Sometimes it is hard for us to accept that the someone you just meet is not for you. We all know that every people that we meet or comes to our life, they have their purpose to us why they come to us. Not all love stories have a happy ending just like to romance genres and novels that you read and watch everywhere and it is also the same for us.
Yesterday, my Ex just got married to his lover. I just knew about it from my Grand parents because my Grandpa is a 'Ninong' or God parent of their wedding because my Ex's wife parents are friends with him. Well, it is okay for me because we are now over for how many years now. I don't even remember our memories of me being with him before.
However, I don't know why I am sad I should be happy for them because finally, He find his real soulmate, his forever, his lifetime. The right girl that she can be with who can understand him, who can take care of him and I already accept that years ago that we are not meant to be.
My Grandma ask me if I should also go too to the church to attend because the Church is just near to my former School. But I refused because it is weird. I mean, me? As an EX will attend to his wedding to see them kissing? Laughing? And saying I DOs? Wait! Why I sound like I am bitter here? Don't think like that okay? Because i am just stating the fact that it will be look weird if I will attend to my ex wedding.
But nevermind! because I go to the Church secretly without my Grandparents notice. Why I go there? Because, I just like to eat igado after. Charot I just like to watched them being happy together. I just like to watch how our dream before. If we are not just played by the cupid and the destiny, are we also getting married? should i be the girl beside him? Laughing and being happy because of the happiness that she feel because it is her best and important day of her life.
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I don't plan to be notice by him but he noticed be in the last part of the chairs of the church it was their picture taking. He was shock because I was there. I can read his face that he wanted to tell something but I just smiled and just told him, "Congratulations!" in silence and he also smiled to me after that, I just go home.
And last night, I recieved a message from him via Messenger. He used his old account. The account that he was using when we are still together. He is just saying thank you to me because I let go him. If I didn't maybe he will never meet his girlfriend-no, his wife now. I just answered him that I didn't do anthing. It was our God's plan to us and I just came to his life to learn him a lesson. It is just sad to think that we didn't end together but that's life. Not everytime we can fight our feelings. We can't changed what will happen. Anyways, that is in the past now. I am happy for them and i am happy if what my life right now. I know someday, I will become happy and find my right one too.
If you are wondering if who is this ex of mine, it was my First boyfriend. We became together for 3 years. He was my boyfriend when I was 2nd year High School to 4th year high school however, we broke up because he cheat. I lied when i told you that I don't remember our memories now. I still remember the day where we broke up, the date when I caught him cheating to me, and the arguments.
I am not the type of woman that can ruined the Wedding because of bitterness and do the revenge Instead, I am happy for them like I said, I am happy to my life right now. I am also glad that i set my self free to him.
My Grandparents was shocked a while ago when they just knew that the groom was my Ex. When they talked with my Sister about yesterday that they attend the wedding. Well, my Sister and my Ex are schoolmates and my Sister knew that we became together before. Except to my Grand parents they didn't know because i never let them meet when I have boyfriend before lol. And they also like, "Bakit dimo sinabi samin?" (Why you didn't tell to us?) and I answered them, "Why? Di kayo nagtanong at matagal na yon so, wala naman na dapat rason para sabihin pa tsaka, Kasal na sila." (you didn't ask and it's in the past now so I don't have any reason to tell to you and they are now married."
Another reason why my mind is floating yesterday @EunoiaHA-HA remember, you correct my article's title. Thank you for that!
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I certainly wouldn't give her that pleasure by attending my ex's wedding. I think he took pleasure in thinking that you regretted your attendance at the wedding. Maybe I'm wrong, but attending your ex's wedding is wrong! Maybe it was better for you if it was that way.