Happy Guild chapter 15: Until we meet again...
Until KumaWarrios has finally calmed down.
"I can't believe Zero is a girl."
"Well everyone says that."
"Everyone?"
"QuickMage, HealingLight and the others is with us."
"That's good to hear everyone is complete. Zero are you back again? 9 years ago, you suddenly left us."
"Yeah. A lot of things happen. Actually Zero was already dead."
"Eh?"
"My account was destroyed... By my father. It was very complicated that time. Sorry."
"I see, now I understand. Hear that Ken? He's always curious where'd you go. You're his no. fan. You always helped us. That's why he's always concerned and talked about you."
"I see... Sorry and thank you KumaShield..."
"Right now, are you guys still playing? We stop playing 4 years after I got promoted in work. But Ken, he continued his self by buying another account. He created a new account in Server 4. He keeps saying that there's someone who's like Zero. They're alike and whatever."
"Kumashield really have a good eyes."
"This is the reason why I want them back in the team."
"Eh? You mean..."
"The one KumaShield saw that the same as Zero is the same person. If he's here, I'm sure he'll freak out."
Ren scoffed.
"For real?"
"Yes. We're actually inviting you two back to the team. But I guess that's impossible now."
"Sorry."
"No it's okay we undstand.."
"Later Ryuu and the others came in Shin's room."
"Guys. Come and meet KumaWarrior."
"Eh?!"
"KumaWarrior?"
"Wow!!"
"It's them, the team." Ren whispers to him.
"Eh? Wow"
"KumaWarrior. We heard what happer. Sorry to hear what happen to KumaShield."
"KumaShield is now in a good hands of God."
"We'll be praying for him."
"Thank you everyone."
"KumaWarrior, stay strong okay?"
Shin explained to them that he might not join the team because of some circumstances.
"It's okay KumaWarrior. We understand and we respect your decision."
"We're still friends even we're far away."
"I will never forget the kindness you gave to us."
"Hmm. Just stay strong, okay?"
"I will. Thank you."
KumaWarrior and KumaShield don't have parents anymore. They died early and lived at their auntie when they were 12. But they separated and lived together when they were 22. It was the day after KumaWarrior stop playing... Now KumaShield is gone, KumaWarrior is going living alone in the house without his twin...
Later, Ren is going home. She donate 50thousand and 50 from Shin.
"Thank you for coming."
"Hmm. Take care and goodluck okay? If you need anything, here's my number. Call me."
"Hmm. Thank you Zero."
"Just call me Ren."
"Thank you."
"Hmm."
Ren went home.
4 days have passed, KumaShield has now buried. KumaWarrior went his home alone and cried. He really missed his twin so much.
Another 3 days have passed, Ren picked Shin in the airport.
"How's the flight?"
"Well good and normal."
"Lol with the normal."
"Hahaha."
"Oh yeah, I was thinking, why not built a big house or find a house just for all of. I mean we can live there. Well I don't think Kimi will be allowed."
"Hmm. That's a good idea."
"I actually already found a house. They say it's already on sale. Do you want to see it?"
"Hmm. Alright let's go and check it. How big is it?"
"220 sqm. 3 floors. There's also a lot here beside there if we want to upgrade or like if out team got bigger."
"That's a good idea. Alright let's go and check. We'll take them both. We'll make it big and wide."
"Alright."
They put the luggage bag and the big stuffed toy Pikachu in the car. Then they went to the house that Ren saw. It was just near their house. They went down and checked it. They tour around the house.
"The 2nd floor is big."
"I was thinking the sets of computer here, and this will be our practice room. And on the next room, will be our meeting room.. We'll just need a little remodeling this room.. Then the third room." They went up. "Will be our room. There's 4 room here. We can divide ourselves into four. And we're going to expand the house. It will be nice."
"Hmm I like it here. Alright let's buy it."
They went down and the owner was there. Shin bought the house in full. She gave all the papers and tomorrow they will transfer the name to theirs... After signing the papers, they went to the house that they have rented. They put down all the things in the house.
"Is this all your things?"
"No. I put it in the box. And the others, I told them to bring it when they're coming."
"Ohh. I see."
"Well this is just temporary."
"Hmm."
"Alright. I'll discuss with them later. Before that, can we have something to eat first."
"I know you will say that. What do you want? Order food or we go in the mall and find a restaurant."
"Let's just go there. I want to see the mall too."
"Lol."
"Kimi's still in the school?"
"Yeah. And they're school is over." Ren said as she checked the time on her watch."
"Okay, let's go invite Kimi."
"Hmm.. I'll message her right away... Oh that was fast. She replied, she'll come."
"Haha."
"Alright let's go there."
They went to the mall. They went to the comfort room room. Then suddenly saw her family there.
"Ma! Pa?"
"Oh Ren! Kala ko nasa airport ka?"
"Kanina... Anung ginagawa niyo dito?"
"Nagaaya si tita mo mamili. Samahan daw namin. Sumama na rin sila." Her father said.
Her brother and sisters as well as their partners and their tita come.
"Oh, andito rin pala si Ren."
Shin come out and went to Ren. They were all surprised.
Ren covered her face from embarrassment.
"Doushite?" Shin looked besides her. He remembered seeing them somewhere. He remember where Kimi introduces her family. "Ah.. Hello. I'm Shin." He introduced himself as he bowed.
"Are you one of her friends in game?"
"Yes."
"Nakita ko na. Siya yung nasa video nung pasko."
"Ang gwapo naman pala in person."
Ren clear throat. "Pauwi na ba kayo?"
"Oo. Inaantay lang namin sila Raymond."
"Did you eat already? We're planning to have a dinner, if you want you can join us."
"Ah no need. It's kinda embarrassing. You just go."
"No sir. It's okay. I insisted and since you're Ren's family."
Ren sighed. "Sumama na kayo. Siya na ung nagaya."
Kimi was calling...
"Tita, I have problem."
"What is it?"
"They were so persistent. They want to see him and they want to come."
Ren sighed. "Let them come, andito rin sila."
"Eh?"
They're going to reserve in a buffet eat all you can.
"Group of 16 please."
"16?"
"Yeah. Kimi's family is coming as well and they were all curious and wanted to see you."
"Hahaha I see I see."
Kimi and her family.
"Oh andito rin kayo."
Kimi went to them.
"Tita sorry."
"It's okay. They're already here and we've already reserved a seat."
"There's atill 35 minutes before coming in, ah. Let me get the pikachu."
"Did you really buy?"
"Yes. I told you its a promise."
"Yes!!"
"Let's go. It's in the car."
"Okay wait. .. Mommy, punta lang kami sa parking."
"Sige."
And they left went to the parking. Shin get the human kid sized pikachu in the car and give it to Kimi."
"Thank you tito Shin! You're the best."
They went back and they were surprised seeing Kimi holding a big Pikachu. They got their attention.
"Wow. Sana all."
Later they're going inside.
To be continued...
December 2022 Dump
Does anyone missed me? I bet not lol. Sorry, I got mixed complicated reason why I'm away again left and right lol.
I'm here to make an article all about December last year, even if it's late, I still want to post it. So I called it December Dump. Well since I'm back, I should continue making stories article here.
Well December because it's my birth month. Well that month last year was also like a roller coaster.
Nothing much happen but more on having Cosplay Trip or Costrips in our group. I didn't join their costrip often as I'm recharging and resting myself before the big day event that happened last December 28.
Start of December as we formed our official group with my nieces and nephew cosplayers lol. Did I influence them? Well you can say and a little no. Well they do idolized me before as they became their hobbies now, collecting costume and do cosplays now.
December 15 was my birthday, well it's not that special anymore and we just celebrate it as like a normal days for us. Well it's only the 3 of us left plus our auntie lives just besides our house. I first went to the mall to buy new clothes and pants since it was my mother's order lol. Then, while waiting for my family to come, I joined costrip with my group but not that many. Then at 6pm, I met my family and we had dinner before going home as to celebrate my simple birthday that is.
December 16-17, I had nothing to do but to make my daughter's (dog) costume.
December 18, it was my brother's birthday, but since he's already living in Australia, it was already like an ordinary day for us. My parents and auntie went to Paranaque, and they were invited for the pamamanhikan held my cousins. Oh yeah, they just got married last Thursday only, Feb.2. So, I want to congratulate them. Meanwhile, I didn't join them because I joined the pet fashion show Christmas theme. At the same time there's also a costrip again lol. There was nonstop Costrip since it was like end of their semester already and its their breaktime. And I won in the mini fashion show Christmas theme.
And with the groups Persona Viista.
December 21, we attended Sarandi Reunion, other side of my father. We had reunion since it's been 5years since we last met with them, and one of our uncle just got back in the Philippines from US. We had lunch in Japanese restaurant, and... I forgot the name of the restaurant lol.
December 23, we had last grocery or maybe not lol for Noche Buena even though we're just 4 of us celebrating in the house and had lunch and last shopping as well.. So many gala lol.
Then at December 24 night, we went on the Night mass, then waiting for the time... Until it's 12am December 25. We just celebrate it simple one since we're not that many anymore. (Pabawas kami ng pabawas).
I wasn't able to take pictures of my dogs wearing christmas outfit, because of the firecrackers outside, they were all scared. So I just had the eldest one, the lola of the dog.
As we also celebrate my mother's birthday at exactly December 25 too. In the morning as we continue to celebrate the Christmas party, we went to our aunt's house, well it's a tradition that we always go to their house to celebrate Christmas and any occasion.
And I also became the baby sitter of my nieces and nephew lol.
We also had some games, so no one will get bored and everyone can win.. But not me who haven't win any game lol. I guess, I'm too unlucky in spin the wheel lol.
Then we had picture takings at night and started exchanging gifts and money. Then we go home at 10pm and took a rest. But not for me who attended Cosplay event Retro theme in Megamall last December 26 But I don't have picture.
December 27, we had the 2nd party held in Paranaque it's my father side this time. We came late since it's very traffic everywhere. We had lunch then we had games. We called it 'Sandok Pera' And Bingo. I won worth 240 pesos only in Sandok pera and didn't win in Bingo games meahwile them won thousands. Huhu, why am I so unlucky in games. Then at night, I went to Conrad to hotel to stay overnight since the cosplay event is just in front of the hotel as I need to go there as early as I can.
December 28, Day 1 of Cosplay Matsuri held in SMX Convention in Moa. I took a lot of pictures, but I will only send the important. I mean the best for me.
I went there early coz I thought they will give something if we went early but I guess, it's fake news lol. I am with my 3 nieces and 1 nephew who are also a cosplayers. Together with my 3 cousin, the mother of my nieces.
I chose this because, this character, the yellow one is one of my favorite character. The coser name is I don't know, but the character name is Genzo Sanzo from Genzoumaden Saiyuki. And it's so rare to see that character cosplaying. And I'm lucky I guess haha.
December 29, Day 2 of Comatsuri. I didn't get enough picture as we checked out in the hotel early and went home in the afternoon, even though, I also had ticket but it's fine.
Day 3, December 30, last day of the Cosplay Matsuri Event. Again, I lined up early.
Again, I did took a lot of cosplayers pictures, but I will only send the only ones that I mostly like.
And of course I have solo pics as well, by the way, I cosplay Albedo in mafia casual theme. Albedo from the game Genshin Impact.
Also, the reason, why I also attend day3 because my group Persona Vista were also here, not all but a lot of them were here. Here are some pictures with them.
Then we watch the fireworks before going home.
We arrived in SM Fairview which is our last destination before going home. We even had late dinner before going home since all of us were all hungry. Then after that we all went home and take a rest.
Next day is December 31, so again just like last December 24, we just had a simple celebration that is. I didn't take pictures anymore since it's simple one. I wasn't able to buy fireworks anymore unlike previous years where we always bought fireworks and firecrackers. This time we just watched fireworks and eat and sleep and that's it haha.
So that is all for all December 2022. Thank you reading this boring article of mine lol. It's fine, I just came back anyway. I will continue to write stories again here.
See you soon, Happy New Year again, everyone!
Challenge~ "What If" Questions
Okay, so I'm here for the new topic. Has everyone already joined the new trends of Cashrain? Well. I did and a little late, I guess. But yeah. It's better than never.
So today, I'm going to post "What if" questions.
I don't remember if I have already posted this or not. Oh well, I will just make another.
I asked some of my group to give me some question of What if that I can do and answer.
Shall we start? Alright let's go.
" **What if... I'm all alone? Like, your family is not with you and you're alone in the house.** "
- Thank you for the beautiful question, Kidding (I suddenly missed one of our scholar before haha). What if alone and they're not with me? Well... When I'm in College, I really wanted to live alone... But if something really happen, 'what if they're really gone.' Specially now. We're the only 3 left in the house in the Philippines and my siblings are already abroad working. What if one day, they will be gone. Then... my answer will be... I'll try to be brave living alone. And since I'm the only one who will be supporting myself, even if the life is hard, I will go find job even if its risk my life, even if I'm sick. I will do everything to live the fullest again.
Okay next question from one question of my group of cosplayers.
" **What if... Cosplay was not implemented? No cosplay, just normal person.** "
- Another good question. What if there's really no cosplay, what will be my life? Cosplay is already one of my hobby this year. I've been a cosplayer since 2008 and stopped at 2014 and back this year only. What if there's no cosplay? Well. I guess, some will have a boring life. Me, I'll get bored again. I mean. I will stick to my original routine. Sleeping eating, computer/cellphone, games and like earning money I will go back and stick on non stop writing stories... If there's no cosplay, tnen, I won't meet some good cosplay friends. Even from the start, if cosplay didn't implemented, I won't overcome my trauma, I won't overcome my fear of people. Cosplay is the reason, why I try to smile big and talk to other stranger people freely. Cosplay because, to have more confidence and this is me now. I have more confidence walking alone with the costume, even without costume, not scared anymore and this and that. That's why I am really thankful to this Cosplay thingy. That's my answer.
Okay next...
" **What if we found live dinosaurs living on a remote island?** "
- This is kinda... interesting to answer. Actually, I've been seeing this in my dream like 2 times already but wasn't able to write in a story. I see in a dream that I was living with the dinosaurs like, I'm taming them. I've also read this one from manhua too haha. And for this question, it's quite interesting. So instead of having dogs and cats in your house, you will see a T-rex in front of you! It might kinda scary but I guess, I find it more adventure haha. Am I that weird ToT.
**" What If You Woke Up Suddenly Because Your House Was On Fire, Which Three Things Would You Save As You Ran Outside? "**
- Well last year I posted something about the burning house near our place that it could be really happen again to us in the future. And since we already have experience the fire last year was just 5house away from us even if its just from the back of the street it's still near. We were all panic and we don't know what we do that time. My first priority that I saved that time was my dogs. I put all of them inside the 5 cages and we take them out. Second, will be my phone. Since money and my savings was in there. I don't use cash too much anymore. As I'm using gcash and other digital cash now. third if there's more time, I will take out some of our useful things.. We really don't want this to happen again. It's really hard and very traumatizing already for me last year. I even collapsed on the road because of my health issue after taking out the dogs.. So hoping this will never happen to us.
" **What If You Found A Suitcase Full Of $1,000,000, What Would You Do?** "
- This is kinda tricky question because you can discuss where the money potentially came from too, which might affect your decisions. On my first thought, I want to buy things for myself and for my family since we are not that really rich person and we are still in debts. But then on the second thought. I will going to report and return to the the rightful owner. I don't want to get blind by money, to be greedy person just because you see a big amount. I'm sure that owner is also worried about the money too. So, it's better to return them than spending them since you're not the one who earn that money. And it's more like you're stealing if you spend it. So it's really better to return to them.
And lastly...
" **What if you could change one thing about yourself? What would you change?** "
If I could change one thing about myself.... There is really one thing I DO really want to change. And that is my FACE. Why? Since I was a kid, I have some problems with my face its uhmm. Tabingi Mukha, like not form perfectly... Specially when I talk. It's not too obvious I don't talk... This is the reason why I always got bullied since I was a kid. They're laughing at my face every time I talk, smile or even laugh or whatever expression you will see my face... That is why... If there's a chance to change.. I really want to change my face. I want to have a normal face where I can talk freely, where I can smile and laugh with everyone... This has been my wish ever since... We even asked for the surgery but it cost hundreds thousand pesos... I still do hope one day, before I die.. I just... want to experience having a normal face, that is...
And that is my 'What If' questions for today's bidyow. I hope you learned something about me in this questions.. Till next time haha
End..
Life is Like a Roller Coaster in the month of November...
How's everyone. I'm back on track again. I'm back means, I have an article prepared to post for today's bidyow lol.
Well, I will just going to post all the happenin**gs in** the month of November. There are happy moments, sad moments and more on Rants moment lol. It's life is like a roller coaster. You're happy, you're sad, then angry then back to happy again then something happen again.
So let's start November 1, it's Saint's day and there's no work nor school classes, at the same time, it's my rest day from having Halloween CosTrip (Cosplay Tripping) last October 31, 2022. So many things happen that day, got new friends and the group became bigger. Here's the link of my last article:
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/cosplay-party-and-halloween-costrip-in-sm-fairview-73a6c61d
November 1 and 2 since it's Saint's and Soul's day. We were supposed in the cemetery but we know it's already crowded so we just decided to stay at home and will just go visit our love ones once there's no more enough people. My family was trying to avoid traffic and taking care of health since Covid in our place still on going even some around the world. We just lit 6 candles in front of our door as to remember our loved ones who has already passed away.
Days have passed, we are taking a break from cosplay tripping..
November 15, its start of the Ticket War. Why war, because, it's like a battle of those who are going to buy tickets for the Cosplay Matsuri that will happen on December 28-30, this year. I had 6 gadgets ready but I thought, I need to prioritize and buy for myself first before them like I thought that I might lose one. And can only buy 2 tickets per account.
The price of each ticket is 349. It got increase from last CoMatsuri days only 250 each. Well they are preparing because the number of cosplayers and congoers has increased, so they have really increase the amount price of the tickets at the same time the room has added and the quantity of the tickets as well. They announced that November 15, 12pm they will open the ticket online to reserve and buy the tickets. When the time ticks on 12:00, the war has started, we all went inside but got error. I mean. because of the volume of the costumers log-in the smtickets.com
We waited for at least 3hours keeps going inside the ticket online. Until I finally reserved tickets for me alone first. Now I'm done to buy mine, I opened 4 more gadgets to buy 10 more tickets and 4 tickets secured from my cousin who also bought from their account. We are 15 families going to Cosplay Matsuri. Me, my 3 nieces 1 nephew who are going to cosplay, then my mother, the mothers of the kids and the 3 lolas (my aunties) so that makes 15 of us going inside.
And here's the ticket. I bought 4 in total. 1 for my mother and 3 for myself. Why 3? Because I'm going to attend from Day1 to Day3. So our problem solved. We were happy that we were able to buy it got sold out after 5hours from opening of the tickets. That fast because, like I said, there are more cosplayers are going attends and this is one of the biggest Cosplay Events we're going to attend. It's like New Year event of Cosplays.
Okay let's proceed.
November 18, its the promotion of GnG Chicken Taiwan, it's a restaurant. They invited some cosplayers to stand and promote the store. I also applied but unfortunately I didn't get in. But even if I didn't get selected, we still go there and attended as Costumer in a cosplay. I also trying to promote their store without any payment, it's fine. There are other cosplayer came (our group) joined and jam with them. We just like go in the flow and enjoy the day.
I won't be posting lot of pictures since my phone is useless. I mean, I always forgot to take pictures so I will just grab from others. I'm the yellow one Zenitsu.
