"Farewell March and thank you"
March 31,2022
Blog#195
Hello there my lovely family here in read.cash, how was the last day of March in your area? I wish you had a very productive and great day today.
Meanwhile the weather today is freaking hot outside again and so drinking of plenty of water is a must to avoid dehydration.
So basically today is already the last day of March and I bet some of you are already preparing for April. Written down some new goals for April and writing down some achievements that you had from March, was I think is already in your list. In my part since 2022 arrived I didn't write down any goals, I just wanted to go with flow, no expectations less disappointments.
However March has been so heavy for me. It brings out a lot of obstacles and challenges that somehow affects my daily performance here in readcash and even in my daily lives.
Stressful day's
This month I struggled a lot in coping up with my performance here in read.cash due to some uncertain reasons, and that cause my earnings become even more little. Much little than I used to earn before. Don't get me wrong, I am not comparing nor complaining about it. I just noticed it because it was also done by me. But despite the fact that I'm getting smaller earnings when 2022 arrive, I'm still thankful and grateful with what I have.
With those little progress, I'm still motivated and so I am moving forward for my dream. I wanted to achieve my goals someday, and those goals have been already written in my mind and so without writing them in a paper nor through article I'm still focused on it. Although there were times that I really felt demotivated, I didn't let it to drag me down. I'm still standing still for my dream and that one day I can successfully hold 1BCH in my wallet. Opppsss I accidentally spoil it, what a messππ€¦.
Tight budget
This is one of the reason why March becomes so heavy for me. As almost the whole month of march, I'm the one who's paying our expenses and that literally cause my wallet becomes empty. Honestly before I'm happy that I can be able help my partner with our expenses, but as the days goes by and I slowly seen how my wallet got emptied, I started to feel sadπ . l can't wait for the day that my partner can finally received he's salary, so I can start over again.
Honestly seeing my wallet empty makes me feel Lazy π€£π€£. The feeling seems I started from where I started, an empty pocket π.
But the good thing was we don't have any debts. I'm really grateful with readcash as it help us survive βΊοΈ. My wallet might be empty for now, but I know it will still be filled with my favourite BCH soon.
And I think because of my shortcomings, the green baby even started to treat me as a newbie. He sometimes won't visit my article for over 15 to 16 hour's and he's visit becomes even too little.
Honestly I am trying to give my best, I do write an article from my own thoughts, opinions and experiences and yet my best wasn't good enough. And I think I can't do anything to improve my performance anymore, and so from now on maybe I shouldn't expect more than what I have so I won't feel demotivated again.
Anyway, I'll be looking forward that this month of April I can still publish one article per day. Hopefully I can still find a topic to share so I won't miss any day. This month I miss one article, but it was fine I'm still productive in 30 articles π .
Closing thoughts
Farewell March! Though you'd been so harsh to me, I'm still grateful as you somehow teaches me a lesson. In so many terms I learned. You did even tried measuring my independency and patience which I think I successfully passed with your test.
I wish next time you treat me nicely π.
Until next time and thank you for reading.
Happy April sis, may we have an awesome one! Our year seems to be slowing down but it's okay, at least we are still doing better. Hoping for better days :)