You only need just one Reason for you to go on and Live

Naisip ko din yan nung bata ako. Talagang dadaan talaga sa point na ganun. Naalala ko yung pagsuntok mo sa wall noon. May nakwento ka di noon na nagalit ka na sinuntok mo yun tapos nasaktan ka kamo pero kailangan magpanggap na hindi tapos nung pumasok ka na sa kwarto doon ka na nag aray, aray naku. Hahaha. Pero tama ka..wala naman magagawa if end ang life dahil sa galit sa parents or sa mga di magagandang pangyayari. Isa pa hindi din magugustuhan ng Diyos kung ating tatapusin ang ating buhay.

Nung Bata ako nagtry ako maglayas dahil Kay Mama Kasi Hindi ko na din kaya. One time diko Alam bakit ko nasabi sa kanya dahil punong puno nako. Sabi ko Hindi porket nanay Kita ikaw na laging tama. And up to now mabigat padin loob ko sa kanya dahil sa mga ginawa nya samin. Yung pagkakalat mo sa kapitbahay na tamad anak mo , na walang alam. Napakasakit. Kaya pinanindigan ko nadin na talagang tamad ako. Alam mo Yung nasa sarili mo ikaw pamamahay pero parang nakikisama kapa din sa ibang tao Kasi dimo magawa gusto mo. Though nanay ko padin sya and sya nagbigay buhay sakin pero diba responsibility nila Tayo Kasi magulang sila e and Hindi sila Yung dapat nagdadown. Yung Wala Kang kaalam Alam chinichimis kana pala ng nanay mo. Tapos nung may anak nako Sabi nya skin mag aanak anak tapos ako aalilain. Apo nya Yun diba? At Hindi ako pabigat sa kanya. Kailangan ko Lang ng gabay ng magulang. Haysss ayaw ko na . Bibigat Lang pakiramdam ko

Again, it's like I'm reading my own story. I want to end my life. I wish I never existed because our mom let us feel it. I mean, like we did good things in our life. Na wala kaming naitulong sa kanya simula nung bata pa kami. Siguro monetary wala talaga, hello, we're still students. Ang sakit lang na parang ginawa kang anak hindi dahil gusto ka maging anak. I will not go into detail. Ang sakit masabihan ka ng walang kwenta, walang silbi, nang paulit ulit. Napakaliit lang na pagtatalo, pinalalaki, lahat na masasakit na salita nasasabi. Nakakasawa. Daming reasons talaga kaya gusto ko nang mawala. Including last night. Yeah, simple problem na nagawa or nasabi ng kapatid ko na totoo naman na sinabi niya. Pinalaki nanaman sinumbat nanaman ang lahat. Lahat nanaman damay, nakakarindi. I just chose to close my eyes while falling down tears because I can't take the painful words coming from her mouth. She is like that. Every time. She will never change. Hays. Well, she is still our mother. We can't do anything about it. I have dreams for her, I made a promise to my parents, to my mother when I was a kid. When we we're still on good terms. I have reasons to continue at ipamukha sa kanya na may kwenta ako. Dati sabi ko lang to make her happy, to make her life easy but now it changes. I know I am so far to achieve my dreams but I will get there. So, I think million times. Instead of killing myself(tho sumasagi pa rin sa utak ko yan hindi maiwasan) I chose to fight, I chose to be brave. Nalalapit na ang paghuhukom. Charot. So yeah, she just needs to wait for my sweetest revenge. And of course, it is for our father too. So, I won't give up. I'm happy that you surpass all of that too, ate! Padayon!

Ever since siguro di ko pa natry magalit nang husto sa mama ko. Yes, she disciplines us in any way like hitting but not sure to the point that I planted anger in my heart towards my Mom. Or maybe because I am close to my parents ever since kaya siguro ganun.

Mukha ata seryoso ka ngayon madam.. So kay papa lang ako nagtanim ng galit.. Pero tumatanda na tyo hndi na mga bata. Kya dapat ay tama na rin mga ginagawang decision sa buhay

I hated my mom before. I hate her now but not the same hate as before. Glad that we are not living with her. She values her boyfriend more than us, her children. But then she's still our mother so I must forgive her even she's not asking for it.

We will always have negative thoughts and ugly things to think about when we are upset. But the best thing to do is to calm down and then think better. It's good that even though your mother punishes you so severely, you know that deep down she loves you. What happens is that she may have been treated like that in her childhood and she is doing with you what she knows how to do. But it doesn't mean that she doesn't love you. I am glad that you are thinking of helping all your siblings in the future. God will do his work. There are many people going through your same situation. Make a point in your life. Strive to reach your goals. Find your inner peace and move on. God bless you always.

I have to commend you for holding on that long. Others would have given up easily. I hope you get to talk to someone about your frustrations. I hope you have a friend you can tell all your feelings and emotions, someone you can release your thoughts. Keep praying, okay? Keep holding on. Yayaman pa muna tayo. Malay mo dahil dito sa bitcoin cash. Kaya laban lang. Dapat maranasan muna natin maing milyonaryo :D :D

I'm sorry ate Ruffa if I can't. I really tried to be strong and brave enough, I tried to smile and and foget all the problems that I have. While reading this, I let my tears to fall kahit sabi ko hindi na ako uulit sa bagay na ito pero sorry, hindi ko na talaga kaya....

Ateeee Parotski, 'di ako sanay sa ganitong mga articles mo. Uwuu.

