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@Clintbling in September 2020

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The S£x Market **The S£x Market** A market that nobody wants to talk about. We think we’re clean, without a doubt! We all know that the ‘S£X Market’ is huge, Where only the desperate one’s s£xual desires find refuge. But if I had to ask you, ‘What is a market?’ You’d say, ‘A place where we get what we want.’ If that is what it is, then why our lustful acts do not count? You looking at a girl, Undressing her in your imagination, A random girl brings you an erection, Boy! your…

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S£x In Marriage Some people still cringe at the word s£x. I actually came from a place where talking about it in the family is a taboo. Even dragging s¥x into conversations among friends used to be embarrassing. Now that I’m married, I don’t shy away from it anymore. I now believe that s£x isn’t a crime or something one should be ashamed to talk about. It’s just that some people do a nefarious scheme that leads to making a stain on its beauty. And some people aren’t…

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Love Is Strange Love can paint a smile on your face. It can drown you in tears. One day you’re walking above the clouds and the next day you’re walking in the rain. Love can make you whole. It can break you into a thousand pieces. Today you’re the happiest person alive and tomorrow you’re the saddest. Love can make you write a love song. It can make you write a bitter poem. You can be the missing piece in someone’s puzzle. You can also be the reason why the puzzle becomes…

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Wap Wap Wap💦- Cardi B Surely you’ve hear of Cardi B’s new song? Has it broken the internet by now! How is everyone feeling about this song? Personally I’m Loving it... **Share your thoughts in the comments**

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A Lover's Note It was a gloomy day! We stood there by the ocean looking at each other All we could hear were those monstrous waves crashing over the cold rocks All we could see were the dark clouds encroaching from the horizon It seemed as if like a picture taken up from the images of apocalypse How terrible it may seem, it was beautiful! Beautiful because she was there standing She was there laughing … And as this loving memory faded I found myself in this wrinkled skin…

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You Sometimes Need More Than Knees For A Hug! Gods are lonely Maybe that’s why they need prayers When even mighty gods need prayers Then it’s no surprise that lonely humans need a hearing ear, a warm hug and a reassuring hand!!

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I Don't Remember Our Last Goodbye We’ve been speaking the same stuff for years Same stuff in different ways Though there were new additions The core remained the same Seasons became a cycle And cycles peddled forward Boys became men Real men with responsibilities Some still studied Some took up jobs Some changed jobs In pursuit of new opportunities Yet, we always clung together Perhaps we are dumb enough to love one another Than to be troubled by our differences And that’s…

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The Most Happiest Man Alive!! His days were near. He knew that. His days were near and he knew that Yet he smiled and rolled He had no worries for tomorrow Since there is none All he had was today A long-forever-today!! There he dwelled Investing the last of his energies To make the most of it! He didn’t know why he lived But he knew how to and how not to So he kept driving through the last sunset Which shined a shade brighter than any of his previous encounters What is…

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That Night, It Rained Sunshine When darkness took over, The petrified father carrying his baby girl Ran into emptiness In search of safety A Haven to protect his poor soul For that night, it rained sunshine! Racing past his limits he wondered, How many palms it would take to block the luminescence from the deathly fires? How many more wars it would take till we realise, they are worthless? How much more he has to run to see a better tomorrow? How much and for how long? *Is…

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A Sleep That Can Erase Dreams She dazed into the dark sky For her God to help Only to be addressed back With those same empty stares Words fell short as songs fell apart To define the thoughts in her heart That which was bombed a million times Now presents as cracks in a glass bleeding mimes So, she laid back at ease Allowing sleep to take over If it isn’t the only real thing, In a world full of dreams.

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Love Knot *Girl with a white heart seeks for a red heart to appear.* *Dying inside but alive outside.* *Willing to do,* *But screaming at its crest.* *Going to be like a royal parade,* *But it is a life ceremony between white and red.* *Tied a string around the heart.* *Changing the oneness through duality and then to the multiplicity.* *Lightly spurted life.* *Transforming into twofold reflection.* *Running with the natural process of enthusiasm.* *Experiencing every…

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What's The Future Of Eth, BCH and Btc? I appreciate that many in crypto buy coins because they want the price to go up. And if people believe the price will go up for a coin, more people will buy and the price will go up. Don't get me wrong, I believe Ethereum has done a good job. A better job than BTC. And from that perspective they should overtake BTC in market cap. But they do have a scaling issue which makes it unusable as cash. So their use case is different. And many…

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Eth 463$ BCH 280$ Gap. Who Can Hold BCH After Nov 15th? Yes the gap in usability is indeed enormous. **eth 463$ while bch 280$** So why has **Ethereum** not been able to solve their capacity problem? It has millions in infrastructure funding. Charging 8 dollar fees means that many of the usecases that helped in making it popular are now dying. On the other hand **USDC** is becoming rediculously expensive to send. And it is showing in the price of that coin. The development…

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In every story there is room for a better ending

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The Internet is evil, it steals the authenticity in ones soul. It affects one into wanting to fit in despite of losing all of their uniqueness, it casts a shadow on different kind of beautiful souls. The Internet is vile it robs you of your personality.

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I hope that one day you'll have the courage to run from everyone and everything that brings you sadness

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I wanted to remind everyone with everything that's happening. A child is being raised used to the daily death news. We must do better!

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And when a soul can't find a listener or someone worth sharing pain with, a writer is born

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Well here is a short note on a deadly poison. it eats on your heart not physically but it will feel as if your heart is being eaten diminishing every second, it puts filthy thoughts in your mind, thoughts that can harm you and everyone around you. This poison will torment your soul on a daily basis it tortures you for a life time but doesn't kill you not until you kill yourself first at least this poison is toxic to a persons well being, this poison has ingredients of 89% of…

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Pickup Line 1 I honestly don't feel much, but you are fun to write about, to sit and think and write about you are the three combinations of survival. So sue me for I find your existence my muse.

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"Aren't we all users, of something we shouldn't use as often. So don't remind me of how i have become an addict because what I use is different from yours" He left her speechless

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Today I'm Out of Words Today I am out of words, I couldn't think nor speak end of world is near, madness has reached its peak I shall speak the truth ,its no more ignorance is bliss If this is civilization then I don't want none of this And so I wrote again and so I shared my piece I may offend someone but there are no specifics I may not be as smart but I do see images better if you really noticed our life don't really matter It's about who dominates and who really is…

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So if I tell you that I have done things, things you can't relate to Would you still love me the same or would you judge me like the rest do So if I tell you I once overdosed tried to slit my wrist too Would you deal with it okay or would you try to blame me for it too If I tell you im an addict to things you won't believe I'm into Would you feel like a failure? like you didnt do what you should do So if i tell you I have searched love in a way that isn't holy Would you tell…

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I never had you, my illness just made up another delusion and named the entire concept "us". My painter side drew a picture of "you and I" together, and my writer side wrote a love story for us. That's the truth I am slowly coming face to face with.

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I Remember The Days You Were My Soul I remember days, the days you were my soul Life was beautiful your presence was my home Pure was my love I have always felt for you Sipping off poisonous bottle for I didnt have a clue My Life was colorful but suddenly it got so blue Claimed you my hero but you sided with my enemy I swallowed your toxic pills hoping they are remedy I swore it was true love knowing it was bad for me I couldn't go against you i considered it blasphemy Blind…

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Is Love Really Important When Having S£x? Intimacy is the language of love and passion that partners in a relationship share deeply in a bid to satisfy each other's emotional desire. It is a chance to connect with each other's souls in an emotional perspective all this done during s£x as your bodies converse in deep sensation. Now, this is all too deep and fascinating but to some, love isn't quite necessary for them to get their groove on under the sheets. It is basically an…

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My Sweet Sorrow Life gives you a drink every now and then, a drink full of pain and misery, the plan is you take a sip you know the taste and you do whatever it takes to never come across that drink, but I was too naive I had more than a sip in fact I had too much to drink I got drunk, when a person gets drunk of pain and misery they suffer, they neither can't sleep it out or act it out, they just suffer. But I had two sides, one stronger than the other, the better being the…

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Desperation DESPERATION When you are in love with the idea of love and you got no one to share your obsession with, it hurts, it hurts your spirit, soul and mind.

