The good old pain
It is this day of the month again where I have my monthly visitor. Though it pains me, I wouldn't call it unwanted. Today is supposedly a productive day as it is my restday from work, but because of my period here I am too pained to even eat my lunch. I was planning to do a general cleaning but that needs to wait till next week. Maybe I got too tired because I rendered OT last night on my work. Well, I didn't do much but it makes me feel extra tired and it made me woke up late today. Still, that OT was a good thing for it helped me acquired more sales which is good for my metrics. But then again, the fact that I am on my period still overpower my positive thinking mind.
When I am in pain, I complain a lot, I mean it. However, I just can't even imagined how much pain a person with irregular monthly period felt once they have it. As per my friend who have her period no less than 5 months in between, it feels like hell. It was something undescribeable in words but you can see the pain through how much a person struggle with cramps. I still remember when we travelled to Batangas, that was the week where she had her period and had to fight the pain just to enjoy the moment. I've seen her struggle wherein she can't even stand through her backpain. And the amount of "that thing" she releases from her body is too much. I don't know how she did not passed out from that, she is a fighter. Good thing is we have a comfortable room to rest when she feels tired.
That experience made me feel bad for complaining on how I felt during my red days, but hey, we have different ways in handling pain. And not all have high pain tolerance, so it's okay. We have our own ways to cope up with it and as of now, my coping mechanism is to shutdown the whole day and care less about what's happening around me. Moshi is in the good hands of my sisters, so I don't need to worry.
I'll let this day be a bygone. I just can't stand right now for I feel like I'm gonna be torn apart. Next week, I promise to be more productive with chores and exercise.
Just an update before it will be posted, I let the dog out. Haha! I accompany Moshi for a good walk since she's been hyper and I can't rest with her jumping all over me. I was forced to do this but seeing Moshi having the time of her life, makes it all worth it. She became insistent on staying out that I had a hard time picking her up to go home.
I'm getting excited as I will have a long week from work starting Dec. 8. Z and my younger sister's birthday are getting closer and closer, what should I get them for present?
I think Manju should get me some expensive yarns that I can't afford HAHA. Hopefully she sees this and gives me one. Although, I do admit that I still have a lot of yarns here so maybe she can just give me a yarn cady HAHA. Why are the things I want so expensive?
Manju has been thinking of where to travel because restrictions are looser and she will habe a lot of free time this coming December. I wish I could join in one of her travels but I think I would prefer to stay at home and just sleep.
The rest days usually go by so fast and then the next thing I know, I will have to enroll for the next semester. I am kinda hoping that I'll be hit by that glow up magic before the limited face to face classes but then I remember that we will be wearing masks anyway so it does not matter HAHA. My partner still assures me that I am cute so it's fine.
For my long week off to work, I wonder where can I wander? The searching begins after I regain my energy back. See yah!
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