I Need To Know What It's Like To Try to Find Light In The Darkness Was this going to be easy? Did I for a second think this was going to be as easy as faking a smile? No,of course not. Did it ever came to my mind that I would wake upon a Tuesday morning and be able to do this without any harm done to my soul I had long lost? Was I in a million years ever lost in the thought of having any sort of power that could make me finish this tiresome road I am gonna have to battle…
@Clintbling in September 2020
Let This Letter Be An Obituary I Never Get To Give Myself Let this poem be the obituary I never get to give myself And a letter to the archeologist who finds my skeletons Here is what my mouth couldn't speak of And what my bones couldn't tell you My bones will never tell you that I was born from a woman who saw me as a burden Whose love I second guessed all my life It wont tell you that I was born from a man with a soul As sane as angel Whose love saved me from thousand…
Rule No. 1- Love Yourself Many people go through terrible shit in some part of their life and when they come out of it somehow they tend to act like it was all a choice and for me because I have been there through both I hate that idea. I have felt extremely ecstatic and shit sad and knowing that had made me realize that despite how much we try leading a hopeful healthy lifestyle takes too much. So if by any chance I find myself finally getting out of this shit I am gonna…
I Wanted To Forgive You So Much That In The Process I Hated God I wanted to forgive you so much that in the process of wanting to forgive you I hated God. In the process of wanting to let go of the hurt I hated myself,I cut myself to direct all my hatred towards you back to myself,I stopped coming across you because I would imagine myself strangling you,I locked myself in a dark room and fight to sleep,I sit in the shower for hours to make myself believe that it washes away…
Random Thoughts (Bruises And Pasts) I was on a road today and I saw places and people and I felt bad for them. These people that I have seen and places I wandered through were in the middle of nowhere and I felt bad because I thought they would never get to see what I have seen..these buildings and cars and people who wear lavish clothes in order to hide their bruises and pasts they can't seem to forget and then it hit me...what did all that chaos bring me...what did those…
Its tiring to be thrown from emotion to emotion.
Feeling bad for myself for being the slave of her emotion.
I always scared everyone away.
The Becoming: You became. When you believed you were nothing. When everything you loved deserted you. When you crawled out of the abyss. When the darkness was so great it swallowed you whole. When failure tried to pinch your soul between its greedy fingers. When everyone you cared for broke your heart. This woman that you are today, You became her by breaking Over and over and over again. Allow no one to take that away from you. You are valuable. You are precious. Because…
Poetry It ain't easy to fix words, To entertain the world, To create a smile on a lost soul, To make someone feel the content. Sometimes the pieces are boring, Others can be tearing, Some are persuasive, While others are abusive. You play hard to get, No one can read your mind, You're lost they can't find you, 'Cause poetry is your pet. You write in bad mood, It becomes an insult to others, They find it not good for their souls, 'Cause you told them what they don't want to…
Which Profession Has The Most Rude People? Which profession has the most rude people.!! Me: **Police** What do you think?
Why did you stop visiting your relatives?
Why did you stop visiting your relatives?
