@Clintbling 8 September 2020 more from that month

A Note Of Gratitude To Depression

Dearest depression This letter comes from the deepest most darkest part of my heart That part that is stained red That part that is full of hatered, resentment and bitterness That part that is bleeding but still beating Because it's vital for me to survive this life Thank you very much for your company During the cold, dark and scary nights You never left my side Always there like a watch guard Shared with me my sorrows Though you were an unwelcomed visitor You never minded You would knock Find me drinking my midnight coffee Having midnight conversations by myself Offered company Until the wee hours of the morning At times your presence made me shed tears But don't get me wrong I was not sad that you were there They were tears of joy That at least I got company That am not alone That after all one person cares Each passing day Our bond grew stronger We were an inseparable couple This made people jealous They envied our friendship They sort ways to kill our vibe Destroy the beautiful thing that they saw as ugly Was forced to take anti-depressants The pills that were to weaken you Make you die forever I tried saving you At times I never swallowed those pills I would hide them and throw them away later Sadly the doctor noticed That instead of you dying You were growing stronger each passing day They started giving me the pills under strict supervision I could not save you And slowly you started fading away slowly just as you came Popping up once in a while When I was under extreme stress But I must confess that Since you left the world seems brighter Even the moon at night no longer gives me the blank cold stare I swear it even smiled back at me yesterday when I waved I no longer cry, my pillow holding my tears I do smile a lot nowadays Nights pass unnoticed Days are full of fun That it's even hard for me to remember the past Because the future seems brighter I no longer curse love And I rarely think about those people who never loved me back the way I did I believe that my prince charming will one day appear out of the blues All in all Cheers to the sad memories we had together May the drinks bring back the memories but not the pain. Your's sincerely For-never friend #moonlight Chronicles💫