November 20... This... Honestly... I'm the most excited but... it got ruined. I mean, I really don't enjoy most. I mean... sigh..
I invited the kids, my 3 nieces to join in our big Costrip. And this was the first plan that I will just pick them up and go in SM Fairview with just the 4 of us and our groups. Until they want to come as they want to see the kids cosplaying. BUT IT WAS NOT!!! It was more likely guarding and limiting their kids what they want to do. I mean WHY?! One saying their daughters are already tired but when you asked the kids, they weren't tired at all! I really want to vent. You guys are only tired from our nonstop parade since you keep following us. Look! The kids are enjoying!! You're only saying that they're tired and hungry. Sigh... I wanted to shout. But I can't. I'll be in big trouble if I say all of this.. I just keep this in my mind and vent/rant on myself.
I didn't get enough pictures again. The kids weren't able to join the photoshoot and of course the the word "FUN!" They even said "Bitin!", "If only we didn't eat, we're not even hungry." SEE? You're just limiting your kids! Let them do what they want they're just kids!! And I'm here guiding them don't worry they're not going to lose lost whatever. Sigh..
Here's the picture where they had the group photos without us. I just edited and put myself there lol.
And here where we eat while they're having fun in other place... Like I mean they're eating early?? like it's only 4-5pm only?! HOW IS THAT...??! Sigh...
And then you're scolding me asking why they don't have solo photoshoot? Was it you all suggested that they are tired and going to eat? DID YOU ACTUALLY ASKED THE KIDS?? OR JUST YOURSELF?! I really want to say this. But then I just shout on my mind...
Then at night, we went home... I went home like nothing happen. Everything is really ruined... I really did cry for 5days while looking at their pictures having fun and me stressing from them. Lol... I'm about to cry again not gonna lie...
Okay let's proceed for the final event in November. Normie Costrip and sudden birthday treats of Asto to us that was November 29.. Thanks for the treat Asto.
Then we joined jamming with the buskers in FT.
And here are all the happenings in the month of November. And this is the reason why I'm too busy and didn't get write articles... I'll try to write more articles aside from Costripings.
And that's it.
Thanks for reading...
PS: Sorry for the grammars. I don't use gramarly app or whatever. I just express what I want to say.
Update on Chapter 4 of 'Why Can't you Believe in Me?'
She open the back of the phone to check if there's still a battery. But then she was surprised that it was not a battery from their world was inserted.
"Eh? What's this? Magic stone?" Checking it...
'I see, so it use Magic stone to run the phone. Whoever did this, made a good job.' She though at she smirk.
She try to open it by click the power button. The LCD turned on.
"Oh it works.... Let's see.." Checking the whole content of the phone.
'Hmm... My other apps was gone, but what's good is the searching app was still here and I can still watch video. This is great, now my boring life will be filled with joy haha. Try to have little fun with my phone before I die.... Hmm? The Cha Talk is also here.' She open the app.
'Right, I don't have any contact or friends aside from him... I wish I could talk to him.' She check the contact, there was mix number and letters. "Huh?" I wonder what she saw.
'There's one on the list but I can't tell who.' She thought as she gets curious.
"Let's try if this works. I wonder if the real world will receive this..."
Typing... 'Hi... Anyone there?' She clicked the sent...
"Sigh... what am I expecting." 'I remember, I just reincarnated.... There's no way the other world will receive this...' She throw her phone on the bed and lay down.
"I'm tired and sleepy..." Until she fall asleep...
She didn't know, someone replied. The one she messaged replied back.
'Who are you?'
'How do you know this language?'
'How did you get here?'
'Hey! Talk to me!'
I wonder who is this person who sent message with the same language that Serira sent.
The next day....
She woke up and yawn and check the phone and she noticed, there was a message as her eyes widened.
"What...?"
'Wait, this person not in real world but, possible came from the real world also like me? Hmm, let's try to chat this person.'
'Hey... I just received your message. It's as you said, I know this language because I also came from the other world...' She sent the message.
'Okay let's send this one first.'
Knock knock...
'RIght, my breakfast.'
The maid put her breakfast on the desk and leave afterwards.
'After this, I have to go down in town and find Mima. Will appoint her my personal maid. In my Past life, she's the only one who side me until the was killed because of me...'
She's now having a breakfast.
Her phone vibrates meaning, that person replied.
'Who are you?' the person ask...
'If I spread my name here, Serira. It might cause some mess and the rumors that I'm the curse... If I say the real name in my real world, we might not know each other or maybe this person reincarnated in different time... But this person knows Japanese.' she thought
- 'Ren. Just call me Ren.'
'Ren a woman or a man?'
- 'I'm a woman. ' She answered.
'Ohh. Interesting. I also have someone I knew who is also name Ren in the other world.' He replied.
- 'What about you, what's your name?' She ask.
'Kei.' he replied.
- 'Kei? Okei? K.kei? Just kidding.' she chuckles.
'Lol. I suddenly remembered that guy.' She thought
That person didn't response for 10 minutes.
- 'Hey... I'm sorry... I might have offended you.'
'No.. You didn't. Apologize if I took so long to response.' He answered.
- 'You must be busy...?'
'Not really.'
The 2 of them became close just by texting messages. They might know their names from other world, but they haven't exchange names used in the present...
Meanwhile to that person who is Serira is chatting. After receiving a text her joking the Kei. He got anxious.
'No... this can't be possible... Saya?'
[Flashback of that guy.]
"Hey Kei. Okei k. Hehe."
"You really love to play on my name."
"Why not? Kei, like a Key house. Kk, Okei. hehehe."
"You idiot." He flicks her forehead.
"Ahh! Hehehe."
[End of flashback]
'There's no way.... No, I need to confirm first.' He thought.
Saya is also the name of that person's previous life someone he knew. Do they really know each other?
1 week have passed, they really became close by just chatting on their phone.
'I need to confirm if she's.... the same person. I have a feeling... it's you... and that Ren, you both have the same Ren I know.' He thought.
He's going to chat...
- 'Ren.'
'Yes?'
- 'I know, we both reborn. If its okay... before you got in this world, how did you die?' He asked.
'Hmm..' typing..
it took 2 minutes.
- 'I guess it's private... sorry for asking that question.' He said
She replied. 'I died from illness. I had heart cancer.'
His eyes widened as he received text from her. 'Are you really her? Saya... please tell me its you....' She thought.
- 'I see... it must be tough... How long?'
'Since when I was a kid and... I died when I was 22 years old, the doctor said, there was no chance no hope, even my family give up on me too... But... there's only one person who stayed by my side till I die.... Ahh sorry. I speak a lot.' She answered.
- 'You must be... missing him?' He text.
'Yeah. A stubborn guy, who doesn't want to leave. Even if I told him to leave me and look for new love, yet he still stay.' she replied.
He was about to chat 'It's me...' But he erase it...
- 'I see. Lucky to have such a good guy who never leaves you.' he chat.
'I guess... what about you? How did you die?'
- 'I.. Car accident.' He said.
'Ahh.. Car accident I see.'
I guess, that confirms him and made him smile brightly.
"You're back... Saya... I'm glad."
That means, they really know each other.
"I'm going to protect you this time." He said as he stand up from the chair and looked at the window, looking at the sky.
They keep on chatting until... another 1 week have passed, they have party. It's their father's birthday.
'Haaaa~ A party. I guess, it's been a while since I last joined the party. I always locked in my room.' She sighed.
No one wants to talk to her as they all know the rumors and bad reputations from her.
'What's the point of staying here?' She shrugs.
Both her brothers were talking to the higher ups even her father.
'I guess, I'll just leave this place.' Serira left the hall and went to the garden. She take a deep breath.
"Haaaa~ Finally I can relax." She take out her phone and chat.
'Hey are you there?'
He didn't respond...
'I guess you're busy...'
That guy was standing beside of the garden where Serira is staying. As soon as Serira came inside, she didn't notice there was someone in there. That guy saw the phone... It's the guy 'Kei.'
'You.... You're Ren, Saya?' He thought.
'Hmm... Sorry, for bothering you.' She text.
- 'It's fine. What's wrong?'
'Hmm.. I just... got bored haha.'
- 'Hey can we meet?' He asked. Because he wanted to hug her already for so long.
'I wish I could... I mean don't.' She replied.
- 'Why? Isn't it great that we will get to know each other?' He said.
'I want too but... I don't want to drag you into my mess. I... I don't know, I was the curse of this world. No one believe me. I know for sure, when you meet me, you will start to despise me. So its better if we chat like this than we meet...' She replied.
- 'Hey calm down.'
'Sorry... I'm just... tired. I just came out, it's very suffocating inside.' She replied.
'What... have you been through...' Kai is worried about her and starting to curious what has happened to her here in this world.
- 'Okay, let's just talk tru chatting. Did you already eat?'
'I did, only few. I can't eat properly with so many people eyeing on me.'
- 'Hmm.'
They just chatting... While the ball is on going. What will going to happen next? When are they going to meet personally?
To be continued...
I Still Love you Chapter 5
After going back to the hotel.
"Ahh. Finally.... So tiring." He said as he sit down on the couch massaging his nape.
"Hmm. You did a great job today, sir" She said as she was listing something on the paper.
"Thanks. As for our dinner later, what do you want to eat?"
"Anything sir."
"Anything, huh? Do you drink?"
"I don't drink sir." She continue writing.
"I see. Even if you don't drink, can you accompany me? I want to drink to remove stress." He said as he stand up.
"That's..." She stop.
"Please. Just once." Clapping his hand 1 time and lower his head.
She sighed "Alright sir."
"Yes. Thank you Ren."
They went to Hoshi's place again.
"Yo Hoshi! Please give us the same order and also... bucket of beer please." As he raised his hand and wink.
"Ohh. Coming right away."
They had dinner at the same time Shin was drinking. Shin's keep staring at her while she's eating.
"Is there something wrong, sir?" While she's eating.
"Don't you really want to drink?" He asked as he keeps staring at her.
"I'm not drinking sir." She answered bluntly.
"I see. Too bad. I thought you can join me. Anyway cheers."
Shin keep on drinking until it's already getting late.
"Shin, it's already 10. Uhm, Akusawa-san, don't he have any schedule tomorrow?" Hoshi starting to worried.
"Tomorrow its his rest day. His bandmates are coming here.."
"I see. What shall we do now? He's drunk again." He said as he sighed.
"Again? Did he already get drunk before?"
"Yeah. This is his third time again. He keeps on beating himself. Like blaming everything what happen for the past 5 years." He said.
"..."
Another 1 hour and a half have passed. Shin's really drunk.
"Saya. I'm so sorry... I'm sorry for leaving you... I'm sorry... if you die because of me... Saya." Totally drunk.
Hoshi's restaurant is already close.
"Shin, that's enough you've drink too much. Look at yourself."
"Hoshi. What should I do? I Really missed her that much.. I want to touch her. I want to kiss her. I want to hug her... what should I do? Saya! Saya!!"
"Uhmm..." Looking at her.. "Shin, stop this. You're embarrassing yourself."
"Hoshi, Don't you know what day is today? Today is the day Saya and I first met. She was so kind. People keep on bullying her. Hoshi, I can't stop thinking her. Saya died because of me." he keeps on drinking.
"Sir, that's enough." Ren was trying to stop him. She take the bottle away from him.
"Oi. What are you doing?" Trying to push her.
"Sir, you're already drunk."
"It's none of your business. I'm your boss, you're just my assistant manager."
Ren snapped his face.
"That's enough Shin! Do you think Saya will be happy to see you like that? Do... you think... Saya... is pleased to see you drinking? I... Saya... Don't you know... Saya hates this kind of things? Get the f*ck out in there and wake up!!" Ren shouted at him.
"Whoa... I'm speechless." Trying to back off.
Shin lost unconscious and fall asleep.
"Shin! Shin! Aish. He fall asleep."
"Hoshi-san. Will you call a cab for us?"
"It's already late. Why don't you stay here?"
"No need. We don't want to bother your sleep and the neighbors. Also... They'll come here early in the morning, I have to prepare for their coming." Ren said as she bow.
"I see. I understand. Wait, here. I'm going to call a cab."
"Thank you Hoshi-san." She bowed to him.
Hoshi called a cab and take him inside the car. They went to the hotel. Ren carried Shin all the way to the 22nd floor.
"Ah damn it."
Ren put him in the bed. She changed his clothes and clean him by rubbing his arms and legs with wet towel.
Until next day, Ren didn't sleep. She's the one who picked up them at the airport.
They have landed in the Philippines, Ren was there.
"Saya?"
"Eh?"
"Good morning sirs." She bow her head.
"Wait, isn't it Saya..." She was pointing at her.
"I'm sorry sirs, but my name is not Saya. I'm Ren Akusawa." She said as she bow again.
They look each other.
" 'Is she the one Shin wants to tell me about?' " The guy named Kyou said.
They went and ride in the van.
"Uhm... Akusawa-san, where is Shin?"
"Unfortunately, sir Shin didn't come. I think he's still sleeping."
"Eh?"
"Sleeping?"
"It's already 8."
"Hmm stomething fishy."
They went to the hotel and Ren checked them in. They game them each key.
"Where is Shin's room?"
"Here sir." She showed the room.
They went inside their room.
"Eh? So stink!"
"Could it be, Shin... Did he drink?"
"Yes, sir." She answered
"I knew it."
"So, that's the reason why he's still sleeping."
"Hmm..."
"How about you? Did you already rest?"
"Don't worry about me sir. It's my job to take care of him." She replied.
"Even so, you should take a rest too. Look at yourself. You even prepared his breakfast. We'll take care of him. You should go and rest." Kyou said.
"He's right Akusawa-san. We'll take care of him."
"Hora. You go sleep."
"Hmm.. Then, I'll leave him to you. If he wakes up, please call me." She said as she take a bow.
"Alright."
Ren stepped going to the bathroom and she suddenly collapsed.
"Hey!"
"Akusawa-san?"
"Waaaa!"
"What should we do, Kyou?"
"She must have been exhausted. I'll take her to my room."
"Okay."
"Yuta call a medic or any doctor here."
"Roger."
Kou take her to his room first. They called a medic to check her. It was already 2pm in the afternoon, finally Shin wake up.
"Ugh!"
"Ho~ The sleeping prince has finally waking up."
"Whoa!" He was surprise after seeing them. He sit ups covering his body with the blanket.
"This time, he looks like he saw a ghost. What an idiot leader."
"Hahahaha!"
"Kou? Yuta! Taku! Wait. Eh? You're already here?!"
Kou sighed. "What do you think it is?"
"Oh shit! What time is it? S-sorry sorry. Wait, did you all come here by yourselves?"
"It's already 2pm Shin-chin"
"2pm?!" He shout.
"You don't have to worry how we come here. Your manage. Ah no. Temporary assistant manager came and picked us in the airport all the way here in the hotel. She even made breakfast for you for incase you woke up late. There." Kou said as he was pointing the food by nodding.
"Ren did all of that? Uh! W-where is she?"
"So, her first name is Ren huh? She's sleeping at my room." He said.
"Huh? Why is she sleeping at your room if this is her room."
"Her room? Wait... you guys...?"
"OMG! They share in 1 room."
"Something have happen to them."
"Baka! It's not like that."
"When we checked in, there have some problems. They thought they heard 2 person 1 bed. So we had no choice since all the room was fully booked."
"Ahhh." Taku and Yuta chorused.
"What's with that 'Ahhh' huh?"
"Seriously Shin, you drink again."
"..." He stopped and suddenly remembered.
"Ah shit."
"Something happen, right?"
"I admit that I'm drinking yesterday, but I don't remember what happen after that."
"Could it be, she take you all the way here?"
"No way. Uh! You can't be---."
He gets up and went to Kou's room.
"Don't wake her yet. She must be exhausted. She even collapsed awhile ago after bringing us here."
"What? Ren... collapsed?"
"Yeah. But don't worry, We quickly asked a medic to check her up. Good thing she's fine. The doc said, she's tired and stress that's why she collapsed."
"Ren... I'm sorry..."
"Yuta, Taku can you leave us first? There's something we have to talk about."
"Okay boss."
Yuta and Taku went out of the room.
"Tell me... is it her?"
"Yeah but... I want to confirm first. I know it's her but something is different. After we got in here. She don't have any reaction on her face or something like that. It's like it's her first time coming here."
"I see. A very complicated one huh."
"There must be... something happen to him 5 years ago."
"Could it be that she lost her memory that's why she don't recognize the surroundings here in the Philippines?"
"But we're not yet sure. I believe she's Saya. I just need some proof or evidence to prove it."
"Hmm."
Later, it's already 5:30pm Ren woke up.
"Uh!" She sit ups.
"Good evening!" Kou greeted him.
"Ah... Good evening... I'm sorry, did I...?"
"Hmm. You collapsed awhile ago. I thought something happen to you."
"I'm sorry for making a guss."
"You don't have to apologize and we understand. I should be the one apologizing to you in behalf of our stupid leader."
"You don't have to apologize as well sir. This is my job.... I guess."
"But still... Don't overdo yourself."
"Thank you for your concern sir." She bowed to him.
Shin suddenly came.
"Kou, Tami wants to---"
"Oh. Tami called again?"
"Ren!" He run over her. "How are you? Are you feeling okay or not yet? I'm sorry..."
"No problem sir. It's my job to protect you sir. Since i'm your assistant manager."
"Even still... I'm sorry whatever happen last night."
"Sorry our leader don't remember what happen last night."
"That's why I'm really sorry Ren." He keep bowing.
Meanwhile the President came.
"Kou, Shin, the President is already here."
"Okay thanks."
"Ah! Akusawa-san! You're awake. Thanks goodness."
"Sorry for worrying all of you."
"Hehehe."
"No problem."
Later, they prepare theirselves. Ren as well.
"Are you really okay, Akusawa-san?"
"Yes sir President. Sorry for worrying you." She bow.
"Hmm."
"Ren, if you're still not okay, I can permit you to stay here and rest."
"No need sir. I'm okay."
"Okay. If you insist just tell me if you want to rest."
"..."
They went down and had a dinner party with all the staffs and the event owners.
To be continued...
Farewell Bro: He is now living in Australia for good.
And here I go for our next topic of the day. Our little stressful day today is over. Why stressful? Because of the ticket selling for Cosplay Matsuri on December 28 or it will go sold out. So yeah, I was able to reserved and buy tickets and we, with my nieces and some of our relatives are coming on December 28. We were panic and stressed awhile ago, 12pm start online selling and there was a problem on the system and a lot didn't able to buy and some were declined haha. We were stressed buying tickets for 2hours lol. Anyway, everything is fine now and we're too excited already.
Okay Moving on to the main topic. Last time, I wrote about my sister's wedding, now I'm going to write my brother's leaving. Well he's already living in Australia currently working and he's in a good terms there. He left last October 21 where at the same time, we also held Reunion from our clan Navarro.
Days before he left. Yeah he was able to attend my sister's wedding before leaving and he was in the picture. Before that, let's talk something like despidida. We held the mini Dispidida last... wait date was that... (Looking at my phone lol.) Ah yes it's on October 8. We held it early because there's no more time to prepare on the other days as my sister's wedding coming on that day.
It might be already late but I still want to share it lol. So yeah, in despidida, the one who is leaving is also the one who is cooking. I mean. He cooked 8 different menus. It was his last cooking feast in the house before leaving. He's a chef, working Chef in a restaurant in Australia the reason why he's there right now.. So yeah, he cooked... here's the pictures...
And here's the foods he's going to prepare.