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Note To Self Today, You are going to smile and you are going to mean it. Dear Self Everyday I can feel my self change I can feel my self getting darker and darker on the inside, I feel it, I feel it all. "I know it hurts sometimes but you will get over it, you will find another life to live" I can't even cry over the remains of our love for I have nothing left but ashes. I have spread all over the hills. You let go of the flashbacks You let go of the bad times And you just…

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Reflections I looked at the mirror it was too hard this time My reflection was drained it didn't look so fine I took a long look as i felt tingles down my spine I saw as my reflection move as I was standing still As the mirror was feeling what I was scared to feel Then my lips parted and I heard me saying "listen" My reflection was talking and I thought I was tripping Continued "yes its me talking you are not imagining I'm here to tell you the truth you have been avoiding A…

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You Asked About My Life So I Wrote It Down For You *****You asked about my life so I wrote it down for you***** Life feels like a routine, a duty I must do This is everything, for I dug deep to my core I won't make this depressing, I will use a metaphor titled the naive angel or the depressed penitent You will get to choose, for both will be a compliment life is full of colors but my colors define different Red is for the love, I kept searching in the wrong place The one I…

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Listen From Your Heart, I Need You To Understand This will trigger a little but promise to not be mad I know you very well, you have walked through the inferno you came out ironed, your heart colder than the snow You hid your true self and swore to let nobody know Confused and disconnected lost on the darkest road You stayed in the box "being safe" like you are told Looking at your reflections, muttering something is wrong You would feel despaired, something like a gloomy…

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Lust The most plain feeling, a predictable urge you can label the second you feel it, an emotion that doesn't make you think or wonder, an urge that weakens your ability to function well, the most dull feeling is lust, it doesn't test you its not hard to express, you don't have to be a writer to write about it, its an amateur feeling, a lifeless act it doesn't hit you at your soul. I mean I would flush you with words of lust that will make you feel all type of ways but would…

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Doesn't matter how close you are with someone, some people are just toxic and something in them with or without their will, will just envy you

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Despite being a lonely person, despite being an exhausted soul who suffocates to breath under water, i will manage to make you feel like you are not alone i will manage to make you feel loved, to make your existence comfortable i will do everything in my power for you to keep your light even if i have to take mine out, i will take all type of agony to the core of my heart for you to not feel blue, I will squeeze out my eye balls and blind my own eyes before I see your tears,…

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My Dear Pretty Girl If You Broke Your Nails This One Time Would You Stop Growing Them Forever? My dear pretty girl if you broke your nails this one time would you stop growing them forever? Same goes with love: don't stop loving because someone broke your heart this one time.

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1000 Feelings 1000 feels I wanted to write poem like I always do but i couldn't anymore maybe the lack of words or the lack of interest or maybe my thoughts were too all over the place to be limited in poems. I feel 1000 things at once. I feel like i have to save everyone, at the same time i feel like i only can save my self but then again it would be too selfish, i feel like l don't like where i am standing right now this is the complete opposite of the picture in my head,…

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Not All Writings Tell What I Go Through, Some Of Them Are Expression Of Art Like What It Would Be Like To Write In That State

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The Devils Note Damn you people, stealing all my thunder I feel so offended when you do my stuff better I mean on my way here I saw a man kill his brother Y'all stepped it up this year, playing my game stronger Some of you play racism, extreme hate against each other Some of you are greedy like you are going to live forever I'm really really mad, mostly im really tired You keep being so vile you are gonna get me fired At this point I'm more holy than you, man I'm very…

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I Was Sent By The gods To Heal Your Every Pain To set you free from those haunting scary monsters To turn your heavy weight to couple of tiny feathers To Replace your tears with a laugh that's musical To turn your painful whines to a song that's lyrical I was sent by the gods to heal your every pain To free you from yourself to get you off this chain I was told you're mourning over the life you live And that you're getting weak and got no more to give so i'm here to set you…

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The Lord Is Coming For His People Everyday I pray for mankind We're all slaves to a generation Socialized and sickness is in the mind We are habitual thinkers Substance abusers and habitual drinkers But free your mind because the plug Is watching from the top floor Hoping you too will fall for the illusions Of the temporary high When we think we need to get by But are we really trying when kids are dying And #depression_is_trending? Are these the signs of an Armageddon?…

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I didn't choose my name, I didn't choose my God but I'm entitled to both, both grew into me, sometimes I feel like I would've been a different person if I had the choice i know I would've been because I ended up breaking the rules I was raised by, it feels like the person I could've been has died the day I was born, the person I could've been was washed off of me when my parents held me, but sometimes I'm filled with this hope I exist somewhere within all this labels all…

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I Wanna Tell You How I've Found Life In Him I wanna tell you how I've found life in him I wanna show you how happy I am with him He protects your girl in a way no one does He shows her affection in a way no one loves He gets up in the middle of the night to adjust to her schedule He listens to her and abides by every rule He makes her entire day light up with just a smile And he damn right makes her laugh, he's worth every while She has made a home in him that no one can…

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This Poem Is A Cute Confession This poem is a cute confession, a secret i have longed to tell you. It comes from my heart I hope it will make you smile. I know we're good friends but I want to be something more; To call you my Cherubie is something that my heart would adore. I don't know if this is love or just an infatuation. I don't know if this is emotional or it is just an attraction. For me it is a seed for something more hopefully to get the flower but not the thorn.…

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Motherhood I have been thinking, What makes a lady happy? Is it chocolates? Or maybe flowers? Designers clothes? Could it be going for a date? Like wise hiking? Some say, "ladies love money," I don't oppose I say, "give a lady affection and time," She will give you her all, She would go an extra mile for you Bring light into your home, Brighten it up One thing I know for sure will give your lady happiness, A bundle of joy, Getting her paged to show she is fertile, Her womb…

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A Letter To My Ex Hello darling, You're good at smashing, Squashing hearts with no hesitation, You cut deeper than the surgical blade, My soul was tormented when you left, You left my ship sinking like the titanic, Freezing in the cold waters of the pacific I was, Cold stone statue I turned to, Nothing could warm me up, I sunk deep and deeper into the oceans, Little did you know that you were hardening me, Doing away with my vulnerability, Being extracted from the depth of…

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Dear Love, May He Love You More Than I Did Years have passed since that sad day, when I, your love was called away. You felt so empty, all colors were dull. You could barely breathe let alone feel The light dimmed and dark came to cover you in endless black. I remember when I saw you lowering my casket down 6 feet under you cried for me to come back but the deed was done I want you to know God took me home and I have always watched over you. I came to know there is beauty in…

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So You Left **SO YOU LEFT** You ought to know the pain, And know the value to gain, The joy I gained you cannot bargain, I had all my imaginations written, The child was to make me regain My liveliness and strength. But now you are no more, You only stayed with me, Five months which wasn't enough for me, The feeling of you moving inside Made me feel your presence, It always brought a smile. Talking to you each time was my habit, I wanted my voice to be obvious to you, Some…

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Love And War Fire blazing, Eyes filled with fury, Grinding teeth, Clenched jaws, Clenched fists, Last night was a nightmare. Is it that am becoming more fatter? Why do I always get a daily batter? I miss them words of flatter, You taught me the true definition of love, Of what it is to be loved completely, You once made me feel like a real woman. Nowadays you don't touch and talk me, When you touch me you leave me with scars, Bruises all over my body and a broken heart, You…

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The Wake Up Call This life is known- To be a gush of wind That perishes in a fleeting time It falls as it rises So, You who keeps procrastinating; Turning and studying Walking down the paths You’ve already travelled, Profoundly wondering and, Sightlessly wandering – fretting Do you ever know – That you’re bothering yesterday While today is slipping away? Do you ever pause – To remember that this life, Not even tomorrow is promised? What becomes of you – When your eyes shut…

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Through Love Tears Fears Pain despair were the only loyal friends I knew, when she decided to crush my heart into pieces, and dragged my soul along this long deserted streets, Time heals and with time I believed I will be strong, apparently my thoughts were wrong, the same time they say it tells, went silent and watched me drown. From dusk to dawn, from topnotch to down, I mean it's just yesterday when our love was young and free, free from jealousy, too young to succumb to…

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Yes I Killed Her Yes I killed her, I killed her because she had shared the national cake, I killed her because I never trusted her I killed her because,I loved her I killed her, Yes I indeed killed her Did I not love her? Did I not care for her? Why then should I let her go? Was she even mine? Yes ,but if not she would not be anyone else's! I killed her, I killed her because I loved her, I killed her because she was my property I killed her for I was once told Men never cry,…

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Scars In Her I thought I needed you And so my head I bowed for you I believed there was no whole without you And so I gave all of me Scars you painted on my soul You made my heart bleed daily Yet I held on For a second I believed I believed as long as an us was Then I would surely be whole I believed in I love you Only because it was from your lips But desolate and broken I sit Staring at the edges of my mirror The gal looking back is haggard Tortured and lost All because…

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Call 911... Call 999... It's an emergency... The ambulance pinged... Pills on the floor. The world was hazy, Hushed and drifting... Feel her pulse... Oh my God, that stuff! My feet were heavy. My speech was terse. Come on, bring the stretcher, We're losing her! Bottles on the sink, My momma uttered a prayer. The ambulance pinged. Voices were piped... It's an emergency! Take her to the E.R! We're losing her... What's her situation? A case of opium-fretnol overdose! One-…

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Which song can you recommend for someone with a fresh heartbreak?

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I want someone to be afraid of loosing me.

