.*
*Such a memorable moment too.*
**So, that's it everyone.** Some of my cherished moments from the past.
How about you? What are those happy or beautiful memories that are worth to looked back?
*(Actually, this article were already my second entry for today.)*
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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A glimpse of Yesterday
"Looking back some beautiful memories are a great feeling and draws a wide smile on our faces. It always reminds us positivity's and reminisced those times that was one of the reason of what we are today."
I was out of topic this past days, the reason why I haven't published an article. Another thing is that I was quite busy and had difficulties on handling my time lately. When I went back home for my work from scheme. I was literally working home not working on my classes but working on the household chores. That made me quite busy which leads to tiredness on making an article.
For me, to be able to find some topic as well because I'm already out for two days. I tried searching or scrolling on my Facebook account and then went to my galleries on the pictures that I uploaded. Then, I able to get the idea on what to write. So, here it is. I wanted to look back again those beautiful memories I had in the past that are really worth remembering.
A glimpse of yesterday. . .
***First off, My High School Graduation***
*Year 2014, is the year where I graduated high school which I somehow I made my parents proud of me for I graduated Valedictorian at this time.*
*Well, this was the days where I already bid my farewell to my high school life but not the memories for memories would lasts forever. High school days, are the days where we had lots of fun memories. The things that we can still do but not when we were in our College days. This memories of mine was one of the beautiful memories to look back. Every time I remembered this Graduation day. I also remembered those genuine smiles of my parents when they went up to the stage and gave me the medal. Such a fulfilling moment for me as well.*
***My College Graduation***
*Another memory which I again made my parents happy is when I graduated College where they see me marching , receiving my diploma for a Bachelor's Degree Holder. I knew and I'm very grateful that I never wasted my parents dream for me to finished my study and have a degree.*
*Well, at some point as well. I somehow disappointed them for I got pregnant right after my graduation but I was just so happy that still don't say anything disappointment words towards me. Instead, they supported along the way and with that I'm very grateful to have them as my parents.*
*One day, I will bring back to them their efforts. In God's perfect time.*
***When I was still a Student with the "Mathakaws"***
*Being a student, is also one of the beautiful memory I had.*
*During our school days, we had the so called circle of friends. But, in my case I had a circle of friend with my classmates. We are all Math majors, and we named our group as "Mathakaw". Some of the Mathakaw are also active in this platform. They are*@Zhyne06*the one who supplies us with paper every time we had a quiz* ***(the generous)****,* @MissJo *my cousin whose also one of the noisiest of our group,* @JRamona20 *our beauty queen. So, they are those Mathakaw that are also a BCH Hunter. Lol*
*I had lots of fun memories and beautiful memories with this classmates of mine during our College days and mostly of our bonding are connected with foods. That is why we are the "MATHAKAWS".*
*Why "MATHAKAW"? It's because our group were fond of foods as I've said. In short,* ***"patay gutom". Haha***
***My son, when he was still in his months old***
*The best memories to keep also is the memories I had when my son were still at his months of age. In the picture, he was still a month old at this time and I would miss this times when I can still able to kiss and hug him at the same time when he does the same to me.*
*A beautiful memory of my month old son. Because, now he's already growing up he's now 1 year old and 10 months. Then, he will be turning 2 years old this coming December. For sure when he gets older, I will already be keeping those time where I can still hold him, cuddle him, hugged him, kissed him, play with him because time would come when he'll be in his teenage days. I can no longer do things like when he was still in his months old up to now where he's 1 year old. That's why, as for now. I cherished the moments where I can still do such things to him and never missed a minute playing along with my son when I still can.*
***My son's 1st birthday***
*My son's first birthday is one of the memorable moments at the same time a beautiful memory to keep.*
*This is the time where I start counting his age by year and counting it by year seems so fast for me. It's something like a blink of an eye and when I open my eyes I would see my son growing into his teenage days and not a baby anymore.*
*This celebration of our son's 1st birthday were my credits to my family for they helped us to make all of this realized. Then, my son at this time were very happy seeing his cakes and blowing his candle and that made me and my partner happy as well. A fulfilling moment were we somehow able to gave him a simple celebration on his first birthday. That is why, it's one of the beautiful memories to keep.*
Closing Thought
We all have those so-called memories that we keep in ourselves. Whatever is that memories still it helped us and made us of who we are today. Those happy memories we've had gave us the strength is some way by just looking back at it in times of troubles then somehow it eased our worries.