Then, here's the final product lol. Final presentation, then the visitors came at 5pm and we start eating at 6pm..
We had a little fun and sing karaoke but I can't, I had a slight cough that day that I need to save my lungs for my sister's wedding.
And that...
October uhmm 16, we had the final dinner with the 5 of us plus his wife and my sister's husband. We don't have the family picture in the restaurant lolol. How come no one took pictures of us hahaha. Oh well. Let's proceed.
So yeah October 19 was the wedding and already done and he was there.
Then October 20 last staying in the house before leaving. Packing up his things. The funny is, it's already night and yet suddenly forgot his passport at his wife's house LMAO. They were all panic and stress that they keep bothering their maid at night to secure the passport and not forget to bring on the next day of his flight.
Oct. 21, we went to our aunt's house and had a reunion for the Navarro Clan, my mother's side. We had a party party going there. Had drinks but I didn't join their drinking. We talked a lot, we had meeting for the cosplay matsuri going to happen on Dec. 28, and so many plans like going home province on December 8, but I can't go. I told them, I won't coming. First. There's no one will look after the dogs specially we told to go there for 5days. It's negative to me haha. So yeah.
Then at 5pm, we bid farewell to our brother. We didn't come and join in the airport anymore, It's too hassle and we're so many lol and... He also don't want to see us bid goodbye. He's a cry baby, well we all do. I'm a crybaby. I am not too close to my brother even my sisters but I cried a lot that time. It's embarrassing lol.
Here's our last family picture. Not complete but yeah...
And the party continues after that lolol. Singing dancing and drinking.
Jose, my brother is now going to live there forever not just 2-3years contract, but forever. Her wife is going to follow up next year. Then also next year my sister is also leaving going to Canada and only the 3 of us left in the house. I'm not leaving anymore though I can still go tours.
So after we bid farewell to him. His wife sent us last pictures the 2 of them and before going inside the airport.
He arrived safe in Australia on the next day...
Goodluck on your journey there. Hope you get more money. Kidding aside. Hoping you have a better life there and Good luck on your work.
That's it for now..
Thanks for reading.
End..
Chapter 3 of 'Why can't you believe me?'
It's been 2 days and she's still unconscious. The brothers keep on visiting and staying overnight just to look after her sick sister.
One night, they were about to sleep, they noticed, Serira was having a nightmare.
"...*No... I'm sorry... I'm sorry brother Ravius... I'm sorry.*"
The eldest brother flinched as he heard calling his name.
"*I'm sorry Brother Raiyos.*"
The 2nd brother react as well.
"*I will behave... I will keep quiet.. Please don't kill me.. I'm sorry... I'm sorry...*"
After hearing those words, they felt guilty. Raiyoss, the the 2nd brother wanted to hug her tight but he can't do it, no... It's his body not moving... He just gripped his hand and bit his lips.
"I'm sorry... Serira..." He said with the sympathy words.
"*... Why... Why can't you believe me.. I'm sorry... I'm so sorry.. I won't do it again... Please... I'm sorry...*" Serira keep on apologizing on her dream.
Ravius can't take it anymore. He stand up from his chair. He sit on the bed besides her, he pulled her and hug her tight.
"Serira, its okay. I'm not gonna hurt you, we're not gonna kill you. I'm sorry, our little sister..."
Until Serira slowly calm down and went back to sleep. Ravius put her back on the bed. He hold her hands tight.
"I... I'm going to correct everything. Your brothers and father is really sorry...."
Next day, the Head Butler told the Duke what he heard last night... He's so frustrated that he wanted to hug her own daughter as well.
'Haria... I'm sorry for letting you down. I'm sorry for not... taking care of our daughter... That... she's really our daughter... I'm sorry....' He thought as he closed his eyes and cried.
5days have passed, and Serira is getting better. She's slowly opening her eyes.
'Ha... I guess I came back again...' As she opened her eyes clearly, she was confused she's in different room.
'What... Where....? Did I go back? Wait no... this is my old room when I was a kid, don't tell me....' She immediately look at her hands and touch her face.
'I... I'm not a kid, I didn't go back as a kid, what's going on? Didn't I die and go back to the past?' She thought.
The door opened and 2 brothers is going inside and saw her up. The head butler who is also coming in and saw her awake, he dashed off to tell the Duke that she's awake.
"Uh Serira!"
She was startled
'What.... What is the 2 doing here? Ahh... I guess, continuation of my punishment.' She thought.
"I'm glad you're finally awake."
"It's good to see you awake, Serira."
'You glad to see me awake because you will be the next who's going to bully and torture me again. Yep. I already know this scene...' She thought as she smirk.
"Are you really that happy?"
"What?" They're surprised.
"Sorry for disappointing you if I didn't die according to your plan.. Ah... you must have prepare another set of plans to torture me again. Don't worry, I'm always ready."
"No wait.... It's misunderstanding..." The 2nd brother was trying to say something.
"Misunderstanding? Misunderstand the fact that you wanted to kill me in the luncheon."
"N-no. We didn't know."
"We didn't know that they will put poison in your food. We are sorry for not noticing that. And about the shrimp... Father thought, its one of your favorite food. But we never intention of poisoning you." Ravius explained.
"You sure good at giving excuses young master Ravius."
'Y-young master?' They thought in chorus
"Serira.. I... We really didn't want this to happen. We just really want to have.. proper meal with you..."
"Haaa~ From the past 18 years since I came here, you never get interest even a single time. You take out all my things, you limit my time going out, you never give me freedom, you.. even called me trash... And even never believe my words just once... now you're telling me, you want to have a proper meal with me? I'm not stupid enough to believe those stupid things... Haaa.. I had enough. I don't want to see you, I'm tired."
She went off the bed.
"Where are you going?"
"Going back to my room." she answered
"This is your room?"
"THIS was NEVER my room." as she continue walking fast, leaving the room and went back to her old dark room. She lay down on the bed and continue sleeping since she's still tired..
"Serira..."
Meanwhile the Duke heard everything that Serira said. He was about to enter before she talk and he hurriedly hide before leaving the room. The Duke went inside where the 2 brothers were still there standing ..
"Father."
"I know. I heard everything.."
"How can we... win her heart?"
"Hmm..."
The next day, Serira didn't leave the room. The new maid gave her food. But before giving to her, they check and taste the foods and check all the utensils.
Serira noticed the food change to normal, there's no molds and dirt. She's starting to eat normal foods.
3days have passed the head butler went to her room.
"Lady Serira.."
"Hmm?"
"The Duke want to inform you, that you are permitted to go outside whenever you want to do. Ahh.. please don't think of throwing you out of the castle. Duke said, you're free to do anything from now on."
Serira didn't reply afterwards.
The Head butler Put the 10 of sacks besides the door.
"Then if you excuse me..." He took a bow and left.
'What's really going on? None of this happened in my past. Did I really came back to the past. Is this still the same from the past? I'm so confuse right now. Hmm?' She's looking at the sack where the head butler put. She went and check it. She opened it and she was surprised. "This is...."
It's pile of gold coins. "Seriously, what is he planning to do with me?"
"Haaa~" She sighed.
5 days have passed, since she was permitted to go outside, she sneaked out at night wearing simple dress and black hoodie. She went to the town.
'I remember today is the night festival of Ronoa.. I guess, I'll just enjoy my little time here.' She thought.
Meanwhile the the terrace, they saw her leaving the castle.
"Is it really okay to leave her?"
"It's better if we give her some freedom."
"What if she decided not to come back?"
"We... just respect her decision... It's also everything our fault why she's like that." Ravius said.
"Hmm..."
Back to her, Serira start wondering around the town.
"It's been awhile since I last wonder around the town. This is almost like Night Market... My memories from my past life... is starting to fade but that person.... I wonder what that person doing now?' She thought as she continue walking around the town...
While walking, she saw something on the banner outside the bar. She saw something that attract her want to go inside. Before that, she went to but a mask since she noticed the people going there waring a mask.
She pay the 2 guards guarding the bar 5gold each equivalent to 100 thousand grands. since it is black market auction.
The auction is about to start and she sit at the front.
'Hmm... There's nothing useful, yet the item bids raised to million grands. Money is really scary haha.' She thought
Later, the next item
"This is item, is an old and a little rusty. Though I don't know what's the use of this. I thought maybe it's just a mirror. I guess, I will just start the price with 100 bronze." He said as he raised the clothe.
'No way... That's...!' Lady Serira's eyes widened.
"Pssh, who will bid such a cheap item."
"It's only a mirror. We have a lot of that."
"Maybe someone put or misplaced it haha."
'They don't know that, that thing is a big benefits. Since no one is getting, I will going to buy it.'
Lady Serira raised her card number and bid. "10 Silver."
"Ha. She must be crazy."
"Maybe she collecting trash item."
"Oh well, let's just focus on the next item."
"Was there anymore going to build for 3... 2... 1.... Sold for 10 Silver."
'Hmmm finally... but... How come that item was in this place? That thing is commonly we used in my past life... Cellphone.' She thought.
A cellphone in the super old ages, that is truly weird and suspicious.
'On top of that... That is my cellphone, the case, the keychain on it.' She added
Until the auction is over and paid the owner and got the items.
'Let's get out of here first before opening my phone.'
She hurriedly leave the auction house and going back to the castle.
The brothers and the Duke were surprised hearing that Serira came back and didn't runaway.
She went to her room and change clothes then going to check the phone she bought in bidding.
To be continued...
Lou-Mau Wedding day: October 19, 2022
Finally, I'm now going to write my sister's wedding happened last month October 19. You can see how lazy I am just for this article. Kidding. Anyway let's proceed to... days before the wedding.
Pamamanhikan was done happened last ugh.. I forgot the date, but happened early September. And here's the article where I also wrote about it, getting to know the groom's family..
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/fitting-day-and-pamamanhikan-campilla-and-ragpa-94a8d377
Next, days before the wedding, the bride's ladies are planning to have a bridal shower and it did happened a week before the main event.
I'm not in the side of Bride's maid and or Groom's men. Since I'm a bible bearer, and yet they invite me too go in Bridal's shower as I am the oldest sister of the brides lol. But oh well. It's a good thing that I came to witness what is going on lolol. Since it's bridal Shower, and it's a secret that my sister don't have any idea what's going on lol. She was already mad and stressed along the way and because of the traffic and she's already fighting with the groom because he's driving so slow that she wants to go home already, It's part of the plan anyway, they told Chuck, the groom to slow it down or like go wonder around and wait for the time.. With that we are preparing and decorating the room.
Here's the picture, I didn't get enough picture as I am busy pumping the balloon and decorating things.
Then... They arrived at 7:30pm. Imagine my sister's work done at 2pm and she have to wait more than 5hours and wanted to go home, I can imagine how she's throwing tantrum inside the car with Chuck lmao. They came and we surprised them then that start of the bridal's shower program led by one of her bestfriends in college.
October 16, we had last family dinner since we can't do it anymore once my brother leaves. (already living in Australia, new article after this). We had final bonding, final shopping and final dinner. I don't have pictures but maybe I'll get it from my sister-in-law next time for next article about this. Then we go home and take a rest.
October 17, preparation time. I'm the one suggesting about the decorating the giveaways and souvenirs, as I'm the one who did it lolol.
Mini Succulent in a small what you call this like uhm... Ugh. Hard to explain. Here's the picture hahaha.
And I have to make that for 150+2extras if ever so it's 170 all in all Ugh.. Plus, I'm also the one, putting the gifts for the sponsors and decorating with the ribbon lolol. It's hard when you're the only artist/designer in the houses. Also my suit has arrived at that day, Tried to wear if its fits the same, I mean if I gain wait or lose. That time I had a feeling that I might gain weight but I know I did do on a diet for 2 weeks. The first day I fit that suit, it's too tight as I thought I will just use the gardel, gerdel. Dunno what it is lol. But on the final fitting, It fits very well, I can breathe and sit properly and no need to use the loosening tummy thing lol. In short, I lost weight. Haha. I was really that happy that I really lose some weight in just a short time.
Here the pictures...
Next day October 18, my family left first at 11am to go and checked-in in the hotel in Antipolo to where the venue is, as I'm the only left a day before the event. Reason, I have to look after the dogs. I can't just leave them when we are gone for 2days and half.. I know well, that this is for my sister's wedding and I should be in there too to get boding with them but of course as a Dog parent like me, I don't just treat my dogs as an ordinary pet animals, they are my children. So I decided to stay for a day and leave tomorrow early in the morning, so yeah...
December 19... I stand up at 5 and letting my dogs go poop and eat before I leave. Honestly... I wasn't able to go to sleep in just a minute lol. Excited? Nervous? Yeah. Mixed emotions both for my sister's event and my dogs, and also worried because there was rain. I took a bath while letting the dogs play and do what they want outside the house (but not outside the gate) then change clothes. Then I take out the dogfoods for the bigdogs, letting our neighbor feed the bigdog for us but we don't give the house key to them. Then I book angkas ride (riding in the motorcycle) It's way faster than a car specially, it's too traffic. If I book car, I may arrived there for 2-3hours. It's 20km away from our house and expecing the traffic on the way.
I left the house at 6:30am and arrived there at 7:30am. I'm too early, but it's fine as long as I don't stuck in traffic, that is worst case scenario.
Here's the picture, not too much picture of the house. The house is good but too narrow for the stairs and too slippery. You just need extra careful. But overall, the place is good and the view is amazing.
This is taken at night after the wedding party. The fog is so thick and we go swimming at night lol.
10am, the make-up artist, photographers and videographers came and start their mission as everyone start taking a bath already and get change.
11am the brides and maids have come as well and lined up for make-up for their photoshoots. As well I am too haha.
And you know, what's the worst? It suddenly rain hard that they can't use the open area for picture and video taking ugh... We didn't have for family time... Everything is incomplete, actually... But still, the weddings continue even if it rain.
3:00 we're now going to the Church and the photographer continue the picture takings for the groom's man and bride's maid that didn't do in the house because of the rain.
Then we lined up at 3:45pm, then start the wedding at 4pm. Our uncle is a priest.
The Groom. You don't look happy there, lol XD
The parents of the Groom and his grandmother.
My brother and his wife.
The solo ME lol as a Bible Bearer. The necktie is missing. They didn't know where the hell did they put the damn necktie. hahaha
Our parents. And lastly....
The Bride, our little sister.
Our uncle the priest start the wedding ceremony.
After the Wedding Ceremony, it start with the picture takings of each groups.
Can you see the one on the cellphone? That's our sister who is living in Saudi, who weren't able to attend. It was already night there but she was still awake just to witness her favorite sister of her. So, we took pictures the complete of us. Because we don't have family pictures anymore after this, we're separating little by little... Let's proceed. Ah another one, with the Navarro family.
After that, we're now going to the reception area in different place and the program starts.
The program starts at 7:30 and while waiting, there was a food bar, what you call this uhmm... appetizer foods aahh. I forgot what it called lol. There was a picka picka foods and mobile bar for those who wants to drink and also photobooth. I wasn't able to have photobooth, it was already fully crowded lol and honestly, after getting on the reception, I don't know what to do first hahaha. I lined up in getting food coz I was hungry that time. Ugh.. I didn't take a picture of it...
Dance with the fathers and the ninongs. I can't find the dance with the ninangs.
Their couple dance
The tradition, "Sabit Pera" dance.
Cutting the cake.
Solo performance of my dad. I was supposed to be in the drum, when they're calling us already for picture taking lol. And he didn't even called me lol.
Maid of Honor and Best Man's speech before wine toasting.
And of course, the one that made everyone cried like she shook the venue. My sister's speech. Actually, it's already a record video because. If she speech on spot. She might not say all the things she wants to say. We cried a lot. It was my sister who was living in Saudi that can't attend. They were super close siblings. They were like twinning sisters since they were kid they were always together. She missed a lot and say a lot on that vide that made all of us cry.. She wasn't able to attend our brother's wedding last year and now this. We are hoping that one day we are complete again. Who knows, maybe some day...
And other more activities and games. There might some incomplete happenings, and incomplete family, but still, the program and all in all are successful and as long as they're happy and everyone also.
I wasn't able to give speech, I cancelled it. I was supposed to give speech as an eldest sister but... I'm a crybaby wahahaha. So, I told them. It's okay to forget it lolol.
But, I will just say a few here. We might not be close as sisters and you're always away. You know what I mean. Even if we're away. I want to say, I'm proud of you and I'm glad you finally found the real one for you. (I'm not really good at speech lol)
But all I want to say is Congratulation for the both of you, and stop fighting for god's sake hahaha. Enjoy the rest of your life as a married couple now. I want a boy XD
And that's it for today's article.
Thanks for reading..
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Cosplay Party and Halloween CosTrip in SM Fairview
And finally, I'm back... I'm being inactive again T_T
Okay, I have this topic for this night and on the day after tomorrow, I'll make sure I'll write my sister's wedding even though it's already late hahaha.
So for today is another cosplay topic again haha. This time it's not in like attending in a big events and cons. It's just a simple yet it's fun. I mean, to think I meet a lot of cosplayers who are near in our place... like I mean, I feel like I'm the only one who is far from the cons but it was not.
Days before the Cosplay party like 3-5 days I saw post from SM Fairview about having a Cosplay Party in SM Fairview where they will going to light up the big Christmas Tree there. Actually, I had a second thought that it might be the same from before where only the 4 of us will be there in a cosplay lol, but then I still continue believe and told myself I will go there and join with them.
October 27, since the popsicle props that I ordered from someone else didn't come and he cancelled 3 days before the party lol. I rushed in national bookstore to buy the things needed for the props. I was planning to use the rubber but it's tooooo far lolol. So I just used styro foam, I bought paints glue gun and glue sticks. Then rushed back home to do it in rush hour hahaha. I did made it but it's not perfect. if only I used rubber than styro, but I have no choice either.
October 28, the day of the Cosplay Party. Well as usual, I came early as expected ahaha. I'm not too excited trust me. The program starts at 6pm yet I came before lunch lolol even though my house is just a walking distance lmao.
At 3:30 I went to the comfort room to get dress. I thought I said, Am I too early? Oh well let it be hahaha. So I get change and right after I'm done. The lady cleaner told me that I was supposed to be in the male comfort room, and I replied, "I'm a lady lol." Then I went out as I see the ladies looking at me strangely as if I'm a suspicious hahahaha. I'm sorry, just all my costume is a male character XD
Then I went to the activity area alone waiting for the time like an idiot lol. But there are already some people who wants to take picture with me since they know who I was from the game in Genshin Impact. Until then, I decided to walk around the mall once again and finally I met other cosplayers aside from me and I was like "YESS! I'm not alone. and YES We are not just 4 hahaha."
They're so many of them and they're taking pictures. I don't know them but I went near them until other people wants to take picture with me once again lol. Until there's a guy talked to me asked if I'm in the group. I told them no. I'm solo goer haha... Then 5pm, he told me to join with them, so I did join them without even knowing who they are lolol. This wasn't in the plan. And this Cosplay Party.. I thought it was just like a party party cosplay or something. To think that we went inside as a VIP.. I'm... I'm really stunned, I can't even tell my expression that day hahaha.
Then 6:30 the program starts and ended at 7 like "HUH? IS THAT IT?" But we did a parade after that. We went around the mall taking pictures in every stations lol. Then went back to the activity area. And they add me in their group and got to meet a lot of cosplayers who are living near in my place. And finally I have other people who I can go out with in the future events.
Here's the pictures of the Cosplay Party.
And there you go.. NGL I really thought its really like a party party hahaha. But oh well..
October 29, is Pet Halloween I don't have much picture and I'm not expecting the SM Fairview to wait their picture anymore lol.
