Unmotivated and tired? I shouldn't be.

January 24, 2022

It's been a week and almost 2 weeks that I felt this way.

A feeling that I can't describe of what it is. I don't even know how to handle it and it I ends up go with it's flow. That's why I somehow felt unmotivated in all aspects. Tired in everything that I wanted to just rest the whole life. But then, the other side of me told me to not get drown on this kind of feelings because it will only leads to have unproductive day and life in whole.

This feeling affects my whole mind and body which I felt tired in everything. I felt tired of being here in this platform everyday and making articles everyday. Because of such tiredness I only published less than 10 articles for this month January which supposedly I should have published 24 articles already including today but what can I do I let myself be drown to this feeling of demotivation and because of no motivation I felt tired.

But should I let this be? Should I let myself unmotivated and soaked by tiredness?

NO. It's a big NO.

Unmotivated and tired? I shouldn't be and never would be.

I just thought that I have no room to be tired and unmotivated for I have already a family and a son that needs me. It's the only choice that always dictates my inner mind not to felt such feelings that only hinders my capacity to make things done everyday. Just like this one, writing and publishing articles everyday. Reading articles of other writers and leave a comment on it. Being active everyday on this platform same goes with my noise.cash community.

But, sometimes as part of being a human who felts the tiredness, not being motivated, anxiety, depressed and other negative feelings which blocked our way on doing things that we wanted to do and done everyday.

That is why, I can say it's all up to us if we don't know how to handle such feelings that won't dominate our soul and won't let us stop on what we wanted to do and done. Just like in my case, I let it be for almost 2 weeks and guess what happens. I never been active here and wasn't able to make things done in here which I hate the most because I really wanted to make lots of articles but my mind and fingers won't also cooperate for I was being eaten by my feeling of unmotivated and tiredness. I've missed a lot already and I don't want to missed more of it.

So, I really tried my best now to write what's your on my mind so that I can get back on track for all my absences here and not able to read and comments articles and mostly write my own article.

I have a goal and that is to accumulate 1bch because I'm almost here for a year but still I haven't able to accumulate such amount. I actually accumulated 2bch more already but because mostly were being converted to fiat that's why my bch wallet now is empty. I wanted to accumulate it without converting any into fiat. But if I let myself be driven by tiredness then for sure I can't able to meet that goal.

So, I shouldn't let it be! I should not.

Unmotivated, tiredness? Please get away from me starting today and don't ever come back!

Anyways, to those I have sponsored. Apologies for not renewing it yet. I will just renew all of you if I already have balance bch. To those all my subscribers and those who always reads my articles, again apologies for not being active and not able to write and published articles. I will try to coped with all the articles I've missed.

Have a great day!

"For my sponsors and those who upvoted my articles. I would like to say my deepest gratitude and happiness for you all since you always keep me inspired and motivated. Thank you so much. More blessings to all of us here. Love you all :) - @Janz

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