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Gone So Young

Boy I love you too much, but why it hurts. **When I Found** **You** I got lost for a second and from then on you stole my heart from me I didn't fight it. I welcome you wholeheartedly, believe in to what you told me. I like this feelings and I let it grow like for I find it new to me. And said to myself **If I Fall** - I hope he catch me in his arms. Yeah it happened and we are so happy together. You **Save Me From Me**, doing risky adventure like a birds without it's other wings but still push herself to fly. You show me the real you and I do the same to you. No inhibitions, just the real you and me - we have Us. And you found out that it's **Burdens of the Past** that's why I'm like this. I just let you because it's you and I gave my trust to you. I didn't blink an eye when I let you in inside my system. Coz your the best thing that ever happened to me. You also said I **Shine** brightly now that I have you. You sound conceited but I agreed with it too. You even promise **Forever** and off course I believed it, coz it's you baby. You also said to me "**Follow your Dreams, Forget the Scene** and be who want you want to be" and I did. Thanks heaven I did, I finally found the things I want for my life - with you I can make it. **You're Only Young Once**, this I can still remember. This is what you said to me one **Summer** that we go somewhere and stroll around. You **Watching Over Me** is the best thing that you did to me and I will forever treasure it here in my heart. We had **The Good Life together**, together we reach our dreams with our hand intertwined. We believe in forever and we're the **Living Proof** of it. We will get old and we will spend our last day in the hammock - still together and still had that big smile on our faces. It's **Always You** that I want but... Why you lie to me Baby, we could be together forever but why you have to do that? Why you **Runaway** and left me hanging here. You didn't even leave an option for me, you just disappeared. I'm **Poetically Pathetic** waiting for you but you never appear. I cried a river that time, I feel like I lose the half of my eyes. I can see everyone but you're nowhere to be found. So our Love is just **Temporary** to you, that's what I thought. You didn't really love me coz you are so selfish. You only think of yourself then how about me? What am I to you? Well, yeah you Have **The Right To Write Me Off**. But at least give me at least one reason so that I can move on. You lift me up into the darkness but you're also the one who pulled me down, but this time I'm not sure if I can still get out in this situation. I don't want to be save anymore. You show me the light but you're also the one who brought me into the pit of miserableness. I want you to **Fall Back into my Life** but how? It's impossible now. You didn't even give me the chance to be with you in your last moment and you just give me your **Letters of Regret**. Dear Baby, *"You're the best thing that ever happen to me. You know I Love You too much I hate seeing you sad. I did this because I don't want you to suffer. It's enough that I'm the only one who's suffering now. I can't bear seeing you crying, I hate that. All I want ia just to see you smile and full of life. I don't want to see your lifeless eyes that you had before like you are just throwing yourself into death by doing those risky things you called Adventure. I'm sorry if I did this. You're reading this now so I'm sure you already know what happened to me.* *I Didn't mean to hide this from you. I just want to spend my time with you without sadness and just a pure joy. If only I know that I will die early, I should've tried pursuing you that day. I should've just ignore you. Now you're crying again, you're sad I know. I'm sorry Baby, please know that this Man loves you so much, you're my life. And please! Please try to move on. Please find a reason to smile. Don't let my death stop you from loving again. Just thinking this makes me so jealous. But please, please love again."* Your Man Yayy, this one is not that good I know but I still try my very best in creating this. It's one of Kudokudo's challenge again. By the way, I already have two entry for this challenge: **Teresa Yungblud** and **I'm Afraid of Losing You**. If to the first two I didn't had the hard time writing it, to this one naman as in this - I just had a little problem in constructing it coz my brain is not functioning very well. Too kuch distraction like my newly download anime series and then there's that Splienterlands, lol. Yeah, I just registered to it. I tried it and it's not that bad but, it's hard to understand it yeah that's that. https://read.cash/@Ruffa/teresa-yungblud-1426d764 https://read.cash/@Ruffa/im-afraid-of-losing-you-4df73539 I use Amber Pacific song in here. I really love their song as in especially that If I Fall. You can check them in YouTube if you want and you'll never gonna regret it. So what do you think of this? 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