We are Demon Slayer tandem. I'm Zenitsu in demon form and Yoona, my doggo as Nezuko.
I did the make up alone. We didn't win but I'm already satisfied with the parade and I even made at least like 5 kids cried because of my scary face hahahaha. That's what you call Satisfaction.
Oct.30 is my rest day. Though I did want to go and do cosplay again but my mother didn't let me and there's a strong storm ongoing. so I just take a rest instead..
October 31 is the Halloween CosTrip. Actually this is just like a sudden event of us and we are only expecting like 7 of us cosplayers in there but to think we are in 20 in a cosplay hahaha. It was unexpected and its really fun. Not gonna lie, this is more fun that the Cosplay Party. We, again did the parade around the mall, letting the other people taking pictures with us and of course didn't expect that there's a photographer nearby and took pictures of us...
All in all. It was really great!! It's super!! Conventions, big events are okay but this is different I mean... it's super great hahaha. that's all I can say lol plus met new friends and new members in the group.
Here are pictures from Halloween Costrip.
There's a lot but I can't just send them here lol. I really had fun together with other cosplayers from Fairview.
We have upcoming CosTrip again this November and it's on 20. So far, we are like 42 in the list already who are joining in their cosplays. I'm excited already yay!!
Alright this is it for now...
Next topic will be my sister's wedding which is already late haha.
Thanks for reading...
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Chapter 2 of Why Can't You Believe in Me?
It was flashy that they can't see their eyes... until they're hearing the people's voice and they hurriedly opened their eyes.
'This is....' They slowly seeing the surroundings as their vision gets cleared.
'Where are we?' Their eldest brother thought
'I'm alive... on top of that...'
They all see Serira standing in front of the thrown.
'Serira!' They all shout on their minds.
"Yeah, she deserve that!"
"She's the curse after all."
"She's really no shame at all."
Murmur.. People throwing tantrum against the lady?
"W-what's going on...?" The father whispered.
"I remember... This is the day, you punished Serira for the false accusation. You just announced it." Eldest brother said.
"Wait, are we back in the past? Maybe we can try to change and..." The 2nd brother cut conversation as the eldest cut in.
"It's not that easy... look at their eyes. Plus... I remember, you have already given an order. We can't just change it that easily..."
They all look at the situation.
"After all... I'm still a bad father..." Their father said.
The guards come in take her out.. The banquet party is over, Serira again alone in the room.
"Haaaa... I'm back again. Aren't you guys tired taking me back again and again? Coz I'm already tired dying all over again..." She said as she was lying on the bed.
3 days have passed, Serira haven't eat anything properly. The maids and even the head chef always gave the rotten food that even her brothers and her father doesn't know. Since no one sides with her.
Her father decided to call her and have a luncheon with them. The head butler went to Serira's room.
Knock knock... He opened the door.
"?"
The butler went inside.
'Now what?' She thought as she furrow her eyes on the butler.
"Lady, Serira. The Duke, ordered you to tell you to and join them in luncheon." The butler said as he take a bow.
"Luncheon? I see, I got another punishment?"
He flinch...
"N-no... It's.." The butler was trembling.
"I get it. If I reject, those 2 young monster will come and brag here for not following orders." She said as she stand up.
'Y-young M-monsters? Did I hear that right?' The butler thought as he surprised.
She's now going to the dining hall.
"The lady is going to enter.." The butler shout. they opened the door. Seeing his father and the 2 brothers were already there.
She came in.
"You're here."
"What did you call for, Duke?"
'D-Duke?' The 3 of them surprised..
"So, I see... So this is my new punishment. I wonder what did I do wrong this time again. Ahh.." She said as she went straight to her sit far away from them and sit down.
"No its..."
"Ah... I see... this is where I'm going to die..." She mutters.
"No, wait. I call you here, to... To join us have lunch..." Her father said.
"Apologize, Duke. It seems my hearing has mistakes. Are you... telling me to eat together with you?" She said as she was fixing herself on the table.
'What's this... she suddenly became cold. Was she really like this before?... No... none of us really know her real feelings.' The eldest brother thought
"I wonder about that... I understand." She said.
They're speechless.
The eldest brother clear throat. "Father, we can start."
"Ah yes."
The Duke raised his had telling to bring the foods.
The foods are being served by the maids each of them with the covered tray... And they open it altogether.
Serira react. It seems she find some unpleasant food. She slowly roll her eyes on the maid and saw them smirking.
'I see... I guess, I was right. I'm going to die again. Sigh.. it hasn't even last for 20days.' She thought as she's about to hold the fork and knife.
"I heard that you like seafood, specially shrimp. So I prepared something that you will like." Her father brag and he thought that he will gain some points from her.
"I see... you did prepare. I appreciate it." She said as she cutting the knife and eat it.
'I'm glad, my daughter like it.' he relieved.
"Let's eat."
Serira had reaction after eating and the eldest brother notice it... The truth is, Serira is actually highly allergic in shrimp. I wonder who spread the rumors about her liking the shrimp.
They're talking while eating... meanwhile Serira is not joining their conversation and she's getting weak from eating shrimp.
After the main dish, they're now serving desert. When its her... She noticed the dirt and molds in the jelly.
"I see... You really actually wanted to see me dead in front of your eyes."
They were surprised her words.
"Serira what are you...?"
"To think, you really prepared all of this just to kill me. How fascinating, Duke."
"W-what...?"
"Don't worry. You will get everything you want but not the whole truth." She continue talking and she stand up.
The 2nd brother noticed her arms redness.
"S-Serira... y-your arm." The 2nd brother points her arms.
"Ahh... Is this your first time seeing my redness in my body?"
"Serira, what happen to your arms?" The father suddenly worried.
The maids noticed the Duke's changes.
"Are you asking because you don't know? Or are you trying to pretend you don't know."
"No... W-we don't know."
"Let me summarize for you, Duke. Since, your brain seems not working for a moment. First, it was you who invited me to join in your luncheon, am I right? And your plan is to kill me in this dining hall to let the maid and your butler see me dead. Well that's given." She scoffed.
"No wait, what are you..."
"Second, you let me eat something that I REALLY REALLY LIKE it." She said with a grin on your face.
"What.."
"Shrimp? Don't tell me..."
"Oh, it seems the elder young master's brain is working fine." She smirk. "And lastly... Thank you for that desert. That I will about to die in a seconds..."
She suddenly cough a blood. The maids scream as if they not know nothing. The Duke and the the brothers' eyes widened.
"Ahh, don't worry. This is normal. Because I ate something, I really love. Thank you for that wonderful meal, Duke, my father...." On her last word she starting to collapse and lost conscious.
"SERIRA!!!"
His father left his seat and went to carry his daughter... "CALL THE PHYSICIANS FAST!!" He shout.
"Serira! Wake up!"
They see her arms full of redness, and her pale face. She's catching breathe.
The eldest brother carried her, taking to her room.
2 hour, the physician came and check her condition. And he noticed something.
"This is...!!" As his eyes widened.
"What's the condition of my daughter?"
'This is new, I heard that Duke abandoned this lady. They all look worried. Are they really worried about her? I have to be careful on my words as he glug....' He thought.
"This lady, it's true she was allergic in a Shrimp and... there's also something I find."
"What is?"
"Are you aware, that the Lady is poisoned."
"What?!" The 3 of them surprised that even made the physician trembled..
"U-uhm..."
"I remember she did mention the deserts..." The 2nd brother said.
"Don't tell me."
The elder brother's personal guard came in.
"Excuse me. I found out that the jelly that the lady eat has molds."
"WHAT DID YOU SAY?!" Their father shout that made the physicians scared more.
"I.... I believe, that's not the only case... I'm sure you're not aware of the foods that they lady eating. She was already poisoned not long ago. I mean... the foods that the Lady was eating is not healthy or it was a rotten food." He said.
"So, this is the reason why she look so pale and thin."
"How dare they do this to my daughter?!" His father is mad.
"Can you all leave us alone?"
"Y-yes..."
All of them left except for the 3 looking after Serira..
"Father, we should kicked and hired a new head chef and maids in our manor." The 2nd brother suggested.
"Yes, we will do that."
"That's not the only problem, father."
"What do you mean?"
"You might not remember, it was also you who ordered the maids not to give her balance food. That made all the maids, she's not favored in this mansion. That's why all the maids... no, everyone here treats her bad."
"I... It's true... I remember it now.. How could I forgot...?" He felt guilty.
"And... looking at her room, it's too pale." The eldest brother said.
"I... It was also me who requested to limit the things on her room." The 2nd brother said with guilty face.
Later, The Duke and the 2 brothers went to the office, they asked their trusted guards to look after Serira and report to them asap once she wake up.
The Duke called the maids and who are in charge in the cooking. He fired them all and find a new cook and head maid and maids.
To be continued
Why can't anyone believe me...? Chapter 1
"How long.... has it been... since I last... smile? 10? 20? I can't count it anymore... What is happiness? What is family? I don't know... I don't care.. Please just... Let me die already... They won't believe me anyway, whatever I say, they don't care about me... my family... Just... let me for real..." She said with her lifeless and emotionless life.. Her eyesight is already blurry.
Later... she feel as if its her last minute...
"Hey... I know... you were there... No need to wait for me... to die... but... Oh well... Since we... we are still... going to meet... in the next life..." She said as she scoffed.
There was really 2 guys standing beside there. and one of them flinch after hearing her talk.
"Before... before I leave... this world... Whether... Please be careful... to that... fake princess... Although... I know... you... you will never... ever... even once... will believe me... Even though... I'm really... your real sister... But... That's... all... I can... say... I will now... leaving..." Her eyes were closing until she loses her breath.
She have died.
"What the hell is she spouting?" The guy who listened to her last word asked.
A lady suddenly went inside.
"Is she dead?"
The older guy react.
"Mariam, what are you doing here?" the 2nd guy said.
"Mariam."
"Ahh, sorry my brothers. I just want to see how the fake die." She said with her sneaker smile.
"It's too dirty here." The 2nd guys said.
"Don't worry, 2nd brother, I will clean after seeing the fake trash burry." She said as she smirk.
The eldest brother react.
"Mariam, you shouldn't say something like this." He answered with a cold word.
"I...I... I'm sorry." She felt cold gaze from him. The eldest is one of the scariest person in their place.
"Eldest brother don't be like that.." the 2nd brother tap his shoulder.
"I'm tired, tell the guards to burry this child." He said as he sighed and leaving the room. He stop for awhile leaving the last gaze on the lady who died.
"Why burry? You should throw her, since she's not part of the family and a fake." The lady complain.
"I agree." The 2nd brother agreed.
He sighed. "Do whatever you want, I'm going back." He now left going back to his room.
They called the guards, open the jail to carry the corpse and they're throw it out in far away.
Meanwhile, the eldest brother was bother to what the lady who died said.
'I... never had a chance to believe her words nor even talked to her... Is this... really the right thing to do?' He thought as he lay down and brushing his hair.
1 week have passed, they have already forget the lady but not the eldest brother who still bothered on that day... One day, they are having a luncheon.
They are serving the food, the elder brother notice the lady's behavior. He saw her grinning like she's plotting something.
They start eating their foods. The father notice the lady not eating.
"Mariam, my daughter, why aren't you eating?" The father asked.
"Hmm. I'm just waiting for something, father." She replied with a smile.
"Waiting?" The eldest were looking at her.
"What are you waiting, Mariam?" The 2nd brother asked.
She just smiled.
"Uh! Father your nose!" The 2nd brother suddenly panic.
"Eh?" He touch his nose.
"Bro, you're also bleeding. Uh! What's happening." He also touch his nose and they were all surprised.
Until they feel their pain on their body and made them stumble down on the ground.
"W-what... is going on?" They suddenly felt weak as they can't stand anymore.
The lady laugh.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA."
"Ma-Mariam?"
"How does it feel? Dying by my hands?" With a devilish gaze.
"What? You..." The eldest suddenly remember what the lady said, her last words to them.
"What were you saying, Mariam?"
"I just said it. You 3 will going to die today. AHAHAHAHAHA~" She said.
"W-why are you doing this? Is it still because of the fake?"
"Fake? Well its a given. If I didn't erase that girl, she will probably going to stop my plan on executing you all."
"What....?"
"Then, that means, what my little sister Serira said... was true?" The eldest said..
The were all hopeless and bleeding. their internal body are already wrecked with the strong poison. They're going to die in a minutes.
"Y-You mean..."
"Yes, that's right. I can't believe no one in this family ever believe the real lady's word. your own real daughter and real sister. HAHAHAHAHAHHA."
They're all surprised.
"That's right. I'm the real fake and thanks to that curse that no one ever side with that lady, that I had a big chance of killing you all." She said as she went to the center and sit as she was the new crowned.
"Why... why are you doing this?"
"Why you asked?"
"We have even give everything you want to do." The father said.
"That's not everything I want. Because, you can never bring back alive the corpse that you killed. Tss. If that trash lady sister of yours didn't interrupt my plan... but. it's still thanks to her, that everything goes to my plan. Ah, right, since you're all going to die, let me remove the magic that spell on me."
She showed her real self...
"You... The black Magician."
"That's right. I'm the group that you want to vanish. You killed my whole family and didn't let anyone alive and that's how I met your daughter, your sister. Who is also trying to be a hero but unfortunately, you stopped her. And thanks for stopping her that I escaped from that scene hahaha. But that little shit keeps following me and knows all my plan.. That is why, we used this disguised spell. How is it, does my plan work? HAHAHAHAHA!"
"You... Evil."
"Thanks for the compliment elder brother, HAHAHAHAHA."
"Father, don't worry. die peacefully and I will take care of your throne." She said as she grinned.
"You dare!!"
"No one will take your thrown aside from me. They will surely going to vote for me to become the next queen."
"You lunatic ."
"Thank you for the compliment. Hmm. Die peacefully.."
They can't move anymore. They're already losing their energy... Until they lost their lives.
...
Inside their dream the three of them are floating.
'Where am I?'
'Eldest brother? Father!'
'Was this also, part of that girl's plan?'
'I don't know father... I can't open my voice, but we can talk in our mind.'
'This doesn't look like heaven.'
"I want to die!"
'This voice.'
They are hearing a despair voice
"Why... Why no one believes me...?"
'This voice... it's Serira.' The eldest said.
'Serira?'
"But... even if I die, I will still keep coming back in the past."
They all surprised what they heard.
"No matter... what good I did, they will still think. I'm the bad person. No matter, how many times I change the past... everything still the same and I'm still going to die..."
The 3 of them are guilty.
"Since I came in the house, all they do is blame me for killing mom. What about me? Do... Do they also think of my existence. I never even want to live if I knew, my father and my brothers hated me... They shouldn't have take me home in the first place... But why...?"
"To torture me? Beat me up? Bully me? Despise me? To see me the same happen to mom? Do they think, I also want that to happen?"
"...." They can't even say a word. The word 'GUILT' have stick to their heart and mind.
"No matter... how many times I try to escape death... I still died. I think.. it's already 29 times now the number of my death and keep coming back to life."
They were surprised hearing the number she came back to the past....
"I tried everything to protect them... But in fact, this is what they're going to repay me, father killed me 3 times..."
'Uhh...'
"My 2nd brother brother killed me 7 times..."
He gripped his hand...
"And... my eldest brother..."
He was waiting for her words... "I don't even want to talk about it.... sigh... What is really my purpose here?"
'I'm sorry, my little sister. I'm sorry Serira...'
"Mom... Can you just... take me with you... I'm so tired." Her tears. "I'm really tired of living."
Later they see their light flashing right in front of them.
'W-what's going on?' Their father was a little scared.
'Are we now going to the heaven?'
'If possible. I want to go to hell.' The eldest starting to get guilt as he wants to kill himself.
'Big brother...'
'I've done a big mistake... I've hurt our little sister.. I... I'm not a hero...' He said as he gripped his hand, regretting everything. 'If I... will be given a chance... I... I want to go back and correct everything. No... I want to go back and tell how much I love my sister.... Please...' He added .
'Me too! I will correct everything!' 2nd brother added.
'Serira is my daughter, I want to do something that makes her happy. please let us go back to the past. As we are ready to share the pain that she receive.' The father said..
The light is flashing through their eyes.. It's too bright that they closed their eyes...
What will going to happen, will they going back together with Serira? will they still remember? Or will it be the same.
To be continued....
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Back to back winner! Dog Fashion show and Cosplay event.
I guess, I'm a little bit late for this article but its fine. I was just really busy, actually family busy things haha.
Awhile ago, we went to supermarket to buy all the things, ingridients and foods to prepare for tomorrow's early despedida for my brother's This will be in the next article maybe on Monday. Despedida means a social event to mark a person's departure, or something like going-away party for that person. Here's the picture the foods that he'll going to cook tomorrow...
Okay, next... Ah, right I also dyed my hair to green. Since my sister love green and the motif is also green and it look cool haha. I've already dyed my hair to green last year, my brother's wedding.
Okay, let's start with the real topic. Last article I mentioned that I will write article about the Dog event fashion show where I won on that day. I will now going to share what happen the whole day.
The name of the event is Bon-a-Pet-Tit where it's all about Food, in this we are going to dress our dog with food costume. That event was supposed to happened last 2 weeks. September 25. But that time, the event got postponed and moved to next week which is October 2, last week. The reason why it postponed, because of the heave storm that hit in our place. It was super heavy storm that make your houses fly or gone. It was Signal number 4 in the morning and reached signal number 5 at night. That's why they postpone the event and moved to different date, the reason also is the 2 supposed to be judges were stranded in storm, so yeah.
The funny is we're too excited that we even went to the event early 10 in the morning just to register our name. Coz we thought we might ran out of number, full or yeah something like that haha.
We got our participant number and going to wait for 4pm, the program start... So we wonder around the mall first while waiting.
Then, at 1pm we receive text messages and emails from the event manager that the event is postponed and moved to Oct.2, so yeah we went home and wait for October 2...
1 week have passed, and it's the event day, no rain, no storm, it's normal sunny day so yeah the event continues haha. And again, we arrived in the event just to register early, arriving in the mall at 10 in the morning. Our participant number was still the same we are still number 4. The event will start at 3pm, so we leave, had lunch first and wonder again around the mall while waiting lol. We went back on the venue at 12:30pm, yeah we expect there's no one around yet aside from the staff and organizers lol.
Then at 1:30pm they open the pawpark for the dogs where that will be the place where they're going to ramp and they can also play.
So I let my dog play there first while waiting. I wasn't able to take picture of it as I don't know what I'm going to hold first her or my things haha. Since I only came alone with my dog, I don't have anyone with me. Actually I don't have too much pictures. as I'm also waiting for the event photographer to post our pictures next week he said.
Then 2:30pm the other contestants are starting to come and some are registering. And me start dressing up with mix up cosplay and grab. It's Zenitsu from Demon Slayer wearing a Grab food shirt, since my dog's costume is more on yellow, so I'm fitting the same color as my dog.
3:00pm the program start with some speech about this and that and they also added some speech about the World's Animals day that is to celebrate every 4th of October.
Then we're now preparing ourselves...
I brought Yoona since, she's already a veteran in dog fashion show. even if I take out or put down the leash, she will just follow me wherever I go. She already know where to go and where to ramp. She's wearing Taco with the elegant long gown, I attach the food toys on it. And I was wearing Zenitsu as Grab food driver with the box bag at my back that it looks like a box like a real grab drivers. So yeah. Way to go my baby!