First Love (E) The ritual was due, It ought to be undertook, By him,by they, He had to see her, He had to bid her goodbye, With a gift in hand, Lots of mints on his mouth, He quickened his steps. He knocked,he rung, He knocked again,he rung again, On the third knock, The door was opened, Opened widely just for him, He saw his angel, Her eyes were sleepy, Alone in their sweet home, In a top of the line dress, With thighs half visible, She was pure sin, She was total grace,…
Don't Hate Me If I tell you my story, Please don't hate me, If I tell you about my knowledge story! About unsuccessful me! Sometimes I feel so low, When telling my story, About my background, About what we take as breakfast! Am forced to let it out, Though it hurts me when I tell, I only see me unworthy, To my family and friends! So if it happens I tell you, About our last born being at children's home, About me being a house boy, Please don't hate me! If you see I killing…
Silent Cry Let her sleep deep, Let us not weep, For she is at her journey’s end, Left with no memories to mend And with nothing to hend To us the memories still hound With a vivid picture of her being pound She swore she would never make a sound In the hope, everything will turn around And all that will be left will just be a wound. The flowers he brought made her think with a smile That everything will be okay it's just but a while Peace dominated but just for a mile And…
Bitter Herbs At Loving Happiness changed into sadness Laugher changed into tears Am talking out anger Holding my inky pen crying and dying all together I can swear I can never love again I always ask my self was I the one who messed thing up but no its not me First you a girl pregnant and I still forgave you You lied to me was I worth it Then I saw a text in phone but got mad at me I did not understand it I begged someone would think I was I was the problem I started loosing…
Raped Death Attractively she appears always, Hungrily yearns your heart for her. Forcefully with her you lay, Fiercely like a lion you devour her. In pains and tears to be freed she pleads But to her pleas you become deaf And to her tears you become blind For boldly written on your face is determination. Beyond imagination you handle her For your selfish self you try to satisfy And her organs you damage badly So badly that she ceases to exist. Now still and cold she lays…
Darker Nights Don't leave me In this dark world of struggles, Where pains and sorrows Have become companions to man. Don't leave me In this life all alone For the nights shall be darker Without you beside me. Don't leave me In this journey so early For I am still tender And cannot walk alone. Don't leave me In this thick forest of life. Stay with me and light my path For without you, I will be lost. Xmith Literature
African Beauty A perfect African diva, To her is a perfectly viva! The daughter of the Tana river, The true African diva. Tall as the coconut tree, A perfect figure of a calabash, The teeth like the African Milk, Wonderful hair like the black horse, The true African diva. The waist looks set, To move to the rhythms of the drum beats, The legs are so strong, To fetch the water from Ireri river, This is the true African diva. When I say much about her, I might distort her…
Unable To Describe Her How best can I describe her, Give the pencil may be I could draw, Or just write it with a pen, Perhaps a song can do, Or may be I should write a novel. Her beauty too big for the words, May be the teeth are but snow, The figure is said to be"eight," The face is so brown, And the eyes well fixed. A bit tall a bit short, A bit fat a bit slim, The smile can disorient an enemy, And the blushing can blind totally, Those legs must have been well studied.…
The Little Things It's the little things. The good morning texts, that brightened our mornings, And the goodnight wishes, that made us fall asleep smiling. It's the little things. The calls that came through our phones, that made our hearts warm, And the soothing loving words, that gave us confidence. It's the little things. The affectionate messages, that made our hearts flatter, And the sweet compliments, that gave us butterflies. It's the little things, That made us feel…
The Unwanted Good Times Amid the pandemic, my life feels pathetic Stuck in between my past and my derailing present😔 Worried about what the future holds for me🤔 A time when memories still holds me back 😓 A time when I have a number of people crushing on me 🤧 Dated and broken up online 💔 A time when my smile goes unnoticed Broke and fucked up with life 😒 Dealing with unfaithful promises and fake personalities 🤧 Loosing even own battles 😫 I crave for the good old memories✌💯 A…
Classmate Memoirs **Classmates memoirs** Something never turns back, No matter how I try, Time can't bring me back to where I was, And that makes me cry sometimes. Even though I can't change it, But I have a memory on it, Thinking bout' my classmates, And the way we used to slang before. He was a chubby nigga on the scene, Annoying sometimes, But was helpful at times, When a clean work was needed. He stayed real among the deskmates, Protected my stuffs, Was fanny when he…