On the other hand, those sad memories we've had or bad memories we've had still a reason of why we are making things right and striving for our goals. It may fuels us to be able to reach all our goals in life.
Again, looking back of those beautiful things that happen to us is really a fun thing to do. Since, it brought us to those times where we made a lot of smile on our faces.
That's all for today.
Have a great day!
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Teaching without laptop is quite difficult
19th of October 2021
**Another day has come. Another day to be thankful for all the graces we received more especially for the life that has given to us. It's the great blessing**
Today is the first day of the class and was scheduled for my synchronous classes. Meaning, I need to to meet up my students through video conferencing. But since I'm not yet done on my modules so I need first to finalize it before doing an orientation to my class.
For today, what I'm going to do is that instead of meeting them through video conferencing on either zoom or google meet. I'll just track first students that are not yet on their respective group chats and will finalize the modules so that I can be able to send it to them within this week. Actually, I already created group chats for them yesterday. I had 6 classes, 2 were from junior high school and senior high school then 2 for college, (the 1st year BEED and 1st year BSED). I made 6 group chats yesterday and add those students that only have one account on Facebook for I know it's already them. Then, just asked them to add the rest of their classmates too. Now, they're already making noise on their group chats and my messenger never stops on beeping because of the flooded notifications. My friend request were busy as well for they add me and I'm hesitant to confirm them. Lol Anyways, if even I don't confirm them, still I can communicate with them through chats thou. Or maybe I'll just make another fb account for them. These are actually the perks of working online and teaching online due tot his pandemic. Teachers will use all necessary means for them to be able to reach out to their students. That is why, social medias nowadays are also of great help due to the new phase of teaching which brought by the restrictions of pandemic. Just hoping, that this will end already so that student's can experienced again the face to face learning and teachers at the same time can also make sure on how to make learning more effective. For I know, through online we cannot assure that all students can participate because one of the reason is the poor connection in their respective areas.
Anyways, I talked about that because when we are talking online mode of teaching and learning, students without any means of gadgets that are needed them to be able to connect to their teachers online is quit difficult. Why? because how are they going to access their lessons if they don't any gadgets for them to access it. Like cellphone, where they can communicate to their teachers and can be updated on their modules. This is also the same the teachers side.
**We teachers, without laptop is quite difficult for us to teach and delivers our lesson and modules to our students. Well, cellphone is there on that matter thou. Since we can able to send files on cellphone too through emails. But how about if we are going to make grades, to do multi-tasking things in a time. It's difficult.**
Difficult, in the sense that nowadays our means of communication were mostly depending on the technologies. Knowing the fact as well that we are in the era of evolving technologies more so into a high technologies time. A teacher is not excluding on that kind of involvement. We must and should adapts what's good for delivering our lesson to still able to have efficient and effective learning and teaching.
Well, I can't assure for a total effectiveness when the medium of instruction is through online because not all can have immediate access to internet. More especially here in my country that the internet connection isn't stable.
So, let's get back to our topic.
Why laptop is really necessary in teaching?
*We all knew that having laptop is very relevant the fact that it helps us in our work more especially if we are working on something related to paper works. It is also important for we can able to store big files on it. It's not anymore necessary that we need to go a computer shop to make things done.*
***As an office worker,*** *having such gadget is important for it is our way to accomplished our papers.*
***This is same as well when we are teachers.***
***Making of grades*** *is in need of laptop because it's not like before that teachers are just making it manually because in this generations teachers already e-class for it.*
***Making of modules****, as teachers we are obliged to make our own modules to be given to our students. So, if we don't have laptop then how can we make modules. Well, there's a computer shops thou, but it's more expensive in terms of the time you lend at the computer shop. At the same time , if a teacher has a laptop. They or we can work flexibly.*
***That is why it's really quite difficult to teach without any laptop especially in the generation that we are now. The era of the high technology.***
When I applied as Visiting Instructor, I don't have my own laptop. Well, we have a computer set or a PC since I also teach online before which is the wrong move that we've done. Supposedly, instead of buying a PC we should have bought a laptop instead which also having specs that can be qualified in teaching online to an ESL Company. But, since I had no idea before that laptop can also be used as long as specs needed is there I then purchased a PC instead of laptop.
