@Clintbling 15 September 2020

The Say Write Whenever You Feel

They say write whenever you feel Feel happy....write joy Feel anger....write rage Feel sad....write melancholy And if ever you stop writing Watch yourself collapse Was all this words anesthetic for our pain Were they supposed to trick us to the thought that we actually healed When we tore open our wounds in each letter Deceive our questioning mind with a lie of a never gained relief Did we know that it's always gonna be like this? Are we always gonna bleed? Are we always gonna be thrown from chaos to calmness like a bag of dirt? Whom none wants to deal with I don't know But I know one thing for sure I know my soul is tired I know it doesn't have a power to fight for the truth or wait for it Happiness calmness pain chaos Happiness calmness pain chaos....... Each day in repeat My poor soul is tired Of hoping and expecting And longing for something So Oblivious Something unachievable.