Do you know the meaning of this kind of dream?

For how many nights of sleeping, last night was the first time of my 2022 to experience dreaming a bad dream again. I couldn't continue to sleep last night because of it. Just like you, I don't remember the whole story of my dream last night but the part when I couldn't open my eyes, I can't raise up my both arms and my feet is just the only part that I remember.

In my dream...

There is someone brag in to my door. The location is the same exactly here at my room. I don't remember his face and I don't know him but in my dream, he is a lover of mine that there is a part of me, wishing that it was true in reality charot. But the thing is, he gave me something. A money, I don't remember what he said but according to what I remember, he gave me that money to Protect it. He trusts me. After that, he go out and never come back. But he brag in again to my room. Looking for the money. I never use the money and keep it but I found myself that is wearing a dress. I don't know how I wore a red dress but i did not use the money that he gave to me. I tried to console him a little bit, trying to escape and find some time to find that money but then, he grab my arms, pushed me to my bed and pick a gun in his pocket.

That is the part where, I can't control my both arms and feet. Trying to scape to him because I feel like it was real. The feeling of nervousness and I can feel the my own sweat. I'm scared that he will kill me. That's why I remember this part of my dream. Because I am awake in reality but I am sleeping.

I'm glad! Because, I managed to open my both eyes even if my two arms was so hurt because of that dream. My face is so very weat because of my own sweat. I opened my fan and look to mu phone if what is the time already and It was around 2:09 AM. I slap my forhead because of that dream and i thought it was real. I look around if there was someone here with me, if there's a ghost or whatever but nah, I'm just the only one in the dark room.

After that, I did not sleep because of that dream. Scared that when I will sleep again, my dream will continue and i will be dead in the next scene. Lol so I just spend my time monitoring the price of my tokens and watching Drama. It was 4 AM something in the morning when I fall asleep on my own and wake up at 9 am something in the morning. My Sister wants me to accompany her to the store with her babies even if i am lack of sleep.

When we just got home, I chatted my virtual friends to the gc of telegram to tell them what I dreamed last night. That someone try to k!ll me even if I did not do anything bad. It was clear that i never touch the money that he gave to me. I didn't know why that money is so very important to him that he wants to k!ll me because of it.

I researched to google if what is the meaning of this kind of dream. If someone was trying to kill you in your dream and this is what the article that I read said:

Article link: Psychicblaze.com

"Generally, dreams about someone trying to kill you are manifestations of your distress and agony. It's a kind of dream that usually occurs when the dreamer feels hopeless when it comes to solving issues and problems."

I am shock to know about the meaning. Because there are no time that I am not stressed. Maybe, this is the start of me dreaming wired things because I have a lot of problems and i can't solved those issues of my life. My mind is always never free from those problems. I always think about them anytime even if I always do something to rest my mind.

You always read my article from my past months of writing here, there are never ending issues and problems that I always faced and I think, I just wrote a little good article and half of my article from those months are about me- my life.

"If the person trying to kill you in your dream is someone you don't know, it means they're a representation of a certain quality that you're afraid of or a situation that you're trying to escape from. For example, the killer or attacker might symbolize your fear or rejection or something like extreme pressure due to other people expectations to you."

I don't know the person in my dream last night. I don't know him but he has a face but I really don't know him. I never saw him from my real life. But what caught my attention of this article that I read is the last sentence, 'Extreme pressure to other peoppe expectations to you' .

My Grandparents always expect from me and there is no time that i feel pressure because of it. The people around me is expecting something that i can't give because I have a goal and i can't spend some to what they need that it was not really needed. I'm always afraid that i might tell to them some words that I don't like to say to them despite of how pressure they always give to me. As a result of this behavior of mine, not giving what they wanted because of my goals. I am afraid of rejections. I'm afraid that they will not like me because of that which is what i am always avoiding to be the person that they hated because of money.

Final thoughts...

So, if this is the real reason or meaning of this dream last night; Then, it was right. The issues, problems that I can't solve everyday. The Pressure, depressed, fear, and rejection is the main reason why I am starting to have this kind of dream. Which is what i am afraid of everynight if it will continue. I should stop thinking or overthink those problems. What I needed the most is Rest and peaceful mind. I decided to distance my self from those people who are giving me a reason to feel these kind of things.

I also want to stop talking about money and just focus to grind here. You know, it is better to just keep grinding-reading and writing without minding if how much I always earn here. Because everytime that I always check my salaru or savings it always makes me stress. So, I decided to just check them when the end of the month or twice a month? Who knows if I didn't count or look at them, I will be surprised if how much I earned right?

Sometimes, we need to rest ourselves from those things that making or feel us some unhealthy emotions. This year should be a good year for us so we should also change ourselves from the last year's how we get used to it. If we feel that those things that we did last year is not right, we should focus to it and solve it as long as it's for our own safety.

Thank you for reading!

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