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Would You Date A Spy? Am sorry but I can't date a spy... It kills me, It shatters me, It shreds me, To see you so broken. I see the deep pain behind your ever tearful eyes, Then I hate myself for all the lies? I wish I could turn back time, Maybe right my wrongs and clear all the evidence. I should have never cheated on you. Or maybe I should have covered all my tracks. I should have treated you better. Or maybe I should have given her less attention. I hate to see you hate…

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Writings From The Heart (I Hope I'll Get An Audience From This Poem) I hope this poems sinks into your heart like the Titanic sunk in the ocean. I hope this poem blows your mind up like the blast blew up Beirut. I hope this poem makes you fall for me like the economy fell during the pandemic. I hope this poem makes you my persona. I just hope I will perform this poem, I hope I will get an audience to this poem, This poem deserves an open mic, I'm open, I will use a…

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I never expected a person like her would even see me as the person i am, or even have a crush on me, you know life is weird, like you never know who you end up with for the rest of your days, so embrace what you have, live it to the fullest and spend it with the right people.

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Love And Betrayal That tune flowed in my veins, Propelling my nerves system, Each day I yearned to be graced with your presence, Seeing me you won't grow tired, Your heart won't marvel anymore, You will always have me. As a man, I have active hormones, Gaining your trust was the first step, Since your chest wasn't broken, Your treasures I had to grab, Your honey pot I had to lick, It's sweetness I had to feel, Loving you I did not, I was after tasting your waters. I had to…

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Don't Blame My Pen **Don't blame my pen** The pen don't talk by itself Just ink out when the hand's shaking That hand is being directed too Can't cut off coz it did something to provoke someone It's the imagination that's boiling up The blood create emotions That burns the body and soul That can't be let inside The pen don't right to impress anyone To embarrass anyone To abuse anyone without a meaning You find it abusive coz you don't peep deep I'm lost living in my lost…

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Mama I'm Sorry To Ask But If My Dad Is Still Alive, Please Help Me Find Him Mama I'm sorry to ask But if my dad still alive Please help me find him I'm your first daughter an outcast to this family Their attitude ain't fair towards me They talk ill ' bout me say I should leave their home My foster father hate me saying I'm not his daughter Mama I'm sorry I couldn't about the child She was innocent just like you didn't do with me Just the way I gave you happiness as a mother…

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Letter To Amaury Sachét (BCH, Bitcoin, Bitcoin SV, Bitcoin Class, Bitcoin Gold) So basically, what I have to say is that people were bashing Bitcoin, then bashing Bitcoin Cash, then bashing Bitcoin Gold, Bitcoin Private, Bitcoin Classic, Bitcoin SV, and now people will bash hard on the oncoming fork. So probably you must prepare to a ton of interesting discoveries and observations. However, after the time passes, people often find the use to all of that previously bashed…

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Those Who Are Heartless Once Cared Too Much I’ve lost a lot of friends over the years and I don’t know if it’s just from growing apart, or we’ve just changed, or I’m doing something wrong. And it’s always felt like I’ve done something wrong on my part. I know I’m not perfect, but I know I’m a good person. I know I’m loyal and compassionate to my friends. Yet it feels like I’m doing something wrong. And I’m trying really, really hard to be... I don’t know, something better? I…

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And So She Woke Up To The Right Things She was not a morning person And her skin tone was dusk While people sought indifferences to fight over She smiled at the oneness Of the skies and of hearts While falling asleep with the shining stars…

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The Blue In The Sky And Of The Ocean I realised that I often use ‘sky’ in my poetry a lot. Well, how can anybody not speak about it? To describe their feelings!! It’s the same thing one looks up to When devoid of all hope And when filled with sense of achievement. Such a comforting speck of nature, Stretching past all the horizons. Words fall short on trying to image it; The least they get is be beautified In an attempt to characterize the eternal glory. And I, being an…

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Hope In a world full of uncertainties People yearn for hope A rope to hold on, One that reassures. That’s why more than doctors Gods and healers are more popular!! The powers of a doctor are limited Finite only to knowledge and technology. On the other hand, Gods and healers can do miracles Whether they really do them or not doesn’t matter! But, they always give a hope, that something may turn up! That’s what we really need in this life, A hope to hold on, to keep moving…

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Mamma! I Wish I Could Come Back Home *(A lonely mother grieves a lullaby to herself, in memory of her son, who got lost by the river of no return. It’s been five years since his absence, but this clueless mother waits everyday by the river for his return)* O’ apple of my eye Jewel to my heart Why did you leave To the point of no return You took my love along Leaving me alone With these sad dreams And the flashbacks that followed My love still shines like the red star In the…

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From The Minds Of Unconventionality What is death, if not liberation Freedom from oppression And the ugly nature of *‘inhuman’*beings Be not afraid to die my friend! Be afraid to live For it demands utmost sincerity and respect towards life!!

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Rivers Of Tears They say every river has its source, A source from where it draws its water from, It's elegant flow, Magnificent beauty, It's breathtaking sky blue view, Leaves you entangled to watch it flow, Some are fresh while others are salty, Rivers consume lives, Dangerous creatures live with in it, It environs attract preys to predators, Some drown in it, Swimming they can't, That's the way love works, You drown deep in it, Gurgling water till you tummy gets full,…

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When I Die When I die, I know I will die, I go leave the world very happy, I will be leaving a legacy behind, I will be leaving my offsprings behind to carry it on, I go leave them well off that they shall know no suffering or pain. When I die, May my casket be made out of soft word, So that the worms may decompose my lifeless body, Turning me into manure, So that I may add value to the soil, Making plants grow healthy so that they won't lack food, I call that balancing the…

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If Only On her bed she sat, Pills, blade, sisal rope, Which one would end the game faster? Her tears were stained, And her mind blocked, Nothing but darkness. Darkness. Darkness? Darkness! She was only human, Something she struggled to explain, The numerous attempts went wasted, All doors shut at her face, Everyone withdrew, With a big belly, she knew it was over. None harkened to her cry, None believed that forcefully her womanhood was taken from her, She didn't ask for…

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Fornication Loneliness is all I feel Thinking of you evokes my demons Wanting to feel your lips on mine Your breath on the my neck Your chest on my baby's treasures I caress my own self in the dark, I moan in pleasure Only to wake up to a dream world bored and raging in fury Having you I must that I swear. The mood I suppress behind these clothes; a perpetual urge to breach your privacy, and lie on your silky skin. Little had you known, you would have escaped in the night to…

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Change I am infectious and flirty I am not a freak I may be naughty and nasty Horny I am not I may try to be a lover boy Loyal to one I am. I know I have hurt you Breaking your heart I can't dare Though you never said yes to me I feel like I have betrayed you I let my pain get the best of me Seeking refuge in flirting I thought was the way to ease it. My love I acknowledge my fault On my knees I am Have pity on my soul Take me into your arms My imperfections portray me as…

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Better Blinded By Fear I have opened the door Only for it to get slammed at my face Piercing up my heart Sending the pain to my depths What makes yuh so different from them I am no longer interested in being an entrepreneur Nor am I gonna be a gambler That den is so not for me. My pain you understand not The spear lies in my heart Pull it out am dead out of excessive bleeding You call it betrayal, it's way beyond it My tears flow with in Saltifying the flow within. I don't…

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Never Meant To Be I felt you were right for me I felt my search was over I grew wings to fly in love with you You were to heavy to be lifted I flapped my wings, I couldn't manage to take the flight The more I tried, I ended up fracturing my wing Am now flightless. I believed in love I believed in time too I believed in fate and destiny Not knowing a prank was being pulled on me Blinded by beauty, reciprocating lies Reminiscing my fantasy Which ended before taking the first…

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Violence We believe violence is the key to get even Letting anger get control over us Blacking out and blood thirsting Raging like a Ferrari engine Folding our fingers to create punches Black eyeing each other. We have grown so wicked Not knowing when to call a quit Siblings turning against each other Friends damage each other Resorting to end each other fearlessly Blood bath is the routine Scavengers we are devouring with lots of greed. Violence is a fruit of evil It's…

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Dangerous Love We niggas love for real, Tukiamua kupenda, When a nigga goes rogue, Atakucheza kama archery, Shooting an arrow into your heart, Kisha atalichomoa leaving you bleeding, Whether you bleed to death or not, Hapo sisi apana tambua, When a nigga loves genuinely, Usiwahi taka mcheza, Cause if you do, Niaminie nikikushow, You will awake his demons, Na gangster atakuwa, Hunting you down he will, Malaya atakuita, Pulling trigger to him ni kama kipawa, Hesitating he…

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My Greatest Love You may think you're weak My strength runs in your veins Delilah you're not Your Samson I am Brave your way like a lion The jungle trembles at your roar My love, my queen A giant you're in making You slay beasts Conquering your dynasty You've earn respect from all Your courage is envied by many No illness can pin you down Your portion it's not Like flu cough it out Like obesity sweat it out by doing workouts I believe in you my love They may belittle you but…

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Letter Of My Love Not only am I gonna shower you with love, Nor am I gonna soothe your heart with sweet words, I am poet, A lover of ink, But I go fill your tummy with a meal cooked out of love, My kitchen is out of bounce for you, Go take a warm bath, I go be your chef, Cooking all your meals will be a pleasure, You deserve to be treated like the queen, I wouldn't want you to burn your fingers, Those fingers are meant to caress me, After you're done eating, You go take some…

