Tipsy and drunk are two different things when it comes to alcohol effects. When I was in my youth I was a heavy drinker, I am a party goer as I was influenced by my cousins.
Your environment is a big factor to influence your behavior, I live in a boarding house with my two girl cousins when I was 17 years old as left home after I graduated high school. I was not a drinker back then but my cousins are, they'll bring me to parties, night swimming, and mountain climbing, of course, the alcohol presence will never be absent.
Even if I say no, as I am fed up with hangovers they'll drag me and promise that they'll never let me drink, just fooling me. When they're tipsy already they'll get mad if I don't accept the glass and drink. They even said “Charles Angels will never be complete without you,” our circle of friends used to be tagged as Charles Angels. I cannot decline as I was just living with them.
The worst Thing Happens To Me when I got drunk one time.
From that I became a heavy drinker, my alcohol dosage is at the peak that I am not easy to get drunk with. I even remember one of my EX fling friends played with me, they put Ajinomoto “vitsin” in my drinks just to knock me out. They're planning bad things for me, but even if I was drunk my mind still working.
My ex went out to buy more drinks, he left me with his friends. While my ex was away they put that Ajinomoto in my drinks, without my notice after that I passed out. I woke up at 11 AM with a blank mind, I asked my ex what happened. He was mad because I slept in his friend's room, I didn't know what happened as he thought I go with his friend of my own will. He knows I don't get drunk easily.
But he said, he saw me sleeping on the top deck. The room has a double deck, I went on the top and slept in there with my body facing the bed. He said I kicked everyone that touches me including him as he was trying to get me and bring on his room. He even asked me if his friends used me (s3x) I said no of course because I know in myself nothing happened. My ex didn't touch me yet, maybe that's the reason he was furious lol. I did check myself and nothing hurts except my head so I was sure nobody touched me. I am a heavy drinker but I am still a V at that time, so I know if someone penetrates as it will hurt like hell.
From that experience, I distance myself from that guy as they were taking advantage of me. I did learn on that experience to never trust men.
I must say that even I get drunk my mind still works to do things that will save me from bad intentions. Before drinking, I always remind myself “Don't get drunk, the lions are waiting to eat you!” that's what I put in mind. I know some men are taking advantage of a drunk woman. That's why even if I get drunk my mind still has the last info which is to avoid being taken advantage of.
Good thing the heavens did not allow me to jam with a rapist! I know I must avoid going with men but I have my so-called boyfriend at that time, I didn't know his friends have this betrayal attitude towards their friends. My cousins at that time were also out of sight as they went to their boyfriends as well.
I got tipsy but never drunk
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Being tipsy is different when being drunk, when I am tipsy already I started to be more confident and I started to speak English haha!
When I am tipsy I am starting to be playful especially with guys. You know when you are in parties or bars, all men there are playful with a woman that is also there.
When I am tipsy we used to dance like crazy on the dance floor with my cousin, and men are you know trying to get in touch haha! So yeah, I'll dance with them. I dance like a bitch, when they start talking to me to go somewhere because I already turn them on, I'll just leave them hanging “Sorry, I am not available for taking out” that's what I whispered in their ear with a slight bite, then leave. Or sometimes I'll say “Sorry, I would love to but I have my period.”
I love seeing their face being disappointed, I love seeing how they wanted to eat me badly but they can't. And I laughed like an evil! Good for you, you're an idiot! That's what I keep saying at the back of my mind.
I don't trust men before that is why I don't fvcking care if they'll get hurt, whether on their heart or their thing lol.
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The definition of drunk is losing control of one's behavior when one's influenced by alcohol. I always have control even if I am influenced by alcohol back then, so I am convinced I got tipsy but never drunk.
I can still go home without staggering, as I always cast myself “Walk properly, guys in the corner are watching you!” I am aware that men are having dark intentions when they saw a staggering woman alone, so I always avoid showing signs that I've got alcohol influenced even before when I was in Manila.
Alcoholic drinks distort our brain functions, usually, the data that has been left was the last time you think before you've got alcohol influenced that is why even if I was drunk back then when somebody tried to do unpleasant plans for me, I still manage to protect myself. As I always remind myself to be alert. It's like a mind over matter thing.
It's the same with taking weeds, the last thing you want to do will be the outcome when the effects are already penetrating.
I am still thankful nothing bad happens to me when I was still a drunken master. My angels are always watching me even if I am throwing myself in danger.
This is an article inspired by @OfficialGamboaLikeUs prompt drunk moments. I like it as I was a heavy drinker back then. I am not proud of it, I was just sharing my experiences but I must admit I enjoyed my youth because of it. Although my life seems a hell back then, I managed to walk like I own the place. I never had a boring life when I was youth as I explore everything that made me curious.
But .. to all youth who are reading this, never do what I did it's very risky especially if you are a girl, it takes an ability to control yourself well even if you are influenced by alcohol. For your safety never play fire!
Never trust your boyfriend friends as well, especially when you are having drinking session.
My life is like a scripted story in novels or Wattpad, I even wonder if I was just playing a role or what haha!
But now, I don't drink anymore, only water and milk 🥛! Bad Girl gone good! Yey!
I don't have much photos before when we were drinking, selfie the old days is not in demand.
Thanks for reading, and drink moderately!
Date Published: August 18, 2021
OMG those pigs. Good on you for staying away from that guy and his friends after that experience.