@Clintbling 2 September 2020 more from that month

So if I tell you that I have done things, things you can't relate to Would you still love me the same or would you judge me like the rest do So if I tell you I once overdosed tried to slit my wrist too Would you deal with it okay or would you try to blame me for it too If I tell you im an addict to things you won't believe I'm into Would you feel like a failure? like you didnt do what you should do So if i tell you I have searched love in a way that isn't holy Would you tell me I'm a whore or would you tell me you are sorry So tell me, If i let you read all of the notes i have burned Would you feel bad for me or would you say well deserved If I tell you all the things I do, whenever I'm home alone Would you feel bad for me or would you wish for me gone If i show you the small scars I have been printing all over me Would you say I'm a show off or would you try to be my family If i show you my true colors and you don't find them  pretty Would you take me as i am or would you try to repaint me?