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Dedicated To The Love Of My Life You shine bright like a diamond, Ukiwa up in the sky, You've reflected the empty soul in me, Ukafanya roho yangu ikableed kwa undani, My heart has become a battlefield, Ground ya chuki na love kumenyana, Only God can fulfill my undying wish, Yakukumake kuwa mine, My heart is frozen cold, Sijui unaiwarm aje yet haujanipiga nare, A day without seeing your text, Leaves me feeling nikama nimechomwa na thorn, If I don't hear you voice, Napata…

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She Is A Whole Package She got the looks, She got the smile, Her dimples display perfectly, Her beauty is undeniable, She got the curves, She got the booty, Leaving all Jaws dropped, At a sight of her, She got a beautiful voice, Intonating tone it has, Melodious and sexy it is, Sending chills down my spine, As you talk to me you're singing, Calming down the demons in me, As they lower their guards, Laying down their horns they do, This is my prayer, She go be the love of my…

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My Gift Soul My priceless gem My adored diamond Rarest amongst all Envied by many Unmatched beauty you're Like an angel you bloom You're heaven sent Fizzled up I am Neither were you wrapped A gift you were not Swallowed in thoughts I am Answers I don't seek You saved me from drowning Strengthening my being Breaking the hardened walls of my heart Vulnerable to love I am To you I surrender Fear I have not My gift soul you're. ® Tales of the spitting pen 🖋 🖋

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How To Keep A Man All the ladies out there, Lend me your ears, Please open them up and listen, Listen very well, And don't eat what you can't chew, Keeping a man ain't that easy, But if you play your cards right, Then he is all yours, Man needs no sexy woman, Cause that shall fade away, Don't do anything to please him be you, And he won't do a thing behind your back, To keep your man, Be nagging but not to the extreme, Keep your insecurities to yourself, Never show them to…

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Adored Beauty My medulla oblongata is at a seizer, Taking me into hostage, As I remain frags busted, My lips glued in, All I can do is mumble words, That you can't grasp, Oh My Gosh! Your eyes, they glow like the white pearl, Your lips, oh my your lips, A little swollen they are, Small and sexy, How juicy they look, I would be stumbled if I get to have a taste of them, You're well structured and mounted, The chest wow, I mean the boobs, I salivate as look at them just…

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Hidden Fact (During Covid) As citizens we're blinded by our government Turned to be lap dogs, barking at their command At the clutches of their nails lies our fate Letting go any time they can A hindrance we are to them Like slaves we are subjected to serve and not the vice verse. At this time of the Covid pandemic You show your grief, they drink wine The economy deteriorates, their pockets are full You panic when the numbers add up Their goals are achieved What are we?…

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Will You Be My Girlfriend? My fingers itches Penning you this piece I want to Pinning you down I desire not Anger erupts in me Exploding I will but on the piece of paper Cool lava it is Burning the paper it won't Permanent marks I shall leave With traceable fingerprints. My lonely self won't let me be Having you is my aim Lust I want not My desires for you are as great as vamps drown to blood Like a leech I wanna stick to you Sucking your blood interests me not Separation I…

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I Am A Poet I am a poet, A pussy mechanic am not, So don't crown me the name FU*K BOY, I respect ladies and their dignity should be preserved, I am a poet, Loving many I can, but as friends, I am loyal to one, I am human I got feelings too, So don't title me to be A LOVER BOY, Cause to my queen I am her king, Rocking her world I am, I am poet, My words may flatter you, But those words are meant to fall on her ears, You're welcomed to crash on me, Loving me you shouldn't,…

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My Undying Love Hiding in the shadows I am, Like a vampire with fear of getting roasted, The bond we share, the chemistry is unexplained, A day lighter you've turned me fearing no sunlight at all. William Shakespeare was the greatest author of love story, Eventually he found his better half, Writing about himself being in love he did, Too bad he won't be here to write about us, Instead we go follow in his foot steps, By starting to make baby steps. May The Almighty Jah see…

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My First Kiss How magical was your first kiss? Just like the foretold stories, The kiss brought sleeping beauty back to life, The kiss turned a beast into prince, And so did it turn a frog into a prince, The kiss ensured every curse was broken. My first kiss was so magical, Sceptical I was trembling like shit, You may think I came out of a deep freezer, When her arms were on my shoulders, A chill was sent down my spine, I lost myself completely, Having goosebumps all over,…

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On My Way Stuck on you, I got the feeling that I just explain, Neither can I ignore, From deep with in it glows, Flowing in my blood stream and vessels it does, Guess am on my way. On the road there are accidents, Out of pot holes manifesting, There is floods, My car is sabotaged, The exhaust inhales water to the engines killing it, Running out of gasoline, On my feet i am, Running heading home to you, Guess am on my way. At the train station I am, Boarding it and getting…

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Pain Is My Cup Of Tea **STRONGER** You skin can absorb sun light, You need not to apply sun bum, Sun burns you won't get, You ain't no albino, Skin like cheetahs you won't get. You feel your heart is broken, When you think of the damn days, The memories you shared, You break down, Crippled you feel, Little did you know your teacher he was, Showing you the way to love, Giving you experiences, Showing you steps to take in the up coming events, Stronger he is has made you.…

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The Apple of My Eye An apple a day keeps the doctor away, Since you're my apple, You kept me away from scavengers, A sight of you kept me away heart aches, This made you the apple of my eye, Only you fed my eyes, Completing my entire desires. I am lost in you, My roots have gone deep in you, Firm are my stems and blooming I am, I bare you each day of my life, My apple you're, Oiled and spiced up you're, Sparkling you're, Happiness and joy is all you give. I never thought…

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Is Read.Cash System Hanging ? From my side I have had difficulty in posting for the last 1 hour. I didn't understand because every time I tried to publish my article, I was told that the system was hanging and am not really sure what to do. I got the following screenshot: I have never experienced this and that is why am a bit worried. How are things from your side? Are you experiencing the same thing? Seems like the system is too hot and they are waiting for it to cool off.…

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Dear Dad... **FOR YOU PAPA** Yesterday was my day, I didn't have to hold the pen to write myself a piece, My friend did that for me, Am thankful to them cause they made me feel your presence, Though you're in spirit form and you live in my heart. On my right hand I hold my Spitting pen, Underneath it is my book, Am ready to pen you this piece cause it's your day, Papa thanks to you I was brought into this world, You played with me will while I was an infant, You gave me all…

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How Are You Holding During The Quarantine Period? (Covid-19) Hello guys, you understand that now the whole world is having a pandemic that is really killing a large number of people. This is a fight that we only prosper as a family. How are you holding up wherever you are? Are you safe? Are you taking care of yourself? Am just concerned because It would really break my heart to see that most people are dying of **Covid 19** due to negligence. Please Please please, take care.…

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All Because Of Love I feel like my veins are packed with caffeine. All because of a woman I met recently. She has something that I can't really tap my finger on. She controls me like the remote controls the TV. Is this what's they call love? I feel like am in love. Or am infatuated. I hope I'll be infatuated forever. I feel like my veins are packed with caffeine. All because of love 😍

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How To Shave Your Private Parts? Hello lovely people. Today I want to ask you something. How do you shave yourself? What do you use? Can you recommend some great products to use while shaving? I realized most of us didn't really know much when it comes to taking care of our private parts. We end up having rashes in the end or even pimples or acne. Such things aren't healthy. So today am asking you to share knowledge. Be it male or female. You never know because you might be…

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Betrayal They say politics is a dirty game, It's played with cash and lives, Only the richest survive, Cause they triumph upon those less rich to them, A millionaire can't battle a billionaire and win, More a so if he or she ain't wise. Love is the most dangerous and dirty game to politics, It involves hearts, feelings and emotions, Where by these three are placed on the gambling table, I gambled with all and thought I won you, A champion I was but it was short lived. To me…

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If I Were A Lady If I were a lady, All the niggas would respect me, My body would have been made out of diamonds, Tough and hard that only special drills would penetrate through, Sparkling I will, To attract but reflect to differ, If I were a lady, Touching you will yearn to, Having me will be in your wildest dreams, Swallowing huge balls of saliva you will, Be careful not to choke yourself with your saliva, I will make you commit a sin, Of desiring what isn't yours, If I…

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Payback Time(For Love Wasted) Ladies guys have tortured you enough, Something unimaginable you've become, It's time to pay them in their own coin, Let them starve while their hormones are active, Give them food to fill their tummies, You've the key to your cunt, Choose wisely on who lies in between your thighs, Let him lie but limit how deep he goes, Tire him out before he gets a piece of you, When he thinks he is in, Disappointed he gets cause only the head is in, He tries…

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Dear Love, This Is For You **MY LOVE ♥ ❤️** I was ragging in anger, Fuming in hatred, Cursing this so called lover's day, But all these changed a week before this beautiful day, From the moment I met you, You killed the burning flame of hatred in me, And extinguished it with love, It all started by writing, Writing ikaturn kuwa vibes, Vibes soothed my heart, Melted the solid walls of my heart, Making me vulnerable to love, Love that I had cursed ages back, You broke that…

