When you are kind and Generous Person
People build their insecurities when they see something to other people that they can't do, that lead to hate and turns them to a monster.
I don't have against to the people who will always keep on saying things behind my back. I am not the type of person that when they hate me, I have this mindset that 'Go on, hate me until you get tired.' but even if I have that kind of mindset of thinking about hate of other people against me, I still can't help it but to be sad and it's making me worried because why not? I don't like that other people build hate to me because i want to have a lot of friends and turns my world to positivity and not toxic society.
3 days ago, August 17, 2021 when I posted to noise.cash about my donation for my former school right ? and if you will visit my noise.cash account, I have a lot of updates about it and even here you can read it to my article titled: Where your bitcoin cash earnings go? and this is not my first project actually, I also donated my half earnings before to the victims of Ulysses typhoon in the year of 2020 but this is the first time that I do a project donating using BCH earning from noise.cash.
Now, the purpose of this topic why I write this is because I also want to know what are your experiences When you are being kind and generous person? (let me know in the comment)
And I would like to share mine because I am sad start from that date until now and I want to let out all my thoughts and voices from my head about this and I hope y'all can understand me.
Story time:
So, since I always post about my updates of the donation, I also post it to my social media account in Facebook-Messenger's my day because I am so very proud because the earning donation is successful and I also say thank you to the all of you here because we can able to help my former school but the funny thing is My classmates from before did not support me like that is the funny thing because I am the donor. Another thing why I find it that they are laughing at me is because since I am not sure if the items that we will give is right, I am nervous of course because i have a lot of what if's so to make sure, I chat my friend-my classmates. I want to ask them if the items are okay.
The first person expression is I found it like, he is not interested in that kind of my project.
The second one is the same but in the nice way.
But they both ask me why I donate $20 and also said : 'Kung pinera mo nalang sana yang binigay nila HAHA' , 'Kahit isang bag nalang ng face mask okay na.'
The first question that running to my head at that moment is "What's wrong for donating a total amount of $20?" right? I just want to share the blessings that I recieve. I am just happy that Bitcoin cash can help a lot of people that's why I want to share to them how powerful bitcoin cash is and my work writing from the both platform is not fake because there are a lot of people asking me about this platform, but when I will invite them and teach them, they are lazy to join and obviously, they are wasting the opportunity.
They are still have a doubt to this platform that all of my BCH that I accumulate in my Bitcoin.com wallet are they think it cannot be converted in Fiat reason why they think of me as a crazy person that I am joking that I already accumulate a total of Php 68,000 pesos plus to my wallet.
The second question that hunting me is "It is bad to be kind and generous to other people?", And "Do I not deserved to help other people?" because seriously, this is driving me nuts! like yes, I don't still have a lot of money, I am still not rich, like them so why they are questioning this kind of kindness and generosity of mine? It is because they are still looking down at me? Because, I am not studying like them? Of course, They are so called my friends and this thing is not new to me.
But do you know that despite of this kind of situation of mine, It will never stop me to be kind and generous to other people. I will still help what I can able to help, and I will do my best.
I know the answer or should I say, I am aware why they are being like that to me. One of the most common answer is because:
I can able to help right now while they can't
They don't want me to see me being successful just like when I have business before I join writing here they keep dragging me down than helping me.
As a response to them, I will just think possitive and answer them in a nice way, I don't like to build a hate to them because it can never help me and I am done for being like that.
Yesterday, I still keep sharing to my story about how proud I am to myself and to everyone not minding those people who will think about it and just focusing to my achievements. I don't like to become stress because of them because I have a 3 big dots to my forehead already and Oh my vegetables! I don't know how to get rid of my pimples again but I will just let them free to my beauty because I don't like to buy some expensive beauty products lol.
Before I will end this Article, I would like to tell you this about the donation.
I did not beg for tips. We just have a lot of generous people here and to noise.cash who are willing to help that I even my self did not expect that they will give a lot of tips thru Qr code and I am very thankful to them always!
I am not expecting for a reward, their smile is enough.
So yeah, That is all for today. I already said what's on my mind for alot of days already. Thank you for listening I mean reading.
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You know what I think? That those people who talk about someone who is generous and does some good, are people who are pitiful, maybe they feel remorse because they are not able to face the world as you are doing. There will always be people like that, but you go ahead and repress those bad thoughts they have made of you.