3:20 we start the ramp.. I don't have picture of ramping inside the pawpark huhu.. still waiting for the pictures. Will update this once I got the pictures from the photographer haha. But I can send the link of the video of the event.
https://www.facebook.com/smcityfairview/videos/787239712521365/
Then after all our ramps, we wait for the announcement. Some are already packing and we're still wearing a costume, it's not because of (Umaasa ako manalo) Hoping to win, but because I know we'll going to get it. If not then their judgement is wrong haha.
4:00 announcement of winners and yeah I got in 2nd placer. We really did our best in catwalk and her modeling turning around showing her elegant long gown.
4:20 the event done... And you know what funny something unexpected happened in the same day and same place XD. I didn't know there was Cosplay event going on down there haha. the dog event happened at 2nd floor while the cosplay happened in the underground (1st floor). Right after the dog event done, we went down and noticed why there are some wearing cosplay too but I didn't see them in dog event. I was on the way to the CR to get change and suddenly, one of the organizer approached me telling me that there was cosplay event and cosplay competition going on there. I was like ehhhh~ That was not really my plan to join in cosplay event, I only join for the dog event haha. And that he told me the situation that there was only 6 of them participants attended and they saw me as good timing that it's 'COSPLAY' event. So I had no choice but to accept their offer. So yeah. I didn't bring the full set of Zenitsu, I didn't bring my sword, so I exchange I just continue what I just did, Zenitsu as Grab food hahaha.
I don't have a picture of my posing and ramps huhu. It's really hard to be alone goer when there is an event haha. No one can take picture of you. Oh well...
And as the announcement called. Honestly, I'm really not expecting this. because we are 7 cosplayers and some are really dressed up full set and I'm just like extra extra acting as grab food. And it turned out to be... I'm the 3rd place.. I was like... 'WHAAAAT?! Seriously, how's that possible?' I was thinking ah, audience impact. Dagdag points with Yoona with me haha. Oh well. Luck is on my side I guess. I won 3rd placer worth 40$ of toys and certificate. Honestly I thought I will win money. Though I'm really expecting money prize but never expect to win haha oh well.
Then finally the event is over, we arrived home at 7pm and showed to them and tell them what happen why I got 2 certificates. Haha, Not gonna lie, it's really funny to think I will win 2 event on the same day haha.
I'm so happy and guess I'll say, lucky day hehe.
And that's all what happen...
Thanks for reading...
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Events for the month of October
Let's go for the new topic of the day.
Today, is almost a busy yet preparing week for us.. Ugh, there will be a gathering in the house again on Saturday, it will be the tiring day again haha. We'll have early Despedida for my brother.. And also, while waiting for something, I can't just sit here and do nothing so I am doing some little income work, so I can earn for December as a back up lol.
Anyway, let's proceed to the topic... But before that, I would like to greet everyone who have pet or animals living with you, I want to greet Happy World's Animal Day guys! As this also celebrate ever 4th of October every year...
Last time, I wrote about the plans, my future plans before the end of 2022.
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/future-plans-before-end-of-year-2022-31462694
This time, I will write October events and happenings.
As you can see, October is always have a lot of events or even happenings, in our family relationship we have 8 of them celebrating their birthdays of October and most some of them, we celebrate it every year by going to their house like family gatherings.
This year, aside from a birthday events, there's a lot of happenings and already happened this month. Cosmania, Dog's Event, my Brother's leaving going to Australia, my sister's wedding day and lastly a reunion for Navarro Clan. Then after this, the whole month of November is most likely a rest month, then on December another big events again lol.
Let's first talk about Cosmania.
Cosmania or what it call Cosplay Mania. It is one of the biggest Cosplay event happening every year, and yes, mostly every year I attended Cosmania only this year was not due to conflict to the Dog Event that I attended. Cosmania event is on Oct.1 and 2.. I'm really so envy that I didn't attend this year huhu. Anyway, it's not the end of the world, I can still attend next year, that is if I'm still alive haha.
Second is Dog Event, the reason why I didn't attend Cosmania is because of this Dog Event haha. I will write another article about this the day after tomorrow. Where, I joined the Fashion show and even won as 2nd placer. Here's some glimpse of what happen last Sunday only. Actually, I didn't not just win in the Dog event, and something unexpected happen on the same day different event where I also win in a contest as 3rd placer lmao. Honestly, I really don't know there will be something like that going to happen on that day, so yeah..
All details will be post on the next article, the day after tomorrow.
Third my brother is going to Australia to live and to work as a Chef. There was already a date of his flight, it was so soon but yeah, it was prepared. We won't be able to see him once he live there. On Saturday, we as I said, that we'll have despedida for him. It will be advance despedida because there's no more time to prepare actually, since my sister's wedding is so soon. His flight is October 20th (I don't know the time, they said it's in the afternoon) it's the day after the wedding.. So, right after the wedding, the next day, we'll going to log out in the hotel and restaurant early just to go in the airport to see him off.
Time flies so fast that, he'll going to live in Australia now to work. His wife, Janine will follow up next year, once the papers are all prepare. Though, I heard it was already in the process and they're just going to wait, since she have already passed interview visa to Australia.
Fourth event is my little sister's big day, wedding day... Ugh... I'm the only one who has no couple. Oh well. I don't want to stress myself haha.
So yeah, my sister's wedding is going to happen on October 19, the day before my brother leave. All the invitations has been sent. I will be going to decorate the banner stands of them like what I did last year to my brother's wedding. Actually, I'm still thinking what to put, if we'll put the real flower or a fake flower that it looks real.. Oh well, it was their decision and their budget, my only role is to decorate haha.
And lastly event for this month of October is Reunion of our clan Navarro that will held on 21 of October. This is like once in a lifetime that we the Navarro clan will be complete (or maybe not lol). Our relative who are living in Isabela province and one family in states are coming to attend my sister's wedding day. So they decided to have a get together reunion for the clan.
And here are the events that will happen this month of October. Ughh... so many things to do.. Actually, I'm a little worried about the dogs. We were thinking, how are we going to leave the dogs as we are not in the house for 2-3days.. Our old dog caretaker will not be coming, because she is also busy and leaving somewhere on that day. I can't just leave to clinic or Pethotel that is too expensive specially I have 10 of them times let's say 1000-1500 for 3days my goodness me, money is flying XD. My third option will be, I will let my family go in the hotel and resort on 17 afternoon and I will be the one staying home to look after the dogs. Then since the wedding is 19 4pm, and I should be there before 11 for the photo-of, I will leave the house at 6am. I'll wake up at 4:30 then, I'll feed and give them foods inside their cages and outside and for the big dogs, prepare the water as well so they won't go dehydrated. Then we'll ask our cousin at least check them give water only and that. Then on 20, since we still don't know when will my brother's flight time. Either we go home first or we go there direct, though I have a feeling we'll go straight to the airport once we check out in the hotel.
So yeah.... This month is really the busy day for us... Kinda excited and a sad moment as well but oh well, that's life...
Anyway, that's it... thanks for reading..
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Future Plans before end of year 2022...
And for todays bidyow... Charowt~ I'm going to share all my future plans before end of year 2022.
Actually if my plan is really going to work this time. I have so many plans that never happens sometimes. But this, I'll make sure this will going to happen on December. There are certain things and reason why some plans didn't happen, first due to out of budgets, second due to my health condition, and third is personal reasons. But mostly, all my plans since the previous years never happen, only this year that it seems to be working fine.
There was also like out of plans but it happened, like On-the-spot.
First example is the actual plan, that I will go back cosplaying and going to attend on the cosplay event but in the end, I ended up going with my parents and my nieces (one of them is cosplaying) and my cousins. was actually not a plan but then it happened lol. My real plan, to go alone talaga haha but yeah.
Here's the article about this one.
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/otaku-expo-tanabata-festival-2022-dog-cosplay-competition-fceee9e2
Second, since after the attending success cosplay event with my niece, my other 2 niece were envy and wanted to join, so we start planning about this and that and where will be the next cons event. In the end, I've became their cosplay planner. And that, since my 3 niece are going to cosplay Genshin and playing too, actually I'm playing that game too, so I decided to buy costume from Genshin Impact and so I did buy them immediately. Not really my plan to cosplay Genshin, I have actually list who will cosplay next, so I have no choice lol.
Third out of plan, I really don't plan on attending the Ozine Fest last Saturday, because I thought it will be conflict on the day of the dog event in different place. But then, a week before, I saw, that there will be a dog event going to happen on Sunday super near in our place, so I decided that I will go in cosplay event instead of Dog event on Saturday and I transfer on Sunday's dog event. Ugh... Sorry, if my grammar its kinda mess. (Basta ganun haha)
Here's the article that I attend the Cosplay event last Saturday and I did go alone without my niece since it's not really not in our planner to attend this event.
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/mini-ozine-fest-2022-c5a13900
And that is the out of plans happened haha. if there's out of plans, there's also a future plans lol. What will be the future plans.
First plan, just like I said, I became the cosplay event planner with my niece, at first, the real plan is on November 27-28 but due to some reason, the event said has moved to November 18-19 and they also moved places to far from the original and plus the ticket price went expensive and we can't afford anymore haha. But, I told them that we will move to December, The Christmas Toycon. I always know that every year there is Christmas Cosplay event and so we decided to go on that date instead.
Second plan, I mentioned Chrismas Toycon, I found out that the date for that event will be a day after my birthday. So I was thinking of something useful, exciting and memorable moment of my birthday on that day. I am thinking what to do, so I decided to give a freebies to all cosplayers or to all who are going to take pictures with me. I'm going to give them either a pin badge or keychain of Genshin Impacts and of course free picture (Polaroid film) from Instax film to all cosplayers , majority will be Genshin and the rest to non Genshin cosplayers. So yesterday, actually, last night I start canvassing from Shoppee app, how much will be the cost of all those items. As I ended up adding them up in the cart haha. I will check out them 3 weeks before the event to make sure all the items will receive days before the event.
Here's the picture where I already start putting them in my cart lol
I ordered...
-51pcs of pins that is will be worth of 15 pesos each instead of 28 pesos if you bought more than 50 pcs wholesale. (nakakatipid din)
-50pcs of keychain worth 9pesos each instead of 15pesos. I might another 50 to make it 100pcs since, I know there will be a lot of attendees attending in Christmas Toycon.
-100sheets (10sheetsx10) Instax Film for free picture for only cosplayers.
That will be worth 3500-5000pesos all in all. Yep, I know it's too pricey, but after all this is my plan, my idea, my decision. And it's my birthday after all, I will do what I want to do anyway. Some, think I might or I'm just wasting my money over this. Ordinary people, yes, you might think this is just nonsense. but this is what makes me happy. You can't please everyone. You can't control one person and as long I'm enjoying the fullest.
It's still far away yet I'm already this excited. This plan, I'll make sure this going to happen. I don't care if I lost lot of money. who cares anyway.
I guess this will be my best birthday gift for me. So excited.
Anyway, that 2 future plans before end of 2022. What about yours? What's your future plan? Was is already on the process or was still in the list?
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Mini Ozine Fest 2022
Hi guys! How's everyone? Today is rainy day as the Super Typhoon hit in our place. It's even reached signal no.5 in our place here in Metro Manila. Even though we're in high signal, we are still safe here as we don't experience any flood nor having flying roofs and other things. Though, we didn't have electricity last night till lunch time. And we stayed overnight as we all look after the dogs who are scared of rain and they are also scared when the light is off. I didn't get enough sleep last night as I am too tired too from the events.
There are so many things happen in the past days but... let's not go back to the old worst days haha.
And for today, I will share you happenings starting from... Last Friday.
My siblings came home except our 3rd sister living in Saudi.. My brother and his wife came home as they sleep here until Sunday and he's going to have a visitors coming in our house. Though it's not that too special. Let's say, for him it's just a mini dispedida for his 3 bff friends and those 3 are also leaving out of country as they're going to work abroad and one is working in a ship. My brother is already leaving going to Australia. All the papers are all ready, even his medical has been already processed in Australia, we have 8-10 working days before he was given a schedule of flight. He will leave to work as a one of the chef. not Head chef, let's see... I forgot how they called it, he's like in the 3rd rank, 1st rank is head chef, I don't know the rank 2 but he said something like that haha. Our brother is really a chef in our house, he's always the one preparing our food when he's here and especially occasion, he was always assigned to cook. Brother said there were like 300 applicants applied as chef in Australia when he was still applying, and only less than 30 of them who are passed. And we thank god that he's one who passed. So yeah.. Those 3 of them came and they had drink all night and even sleep in our house since they were done drinking at 5am lol.
Next day, it's the cosplay event called the Ozine Fest Mini 2022. I woke up early just to go there and line up early and to have a freebie but then... I arrived almost lunch time. Though it's really lunch time at that time 11:30am. I woke up at 7:30 and my plan to leave 8:30am or early so, I will arrive there on or before 10 but then.. My mother insist me to go with my sister as I need to wait here a little bit more. I got a little irritated. I have to wait her as she was going to her work. We left at 9:10am if I remember correctly then they went to the shortcut where it's too traffic than the route that I was about to use.
They still think of me as a child as they still don't want me to go alone. SIgh... I'm already 33 years old, hello?! Oh well. So yeah, I did arrive at 11:30, I did save money from transport but... I still want that freebies that is worth 500-800 figurine. They didn't understand that. Oh well...
As soon as I arrived in the mall, I hurriedly went to the bathroom to get change. I took almost 40minutes of changing that instead only less than 20 minutes (I'm sorry SM Megamall comfort room haha. I even went. toooooot because of stress and long travel plus the aircon in our car it's too cold lol. And the reason why I got lot of time changing because of the wig. Lol, the wig that I ordered was not even trimmed or fixed unlike the the other wigs that I order. I'm not gonna buy that wig in that store again. The bang is so long, not even ughh.. I have to fix it, though I didn't have any hair spray net or wax... It's really, I don't know how to say it, but it's really messy. Don't have time to trim as I don't bring any scissors with me. So I have no choice but to use it.
Here, I'm cosplaying as Chongyun from the game I'm playing Genshin Impact.. After changing, I hurriedly went there buy ticket then went inside, roam around lol. I started taking pictures with the other Cosers/Cosplayers. I mostly taking pictures with the Genshin Impact. I only took pictures with other anime cosers and more Genshin haha.
Then at 12:30 I had lunch first in Jollibee.
Someone give me this free Bennette, from Genshin, pin. Thank you whoever you are, I still can't find you in facebook cosplay group huhu.
I also have given free Polaroid Film (Instax Film) For free for everyone. They thought, they need to pay. I told them It's for free as a Genshin Impact player and Coser. They were happy to receive that gift from me.
And you know what's funny. I had 50 instax film with me but... I only give 33 of them. What happened to the 17? I failed to give the other film to those 17 of them. I don't really know what happen to my instax. Everytime I use, sometimes there's a blank, then there's a white, and there's also like a white line like the cosplayer was slashed lol. I feel pity and ashamed that I didn't give it to them but they saw me give the film to others that is working fine. I really don't know why that happen. Lol, my instax went on tantrum. It's really a waste 17 of them... Oh well. Will try again next event on December. Maybe like 100. Because on December will be like a bigger one, and I will be with my 3 niece who are also a cosplayer. I didn't able to bring them last Saturday because they have school days on Saturday, so we set to move on December. My niece were envious that I'm the only one enjoying haha. So, they're already looking forward on the next event.
There's a lot of them, but I only pick, maybe the best? Haha anyway... Here are the other more pictures aside from Genshin Impact cosplayers....
And here below are pictures where I grabbed from the fellow cosplayers and other people who got a picture of me. Thank you for taking pictures of me... See you next con.
See you on Christmas Toycon on December... Wait, I just checked, it's my birthday!! Ohh, this is nice, I can have free giveaway to cosplayers again aside from the Instax fim. This is going to be fun and best birthday for me. See you everyone.
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Someone Trying to possess my body...
Yes, I'm here again for the new article for today's video lol. Thursday 1 am I am in the verge of death.. But... before we go to that exciting part, let me share you some happenings before that incident happen.
Last Wednesday we went to Vikings, the Alley in Up Town Mall in Katipunan Quezon City, of course in the Philippines haha. It's a buffet where, there is Filipino, Chinese, Japanese, Korean, French and American foods. It's pretty big to have a lot of different country foods in one room. We were invited by our in-law, extended birthday treat of her haha.
I actually love going in buffet specially when there is Japanese food. But on the second split, I was thinking too, I have to go on a diet. I mean, I have to less eating foods because I'm fat and for the suite I'm going to wear in my sister's wedding. I'm worried it will not going to fit hahaha. So I promised myself this will be my last feast before my sister's big day. My waistline has reached 33 when I am originally at 26 before the pandemic starts hahaha. I have to lessen from eating..
Anyway, here are more pictures together with sister-in-law's parents. We also had picture taking with the celebrity artist and singer, Aiza Seguerra, their super idol haha. I don't know much that celebrity though I'm seeing her some of her drama series but I'm not fan of her. I mean, I really don't know much the celebrities of my own country XD. Anyway that.
Then... we got home at 10:30pm. As I hurriedly open my computer to finish my quota in Dracoo Master. Then I finished my quota at 12:30 as I suddenly felt strange around me. I sense a spirit besides me. Since I can see and talk to ghost/spirits.
I have wrote some articles about the ghost and spirits where I can see, hear, sense and talk to them freely. In short I have 3rd eye. Since I was kid, maybe, I was born, the reason why I had imaginary friends to a spirits and ghost. I've gone tru spiritist, doctors, monks even the witch doctors but they can't find a way to stop my 3rd eye. Even until now. (See related articles below)
As I said from the first paragraph, I was in the verge of death. That's right... As soon as I'm done working and playing on my computer, I went straight to bed, where I usually went to bed when it's 2am-3am. Then in just a few minutes, I felt my body so heavy as if I'm carrying a more than 20kg sack of rice. I felt the spirit starting to surround my body and start trembling. I felt very cold inside and outside my body. That time it was hot weather and I didn't open the aircon. I'm freezing, I can't move my body at first. I don't have any fever or cough or colds, it's just, I'm really really cold as if I was placed inside the freezer refrigerator. There's no connection from my heart disease. Every time I exhaled there was a mist coming out from my mouth, it's really like you're inside the freezer. I was really freezing to death.
This is not my first time happened to me. This is my 6th times actually. This time, it's longer than my previous experience. Usually it took 30 minutes or even less than an hour. But this is the worst, I mean today... I thought, it's my last day. Why, why this happening to me. Someone was trying to enter my body. A spirit, a ghost trying to possessed me. Why they're taking/possessing my body? Because they know I have a weak body, they know I'm sick and they know that I can see them. Was it my fault that this happen? Actually I don't know...
It was really very cold, I couldn't do anything. I can't even shout. Then after an hour, it's getting weak and I can finally move my body. I didn't wake my parents, my father is a little drunk and my mother is tired too, so I didn't go bother them. I went to the kitchen to boil cup of water. I drink hot hater to make my body hot but it was not. I still feel the coldness inside my body no matter how hot I drink.
As I calm down, I went back to my bed... And I thought it's finally over. It started again, the coldness inside and outside my body, the super trembling of my hands, the presence of the spirits around me again. I even covered my body with jacket and 2 blankets and I'm still freeing to death. I'm trying to pinch all parts of my body so I won't get numb. I even trying to punch my legs until I got tired and still freezing... I got tired and I was like, I had to give up. I'm getting weak, my body is so heavy, my breathing getting low... I thought I said, I guess this is the end of my life. I guess, it's my time to go.