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My Sincerest Apology I never meant to step on your toes, I know I weighed a lot and you felt the heaviness, I am guilty as charged since I led you on, I blame myself for leading you on, And now I have wrecked you, It's OK to hate me for me that. As a wrecked soul, I had to be cautious, I had to explore my options at hand not knowing I was being heartless, I thought sampling you up to get to know you in different ways will make me find love, Rather I turned out to be toiling…

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Sacrifice My heart beats for you, You're my desire, My dream come true, My only fantasy, Not a day passes by without having thoughts of you, I hold my pillow wishing to cuddle with you, All this is so impossible cause am in so much pain, Your dad brought me into your house claiming to help me, He claimed he will finance all my needs not knowing what was under his sleeve, All he did was take advantage of my innocence. He screwed me turning me into his sex toy, My room turned…

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In Love 😍 😍 ❤❤🌹🌹 If I give you my heart won't you turn it into a farm? If I say yes to you will stay with me? If in trouble will you find away to help me out? If I want and need you will you show up? If I am broke will you still love? Will you still crown me as your king? They say love is blind, Seeing you clearly I can, They say love is a seed, Together we go nature it to grow, They say love is like a bombshell, May it explode sparkling and disposing it's shell on me, They…

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Untold Reality In their eyes I am freak, Uneducated and disrespectful, I have been titled a he goat A cheat, judged harshly It's OK I am guilty as charged But I had to do what I had to do to make my research fruitful. The kind of dilemma my sisters go throw in the hands of fellow men will leave you in tears, I had to be those men in order to get results for my research, Probably am now the talk of the town cause the ladies I have interacted with are ragging in fury. Fellow…

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When You Asked For Love, I Gave You My Heart And Soul ****YOU******💔💔💔** You asked for love, I gave you my heart and soul, You asked of attention, I lent you my ears, You asked for comfort, I offered my chest to be your pillow, You asked for a hug, I cuddled you up all through, You asked for a kiss, I gave more to it, You said you were empty, I filled up the emptiness in you, You said you were wounded, Together we natured and I helped you heal, You said you loved me, I fell…

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Acknowledging My Faults I have been an entrepreneur I have risked my heart countlessly With hopes of finding my true love It all begins well but end in tears Dumped and played I get My body has always been a pit hole A pit hole where the broken pieces of my heart and dumped, What do I do? I keep on taking risks and getting hurt at the end. Giving up I am But I have to keep on going I always blame them for leaving I point fingers at them I blame love at the end of it Blinded…

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I Wish I Could Love You Right I Wish I Could Love You Right There are promises and hollow apologies that I cannot make up for, and yet, I want to make up for all the things that I did to ruin you because even if I couldn't love you right, I never intended to do you wrong. My Mother told me to love out of the warmth and I, I loved you out of the loneliness that I couldn't deal with. You knew all of it and yet, you gave me a chance and I took you for granted because you knew…

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I Have A Confession To Make: S£x, Drugs And Money I have a confession to make I'm an addict💔 I'm really addicted to these worldly things I can't survive a day without them Addicted to every moment of sin hopeless but endlessly happy sold all my loyalty to this worldly vanity which only drives me away from sanity never thinking bout anything else but sinning I'm truly an Addict my love runs deep into drugs & drugs not forgetting food, sex and money cracking all the walls of…

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Baby, I'm capable of blurring out the rest of the world and focusing on you.

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So If I Tell You That I Have Done Things, Things You Can't Relate To So if I tell you that i have done things, things you can't relate to Would you still love me the same or would you judge me like the rest do So if i tell you I once overdosed tried to slit my wrist too Would you deal with it okay or would you try to blame me for it too If I tell you i'm an addict to things you won't believe I'm into Would you feel like a failure? like you didn't do what you should do So if…

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Fear Fears are like the strongest chains, they tie you up to your head and you are no different than a crippled maybe even worse, when you have fears to think of on every step of your life you won't live your life, you will miss out on what could've been your best life I for one have thousand fears, before I do anything I over analyze things, look them in every negative direction and I only think of the negative out comes so rather than going through the consequences of my…

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I'm Summoning All My Demons For A Mission I'm summoning all my demons, I'm calling them for a mission They are going to do me a favor, I'm giving them an instruction I have plotted a chaos and they will help me through it, luckily They are going to snatch souls , souls of those who have hurt me I'm ordering them to spare no soul, kill them all mercilessly To Pour their blood in a royal cup to bring me the drink of vengeance To keep their flesh on the walls so I can enjoy the…

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Tell Me All About How You Touched Every Inch Of Her Tell me all about how you touched every inch of her How her body is your temple, how you said your prayer Tell me how many times you told her she is your world Tell me how she said it back and how the tables turned Stab me with your words tell me how she is much better How she smiles better, smells better even kiss you deeper Tell me how many times you smiled looking at her picture How many times you told her you love her…

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Dark Posts Thing is emotions are better off expressed. Which is why I not so long ago used to write things on my other channel that I'd now think would be classified 'dark' like we do to many many channels out here. I don't speak for everyone but please listen to me when I say that they could be real. They could be how someone really feels. Imagine being in physical pain. Screaming or expressing it in some way appears as if it would make things better for some reason, right?…

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The Color Red He had scars not one, not two, but he had 22 of them each with cut that was deep, one deeper than the other & they were so clear to see if it wasn't for the long sleeves he wore anyone could've noticed them he had one bigger scar bigger than the rest of them I wonder what he felt the say he had that cut it was big and deep, and there were this little scars that looked like scratches I stared at them for long hours long enough till they started looking like a…

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They Say Pain Creates Masterpiece They say pain creates masterpiece and words wash away the pain but ever since you have been gone I have been running away from the pen. I've been on writer's block even though I've written a lot about you because each time, when these memories come along each time the pain is something new. And each time I get lost inside my head not knowing what to do because forgetting you is a real pain but then again so is remembering you. So gone with…

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Maybe I'm Lost (Dilemma) Maybe I'm lost Maybe It's all just a waste of time Maybe I'm just throwing away my opportunities and I'm burning my ages in the fire Maybe I'm asleep Maybe I want to wake up or maybe i don't Maybe i don't want to reap what i sowed I need an alarm clock To notify me it's time To drag me up from where I'm lying Maybe i need an epiphany I need someone to enlighten me To tell me to start living And supply the air to breathe I need to wake before it's too…

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I Need To Vent I need to vent Hi. I'm a 19 year old guy. This is my second or third vent and this is totally different from the things I vented about before. I'm an only child and my parents huletum they're atheists. And actually nothing regarding religion ever happened in our family. Some aunts used to try to preach me into their system but my parents strictly lined that boundary and after I was 10 or 11 I was an atheist too by my free will. It's not that I don't believe…

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Love Isn't A Scam In life we make decisions It's either it builds or drag you down the drainage pipes Do you blame life for your decisions Nah you blame yourself for walking down that path Cause you could have turned around but you chose to continue. The same applies to love You fall in love with the wrong person You give your all But they give less in return Since they don't love you as much you deserve You get broken Ones broken you cry your eyes out Cursing love. You say…

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Agonizing Life I sleep hungry, I wake up starving With dried lips No saliva to wet them Cracking they do Oozing blood they are Leaving them piercing real hard The pain is unjustified. Before leaving the house The muddy house I live in With leaking grass roof I sit on my mattress, as I start meditating Get lost in deep thoughts Dear Lord where did I go wrong? Am I cursed and I don't know I head to my fire place Shaking the stove It's so dry that no drop of kerosene can be…

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Worst Birthday Ever They say the day you celebrate adding a year more to life is a special one But mine turned out to be a nightmare becoming true The unbelievable getting believable Why did you wait till this day Instead of wishing me well You brought me tears You wrapped sorrow and heart ache as gift Boom you tossed it to me with out Remus Instead of blowing the candle to make a wish I threw the cake against the wall This day has turned to be a cursing in my life Making me…

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A Love To Remember I stay awake thinking about you Closing my eyes gives me fear Nightmares befall me I ask myself, if tomorrow never comes will you know how much I love you If I fail to open my eyes will you understand it was God's will Will you put the blame on me for giving up I never gave up on us Rather it's my time This really frustrates me It leaves me in deep thoughts I can't stop my tears from dripping down my cheeks I promised to be with you till eternity It kills…

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A Letter To My Mother-In-Law Dear mama I write you this letter I come in peace and not pieces While humbled and not disrespectful I am a stranger to you I would love to be familiar to you I was raised to ask for permission whenever I want or need something Mama your daughter means the world to me I love her with every beat of my heart Despite her faults in the past I only desire her We may have rushed matters between us Trust me mama only her makes me feel alive She gives me…

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Corona Love **MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY** I have been missing you like crazy . Remembering each moment like it was yesterday . I wish you take a minute and recal the sweet moments . The moments love was a beautiful thing for us, The moment happiness was our daily wine . The moment your long calls always laid me to bed . The moments texting all night was all we desired. The moment my smile was engrossed to your happiness. The moment Corona love was sweet . Not until you choose…

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A Note Of Gratitude To Depression Dearest depression This letter comes from the deepest most darkest part of my heart That part that is stained red That part that is full of hatered, resentment and bitterness That part that is bleeding but still beating Because it's vital for me to survive this life Thank you very much for your company During the cold, dark and scary nights You never left my side Always there like a watch guard Shared with me my sorrows Though you were an…

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Dear Poets... Dear poets, "It will get better" They say rubbing my back soft like running water,until this waters covers my feet and I can't move with ease So I spit it out in imperfect meters and rhymes we call poetry But doesn't know the struggle of picking up words like dandelion seeds trying to not sound so broken in my poetry But it feels like hiding in the smoke and choose to choke in suffocation with cracks simmering of the sides The rainbow looks beautiful but maybe…

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Allow Me Bleed I'll bleed for you sweet pen. I'll bleed for the many times you sat besides me. Whispering each hope into my ears. I'll sing for you sweet pen. Sing the melodious tunes to make your ink thicker. Bleed no more sweet ink. Bleed no more for I got a cure. A cure to my sorrows and happiness. A cure to our long time journey. Allow me bleed on my paper. Just because I got the antidote for love . Allow me bleed for you sweet pen .....