A Journey Of Love ***THEME: FAITH*** Even at times when my thoughts Are not clear you somehow manage to live in them. The only thing that's been capturing my mind These days is ' _was this separation necessary,_ Like a heavy metal breaking a precious gem?' The joy of you being close to me was tremendous, But in my share, Our separation came in huge abundance. Come and eradicate these distances You'll always remain my pride. You were like a dream come true for me And when you…
The Joy Of Bad Company Have you ever take some beer With some friends, Have you ever smoked some weed, With your friends? Has your friend ever taken you To meet up with an older guy For you to date For money? Has your friend ever taken you to a bash Without your parents consent? Has your friend ever invited you over To introduce you to sex? The joy of these kind of friends is beautiful The time your friend does this You do it openly Without thinking For you know your friend…
Peace Of The Piece The stars looked beautiful outside; more beautiful than all deemed fit times I'd look through my telescope to perceive a serenity millions of years above. So I stumbled away from his ribside and trod through a half lit corridor- thirsting over an obsession I have grown to worship. In the dark, my hands rummaged through a fraction of debris that lied about this trashed home seeking a piece of paper onto which my piece would find peace. A pen was somewhere…
A Letter To My Unborn Baby My darling baby, I can't wait to have you in my arms To kiss, To look at your tiny eyes I want to see you sleep on my arms And smell your pretty scent I want to feel you suckle my nipple And kiss you my look alike I want to see you take your first step And call me "Mama"🥺 I want you to grow up telling me That am your mentor I don't want you to struggle with life Like I did But to have a beautiful life I want you to admire me all your life You are…
You Never Once Did To the one who had stolen my heart, At our first glance from the very start, Exchanging awkward small talks and smiles, Not realising that it would lead us to a million miles. So you became a song that I would listen to, Lyrics were your words of deepest secrets, And the rhythms described the cries That your mind tried to sing, Like an endless loop in playlist and ringtone, I promised to be your music, a support to bring. Naive and reckless I was when it…
The Poem I Did Not Wish To Write I did not wish to write this poem, But it would not leave me be. Throughout the night, Throughout the day, No matter what, it would not go away. I did not wish to write this poem, But it took over me. Forced my hand to pen it down, My brain to think of nothing else, Until it was done, I knew no rest. I did not wish to write this poem, But here it is before me. The ghost that possessed me laid to rest. These last lines are the final rites, For…
I am Mourning For My Read.Cash points Good morning guys. I woke up feeling sad. Why? This is because yesterday I tried. I write very fresh articles. People commented and liked. I commented on other articles too. But I woke up to a payment of 0.01$ I didn't expect this. Considering the efforts I had out yesterday. Has any of you ever experienced this? Because am a bit confused on whether or not to continue writing 😔
Something Has Changed In Read.Cash Two months ago we were at a better place. In as much as it is not stated clearly, we still got a few points for just publishing. We got a few points for commenting and even sharing an article. But after the recent upgrade, RC has become useless. They say that those things won't give you points. That you can only get points by being upvoted by a power user. You'll agree with me that this is one thing that is discouraging writers in this…
Hello writers, how are you holding up?
Hello writers, how are you holding up?
Good morning loved ones. I hope all is well. I'm Sorry I haven't been able to update new stories poems /articles because I haven't been feeling well. Mind me in your prayers so that I can be back soon. Thank you
Here comes the night, After day's fight, Almost turning off the lights The mind so tired, The soul has tried, The birds aren't chirping, The music isn't making sense, All you need is a cool rest, Have a beautiful night my lovelies 😴😴
Unqualified Generation This is the generation With no head or tail A generation With rotten eggs But who is to blame If not the before generation This is a generation Where parents separate Forgetting their own children Everyone goes his or her own way The father marries And the mother gets married They start a new life Forgetting their past A child is left To wander in the streets His or her sibling on his or her own back Torn are their clothes Yet if asked They will tell…
Mr. Politician, The Lord Almighty granted you breathe, He sustained you since childhood, He kept you since elections, Now you are a man of your own, A man with six senses, A man with two hands, The left and the right.. But Mr. Politician.. Why are youths jobless? Why are women yelling ? Why is that orphan in street without education ? Mr. Politician I'm a student, No Helb! No bursary ! You promised water but brought thirst, You promised good roads but brought unachievable…
Dear mama, Where will I find a woman like you ? Where will I get a mother like you ? Where on this earth ? Where on this universe? I need a woman to Marry... A lady of your callibar... A precious lady without makeups... A lady of good esteem... A lady who will teach my kids the hard way... A lady who will be a mentor to many... A lady who will be admirable like you... Mama, Tell me... Say it without fear.. So that I can bring a good daughter in law... The daughter you will…
