@Clintbling 2 September 2020 more from that month

1000 Feelings

１０００ ｆｅｅｌｓ I wanted to write poem like I always do but i couldn't anymore maybe the lack of words or the lack of interest or maybe my thoughts were too all over the place to be limited in poems. I feel 1000 things at once. I feel like i have to save everyone, at the same time i feel like i only can save my self but then again it would be too selfish, i feel like l don't like where i am standing right now this is the complete opposite of the picture in my head, i must adjust to it. I feel like I'm the most strong yet the weakest creature, strong because i overcame the situations my life weak because i ended up in that situation. I feel like im not the best person i am meant to be i am the peck of my destiny a sheer of what's written for me. I feel like earth needs its savior, the end of the world couldn't be any worse than what's happening right now, i feel like i lost my writing abilities, or maybe i never had them and i feel like i no longer speak for my peers the way i used to i feel like my head will explode if i don't write something anytime soon.