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Best Friend Just when I thought I was getting closer to you Boom You are gone You push me away But still say I'm your best friend What's in the title Loyalty? Honesty? Respect? No its all just another name A name with no meaning Its useless Shame on me For thinking we are close Shame on me For believing you trusted me Shame on me For sharing my life with you When you kept everything away from me Bestie Bess Best friend There's nothing to it So long friend I'm gonna give you…

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Heaven Or Hell? Hell Heaven Home of all Actions determine destination Whether heaven or hell Before his last day He went through hell A hell of problems To escape from chains Relieving himself Simplifying by a rope Straight to hell After a hell of problems He went to hell Penning down her problems A lady of her dreams Silently weeping Inwardly tears flowing Her comfort Her effort She's still debating Whether to relieve herself Or wait for the right time Where will be her…

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Pro Tip: Don't Invest In Crypto Should you invest in crypto? This is what experts say: I don't know. A lot of people made a lot of money a lot of people made a lot of mistakes and lost it all. You should really know what you are doing and know how much you invest and are able to lose. I remember a lot of people claiming to "invest long term" only to be forced to pull out their money in the worst possible time to pay a bill they didn't see coming The real pro tip here is:…

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Cross And Parallel Lines Maybe we were meant to cross lines, you and I. Be together for a brief moment, enjoy each other's company for a little time …like the lines that cross each other at one point … Maybe we loved each other at that point. But the lines that cross, they don't stay together for long. They go their own way. South & north. East & west. Off they go and they will never meet. But the point that made them together once will always be there. As they will never…

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Would I If I was given the gift, or curse Of knowing this would be Our last night together That there would be no morning No continuation of what we have Would I do things differently Would I stay up a little later Hold you a little longer, tighter Than I ever had before Would I whisper the things You’ve been longing to hear As your breath warms my neck Hand plays gently with your hair Would I take the time to look Into your eyes, held, locked With the understanding that you…

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To The Lady Crushing On Me A LETTER TO THE LADY CRUSHING ON ME Dear lady I write this letter while sober With no pressure put on me I hold my pen with lots of stiffness Neither does my fingers shake Nor my hand tremble I ain't breaking a sweat Ain't gonna wet my book You had your chance to woo me But you kept beating around the bush Little did you know that another lady would be you to the finish line I know it hurts to loose a battle That you thought you had no opponent I…

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I Can't Keep You With Me & I Can't Ask You To Stay I can't keep u with me & I can't ask u to stay. I can't hold on to u & I can't beg u to be mine only. I can't keep u caged when all u want to do is fly & I can't slow u down when u are going to run. As tempting as it would be…I can't make u all mine. And I can't keep up with u when u are everywhere all at the same time. So instead …I have decided to love u all wild. In all the ways that keep u still but set u free, in all…

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The Year You Were Gone The year you were gone the sun didn't stop rising it was as yellow as it had ever been the sky wasn't dark, it was blue it didn't shed a tear and there was no lightning. The year you were gone birds didn't stop singing and humming the rivers didn't stop flowing and the mountains didn't crumble the grasses were also evergreen. The year you were gone the earth didn't stop rotating and the planets were still on their orbits the solar system didn't…

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When You First Told Me You Love Me When you first told me you love me, my very first thought should have been letting you know that I do too, that you were right. But the very first thought that came to my mind was why in the world would you do that? Why would you do that to yourself? Why would you do that your heart? Why would you choose to love me? Why would you go for the impossible start? Why would you do that to your sanity? Why would you do that to your mind? You can…

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How to Tackle The Growing Smartphone Addiction Among Teenagers? In our childhood, addiction meant smoking, alcohol, and drugs. Now this generation youngsters are getting addicted to Smartphones which is far more dangerous. For the addictions of smoking and alcohol, they need a time and a place. Cell phone addiction can go on for 24 hrs a day even without getting noticed. It is a serious problem and parents should be worried about it because smartphones are so ubiquitous that…

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Many Of My Friends Find Girls Who Smoke Cool, Why? Is smoking an unhealthy practice? The answer to this question will change from person to person, especially when girls are concerned. When I was in school, I used to feel different about any kind of addiction. However, with time the perception has changed drastically. **Is it Funky to Smoke?** Regardless of gender, most people consider smoking to be a huge part of their style statement. Even many of my male friends find…

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What If A Girl Slaps You Without Any Reason? First of all, nobody slaps anyone for no reason. Even if a girl does, I will slap her back and that too very hard. I know what are you thinking after reading this. What kind of creepy fellow is this? How can he slap a girl just like that? This is extremely inhuman, and blah, blah, blah….Right? But don’t you guys think we become judgmental in no time. Yes, we do. Just give it thought, what if I remain silent even after being badly…

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Is Weed(Cannabis) Good For Your Health? Yes, cannabis oil is good for health. Cannabis is a very powerful herb with a very long history of medicinal use. It has many useful properties and the most important health benefits include its ability to protect your skin, reduce stress and anxiety, improve the quality of sleep, boost appetite, improves digestion, reduce pain, prevent certain cancers, and also known for preventing heart diseases. Some other benefits are: Protects the…

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Yeah, I'll Leave You Did you say cry? Is that why your look were wry? Better you, my tear glands are dry, Because of your love of dye, Since it's given and taken with no bye. You want to unfriend my pals, But you always gave them your laps, But now my heartbreak is at lapse, Our time period did elapse. I can't say much, It will break me more, Just cry a bunch and leave, I'm not sorry😪😩. #replies © Sadpoet😪🖊️

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Nightmares When the sun goes down, My nights turn brown, They bring kind of fear, I need someone to hear! Can't sleep, Am crying so deep, My nights too long, Where did I go Wrong? Before rays of morning, My breakfast is mourning, Why hide my feelings, When they deny me a sleeping? Strange voices at night, They want me fight, How could I start? It's a real hurt! Do I belong to them? Can't even ask them! What's their aiming? Can't hold the feeling! I don't know my tomorrow, Am…

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A Day Loud hoots in the estate, Touts yelling at the top of the voices, Calling out for passengers, My sleep is disturbed, Alone on the dark, staring the ceiling, Mosquitoes buzzing in my ears, Creating chaos between it and I, Flying slaps I throw, It's signs of a new day. Birds still in their nest, Awake they are, Awaiting the first ray of light, To grace it they await, Melodiously they will sing, Flying from every tree, Spreading and displaying their magnificent bodies and…

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I Once Loved You Gigantic I was, Maybe superior You made me inferior, Samson I was, Strongest man alive, You made me a weakling, The renounced conquer, Respected by all, Till I fell in love with you, This thing cold love! My weakness you were, So were you my strength, You knew this, belittling me you did, At your clutches you held me, The mighty me bowing at you beacon, Fulfilling all you desired, I ruled over hundreds, You ruled me with lots pleasure, This thing called…

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Twisted Scary thoughts Write it down,' they said 'Transform your thoughts into poetic ideas.' But how do I voice this silent scream? How do I decide on a topic when each holds a part of me? It will take a lifetime to decode this How do I make my mind rhyme when it can barely produce enough serotonin? How do I face the very demons I'm trying to escape They will laugh at my face When I try to pen their character traits 'Your poem is your story,' they said But how do I add a…

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Revealed! Illuminati Sacrificed Kobe Bryant? Revealed! Illuminati Sacrificed Kobe Bryant? Conspiracy or facts? Illuminati behind Kobe's death? Sunday 26th January, American Professional basketball player Kobe Bryant was involved in a helicopter crash. The NBA MVP who was accompanied with his daughter,Gianna and seven others, were killed after the helicopter they were traveling in crashed and burst into flames in the hills above Calabasas. While the whole world was mourning…