MEMORIES 2 I loved her I loved her body I loved everything Everything about her She was a jewel One so rare She was a diamond Hard to crack It took me 5years 2months 10 days 6hours 30 minutes 6 seconds To bring down her barriers She was bold enough To scare everyman away But I was bold enough To make her fall for me Of all I dated With her it was different I felt such a connection One I never felt before But here I am today With a bouquet of flowers Standing by her grave She…
We need love to be complete At the work place, you need love, You can't work strongly, When no one loves you, You can't perfect your skills, You can't be promoted either. At the school you need love, You can't stay in a class, Where everyone hates you, You can't perform you'll be stressed. At your home, you need love, You can't be in a house, Where no one wants you, You'll suffer loneliness. In a relationship, you need love, You can't be happy, When the one you love hates…
Why Do Women Cry Maybe these poems will answer the question: **IN LOVE WITH A STRANGER** It began with a friend request, So reluctant I was, I never wanted any closeness with him, Although I loved his vibes, Swiftly and fast, Within a blink of an eye, Contacts exchange, Endless nights chats, No love talks, But my heart was being fished out slowly, I can't walk away, And I can't say yes! It's an addiction, Long night calls, Yet I deny it, I can't accept I'm in love, He is a…
QUESTIONS? Even at tough times? You can’t question? Is this love? Or emotion? How am I suppose to know we still together? Or can I call it promotion? While I’m falling, can’t even nod your head down? Is this a new way of... or its boredom? It’s true I told you to wait ,but is this the pay-way now? Love and hate, really now? You bring me back to life? Is it all in the name of love? Now you watching me in stitches? Who said I need their fixes? At my home? Was I frightened?…
I Gotta Blame My Attraction I'm an open person, Free with everyone, Even the old fashion, Your kids no I'm the only one. Who can make the happy, I'm like their pappy, But you think I'm a lure, 'Cause you fail to act mature. You got a cracked mind, Anything I do out here you wanna find it, You say I spoilled your girls, But you gotta blame my attraction. I'm not after them, 'Cause I got respect for them, You piece me off, You talk ill of me out there. Who said when I talk to…
COLOUR OF LOVE. I know the colour of love, Cause it lies in you, I know the colour of truth, For sure it's on your image, If it comes from the heart, I will know it is real, It's gonna colour your soul, Colourfully like a rainbow, The colour of love resides in you, You're a miraculous angel, From under the bridge you pulled me, While drowning and gasping volumes of water, Swimming I couldn't, Attending swimming classes I didn't, You blew air in me, You made me recuperate…
The Sun Is Beaming **The sun is beaming** The sun is beaming in its glory🌞, There is a spark everywhere you see! But you are not there along😔 In this morning my dear to see😣 Wish I could be with you🙂 Kissing you a lovely da😚 Wish I could be with you🤗 To see the sun set this way👩❤️👨 This is my lovely wish to you🤓 That you have a lovely day Good morning my sweetheart You stay in my heart!❤️
If I Die Young... Dear Lord forgive me for my life of sin, 'Cause I got myself talking, Like I'm walking with a secret, That will kill me if I tell. Dear the one who cares, Don't worry me, Even if I die, Don't shed a tear for me. I'll be smiling, Inside a dark place, Better than this, in Heaven, And if I don't make it to the right hand side, Don't pity me, 'Cause I didn't choose the life I lead, The life itself chose me, And that was my destiny. And when things get hard for…
I Love You Mad I can't be far from you, You're my wind, Every time I move forward, And I want you with me. You're my wings, When I'm sky diving, Can't be separated from you, I want you to stay here. Even in my heart, You're the one I'll cherish, 'Cause you're my baby, The one I want to hold tight. Give me the love, You promised me, 'Cause I want to be happy, Not wonder like a lost bird. Tell me everything I want to hear, 'Cause I don't wanna live in tears, Tell me that you…
I'm going to sleep now. I will pray for all of you. Take care guys
Depression Depression is sleeping in the day in a dark room. Ignoring calls and texts even if you want someone to cry to. You feel lonely and empty, but don't want company. You are not dark.. just broken in many ways. They call it the SILENT KILLER. Please don't let it kill you... you can come out of this... not by a motivational video but you might need to let someone in. You are depressed doesn't mean you have a flaw in your character. You probably are one of the realest…
My Opinion On Love I have been talking to people for a while now and one of the things I realized is that many people get hurt by the ones that are very close to them. Not by what those people do.. but what they fail to do. People that I have talked to that have been bullied or insulted and made to feel insecure, their 'friends' were there and they were laughing at the jokes that this other person cracks about them, making them feel insecure. They feel that it is one thing…