I just realized now, that if only we bought laptop I must be using my own laptop for now. Just a good thing my partner's sibling allows me to use her laptop instead. That is why, I still able to have a laptop which is needed now in my classes.
Hopefully, one day I can have my own laptop too. Since it is very useful to me for my work.
**That's all everyone. My thoughts of today.**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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Pangarap na nais kong makamtan!
18th of October 2021
Mga kathang-isip na nabuo ng kahit sinong tao. Naka tanim sa isip at naging inspirasyon ng pagsusumikap upang maiangat ang sarili at mamuhay ng matiwasay.
Nag simula ako'ng mangarap na magkaroon ng laruang ***"Super Man"*** noong bata pa ako at nasa elementary pa lang. Gustong-gusto ko na magkaroon ng ganoong laruan, ngunit papaano?
Nahihiya akong manghingi ng pangbili sa mga magulang ko kasi mahirap lang naman kami. Sinubukan ko'ng mag ipon ng pera yung baon ko'ng tatlong peso tinitipid ko pa at inihuhulog ko sa alkansya yung isang piso at yung natirang dalawang piso ay pang meryenda ko naman.
Nag patuloy ang pag-iipon ko ng ilang araw at sa kasamaang palad ay hindi ko nabili ang laruan dahil kinuha ko agad ang laman ng alkansya. Iniisip ko araw-araw at binibilang ko ang bawat peso na naihulog ko. Napag isip-isip ko na marami na akong mabibili sa pitong peso na naipon ko.
Simple lang ang pangarap ko noong bata ako. Walang selpon at anumang teknolohiya ngunit masaya, kahit hindi ko nakukuha yung mga gusto ko'ng makamundong bagay.
Labing anim na taong gulang ako nang nag simula akong mangarap ng selpon. Gustong gusto ko na naman ang bagay ito ngunit papaano? Hindi ako anak mayaman. Nag lakas loob ako na sabihin ito sa ama ko at pumayag siya.... Pumayag sa gusto kong ako ang mag aasikaso ng mga palay na bagong ani mula sa pinag-tatrabahuan naming palayan. Ako ang mag bibilad nito hanggang matuyo, ng matapos na ang trabaho namin makalipas ang ilang araw ay binigyan niya ako ng isang sakong bigas na ibinta ko ito ng ***1500 pesos*** at binigay ko ang ***500*** sa aking bunsong kapatid dahil andyan siya palagi sa tabi ko at lagi niya akong tinutulungan sa mga gawain ko.
Naka bili ako ng segunda mano na selpon sa halagang ***500*** at sa wakas natupad ang pangarap ko. Sobrang saya ko noong panahon na iyon at nagpapasalamat ako sa ama ko.
Dalawampu't apat na taong gulang na ako ngayon, nag-iba na ang pananaw ko sa buhay. Gusto ko'ng mabigyan ng bahay at lupa ang mag-ina ko balang araw. Hindi ko pa ito naaabot pero pagsisikapan ko itong abutin *(kayamukat)*.
Nagpapasalamat ako sa ama at ina ko dahil pinalaki nila kami ng maayos at mapagtiis sa mga bagay. Tinuruan kami ng mga bagay na kung talagang gusto namin itong maabot ay pagsikapan namin itong mabuti. **Dahil malalaman mo ang halaga ng isang bagay pag pinagsikapan mo itong maging sayo.**
Kay ***"sarap kumain kapag pinaghirapan mo"*** wika nila, at naniniwala ako sa kasabihang ito. Lahat ng malalaki ay nag simula sa maliit, lahat ng naging guro ay minsan din naging estudyante. Kaya wag tayong mag dalawang isip na mangarap ng mataas, Libre lang yan...
Kung mahirap man ang sitwasyon at maraming problema, ***"ob-la-di ob-la-da life goes on bruh!"*** Huwag mawalan ng pag-asa ***"the sun is still in the sky and shining above you..*** Chiquitita..."
**WAKAS!!!**
***~ Junix***
*Another article entry again by him. Hopefully, you'd appreciate how he looked up his dreams and I wish and hope that everything he aims will be given unto him. In God's perfect time.*
All of us have our own dreams in life. We are trying now to attain on those dreams. We work hard for it. In the first place, we go to school because it's one of the step towards it. So, that is why I'm one of those just like my partner that still never stop on chasing dreams.
**That's all everyone!**
***"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) -*** @Janz
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