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Dear Father In Law **A LETTER TO PAPA IN LAW** Dear sir I write you this letter In order to ask for your consent Consent to date your daughter I know she is your favorite You value her so much You want the best for her Seeing tears in her eyes angers you Man to man I love your daughter I wanna wipe away her tears Take away her sorrows Make her smile with her heart as it is displayed on her face With her I smile with my heart realizing I need no teeth to show Dear papa I…

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Can I Ask You Something? : can I ask you something? : sure : how did you do it? : how did I do what? : walk away. leave me in buried in the dark. threw away your promise and left me like I was nothing. like I meant nothing to you at all. I loved you. gave you every little piece of me, gave you my heart, and it's now that I realize that I never had yours. all that you did, all the bittersweet lies I fell so deep for, all those times...they don't matter anymore. cos in the…

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Is Buying Medicine Online Safe? You must have noticed that drug companies have started targeting their customers through newspapers, TV channels, and phone calls and promote their products these days. The ‘alleged’ medicines can be purchased directly from them rather you look for it in the market. Moreover, the medicines are available online. Certainly, there are some benefits of buying medicines online, for instance, you can buy them from anywhere and that too at a cheap…

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What Are Some Do's And Don'ts Of Using Deoderants? Buying deodorants are always a tough task. You have to be cautious or else it leads to serious health problems. So here are some do's and don’ts to follow when you start using deo's on your skin. Follow this guide and understand simpler aspects related to deodorants. **Do's** **Choose the right type** Choose an apt deodorant that fulfills your needs. It helps to keep away the bad odor whereas antiperspirants contain aluminum…

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Why Men Testicles Are Outside The Body I hope you are OK and not been hit in the balls because I am taking it as a usual query with the assumption that you are far away from the unbearable pain even a slight hit causes and you shout why god damn they are out? Well, jokes apart, let’s get into the answer. So, why you guys have your sensitive testicles hanging outside? Many people may give the reason that testis need to be kept at a comparatively low temperature of 2 to 3…

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Does Islam Permit Love Marriage Or Not? **Marriage:** Islam is the strongest promoter of marriage. According to Islam marriage is a religious duty as well as a social contract. The Prophet (S.A.W), has also said: *“Marriage is my tradition who so ever keeps away therefrom is not from amongst me”*. As per Islam, if you do sex before marriage, then it is *‘haram’*, and considered as one of the greatest sins and called as *‘Zina’*. So, in Islam marriage is necessary to fulfill…

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Why Can't You Tickle Yourself? You have always wondered that why can`t you self-tickle yourself as a child. But when someone tickles you can actually feel the tickling sensation creating a sudden motion in your body, but this does not happen when we self-tickle ourselves. This is the question you might have had in your mind but in reality, you always find yourself in a loop going round and round around your own questions. This question has also resulted in your brain freeze…

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How Does Beer Benefit Your Hair? With the summer here, downing a beer or two is sure to cool you down and save you from the summer heat. At the same time, beer does have a whole lot of benefits for your hair as well! Did you know beer is rich in protein that makes the hair strong and nourishes it? **Benefits Of Using Beer On Your Mane:** The nutrients present in beer help in repairing dried damaged hair. Being a rich source of Vitamin B it helps bring that shine to your mane…

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What Do You Think When You Are Alone? I think of so many things when I am alone. I think about what happened that day, some incidents about the past, and how to face the future. Then I realize that the past is already gone why waste time thinking about that. The future is yet to come and nobody knows what happens tomorrow. Instead of suffering past and future, I decide to live in the present moment and enjoy my alone moments. I can do so many things!!! It is a rare…

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Question To Suicide I laugh when I hear people say things like, “suicide is never an answer. You should talk. Be more open. You should share your feelings. Kiss my bum, etc.” If you so firmly say suicide isn’t the answer, do you know what the question was? Do you ever even wonder about it?? Because, people who say these things are the same ones who laugh at you when you open up. Stinking hypocrisy!! No wonder it is still a taboo topic in our society. They believe you when…

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Storm If you are afraid of the storm Don’t waste time training your legs. Instead become the storm!!

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Melancholia ***“In the depths of a broken heart, these are the cries that are lost!!”*** Don’t want to be sad anymore Can’t be sad no more But this sadness creeps into me From nowhere to everywhere Like slithering snake in a desert Scaly dry with venomous cry Devouring me inside out Covering me up in tarry slime With my voice lost in void…

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Things That Last What are the things that last? Money, fame? Family, friends? Power, ego? Youth, strength?? When you think about it Everything is temporary. Nothing lasts except the ‘you’ in you Stop wasting life on others and *Be Yourself!!*

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Smell Of Earth As the musty smell of the earth before the first rain rose, Memories hit me like sorrow that a cold rain brings, With a hazy mind when woken up from a good night’s dream I strike cheers to your now forgotten self!!

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Regrets And Cigarettes Life is but regrets and love Dancing in whorls of pleasure and pain Repelling souls, like poles-a-like Who do we fight, if not with own?

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You And I The white light gives birth to all colours. And when they dye into one, they turn black So essentially white and black are the same Only situations and circumstances define them Much like you and I!!

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Murder Starry night and a sleepy town Shaping crime as the dead ones roam Drunken man with thoughts of dark Killing a soul, tainting his own!

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And Then My Shadow Left...! I am history’s forgotten page Slowly people who knew me left Then people I knew left With time even my shadow left Leaving my flickering soul bickering in this lonely body..

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A Tragic Story This is a tragic story! Under the endless skies, a happy face with gleaming eyes played. Oh! Her smile was the prettiest thing that was ever made. However, this picture didn’t last! The cruel fangs of the devil sank deep into the soul of our happy face. This devil wearing a moustache and wrinkled skin came under the disguise of a man. After all, appearances are but deceptive. He was so drunk with lust, that committing sin felt as a must. This is a tragic…

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Motherhood Is Mother Good What can be compared to her, Or may be her true love, And a sense of caring, To the child's life and Development, The real mother hood is a perfect mother good. At conception she never gave up, Pushes its life out without a complain, A good way of ending the nine months, And a perfect start of a long life, That's the real motherhood a perfect mother good. The infant cries all the time, Sacks the breasts hashily, Trades all sorts of dangerous paths,…

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What Are The Easiest Ways To Make Your Sperms Stronger? Here are some tips- Maintain a healthy lifestyle Avoid junk Eat healthily Exercise well Take amino acid Keep tobacco and alcohol at bay Wear comfortable and loose clothes De-stress

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Why Do All Parents Hate SpongeBob? The wealth of children's television shows today is astounding. Some television series are so annoying to parents because of the cranky voices, the idiotic catchphrases, the immature laughter, and the over-acting — it can be enough to make them irritated. But there are a few programs that are undesirable for them like SpongeBob. SpongeBob is one of the most disliked TV series of mine from my childhood days. Whenever my children asked me to…

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What are the reasons for losing concentration on work? Feeling bored, indolence, or not finding interest in your workplace?? This might be an outcome of low concentration. Concentration plays a vital role in your workstation. You cannot work if you cannot concentrate. There are some key factors that are like food in your working zone, including focus, a goal, concentration, communication, and some other as well. If any of this lacks in your skills, you might not be able to…

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What Is The Best Way To Earn Money Online? There are numerous ways of online income- Affiliate Adsense Betting Online surveys Online trading Blogging Reviewing sites Writing Kindle Click working Gigs on Upwork, fiver etc

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Why Do Girls Love Shopping So Much? Girls just love to shop. They shop when they are happy, shattered, in a celebration mood, had a breakup. No matter what, every girl loves to shop. There are reasons behind girls' craving for shopping- They are universal explorers They love to glam up They love to doll up They admire every relationship. They mostly shop for others, like to give gifts They need a dose to boost energy in them, shopping is the right dose for them. Shopping…

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What Is The Importance Of Kidneys in Our Body? The most important function of the kidney is to remove waste products from the body through urine. In this way, kidneys maintain the chemical balance of the body. Kidneys also produce some hormones for other organs to function well. These hormones increase the production of red blood cells, control the metabolism of calcium and regulate blood pressure. Nephrons present in the kidneys helps in filtering out waste products from…

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Can Mouthwash Be A Replacement Of Toothpaste? It is the collection of plaque that produces cavities, gum problems, and bad breath. Plaque sticks the teeth. It can be removed by brushing and flossing teeth thoroughly. However, a mouthwash will not help you in getting rid of the plaque. Mouthwash cannot be a replacement for traditional ways of brushing with toothpaste. Toothpaste and brushing helps in removing plaque from the teeth which a mouthwash cannot do. Mouthwash can be…

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What Are The Negative Sides of Being the Youngest One in the Family? The youngest ones are always considered as the heartbeat of a family. All family members love them, pamper them, do everything possible for them, never being angry with them, and whatnot. If a family member goes out, though he can forget some major stuff but never misses a bar of chocolate for the little one. This is just a common example, but if you think a little more and deeply there are many advantages…