This Is My Story I like this post, in fact I have a story to tell here. This story might kick someone out of the place they don't deserve to be in. This is my story.... Before 4 or 5 months I was really depressed. I locked myself in my room, don't want to see anyone, I got scared of my phone buzzes, I didn't smile like I used to, I feel my body losing it's confidence. Seems like everything is falling down and I found no single reason to live, hug, smile and love like I used…
The Vagina Anatomy 1. HER ANATOMY In the diagram above, you can see the most important parts of the outside of her vagina aka mama pussy🍑😜 Clitoral Hood – At the top of her pussy🍑, you can see her clitoral hood. The clitoral hood is the little flap of skin that covers her clitoris. It protects her very sensitive clitoris from getting hurt and is similar to your foreskin. Both are known as the “prepuce” Clitoris – Her clitoris is probably the most important part of her pussy🍑…
I Thought About It I thought about it I thought about it About how poets get that perfect phrase At the perfect time, at the perfect line As if the angels knew That when he'll write it and when we'll need it And when he writes The way his words flow My god, the staggering feeling in my heart With a pinch of rivalry, And a garland full of amorous roses: love. I thought about it Why the poets want to cry The threnody they decide to play The elegies they through in my…
To The Girl Who Will Love Me Someday 🖤💔 I must confess I am a bad lover And still nursing a fever of paranoia That's why My heart has a habit Of shape shifting into a rabbit each time it smells love My body too is an ice block sometimes So expect cold hugs on equally cold nights To the girl who will love me someday I'm bad at flattery My best friend says I should learn how to lie For this I keep reharsing phrases like "I'm fine" "I'm Ok" Just to be perfect when the time…
Porn videos are not real, they’re mostly edited. Stop killing yourselves trying to last 1hr in bed. Cardiac arrest is real
Cardi B makes music for girls who raise their hands in class with the wrong answer.
What conversation starter can you say to kiss a girl? 😂
Heartbreak-That one broken piece It aches in me, but i never weep i have a reckless mind, a starlit soul, but sometimes my lungs do not breathe, I want to tame my monsters inside, extinguish the fire beneath my skin, one query, and one question, Is there any hope left within? sat in silence and heard it's sound, lost a piece of it in woods, it might never be found, When you live along the sharp egdes, is where life really starts, I am wandering off the tracks, I am lost in…
Over-thinking ruins you, ruins the situation, twists things around, makes you worry and just makes everything much worse than it actually is. ━━━━━━━━━━━━━
Sometimes a broken glass Opens up a cut 4 u to discover another aspect of yourself To shape u into something better🖤🖤✨
Message Of The Day # self love = question mark I've heard people talk about self love in movies, TV shows, in articles...you name it. And I've always wondered what it is. 💝Is it looking your self in the mirror and saying I love you?, is it writing things you love about yourself? , is it treating yourself with delicious treats? Or is it going to cafés and cinemas by yourself?. Well you know what! maybe it's all of it. I've realized all those things are the indicators of self…
Forgiving>>> Forgetting ❤ Message of the day # forgiving >>> forgetting It took me a long time to understand what it means to forgive someone. It was hard for me to think the deeds that have been done to me like they never happened and they weren't part of me. I guess at that time, forgiveness meant to forget, to pretend like that something didn't happen, to make the hurt vanish magically from your life. But as I grow up that whole shitty thinking of me changed. After a lot…
Tips For Quarantine Babes (Baes) Although I might not have a quarantine buddy or anyone to strip me from the boredom 😉. But I know some people out there are bored and all so here are some tips for quarantine baes 1. Marathons Have movie marathons. You have all the time you want so movie marathons are one way to spend this time 2. Cook Cooking together brings you closer and it could actually be super goofy. And hey you can use what you made as snacks. 3. Work out Yes this is…
I Broke My Own Heart I broke my own heart trying to be enough for you.
Why Do You Keep On Scrolling The Old Chats? "Why do you keep scrolling down the old chats?" "To find where it all went wrong."
Memories Of The Past If could recollect before my hood days, I'd seat and reminisce on the bliss of my good days, Life in the ghetto with my homie, Though we used to be less holly. We started with nothing, But our dreams so big, Tried to do anything that would bring cash, Even didn't hesitate to dig the tunnels. We never had much, We understood that we came from the hood, And we gotta hustle to get food, Forever balling to make out life good. We rolled on the streets,…
Look At The Distant Star Night is so quiet and so peaceful,😇 It spreads like the sheet of silence,🙃 You feel so good to embrace this night,😉 Makes up for the most pretty sight.😌 I miss you more when there is dark😒, Not that I miss you for my bed,😛 It's a feeling I can't pretend,😚 Coz you are my psych and you are my spark 💪 A reason why I smile in life even when I'm broke☺️ Wishing you a lovely night😊 Wishing you good night!