Then after 30 minutes or 40minutes, I can't recall. The coldness inside and outside my body is gone. I stop trembling after that and I can't sense the spirit/ghost around me. Maybe I thought he also had give up taking my body.
As soon as it's over, I felt hot inside, I hurriedly take out my jacket and remove my blankets. It was really hot inside maybe because of the hot water that I drank, it only got effect after the coldness gone. My left eye went blank, I thought I'll go blind but it was just temporary and It got back on the next day, I'm still weak and my heart react after that.
Honestly... Today is the worst experience that happened to me. Why, why this happen to me every time...? I really don't know the answer even if I want to know the truth too. Why am I the only one experience this from my family.. Is it because I'm the only one can see ghost/spirits... I don't know too... Also, my second thought as this is the worst experience out of the previous, maybe I only have counting number of days left for me to live. I don't know... Maybe yes, maybe no....
Anyway, this is it for today's article. Thank you for your time...
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Fitting day and Pamamanhikan: Campilla and Ragpa
Yo, I'm here again. And you know what it means. I have new article to open hahaha. The article about Pamamanhikan again lol. I have already posted the first Pamamanhikan where my brother and my in law. This time it will be my little sister (But not so little lol since I'm the real little one in height XD)
Here's the article of the first Pamamanhikan.
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/pamamanhikan-the-wedding-is-so-soon-7f551762
What is **Pamamanhikan** means again?
**Pamanhikan** is the Filipino tradition of a man and his family visiting his future bride’s family in order to ask for her hand in marriage.
The word literally means to climb the stairs of the house (of the fiancee). It traditionally happens in the evening, right after the boy’s family has eaten. The girl’s relatives are waiting, having been told beforehand.
It is a formal way to ask permission to marry the bride. So yeah. Haha.
A lot asking, about me. Is there a chance where I will going to marry or have a partner?
I will answer again. No! Hahaha. I have no intention having a couple partner as I am already satisfied being alone and single. And actually I'm not alone lol, I have my 10 children, I mean dogs (2 died this year). That's why I'm already contented and I don't wanna hahaha. And I also have no plan having a baby. Like I said, my dogs are already my family, my children hehe.
Okay back to the topic, before I post the Pamamanhikan event yesterday. Let's take back what happen a week before the pamamanhikan. Last Monday, we went to Divisoria, it's a place in Manila where there is popular for cheap items and such. We went there to buy suite for ourselves. We actually want new made but there was no time as they're not accepting pre-order, so we just bought what we see in the store.
First we go in the Groom's store room.
My father and I have found a suite that we will use on the day and we paid it. I was in the list of the entourage. Last time, in my brother's wedding, I wasn't in the list because ... just because! Haha. So this time, I'm not in Groom's man but I am in Bible bearer. There's not enough of little boy. And it says, bible bearer it's fine anyone when there is no more little boy representative. So, I was assigned in bible bearer wearing a suite and it's fine with me.
Why am I in the boy's section, why not in girl's section? Why you asked, because I don't want to wear a gown. It's not my style and I won't be happy and its uncomfortable, even if its my sister's big day. I don't want to be embarrassed wearing gown or long dress that I don't like. Imagine, everyone are having fun and you, you don't know how to adjust with the gown, I don't want to be left alone because of wearing a gown. Some may be angry with my suite, I don't care, as they don't know what my true feelings. The Ragpa family, the future soon-in-laws said and they're fine whatever I wear if it that's make me comfortable and they also said, don't mind those cursing you who are against in my suite. That's right. So. I'm wearing a formal suite in the wedding day. And one more reason, I will be playing drum! How can I play drums if I'm going to wear a gown?! Think about it XD What I mean of playing drums is, I'm going to perform some song for my sister. My father is going to sing and play guitar and I will be drums as he requested to be his back up lol that my sister don't know about it.
Then after that we went to go gown fitting day and my mother's gown. Sorry, I don't have picture for my sister's wedding gown. Who knows, my future in law is here reading my article and he will see the picture haha.
Then after that, we went to have early dinner in Lucky China Town Mall. Then we go home after that.
Then Tuesday, we first met the Ragpa family, where it's their Niece 1st birthday party. We were invited to go there and we are welcomed there. I mean, their vibes are nice, and easy to get along. You know there are some where, when I go to other people's family, I don't know, sometimes I get uncomfortable, one example some of my relatives. But this time they're too jolly and I don't know how to explain, they are good to get along, like I said. I don't have picture as I forgot to take picture and I got embarrassed at first haha.
Then Friday, it's my aunt's birthday and I'm not invited lol. It's fine hahaha. Then next day, Saturday, we went to grocery and my brother and his wife came home, as my brother is the Chef for today's event lol.
Then Sunday, which is yesterday. Is the Pamamanhikan day. We are so busy that I didn't take too much of my brother's cookings and preparation. He cooked and prepared 5 menu while, the Ragpa bought 3 menu.
The first comer, are the Navarro relatives which is they are the sponsors of the bride and Groom, The ninangs of them lol. They are my mother's brothers (2) and sisters (4). We even rented Karaoke, so we can also entertain their selves aside from just talking and talking.
Then at 6pm, they have arrived, the Groom's family, Ragpa Family, as well all greet each other. He also bring all the sponsors from their side haha. Then we take pictures, I wasn't there as I'm also the one taking picture haha. Then after that we start digging foods, then talking, then singing Karaoke as the fun begins...
Until 11pm, they're all starting to go home. We had pictures with the Ragpa before going home.
Then I started washing dishes, mountain of plates, trays and cooking tools lol! It even took me 2hours to finish all of it alone. Hahaha
Anyway, this is all for today's event. The wedding day is October 19 but already too many preparations lol. Pre-nup is next, then designing for souvenirs, making other things like for Photobooth and for the entrance and the stand. I will be incharge all of them lol.
Alright that's it.
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Otaku Expo: Tanabata Festival 2022 : Dog Cosplay Competition
Thunder Breathing First form.....
And hello everyone~ And I'm back again for the new topic of the day.
Today, I will be sharing my experience as a cosplayer happened last Sunday, August 21. Last time, I posted my article about the preparation of my cosplay. The stressing day of when the items going to ship blablabla lmao. And here's the link of the article I wrote about it.
This time, I'm going to post everything happened in Otaku Expo: Tanabata Festival 2022. Last Saturday, a day before the event. I thought I said, I'm going to sleep early... But in the end. I didn't get enough sleep XD. Excitement? Yes, I'm that excited, imagine after 9years you stop cosplaying and you're back again. It's just... made me hype haha. So yeah, I woke up at 6 but I set the alarm at 7am looool. Though I went to sleep at 4am :))
As I woke up at 6, I'm still trying to sleep a little bit more, but you know my mind is not following me, it's like it's telling, me wake up already or you'll be late. Hahaha.
7am, I get up on the bed, went out the room, and greet my dogs. We also feed them early as we have to leave the house early in the morning as well. Then we left the house at 8:30am and we need to be in the mall before 10 cuz I need to fall in line in buying tickets.
But then suddenly, there's a traffic jam going on even though it's Sunday. I started to panic like why there's traffic? This should be wide. We got stuck in traffic for 30-40 mins but yeah that long.
But we managed to arrived in the mall exactly at 10am but the line is already long in entrance..
We went inside and I rushed going up to fall in line for the tickets.. Good thing it's not that long enough. The line for buying tickets reached from 5th floor to ground floor (6 floor in total)
And this is why I tell my parents that I have to be there early.
While waiting for the ticket booth, I went to change my outfit as I will be cosplaying Zenitsu of Demon Slayer. Then after 30minutes of changing, I went back on my line. I also let my dog change outfit as well as she cosplayed Nezuko in the same anime.
I was with my 2 parents. The real actual plan is, I'm the only one who will go in the event together with my dog but my father and my mother is worried because I have a lot of things I'm carrying plus I have dog with me and they're worried that I might be in danger or something lol. Yeah I get that part, so I have no choice but to bring them with me, so yeah.
Then my 2 cousins and my 2 nieces came. One is also a cosplayer like me, her name is Kelly. Next time Kimi will join with us and the other girl who is really envy that we didn't invite them lol. It was unexpected actually, we didn't know we'll actually meet there haha. I managed to buy there tickets on time they got there, so they won't be lining up anymore and wait from ground floor to 5th floor lol. Kelly was cosplaying Kazuha from Genshin Impact, the trending game nowadays.
And after we buy tickets, we now went inside, stroll around the event, taking pictures with the other cosplayers. I didn't get enough pictures as I was holding my dog so I just get from my cousins...
Then we went out of the venue for our lunch first. It was my cousin's treat the mother of my niece who is cosplaying Kazuha.
After we eat we rest a little then we went up again. We only gone for 1 and half hour but look at mall it's too crowded full of cosplayers already haha.
I didn't get enough pictures, will edit later the pictures was taken all by my cousins and she haven't uploaded yet haha. But it's fine. I will just send some instead.
While waiting for the time of 4pm, we stroll around first and take pictures with the other cosplayers.
You know what's funny, my dog Yoona is more popular than me XD. She's the most who take picture than me. Like... "Hi, can I take picture of your dog?" "Awww it's too cute, lemme take you a picture." "OMG Nezuko in a box! Can I take her a picture?" "Can I take her..." Blablabla.. Haha She have the most who got picture taken than me haha. But its fine. I'm glad I take her.
Then 3:45pm we went inside again and stroll around taking pictures again with another cosplayers while my niece are buying stuffs.
Ah right I almost forgot, I also won in the auction bidding of Zenitsu plushie worth 450ph that is less than 9$ only when the original price is worth 17$. I was about to bid another Zenitsu Plushie, bigger than the other one but the bid already reached to 650 so I can't haha.
Then at 4:30pm, the Dog theme Cosplay Competition starts. I was first to called but its fine. Since I can't post the video here. I will just post my link of my facebook where I posted the video of our entry.
https://www.facebook.com/Jiro.Mar.Zero/posts/pfbid02iRjUuobYzazmitUw1FPVCPG1gyAYfqzpQSP56Cmtzt2iFFXsNNbH5opmzfVVKnJxl
https://www.facebook.com/UntilMyBatteriesExpire/videos/443125181169428/
We didn't but it's okay. As I said from my last article, I don't mind if we don't win on the contest, as long as we both enjoy. And surely my doggo Yoona enjoyed.
Then after the competition, we stayed there to watch the human Cosplay Competition. There were total of 30 contestants. I will just post some instead. Since it's too many haha.
Then 8:00pm the event ended. We had dinner first before going home. My sister came to pick us up since we didn't bring our car, we only ride taxi when we got there in Megamall.
It's really so much fun. I really missed it. The smell of the event, the smell of the cosplayers, the smell of the anime characters surrounded there, that feeling, I've been longing to see again. I'm glad I'm back again. And so for our next cons, our cousins was asking me already where and when will be the next and my other niece will also going to join as she was super envy haha. So, yeah. Our next will be September 24 or November 28, depends on the events and situation haha. Until next time again!
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Preparation to Cosplay...
Hello again everyone, as for today, I'm a little hyped lol. Just excited for something. It something that I haven't done for years haha. What could it be? That is cosplaying!
That's right Cosplay! It's been 9 years since I stopped doing cosplay as I thought I'm old enough to do this kinds of things. But I decided to come back for 2 reasons. First, my nieces who asked me to cosplay again because they idolized me before as I show them some of my pictures before. Second reason is just.. I really missed this. I don't care if I'm already old enough, after I watched videos of the super old ladies and old gentlemen wearing cosplaying in despites of their ages, some cosplaying in wheelchair and some with there stand support. That's why, I decided to continue until I get old, because this is really makes me happy since before.
Last year, I wrote an article of mine about cosplay, and my life as a cosplayer before. The first anime that I cosplay is Kurapika from HunterXHunter as I started cosplaying year 2005. Then, I cosplayed more of them and even won in a contest when I was in College. So yeah haha.
If you want to read more about my first article about cosplay, here it is, just click this link below:
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/my-life-as-a-cosplayer-and-a-dog-fashionista-df75a096
What benefits do I get in Cosplay? Do I get money from people or are you attending some contest/competition?"
Benefits? Getting money? None! I do this on my free will. It doesn't matter if I don't get anything from them. It's just I just want to have fun. Roaming around the mall while wearing cosplay costume. Others might think you're crazy because you're roaming around the mall wearing those. But they don't understand anything about the world of cosplay. For, us it's really cool. This is what it calls freedom. You can go whenever you want while on cosplay. It's like... It's time to shine Hahaha.
There was particular order or like... There's no limit when cosplaying, it's your free will whatever you want to wear or copy... Shy, embarrassed Let it be, just follow your heart and what can make you happy. I was like that before, at first I'm shy and really embarrassed because of my ugly face, but I thought I said, I don't care, I still want to do it. So after that, I am free to cosplay whenever, whatever I want. Because this is what makes me happy.
So, I don't care if I don't get any money or things when cosplaying, as long as I'm having fun, enjoying the day while cosplaying. I even gathered some friends when cosplaying. So don't be scared and do what you want to do. Okay back to the question.
Are you attending the contest/compettion?
For now yes together with my dog. I saw a picture where there is a dog theme competition on the Cosplay event that I'm going to attend. So, I decided to join together with Yoona.
What will be our theme cosplay?
Our first plan, we'll do the Hero Academy, but there was no tailor who can help us, I mean, there's only 2 weeks before the event, they can't do the rush costume which is I understand as a tailor, other reason is too simple haha. Then we switch to the next plan, which is Kakashi and Pakkun of Naruto. But I remember, Pakkun is a pug and I don't want to bring a male dog, one is super scared and other one is, they bark all people who he see lol. That's why I will bring only Yoona as she was already veteran in dog fashion ramp show... So, our last choice, I will be playing as Zenitsu Agatsuma of Demon slayer and Yoona will be playing as Nezuko.. I was supposed to play the role of Tanjiro, but due to some circumstances, I have no ears, Can't put the earings haha, and some parts. So, I will just play Zenitsu instead. Since there's no tailor, I decided to buy costume on Shoppee, but I got a little worried as some of the items came from China which sometimes tooks 2-3 weeks before you received the item and thus the event is 2 weeks less, I messaged the seller, to ship them as soon as possible. And even contact the shoppee to follow up every day hahaha. There was one time, it's been 5 days since the item was not moving, I mean, it was already landed here but stuck in sorting, and I saw the date of receiving item moved to 23 like... No this can't be! So I contacted the costumer service to follow up this item, good thing they're too reliable. I received them after 3 days.
I also ordered the bag carrier for a dog, a Box type to make it more like real, since Nezuko is living in a box, that's how I think of using it. Smart, haha.
Here's the picture where I ordered all the items from shoppee. I'm also a member in buy and sell cosplay group in facebook, but I can't find any size for me and some already sold, so I buy in shoppee instead.
And here it is, I received all the items, and I tried to fit them if there's some problem. Good thing, everything are good just... the wig is too small for me haha. Oh well I will just have to do something about it.
Plus the costume of Yoona is too big. I always buy Medium size of clothes and costumes for my dogs, but I can't believe the costume Medium size is too big for her, but the other dogs, it fits. Is it because I groomed them. Well, it's my mother's fault told me to groom her. Wrong timing. Oh well. I will just think a way.
I'm still missing one more item, which is the Geta slippers. I can't find anything related to the cosplay plus the others too expensive how come haha. Maybe I'll buy white sleepers and edit some to make it like a geta haha. Oh well..
The event that I'm going to attend is Otaku Expo: Tanabata Festival in Megamall. Good timing for my costume that it looks like a tanabata theme too. Good decision..
Anyway, we won't be expecting to win the contest, as I said earlier, we will be go there to have fun and enjoy the rest of the day. But still good luck to us, hope there's no trouble.
See you on Sunday! Let's go!
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Twitter Competition: Happy 5th Anniversary...
Heya! I'm back people lol. I'm running out of ideas lol, haha. Actually, awhile ago, our house almost burn...
It also happened last year, there was a fire in our subdivision and our relatives lost their houses.. This time, Just too almost! In the morning, my mother and my auntie and also our neighborhood from our side has been smelling a burn things, like a burning gas or burning wire. They went out to check where it is until they saw the a smoke coming from our meter post, the wire is already sparking and there's a little fire. Good thing, it rained a little and stop.
Our father called immediately but there was no response, they even went to Meralco to send a technician and they said they will come. But It was past 5pm and they haven't come, so they call again, and my father went on rampage, at first the service said, the technician will not come and wait if there's result. LIke, what the hell? So you're saying, you just wait for our house to burn before you come and fix the wire? Wow crazy! Even our neighbors gone mad after hearing it. So, they came at 6:00pm and they just finished at 6:40pm. Imagine, if they didn't come and they spark again, the wire has already loosen and this, we might have already lost our house for real, and I who have no idea. Not gonna lie, I also just found out late after my father has been shouting on the phone, and that.,, Seriously, our Meralco here is really super slow, lazy and really disappointed. One more time, that time we also lost electricity for 3days, our neighborhood even us already called, the day that the electricity down, and they came suuuuper late, like... WHY? We even paid our bills monthly on time. Meralco here is really super useless. Trust me.
Okay, back to here, let's go back to the main topic lol. It maybe late than never, I want to greet all BCH users and hodlers, Happy 5th Anniversary to us! I'm glad, I'm part of this BCH Community, from Noise to readcash to NFTs and to SBCH. I'm glad I'm here. Even if the Crypto still a little down, our always motto is hodl is the key even if it reach to 0 but don't! XD
I joined the Competition/Contest that held in Twitter, it's about 5th Anniversary, birthday of BCH, where we are going to make a greetings by poster, video or an article.
What I did is an image video type. This is a simple greetings. I used my animated face of mine plus the one used in our Story verse Hero Reborn. I just edited a little to make it a perfect lol haha. Ahh, I can't post the video or gif, so instead I will just put the link of my entry, you will see there my entry and how I did it. It might be simple for me but more effort. It was really simple for me, actually, my plan is I will put more details like Noise and Read, where I have first start having BCH and my NFTs that sold and the SBCH and our AxieBCH group. But, I only did that video in a rush haha. I didn't have time to on the other days as I am still very busy as always and I got sick back to back, you know. I've posted multiple times.
**https://twitter.com/JiroXShin1/status/1553440361929854976** https://mobile.twitter.com/JiroXShin1/status/1553440361929854976
Actually, I'm not expecting anymore, although I know, I did my best for this contest, but there are so many cheaters happening, some who just steal their works and post as if they're the original. And there are someone using the Bots to like and retweets their posts, and lastly those doing paid promotion just to win. There are no fair in this world. All contest, there is really you know cheat just to win. BCH_sun might not see it but, someone doing private paid promotion, it's really obvious when you checked their entries, which is which is the real... So 3days before it end, I have already given up. Yes, it's true, we are doing this to promote BCH but why need to cheat just to win? I still don't get it. After all IT IS MONEY involved, doing everything just to win. What a dirty move.
And so the result were out, actually, I just woke up when my friend Tohkii even Carz messaged me and they're congratulating me. Like huh? And that they told me, I'm one of the winner. I was thinking, how? Even I already know, that I've already fallen to top 13. I'm at least at 16th place when it comes to counting of likes, retweet and comments, because I checked theirs too.. I thought they're just joking, so I checked the twitter, and really saw my name in there.
I was happy that my name was there and again still thinking, how? lol
I am thankful that my effort was paid off, even though it's true, I'm not expecting anymore as I have given up 3days. Wow! Thank you. I can finally buy medicine again for myself. I also want to thank everyone for helping me for liking my entry and retweeting them..
And... That's the end of the story. Until next time again haha.