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Are There Any Male Animals that Become Pregnant? We are all have been used to the norm that only the female genome has the capacity of being pregnant and giving birth. Well, there exists a world where this fact is vice versa. Yes, a world of the living organisms. Ever heard of a Seahorse? In the world of seahorses, the male seahorse is the one that gets pregnant by the female after mating. Is this weird? Well, it's a bit strange, but God had a reason to why and how. How does…

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Which Is The Best Job Site? When it comes to job search this question often boggles the mind of job seekers and end up trying everything that comes their way. However, the strategic job search is what they need they come across that point in life. LinkedIn, Naukri.com, Monster.com, etc., are a few major platforms where job aspirants often log in and dig up for a geek. However, not all of them get through the time they face and get frustrated and that is what keeps that even…

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Why Did YouTube Introduce Non-Skippable Ads To All Creators? YouTube has introduced **non-skippable** advertisements on their videos. Users previously had an option to skip these ads after five seconds of viewing. Now they have introduced non-skippable ads which have to be viewed completely. **Why Non-Skippable ads?** When you are not allowed to skip, people have to pay attention to YouTube ads. Market research says that if you show 15-20 seconds ad, the viewership is 84%…

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What Type Of Boys Girls Are Usually Attracted To? Being a relationship coach, I have observed that the beliefs of men about what attracts a female are quite ass-backward. I think this is because they are raised with the silly belief that they should always be detached, cool, and unemotional, every time, else they would be tagged as ‘WEAK’. I know a few guys who are well-to-do and often hang out with girls and share their experience. Many of them often come with the regret…

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Bitter Memories Deficient of an option I decided on abortion The only portion Provided by nature It's fate My behind filled with hate Scratching me like a rake The places refuge I sought To me memories are brought How midst waves I was caught Though I try to erase from my thought I writh and groan From the pain on my belly From the pain of my heart Disfigured body All in one The one destined for destiny Karma fulfilling what it is My days of drunkenness My whore life…

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Dear Love How i wish you will remember this short poem many years later, Perhaps when you are all alone, sitting on a sundown somewhere, caressing that diamond ring on your finger while thinking hard about good memories we shared together. I hope nothing will come in between for worse or for better, I hope this poem will give you comfort if nature chooses me earlier, I hope you will keep it in a safe place to re-read it over and over like teen's love letter I hope at the end…

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To The Guy Who's Dating My Ex She promised to be mine, Till death do us part, But now we don't even talk, The only tree in my forest, Withered into nothingness, The only beans in my githeri, Became infested with weevil, My bed of roses, Is now a banquet of thorns, I could do anything to have her back, But I rather have the devil than her. *DAY 1.* I invited her to visit me, But she told me to provide transport, 1,500/- to suffice, But since I was a man, Nikacheza kimwanaume,…

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Why You? As each day passes I sit and wonder why? why you were taken without a chance to say goodbye and as I start thinking with tears running down my cheeks I think of life without you and it really makes me weep I think of the future and nothing seems that bright, nothing is the same without you by my side all I have is memories and a hole inside my heart I knew how much I loved you from the very start I look at the pillow beside me where you use to rest your head now all…

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Poetry Comeback: The Poetry You'll Fall In Love With Hello beautiful people. The whole of yesterday I was off the internet this is because the network here was down. I had to take a walk, do the things I've never done and guess what? I have a comeback with poetry of its own. I have poems that you will fall in love with. I'm gonna be posting one after the other and I hope you will love them. I'll be happy if you participate by liking commenting and sharing them. I am happy to…

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F*ck Them **F*ck they 👮** Walking on the highway, With all my boys from the hood, My homie said he got no food, 'Cause his cash had fled way. Told my homie to stay strong, Being broke is not a wrong, When you hustle like a bee, The more successful you'll be. My niggar says he's pleased, With the vibes, His mind is eased up, And began his usual dabs. We ain't violating the law, It was an open floor, Any homie could join, Without providing a coin. But these motherfuckers, Came…

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Consider Both Sides Of The Coin Happiness changed to sadness, Your emotions are sombre, You lost your nature of being sober, And all vocabularies you got lies between blaming me and your anger, But listen to my question, Did you consider both sides of the coin? You didn't mess things up, I did, You ain't the problem either, I am, You may still victimise me of that pregnancy, I don't deny, yes I was responsible for it, And you forgave me, Why bring the memories her again?…

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Online Crush I wish I made advertisements. I would advertise for the online crush vacancy. The online love. The online romance. The crush who drives you crazy. The crush who keeps you awake on midnight. Waiting for a text. Shaping a voice note for the voice appears sweet. The online Goddess you long to own. The online crush who makes you change your profile picture to the cuttest. The online crush you keep dressing to appeal. The online crush you keep calling to show how…

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Overdose Temptation She was too irresistible for correct notions to erst in my mind like the splashes of the sanguine as the sun rises in the morning I couldn't break free from her chains of good evil seduction The word seduction, was written nowhere on my experience book And so i was a puppet tamed by her beast of lust A Woman with an irresistible body she was all bad except her body that was made in such a great shape Coming down on me like a thousand bad sheep Stripped…

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Broken I don't know much about you, But I miss you. I miss pointing letters out to you. I still wonder why you can't read up my mind, The way I really had to open up everything for you. I know poetry is not about love, But I miss your love in every piece I write. The thought of loosing you got me lose myself. I love midnights, because they remind me of you and how we used to be. The last time I took black coffee, it tasted you, Because you were close. And every sip was worth…

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Cuts, Hope And A Friend I have a friend I wanna tell you about. You see, this pair of bracelets was a gift from her. She gave them to me. Not because I'm as beautiful as they are. No. She did it 'cause my wrists needed them more that she did. The cuts over my radial arteries. She made sure they're covered. This scarf, is from her too. She ensured the bruises on my neck were also concealed. You see, she knows that all the society will do is ask; WHY?? Questions before…

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Heartbreak I thought you were the one for me, I guess that I was wrong, I can’t believe I fell for you, You hurt me all along, I feel like I am losing, Everything and more, But honestly it’s you, That has nothing left at all. The feelings that I had for you, Oh, they were strong, But you just let me go, Like I was nothing, You said you loved me one day, Then said goodbye the next, You act like I am bulletproof. But I am far from that, I’m sure. I wonder what I did wrong, But…

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Relationship Tips For All 1-Never get mad over some people for walking out of your life, truth is they were not supposed to be there forever. 2-They were meant to be there temporarily for some reasons and when they were accomplished God had to take them away to save your heart from future disappointments and pains. 3-Never think that you are ugly, not lovable, cursed and it's your loss. NO! It's theirs. They failed to see the beauty and gold in your heart. 4- Also never hate…

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Home Darling, who told you that home is made out of bricks? Home is whenever your heart feel at ease and be at peace, Home is whenever you go to places and in love with the streets, Home is whenever you listen to the music and jam to its rhythm. This two-story building made out of bricks, is a place that shouldn't be burden off your shoulders, is a place that should you reminisce in joy instead of grief, is a place that should be a sanctuary rather than asylum. Darling, who…

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I'm Learning To Embrace My Tears I am learning to embrace my tears. What I used to look at as a nuisance, is now a constant reminder that I feel… and I feel this world and all its vastness, personally, and painfully. I am empathetic and caring. I am absorbing and transparent. I will not be ashamed for feeling until I am full and overflowing. My tears are necessary. They let me know… I’m alive ~Cleansing

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A Promise A promise When you love someone, promise me you will not love them like they are a war and you are the thing that will help them win. Promise me, you will not hunt down their flaws like enemies in a battlefield to kill them. People were not made to be saved by you or anyone else. All we can hope for in this life is a chance to be able to save ourselves.

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The Say Write Whenever You Feel They say write whenever you feel Feel happy....write joy Feel anger....write rage Feel sad....write melancholy And if ever you stop writing Watch yourself collapse Was all this words anesthetic for our pain Were they supposed to trick us to the thought that we actually healed When we tore open our wounds in each letter Deceive our questioning mind with a lie of a never gained relief Did we know that it's always gonna be like this? Are we…

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To My Saviour At times I find myself searching for you. Without deeply understanding it I find myself listening to a worship song and I see my inside longing for your arms to hold me where none can and I ache for the love I know I had lost. Some days I want to call out your name...shout till the temple's curtain are torn and everything turns into ash...till all souls bow to your grace seeing how I praise you...witnessing how i speak so fond of you. I want the world to notice…

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Another Session With My Psychiatrist I have been living with this my entire life. As a child I didn't play much with children. Other children laugh and their heart smiles. I laugh and my heart aches. I always find myself running from place to place without ever having to feel at home. I longed for my mother's arms to be my light house. I witnessed her disgust from her eyes. Bunch of people who seemed like they laughed since never sat beside me in the cold silent house with…

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Loaded Guns And Death "Love,let me go",she whispered as her voice cracked and tears rolled down her cheek. "Give me this chance to breath as I die each day to live for you" "I just want you to let me go. Let me Die. Let me let go. This time Kiss my forehead and wish me a well journey. Let me lie in those arms of yours for they are the only blessings I got from this villain world. Prepare me the poison. It will be the sweetest drink you ever fixed me. Hold my sweaty palms as…