But, are you okay now? Maybe you're mind was filled with some uncertainties? Ramdam kasi kapag 'di ka okay eh. Ang seryoso mo. Anyways, I understand naman kung saan ka nanggagaling but don't think of that 'S word' again. It's bad. Mag-Wattpad na lang tayo at magboys hunting 'dun kaysa mag-isip ng mga bagay or decisions na 'di dapat isipin.

fighting sis!

So, if you are experiencing this kind of things right now with your family to the point of giving up your life, think again. ----- tama to. Buti na lang yung generation natin strong ne. kasi we experienced too much sakit sa magulang natin. haha. palo dito palo dun then iba pa yung mga masasakit na salita but we're still here and manage to enjoy life. diba diba. hehe. kaya fight lang ane. haha

Sending my hugs to you ate Ruffa. 🤗💗 You are brave enough to embrace those thoughts and just keeping it yourself. It was hard for sure not be able to release it out, but you are strong enough to make it up until now. You are correct, killing yourself will not fix everything. It will just worsen the situation. Life is indeed beautiful and we have a lot to do to make it the best. Your dreams and experiences are what makes you stronger. You were hurt, but you chose to stay, that is because you love them. You do not want getting them hurt that is why you stop yourself from doing the worst things. And that was the best decision ever. 💗 Things may be difficult sometimes, but always remember that there is a light waiting at the end of the tunnel. 💗 Padayon ate. 💗

Walang sukuan!!! Haha diba iinom pa tayo ng gin! Hindi ko pa natikman yon.

Sana lahat ng tao, isipin na ang buhay ibinigay sa atin para magalit, umiyak, sumaya, tumawa, mabaliw, masaktan, tumalon, magmahal, at lumaban. Hindi para sa nasa paligid natin kung hindi para sa ating sarili. Dahil ang buhay, gaano man kahirap, kabigat, kalungkot, isa itong, regalo, treasure na hindi lahat nabibiyayaan na magkaroon. 😊

Ganyan na ganyan ako ate ropa nung mga panahon na hindi ko pa naiintindihan paligid ko talaga. Halos isumpa ko na sila sa sobrang inis at galit ko eh. Buti nga ngayon habang patanda ako ng patanda nakakaya ko ng intindihin ang mga nasa paligid ko. Siguro kasi noon sobrang immature ko pa. Ang bilis kong sumuko sa buhay na ilang beses ko na talagang pinagtangkaan dati yung sarili ko. Tama ka ate, wala namang magagawa kung papatayin ko sarili ko, narealize ko lang na bakit ako magpapakamatay dahil lang sakanila? Bakit ako susuko dahil lang sakanila? Di naman sila worth it na maging rason para sayangin ang buhay kong binigay ng panginoon. Kaya here I am now, still breathing, living, and kicking 😂 HAHAHAHA i won't allow na yung mga ibang tao magiging dahilan kung bakit ako mawawala sa mundong ito. Mas tanggap ko pa kung aksidente talaga or magkakasakit ako eh. Pero yung ibang tao, is a big no no no.

Umabot din ako sa punto na grabe yung galit kos mama ko. Pumasok kasi siya nun sa realtionship, pero wala na yung papa ko that time. Ewan ko ano pumasok sa isip niya at naisipan niya pang makipag relasyon. Tas yung lalaking napili niya eh napaka lasinggero tas grabe magsugal. As in , wala talaga future mama ko don if ever nagpatuloy sila. Tinakot ko pa sya na pag hindi sila tumigil eh magpapakamatay ako and seryoso ako don. Buti nlang talaga naghiwalay sila huhu. Di ko taalga matatanggap if ever 😭

I sometimes in my childhood leaved house and decided I'll never comeback and right after an hour or 2 I'll return there like nothing happened

And we all are not perfect in grammer but we are learning by writing and we're just getting better day by day

I also Experienced those memories too when I thought going to school would be the last time my parent would see me. I thought I would be able to feed myself but I still discover I still need them with me.

The best is to be great and work hard to achieve success. With this, one would gain freedom from those treatment. But nevertheless, we need to understand that parents want the best for their children.

I think I found the answers..thank you!!! maybe it was the answer I asked from him.❤❤

Maybe its a normal to says or think some bad thing about our parent, but this day grabe ang mga bata ngayun.. di ko naemagine na nagawa ko noon ang mga pinagsasabi nila ngayun sa mga magulang nila... hayysst..

Not ending our lives means, that we are not selfish. We think about our loved ones around us. They would live on with huge pain in their hearts and with many unanswered questions in their heads. I know this, because one of my cousins ended his life in his early 20's. More than 20 years passed since then and we still don't know the reason why. Enjoy your life.

There are really times we resent our parents so much. We feel like they are holding into us like dogs on a leash. We seemed to not have freedom to decide, and when they apprehend us, we can't even fight.

I also felt that way to mother, but at the end of the day, i realize, she did this all for me. Of course, not including those parents who really abuse their children unlawfully.

My mom belongs to the category of strict because of love. Now that I am adult, I feel how she losens her rules for me one by one, because she trusts I can be independent, too, as how she wanted me to be.

I hope you'll keep loving life, and don't have revenge as motivation, (just an advice, you can ignore this, of course), instead, imagine a happy future awaiting you, when you work hard in the present. You are loved. You are precious. Remember that <3

Saludo ako sayo on the way you handle those anger in your heart.. ganyan nga before you do something always think of the consequences before doing anything. It will always save you 🤭