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Goodbye our cousin: Nico, ride free...
Hey it's been a while, I'm back again after some days lolol.
I was busy and got sick.. Can't be helped, I'm already prolonged in sickness. I still have colds and cough actually. And also... One of our cousin died 2 weeks ago already. He died July 25 in motor accident at the age of 30
It was so sudden, he was very jolly person among us cousins. Based from what I heard, our cousin is having a simple vacation or like a road trip with his girlfriend. The accident happened in the afternoon but we got late news late at night already that was around 10pm. According to the traffic enforcer's report also. The accident happens at 4pm but the rescue came at 8:30... imagine more than 4hrs, they are waiting and there's no rescue. They didn't even call the ambulance or police or anyone. Our cousin might still be alive or let's say even just a small percent that he might still alive if he was rushed to the hospital immediately but... seeing the police report it's really more than 4hrs. Losing too much blood can make him die... Meanwhile his girlfriend was still alive and only had fracture on his left food. She was lucky that she got thrown in the soft what you call this... soft place.. What really happen? They were on the way home, the girlfriend even the witness said, there was no traffic, the road was smooth and he was neither drunk. The motor that he's riding suddenly went on rampage, we can't explain how, we didn't see it, the girlfriend didn't give too much detail, I guess that gives her a trauma. The girl was thrown out and he was still there, as the motor keeps on turning around? Like tumbling or rolling, I don't know how they explain it. Maybe just like that... Aiz... it's really too pitiful.
His Funeral stayed in Manila for 2 days then he will transferred in our Province Isabela, where his main home is there. He only stayed here in Metro Manila temporarily since he graduated College in City.
First day night with Nico, we were not complete, but its fine as long as we still came and visit him.
There was not enough visitors came in the first night. Others still don't know that he was already dead. They can't open Nico's facebook so they can contact everyone and informed them about his death. The only thing they can do is they just comment in every post of him in facebook about the place of his funeral.
Here is our picture of our first night...
2nd night and a Last Night before he transfer in Isabela. Somehow there's more people than last night. I'm sure Nico was happy that some of his friends here in the City visited him before leaving. We even prepared bread roll for him courtesy of mine. I was also the one making the bread roll. With the bread, ham, hotdog cheese and bellpepper inside then roll it. Dipping in the egg then dip in the bread crumbs. We didn't dip anymore in flour as we forgot to buy it lol, and my mother was the one who cooked it. The taste is like a pizza in a roll. So yeah...
Here is the picture of our last night with him.
We also sung "Tears in Heaven" for him. It's our last song for him. The real plan is I'm the one going to sing alone lol but I had my little cough and have sore throat so I can't sing well, and we decided to sing all of us cousin.
Here's the link to the video that we sing a song for him.
**https://www.facebook.com/princess.cayabyab.3/videos/1806115649738795/?flite=scwspnss**
We stayed overnight and waited for him to transfer there. We stayed until 3am.
They have arrived in Isabela at 2pm and open the funeral at 5pm according to our cousin. Our mother and the other aunties went to join in Isabela to help them.
The burial happened last Monday, we didn't join but we watched the live, woke up at 8am just to watch his final day. We didn't go there anymore, as they already have classes and work. Our cousin, Nico, already understand that I'm sure.
They had mass first, lead by our first uncle who is a priest for 65 years. After the mass, they're went to the cemetery for the last blessing, we all cried as we bid farewell to our cousins.
Goodbye and Rest in peace, Nico Angelo Navarro. Ride Free bro. You will be missed.
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3 weeks before the accident we still had party, actually, we were really planning to have get together only with the whole cousins and with him. We even plan to go in boracay, our first option but our parents reject because it's too far lol, they still treat us a kids haha. And our second option is La Union and Ilocos... We are already prepared, just... 3 days before our roadtrip to La union and that happen... Maybe that was the day that Nico tell us to stop leaving. There's even strong earthquake happened on the 2nd day. Imagine if we continue going there, we might have stuck there or something might happen to us that day. He saved us for not going there but the exchange is his life...
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Honestly, I don't know myself... why him? Why can't be me... I mean.. Nico is very healthy, no sick, no illness and he is very jolly person... meanwhile, who is incomplete, I have illness... Why can't it be me? I even ready myself... I wonder... when?
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Anyway, that's it for today's topic...
Thank you for reading...
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Missing the old days...
And I'm here again, and of course we got new topic for today.
I got topic but I wasn't able to publish yesterday as I was busy... Well, I'm always busy anyway haha.
Last time, I posted an article about things that makes me happy. After posting my article, I just suddenly missed somethings. That is why this is my new title for today. Missing the old times.
Want to share the old times I had, things that I missed and wanting to do it again. Okay let's start.
There are things that I truly missed and really want to go back and do it again. Missing the old days, when I can still play basketball and badminton. I was once a varsity of Badminton and Basketball. I really love to play basketball, it was almost part of my life. I always practiced hard just to get on the ace and first 5 member. When I was in 3rd year, I stopped playing half of my third year. that's because I got rushed in the hospital because of my heart while in the middle of the game. We joined the sports festival. I even looked forward playing there but yeah it happened. I mean, I got heart attack. And that's how.... the doctors told me, that I should stop playing basketball. Even the badminton, I didn't continue and play anymore. It was really too bad. I wanted to bring home medals again... but not anymore. in my 2nd years, I won 1 silverand 1 bronze in badminton and gold medal in basketball.. It was really my happiest moment that I got medal from playing.. I still have my picture of my medals, wait let me get in from my facebook photo.
Here. I want to play again... I did try play and shoot, but every time I jumped, my heart triggered. i mean having a slight heart attack. So, I only do watching them from a far. I don't regret it being a varsity player and won a medal but... I really do want to play.... Okay moving on to the next...
missing the old days where I can still play drums and play on stage.
I'm a drummer and also playing bassist. I want to go back where I can still play drums. Just like in playing basketball or any sports, the doctor limit me do this and that, and one more is playing drums. Drums is really one of my favorite musical instrument to play, though I can still play bass guitar even until now. I once experience playing on stage, even just an extra member. I'm still happy that I was still able to play on stage.... Ahhhh I forgot to mention this in 'Things that makes you happy.' Hahaha! I'm so dumbo. But it's fine. I really love to play drums, it's almost like... how to explain this, give out/ throw out all my emotions by tapping the drums. Hahaha. Yeah something like that. I really love the beat of the drums specially the bass part. I even joined the parades, and I'm one of the drummer... Man I miss playing you. Once I go rich, I will promise myself to bring back my drums. Actually I already have drums but my mother sold it after I was told not to do lot of movements and to get money for the hospital bill. I had no choice... But this time, I promise I will buy you back and play again even just 1 song or as long as I can still go on...
Okay, let's move to the third one missing something.
Missing the old days where.... I'm still with someone I love..
I made an article about her, my #14 of my life... Not gonna lie, I still miss her, this is the reason why I actually write this article hahaha. Missing the old days where we still hang out everywhere we go, we eat together, we go different places, we share problems, we laugh everything. I did everything to protect her. But I was the one who let her go.... I don't want to cry hahaha. It's better if you just read it on my article... this...
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/story-about-14-i-still-love-her-a06140d2
And lastly... missing the old days where I can still travel alone haha.
I missed going to Japan alone. Yes, that's right, I traveled alone in Japan before for 4 days only. Japan is one of my favorite country (That even I am ready to abandon my own country haha). It's actually fun traveling alone that was around 2013. At first before arriving there, I got scared because, I'm alone, but I realize, It's really better to go alone XD I mean how to explain this. When I'm with my family, I can't do what I want, I will look after the oldies and this and that hahaha. I wish I could go back to Japan again. I wonder when the covid will end. This will be my 2nd wish list. I will surely going back to Japan. My next destination will be Kyoto, Osaka. Since I've been in Tokyo 2 times, let's do visit in other city this time.
And so that's it... Oh man, missing those old days when I'm still little but still have no friends hahaha but it's fine.
Ahh! Also, missing the old days, when I still had my imaginary friends, Actually I missed them. I cannot forget them as they were still in my mind. I wrote an article about them, here let me post it here and just read it.
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/imaginary-friends-are-good-friends-3f83a970
Anyway, that's all I can say for now. I think I'm losing my english words this days? Hahaha My mind is not working properly this week. I wonder why haha. Okay that's it.
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What are the Things that makes you Happy?
So, how's everyone? Market still the same oh well... But... We can't helped but feel scared and nervous specially, the coinflex right now. Our guild monthly reward has postponed, some payouts were delayed, and as well as our artist payouts delayed due to the coinflex still cannot withdraw. I mean, the funds used for our payouts were all in coinflex. sigh... So, we are waiting for the announcement that was said to announce by tomorrow. Hopefully, there will a good announcement.
Okay moving on again for my new topic. Well it's just a random idea title I've seen from a friend, since I cannot think of any title haha.
So today's topic is... What are the things that can make me happy. Of course there are certain things that can make all of us happy. Don't tell you don't have one? Don't tell me, there aren't things that make you happy, or else then you're not a human haha, but oh well. we have different personalities anyway. So let's that...
What are really the things that can make me happy like an expression woah, wow, boom tsh! Charot Hahaha. One certain example of a thing that makes everyone happy is money.
Admit it, you're happy when you have money. All of us want money, all of us are aiming for money but maybe not too much money to make you a greedy one. I maybe happy to have money to help my family and for myself and my surgery. Of course I would also love to help other people by sharing my money. I remember I had fundraising before. I shared all my money and I didn't even left some for me, and that is fine with me because that's makes me happy. Sharing money to other people.
Okay, since money was just an example. Aside from having money and your family, let me share you some other things that can make me happy.
First is Dogs.
Why Dogs? Because Dogs are everything to me. When you are sad, when you are tired, when you are stress and depress, dogs can give you happiness. It can lessen your stress, they are the cure for our negative emotions. I have 11 dogs now + 5 new born pups. I mostly the one looking after my dogs. And they're not just my pet, they are family to me. I'm the furdad of this 11 kids. So yeah.
This was not updated but yeah, they're my family doggos. Okay let's move to the next one.
Second is Amusement Park.
Well Amusement Park is not a thing but something of an event. Well the thing is, Amusement Park really makes me happy and excited. I always got excited when seeing a thrilled rides like viking, roller coaster and so on. I love to rides all of them. I mean, even without resting, I can still go on even until morning haha. I don't easily get dizzy and nausea. This whole Amusement Park is really makes me excited. I remember, every time I'm riding vikings, I even stand up while it reached on the top. Ahh, I even tried the dangerous ride in Taiwan. And also the falling down something. I'm not scared at all. I'm not scared at high. Actually I am more enjoying it. I love high places, high things. So yeah. Ahh! Also I walked in the glass bridge in Taiwan, while my family are already trembling and holding on bar at the side haha. Too bad, I don't have picture of it. But yeah... Moving on to the next one.
Third is Eating something you love.
Eating something I love, example Japanese foods. I always love to eat Japanese foods over Filipino food (Sorry haha). I don't know how to express it, I just really happy every time I see specially sushi's and maki's. I can even go 3-4 rounds getting sushi and maki hahaha. I guess, I'm to addicted in eating that. One more thing that makes me happy, when eating Crab. Oh yes. Crab is one of my favorite in seafoods. Not the crab stick but the real crab. I remember, we had crabs before, and I had 5 big crabs. Good thing, I'm not allergic and I didn't have high blood afterwards. I want to eat more, but my mother is stopping me to get more hahaha, she thought I will die from eating more crabs, but I'm not that kind like them. Ugh... I want to eat crabs again. I wonder where can I order and eat crabs by myself haha.
Fourth is Video Games.
Yes, that's right video games can make me happy and excited. Games that can be played in PC (Personal Computer) and or in mobile. I'm a Gamer, I was born a gamer since before. (Wow!) I started playing games in computer since when I was a kid. The first video game console we had was Nintendo Family Computer, the one with the disc, and that's how I started playing super mario when I was 5 years old. I was so serious back then. Then my father gifted us Sony Playstation (First Playstation). Right now, we have PS4 and soon we'll get PS5. Every time I play PS4, I get serious, like focusing, like I don't want to lose. Since, if you're a gamer, you know how to use and do it. Not just playing like with many questions (how this ends, how to go there, how you do this and that lol). I even joined the Tekken Tournament before back 2016. Though I lost. But I still managed to get into the quarter finals. There were 2 types in preliminary before you get in Quarterfinals. Well I'm already happy with that. In short. I really got excited when talking about video games and other games played.
Fifth is Cosplaying.
You read it right. I'm a cosplayer. When you're going to cosplay, of course you need funds to do the cosplay. Well, I don't care about the funds, money or whatever. I'm just happy when doing Cosplay even though I'm not joining the contest. I just want to ramp around the mall wearing the costume you want to wear. I've cosplayed a lot. My first cosplay taken back 2005. But yeah haha. My first cosplay was Kurapika, the old kurapika.. But I stop cosplaying at year 2014. Though I still cosplay a little when doing dog fashion show. The feeling was still there, I always get excited and happy even if you cosplay a simple one makes you already proud, because there are some people wants to take picture with you even if you have that kind of face, they doesn't care. Cosplay is for everyone. So yeah.
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/my-life-as-a-cosplayer-and-a-dog-fashionista-df75a096
here's the article about me as a cosplayer.
Sixth is Fundraising.
I did mention the fundraising here and even had a lot of articles about fundraising. I am happy when helping other people. I mean the funds I gather from noise and here in read, I've sending to the beneficiaries without any spare left from me and I don't care if I didn't get anything for myself. Because helping other people already makes you happy (Well I said it already haha) And that...
And last but not the least. Staying in AxieBCH Dojo (Guild)
Even if the market still down, Even if all the tokens were already in amount of cents, I don't care. Staying in Guild already makes me happy. They're the one give you the opportunity to have a better place. I was happy and thanks to them, I've got something I want too. It may not big enough but thanks to thank, My debt in hospital has been fully paid last year. And right now, only few scholars left and we are still there, and I'm going to stay until the end. It's because of them, I got the role as a Designer. My fate changed a little and my little life as well. From boring one to very busy man haha. It's fine instead of doing nothing.
So I will stay and continue in this guild whether the market continue crushing.
And that's it. There are the things that makes me happy and excited. I've said a lot, I guess haha.
Thanks for reading into this boring topic hahaha.
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I'm not the same person whom you known from the past..
Heya~ I'm here again and of course for the new topic of the day.
Today, let's have a serious topic that I want to share to everyone. And for my title is "I'm not the same person whom you know from the past. We are strangers."
I'm talking about a friend of mine, I don't know if I have already share my article about friends. But this is a different one.
I had one so called bestfriend when I was in college. We were that close, we always stick together like a glue and we even hang out almost everyday except for Sunday, no classes.. Ee've been became best friends for 2 years and half before that happen. Our classes starts in the morning at 8am. We always have the same subjects and time but not all subjects since I am advance for 1 year from her. And there was a time that I even didn't get a subject just for her, I mean I even told her that I will wait for her to get the same subject as mine.
Our breaktime always in the afternoon and sometimes after lunch. We go to SM mall to spend time that even sometimes we skip classes just to enjoy ourselves. We are helping each other in our subjects, I mean for example doing our assignments and activities. But mostly, I'm the one doing her assignments and finishing her computer laboratory task by sending it to her privately without letting the teacher know... We even promised ourselves that we will stick together and graduate together.
For more than 2 years we spend, I'm already a 4th year student but I still look like a 2nd year student lol. But it was the true, because I want for her, since that was our deal and promises.
As the years passed by, I don't know, there was some changes, we even fight for small things, she got angry at me all the times even if I don't know what mistakes I did as if everything always my fault and never even told me what was the mistakes that she just easily forget and let it go.
One day, enrollment day for 2nd year 2nd semester that was September 4, if I remember correctly. I was waiting for her since we always enrolled together to get the subjects we want but she didn't come. For 1 week she didn't come nor texted me, if there's something wrong with her, I was worried like a parent. Because she was my only active bestfriend to me.
A week after that, I just finished paying my tuition and she really didn't come and enroll and I just thought maybe she's sick or what. I went to SM mall to kill time, because I don't want to go home that time, it was too early and don't have anything to do in the house. So, I went there, went to the arcade zone called Toms World that we often go just to play and kill time, one time I saw her there playing PS4. She saw me and it was like, she just ignored me and continue playing. I felt strange. I didn't ask anymore, or else we might fight over again with that small things.
I stayed there for more minutes like 20-30 minutes standing, yet she still focus on playing and still ignores me. And I was like, ah maybe they had fight in the house. So I decided to just let her be for awhile maybe she really needs some time. So I leave her. I went to other Arcade Zone, the Quantum and I played drum and DDR there for the meantime. less than an hour, she came to me and told me, why did I leave her. I was like... 'Huh? Was it you, who's been ignoring me.' So I just told her. "I thought you had problems and you need time so I leave you there." And this was her answer to me. "Are you stupid?" I didn't reply back anymore. I don't want to make this meaningless arguments into a real fight.
Then we both calm down and we talk. I asked her, why she didn't come to school and enrolled as I told them, the enrollment is almost over. And she answered. "I have already enrolled." I got confuse because I have never seen her or maybe she came right after I left or the other day. Then she added. "I enrolled in other school." I asked her why. And she just answer.. "Basta" (Just because) Why? Why did she enrolled in different school? What about our promise? Did we promised that we will graduate together? So many thoughts running to my mind.
And so the semester starts, we had different time, we often see each other as well as texting each other. It really breaks my heart because I trusted her. One day, I met her with other guys, her classmates, her friends. I found out she got new bestfriend and they were really that close. She has forgotten about me and even got mad when talking to her. What's my fault again? Until... That was December 2, she told me to forget her and we are now strangers. We even fought. I can't still understand why, she didn't even say the reason why as if she put all the blames on me. I guess we were bestfriends for nothing. haha. She even blocked me in facebook until I finally have forgotten about her.
Then... This Monday only, one of our friend who also know and friend of her, chatted me and told me that person is back. I asked who, and she said your bestfriend Nhits... In my thought I was like... 'Ah, she came back, huh?' It seems that she unblocked me and chat me on messenger. She said let's meet on Saturday blablabla. She even talked why she's not using facebook for 3 years yet she was the one who blocked me for more than 8 years. She said this; 'Please don't be like that, I even lost my bestfriend last year, she died from covid. The one you met when we were in college (the new bestfriend she had) and I got sick.' This was her message. I didn't reply back then. In the first place why is she reporting that her BESTFRIEND Died, then What am I to her? A slave friend? Ridiculous.
She chatted on our group chat where the 4 of us were there me, her and our 2 more friends. She said it's her treat and meet on Saturday. I didn't send any message in the group. I was just a silent reader. Because I still felt the anger with me. Then I told them, I'm not coming as I am busy person.
Then she chat me alone with a super long message as if she's giving a sermon lol. She told me I changed a lot. That's right. I change for my own good not for your own good. And then she just told me, let's forget everything in the past. Let's hang out.
Seriously? It is really easy for you to say to forget what happened back there when you told me to forget you and act as stranger now you're telling me this?
She asked me the same question I asked her before. What was my mistakes, what was my fault that you were like that to me. I didn't answer at first. Because I can't... still... forget those hurtful words you told me to forget me that..
I tried to calm down myself first before answering all the question she sent to me once and for all before i cut ties with her. Well I have already cut ties with her for a long time ago already.
It was midnight. I answered all her question. It was long, I will just summarize some haha.
I told her, 'Nhits. Don't act as if we're still that close. I am not the same person you've known from the Past.'
