@Clintbling 9 September 2020 more from that month

Can I Ask You Something?

: can I ask you something? : sure : how did you do it? : how did I do what? : walk away. leave me in buried in the dark. threw away your promise and left me like I was nothing. like I meant nothing to you at all. I loved you. gave you every little piece of me, gave you my heart, and it's now that I realize that I never had yours. all that you did, all the bittersweet lies I fell so deep for, all those times...they don't matter anymore. cos in the end, you treated me like trash. you threw me away. and now I spend the rest of my trashy life wondering how you left the man that loved you even more than he loved his own self.