'Was it you who told me to forget you and we're stranger and now you're telling me to forget everything in the past. It's always easy for you to say that but you have never really care or hear my thoughts.....'
'We had a deal, we promised that we're going to graduate each other. I even wait for you, I even skipped some subject, so we can get it together next year, but then you suddenly enrolled in other school and you just told me BASTA (just because) What kind of reasoning was that. Well I was a fool too in the first place. I trusted you in the first place. It was a big mistake, I got obsessed in sticking with you. WHY? Because, you're only MY BESTFRIEND that stayed with me when I have problems or in danger.. and you just told me forget just like that?'
I said a lot, I can't send it here anymore. I cried all night I can't even focus that time.
I said on the last sentence. "Not Gonna Lie, I did missed you back then, but not anymore. You're not my bestfriend anymore. Don't act as if you really care for me. We are STRANGERS."
Then after that, this time, I'm the one who blocked her for good. I won't mention her name. But I did put an alyas name. I'm already happy and contented with my life even without you. I already have friends even without your help. So, let's stop this anymore. And thank you for everything.
And that's how we ended our relationship as Bestfriend.
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Pride March 2022: "Happy Pride!"
First of all, I want to greet everyone Happy Pride! This month is a celebration for all gays, lesbian, bi-sexual, straight and trans, and we called it LGBT.
By the way, hi guys! How are you guys coping with the market right now? Are you guys can still breathe? Hahaha.
Anyway, for today's topic is about the LGBT. Every year of this month, we celebrated the month of LGBT and we called it Pride Month.
**What is Pride Month and why we celebrate it?**
Pride Month commemorates years of struggle for civil rights, and the ongoing pursuit of equal justice under the law for the *lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender* and *queer community,* as well as the accimplisments of LGBTQ.
**Why celebrate it in the month of June?**
It was celebrated annually in June to honor the 1969 Stonewall riots. June 1969, patrons and supporters of the Stonewall Inn in New York City staged an uprising to resist the police harassment and persecution to which the LGBT Americans were commonly subjected.
June 28, 1970, on the one year anniversary of the Stonewell uprising, held the first Pride March.
Resources: From the Encyclopedia Britannica.
Anyway... What I was saying again? Ahh, Pride march. Last Saturday, we also celebrate the Pride Month in the Philippines. It happened last Saturday, yet I just posted today haha. Sorry, I got recovered from slight fever haha. I got sick after the event. I thought I will have covid lol. Though, I'm fine now.
Again, back to the topic, before I posted my story we had last Saturday, let me share some story about me (once again haha).
I know, I remember I posted here 2 time, who is a dual gender. When I was a baby, I have dual gender (physically.) I have the male and a female physical form. Wait... Did I have really share this one? I already forgotten lol, anyway, I will just share it again. So yeah.
Before I came out of my mother's womb, the witch "Manghuhula" told them, that they will give birth of a boy, which is that is me. And so I came out, seeing 2 physical form, they don't know if I'm a female or a male lol. And they checked me as they scanned me and operate me, I have a female gender inside my body. And that's the reason why I have 2 gender name as well hahaha. Since my parents thinks, I'm really a boy from the witch, they have already ready the name Joshua, my first name. They get the name Joshua from the bible. Since my mother is Jesusa (Jesus) and my father is John. They just added the name Mariele randomly without thinking after the result that I'm a girl instead of a boy.
As I grew older, I have no interest in girly things. When I was around 9 year old, my feelings to a girl is strange. I like girls. I even fell in love with a girl and even had my first french mouth to mouth kiss LMAO. It was the truth, not gonna lie, as we only tried once, we keep kissing each other until we both got busted and my friend whom I had crush move out because of me haha. Crazy.
Continuation of my story, as I grew older, I even have adams apple, they say its normal, but mine is big like a man. hahaha. And even sometimes there was a little beard growing on my chest that mostly the men have it. Seriously, what am I really? Haha. Oh well... I like more girls. I mean, my love affection, my feelings for them. I always wanted to be a boy. I even want to get transgender but due to my current situation with a lot of surgeries... I guess, I will just pass hahaha.
Aside from having my first love crush, I even had a girlfriend for 6years.. And I already missed her. We got separated because of me, and I was the one let go... You can just read it from my article wait... lemme find it.... Ahh found it..
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/story-about-14-i-still-love-her-a06140d2
Yep, I really still love her, but this is all for her own good too..
Anyway, moving on....
I have already shared about me, that I am a TOMBOY/Lesbian.
Back to the topic, Pride Month, Pride March. I've always wanted to go and join the fun but that was the time when my parents always not let me go and join and they always say bad stuff about it. This year, I finally made it and joined.
What was my feeling back there after arriving in the event? I feel great. I mean, I feel so free. No one stopping you, no one criticizing you, you do what you want to do with your fellow tomboys and gays out there. It was really great. I'm really happy. I said back there; "I'm glad I came. So this is the feeling of being free yourself." It was really satisfying.
Although, I only came there alone, but I don't care. I don't have any friends or someone I knew in that place, and I don't care. I thought I said, I will just enjoy myself. This is me. Even if it's tiring going around, I don't care, I really had fun and I want to do it again next year (If I'm still alive that is haha). But yeah, it was really fun.
I joined the long parade, I joined some games and visiting the booths, listening to the program, and jammed with the other people.. I wanted to stay longer and wait for the fireworks at 12MN but, you know I still have curfew at this age haha. My OA mother told me to come home before 10. Though I arrived home at 11 due to traffic haha. Ugh.. But it's fine. I will do it again next year, I'll just have to come early next time so I can have the big flags that was distributing before the parade. Though I got one, but only small one.
Alright that's it. I will just share you the pictures I had taken back there. I want to share the video, but it's long and not supported yet in this platform. So I will just send the picture instead haha.
There was a long line where you get a rainbow line draw to your face and I had one.
I really enjoyed it even if I'm alone. even if I'm a solo parader. I don't have the picture of the parade it was all in the video sadness haha.
There was also one time 5pm, while I was resting, I straight to the small amusement part and had a little fun. I even play the throwing ball to get stuffed toy but I only had the keychain haha.
It was really fun, so I said it multiple times. Sorry, it's my first time and I got exaggerated hahaha.
Then at night before I leave, I took last picture of the rainbow colorful tower.
This is the end of my story. I would like to make this happen again next year. I will try to bring a friend next time. Let it be free. And just like what the host said. "Hindi ka SAYANG" (You're not a waste.) That's right and true. Let's all be free and true to our self, don't be shy if you think you're a gay, a lesbian, or a bi. Everyone are equal, we all treat ourselves equally.
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How much I improved myself over the past years...?
Heya~ And I'm back again.
I was supposed to publish this one yesterday but I had a super wild headache haha. Thou, it's still hurting lol.
Anyway, back to the title. How much did I improved myself over the past years? How much did I really improved, for example the way I speak, the way I communicate and or socialize to other people and also for example when speaking in English..?
Actually, I don't know too myself, but... I guess I did improved myself. But I can't say that I am 100% improved from last years. And sometimes I wonder, how and since when? Well I have no idea at all haha.
Let's take one for example in English, how did I improved myself...?
Actually, I'm not that smart and I'm not that stupid. I do love studying, it's just, I didn't focus because of some circumstances that I even stopped studying when I was in college.. Math, science, problem solving was my favorite subjects, oh also arts and Mapeh (Music, arts, Physical Education, Health. English is so-so. Most I hate was History and Filipino, although I born as a Filipino and yet it's the most I hated haha.
As for English subject, I always got blank when it's my turn to speak in public or when having a presentation. I don't know why, my tongue suddenly went back inside my mouth and I felt nervous and scared. Yes, that's right. I got scared every time I open my mouth. They always laugh whenever I speak, they disgust me, they despise me because of this face of mine. My face was.... how should I explain it, it's different not normal, I say, unbalanced face. I can't smile properly, I can't even talk properly. And also, every time I speak, sometimes I am "Bulol", Slurred speech or indifferent speech. My S was sometimes ets or esh, there are other words mixing with letters Y... A lot that you might not be able to understand what I'm saying.. That is why I prefer to keep quiet or not say anything.
I'm not good in speaking in English and or using it, but now, it's almost like my native speech haha. I'm not good, but my exam and grades are above average that why I said, my English was so-so.
I mentioned many times in my previous articles that I am writing my own novel stories since when I was 7 years old. Although at first it's all in Filipino words. Then, when I was 9 years old, I start reading Manga (Japanese comics, Anime comics.) At first I couldn't understand other words in there, but when the time that I keep reading them, I slowly got adopted getting better in speaking in English at the same time speaking in Japanese. When I was 13, I started reading light novels still about anime and such. Then, I start changing my language when writing a story/novel into English words, it really helps me a lot specially that I thought that I might need it in the future.
Years have passed, now that I get old, I am frequently using English word everywhere and I am more comfortable using it. Although, I admit, I still have some wrong grammar but its fine, as soon as I know my fault and wrong, I tried to correct the words.
Specially, right now, the one I'm typing, some say you can just say it in Filipino but I still prefer to write in English, because I've already used to it.
And there are some people for example in noise.cash, they thought I'm a Foreigner hahaha. Because of the way I speak and comment on their posts. And there are some event/places where, people are chatting in tagalog but you still type and chat in english. And they were like bro, you're not in english room, can you speak in tagalog. Hahaha. Sometimes, I can't help myself and wonder am I still a Filipino, haha.
After all this, I started to love speaking in english, even here in the house, sometimes, I suddenly speak in english that made my family startled haha. Like for example, my father was asking in tagalog but I answered in english. Also, I remember sometimes when buying and going on the shop, I suddenly speak in English that made them looked at me. Hahaha sorry about that. And just like what I've said, I am comfortable using it everywhere.
So, yeah, I guess this is how I improved myself speaking in English for the past years.
One more thing also, I mentioned socialize or communication. As I mentioned above, since I was a kid, I'm not good at talking and I'm scared of talking because I always received bullying.
Since I was kid, I didn't have too much friends nor sided with me. I'm not too close with my siblings before even my relatives cousins, I never get close to them. We may sometimes talk but not that long talk. I always stayed alone at one side. And the trending "EMO" was me hahaha.
Actually, I tried talking to them, I tried reaching them, but it always ended that fast and sometimes, when I was talking, someone cut it and they continue the new topic and forget about mine.... So yeah, I thought I said, it's fine, already used to it.
But now years has passed, I tried to be friendly with everyone true chatting in group chats, and other platforms like discord, facebook, messenger, telegram and other social medias. Although I still feel scared that they may just ghost me or leave me. I tried my best to reach them. Example, I tried to be like a clown to them. I used my "tabinging mukha" just to get their attention and laugh at me. Yes, I really did that just to get their attention. I may be a greedy and desperate but that's all I can do to caught my attention. I'm sorry....
I tried everything to make them laugh with my jokes and with my face. Everything...
So now, I gained a lot of friends tru social media and true game worlds, I also gained lot of friends in Crypto worlds. I tried to be not too high and proud person but not too low and pitiful person. So yeah... I also gained some more friends tru our guild AxieBCH as I also became the leader of the artist, they trust me and I trust them. I guess, all thanks to the owner of the guild...
Anyway, that's all I can say. You see now, how much I improved myself from being a quiet person, now very talkative, active and noisy person hahaha. From being a scaredy cat, now I can say, I'm proud to myself...
Anyway, that's it haha...
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Wedding Anniversary gone wrong....
And I'm back for the new topic of the day, woot woot.
Yesterday, June 19 is a something special day that mostly a lot celebrates. It's Father's day. Of course, if there's no father, then we won't the mother won't produce a baby, in short, we will not come out of our mother's womb without the father's.... cell? okay let's stop it here hahaha.
So, yeah, yesterday we celebrate's father's day but before that, there is one more special event happened last Friday. It's our parent's Wedding anniversary last June 17.
There were no party happened as we want the two of them date somewhere out there but in the end, I've became the third wheeler party haha.
I told them, I will just give them the money and go date somewhere they want to go and I don't care if they come back late. Because I prefer to stay at home alone without their bangayan in the house haha. Until, it was already 2pm, mama and papa come to me and told me that I should come. And I was like.. "Huh? Why will I come? It's your date." They insist me to come. They might not be able to date properly, they might go fight again in the car because of some small nonsense topic. I sighed and it can't be helped. So, I joined their little date as I said, became the 3rd wheeler lol. I told them, to go in venice or somewhere nice place, in the end they choose the mall near our place.
And we got in the mall, looking around while waiting for the dinner time since it was only 4pm we arrived in the mall. We went to the supermarket to buy something that will used and cooked for Sunday's Father's day.
Then, it's past 5:30 or something. Imagine, we stayed in the supermarket for more than an hour that was supposed to be only less than an hour because we just buy for Sunday. And the reason is, sigh they were arguing again what to cook and what to do in father's day. I want to shout that day and tell them: "Guys! Come on! Why are you fighting again, It's your Wedding day Anniversary not Fighting anniversary!" I wanted to say this, I am embarrassed to this people. Sigh, 'Why am I here for?' What I thought.
So, yeah, we start looking around to look for a restaurant and I told them no fast food, as my father request the day before that he want to eat Davao's food in food court... So, since I'm the 3rd wheeler, and mama said it's up to me where I want to choose to eat since it's my money.
First, I recommended to have dinner in Sambokojin eat all you can, and mama opposed. She said it's too expensive, and it will be a waste and not enjoyable. I got pissed off as I thought, 'why you think it's not enjoyable when you just have to choose what you want to eat, seriously?' So Sambokojin, City Buffet and Tongyang is a NO. Next we moved to another and I recommended Sukiya, it's a little eat all you can but it's another NO. 3rd I recommended Samgyup, another NO, because of the oil and greases and Pork and the smoke. 'WHAT THE HELL?!' I shout on my mind, but I can tell it to them, I'm trying to calm myself because it's their wedding day. 4th, papa recommended Max and another NO ans she said "Nakakasawa na kumain." Papa and I were like, since when did you last eat here in Max that was 2 years ago already! Lolol.
Ugh... This is more stressing than staying at home. We have already looked around the mall walking back and forth for 3 times just to look for something to eat. As I said her instead since I got irritated already. "So, where do you really want to eat?"
And finally she pointed the bannaple. I was like... What?! This doesn't look a Restaurant! The other one beside us looks more a restaurant than in Bannaple. But I can't argue with that, so I just took a Yes as I want to end this already and eat. I got hungry from looking around the mall 3 times just for this dinner date sigh... It's really stressing as I should have stayed at home instead. I used the money for their date, even though I want to eat in 'Eat-all-you-can'. Goodness. I know, even if the Crypto Crash, even the Market is down, I used some of my earnings just to treat this couple even if it's stressing haha.
Here's the picture, it doesn't look like they are in argue session. We got our foods and we had finally a dinner then after we home as if nothing happen lol. What a stressing wedding anniversary. This should be the title of the topic but oh well haha.
Sunday, so yeah, it's Father's day. Although we are not complete, we are only 3 people in the house. My brother is at his wife's house, my 2nd sister in Saudi and our youngest living in Rizal and still have work. They don't have time to come home and celebrate anymore and that is fine with us, we already have used to it without them haha.
We have here Carbonara, Chicken wings and of course my favorite fruit Salad..
Even if we are incomplete, we still enjoy this simple celebration. As long as our father is still with us that's fine and yeah that's all it matters.
Anyway, this is the end of the short article for now haha.
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My Journey as a Designer...
Yo, Waazup! And I'm back again and back with the new topic haha.
And for today new marites topic haha. It's about my Journey of being a Designer in our guild AxieBCH. I mentioned in my previous articles. Now, how did I became Designer again? Right, Last December I wrote an article about this, I will just summarize this a little then will continue the rest after this.
So yeah, last time, I designed my own shirt with the Axies that I played (well, I'm still playing them but with different team haha). I made my own designed and showed it to them.
Right after showing to them, they decided to make me their designer since their previous designer quit. Was it already 7 or 8 months? I guess, since I joined the guild last September.
As soon as I became their Designer, I was the one designing their hoodies and caps that a lot our scholar is wearing it when they're going out.
I guess this is all from what I mentioned in the articles. Read here for more.
https://read.cash/@jiroshin/december-diary-2-guild-designer-074c60d3
Okay, let's continue. I already posted here the jackets that I designed. Cool, right.
Being a designer does not mean, that it's only like that. I became the Content leader of our project where I also mentioned in my previous article.
Gramps entrust me the story verse of our very own NFT Project BCH Reborn.
The idea of the story is mine, since I really love to make a story/novel and I can see it how this story flows. Where there's a poor guy who have nothing when the world turned to be different. And one day, he receives a blessing and became a Hero. He decided to accept the fate and to get strong in order to get revenge and helped those poor living with him. He went on adventure and start leveling and at the same time earning money from killing the monsters.. This is the some synopsis of the story, you better read the story here in reborn.cash. Although it's still in episode 8. Every week, we posted new episode, it's still new and meanwhile we already have made a lot of process in the artist room.
Inside the Artist Room Aside from me, there is also someone called the project leading artist name Juldre, he was in charge of all the MC's poses and some characters. There were 13 more artist doing this project. All of them have role even though mostly a lot of them are busy right now with their school and works. There is one who is in charge of all the backgrounds used in the story and that is Kentackle, and one in charge of the monsters design and that is Pale. 8 of them were in charge of character design. The characters that will seen in the story and those characters are from the NFT heroes that can be seen in the Reborn.Cash . And the rest were in charge of the coloring and one with correcting wordings, sentences and paragraphs, in short the Grammar role haha.
Honestly speaking, I thought this job is easy. Now I realized making a manga story is harder than you think. Although I know, in character Design role not all of them have the same designs.
I am more of the stress leader haha. I might gave them the role but that doesn't mean I don't do anything. I mostly, doing a lot of them haha. When someone is busy, I do some of the character design, when someone is absent in coloring, I do the coloring and sometimes I passed to other person who is not in artist role. And mostly, I'm the one doing the finishing touch, which is putting the characters, backgrounds in one template and putting the dialogues, editing putting the effects. And if there's someone is wrong with the drawing/design, I revising it to make it more good but not perfect.
Everyday, I'm doing all the edits. when one character design done with pose, I start with the effect and putting the dialogues... And there are some who are lazy and late in passing their works when I really need to. As they were late, I'm doing the others work for them.
Sometimes I was thinking, was it really fine, is it really fair to do all of this, when I give the role to them but... I just really want to make this project success. Even just the story verse that I am leading. I want it to be the best even if it's not perfect. I am more focus on doing this work than playing some NFT games. Anyway, forget it haha.
Let me share you some progress of our work.
Ahh!! Also, since I'm the leader, I was in charge of their payout. The most stressing part is to give their payouts. As for gramps said, I should give their payout based on their performance and activeness. I all see that they do their roles but, there are a lot who are not active but he/she did the role, one active but late to pass the work. one irresponsible, one with I don't know if I'm his/her leader or not lol. I want the payout fairly but there are some demanding why this why that. After all, I can't argue with them, or maybe I'm just tooooo kind to them lol. That even sometimes my payout is not that bigger. They said as content leader, you have the bigger amount of payout, but it's not working to me hahaha. It's fine if I receive less even though I made a lot, as long as I don't want to hear any complaints. I feel like I'm lacking leader. Maybe that's really the answer. This is why I'm stress when it's payout time. Oh well.. It's only money... They all care about money not efforts haha..
Anyway, that's it the beginning of my story, I mean my Journey as Designer. More stress incoming haha.
Okay that's it for now...
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