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I'm Afraid of Losing You

If **I'm Gonna Fall In love**, I want it to be with you, just only you. Wait, I already fall - sadly You're not there to catch me. You're not mine, but just seeing you happy with what you love to do is already enough for me to love you from afar. **You're My Song** and you're my favorite, even if you snap at me - that's okay I can live with it. You're so perfect for me but you think the opposite. I know, **I Do** know that you love her more than me. It's not like I'm gonna steal you away from her, so calm down I just want to look at you go on do what you want to do. I'm just here silently loving you as in **Whole Lotta You**. **I Think About You Yesterday**, the other day and even today - as in I think about you everyday. Is that bad? But what to do? You're occupying the whole space of my brain, try to open it you can see how I picture you in my head. **On A Lonely Night** you become one of the reason I can smile again. Just a thought of you smiling it me makes my heart beat so fast and the lonely night I have will be gone in a snap. Why it vanished so fast but my feelings for you just couldn't. I know, my feelings for you will be a burden once I spill it out. But I don't **Give a Damn**. I love you, and you can't do anything about it. Even me can't fight it - but I won't tell you a bit about it - I'm okay with it, that's life. I was **Lost and Found** since I met you. So how the hell I'm gonna stop this lovely but burdensome feeling that I have for you if you are the reason why I'm here and still breathing. I want to ask you to take responsibility but I just couldn't. **I'm Afraid Of Losing You** so anything that you can give to me is enough for me, I will still love you in silent - look at you lovingly but without hoping. I know where I stand **Baby We're Invincible** as Bestfriend. I can hug you without you noticing me that I am praying silently, "I wish you can be my **First Kiss**." I know, it's impossible that's why I can only wish. **Wherever You Go** I can go with you, treat you on a snack and silently rejoicing because I get to be with you. So what if it's a friendly date. What's important is - you're with me. I can't understand why I'm settling for less. I know, **Somebody Out There** could be waiting for me and ready to take my hand, it could be my soulmate. But you know, I will grab it if it's that easy. I can't let go that's why I'm still here. I will get the chance that I can take. Just to be with you is my only wish I'm ready to stay still. I can even watch you with her. I'll just cry silently and console myself even if I'm bleeding. No gauze can stop the blood from dripping, but I'm still smiling coz I Love You but not as my Bestfriend. And Something happened that I couldn't control. It get out of hand, now I'm on the brink of crying. I don't know what happened but when I woke up our eyes met. I can't read what's on your mind but it's saying something. We got drunk and something happened. I expose my feelings for you I know, I remember it. My **Mr. Right** is now looking at me with his cold eyes and I know some thing will never be the same as before. I even promise to myself that **I'll Be Your Sunset** that will give you a light whenever something happened to you. Bet it'll never happen now **Just Another One** and I'm dead. I want **Another Set of Wings** to fly away in this situation. But now that we're in this, I know this is the right time to spill it out. We can't never go back to **Like We Used To**. I break the only reason I have to stay with you. You will never accept it, that I know. And the beautiful dream I have for you and me was shattered and will stay only a dream. **Away, Away** - I'll be away from you. I'd rather run away than to hear what you have to say. You don't need to say it, I can clearly see it in your eyes, in your **Baby Blue Eyes**. If you open your mouth and say it to my face - you'll Be **The Death Of Me**. And I don't want to be in that kind if loneliness. Don't worry, I'll be gone in a bit. Leaving all the memories that we had together. I have **Fear of Flying** but for you I will fly away - out from your life my Love. I want to **Stay On Your Side** - God knows how much. But I know it'll be too much so just remember this my Love - **Forever and Always** you will be in my heart. Because you're thr reason that I survive in this cruel world. **Don't Forget Me** please, **You can Count on Me** - I will come back to you with the acceptance of the truth and as your Bestfriend. **No One Will Ever Get Hurt** but me, **I'll Be Back Soon** with a smile on my face. I will leave my picture frame, I hope you treasure it. Yay another entry to @meitanteikudo prompt. This is my second and I'm loving this. I mean because of those prompt I was able to publish an article today. I mean you know how hard it is to think of a topic. I'm almost out of topic and I'm just barely holding, cheret ahahaha. Anyway, this time I used **A Rocket to Moon** songs. I love A Rocket To the Moon to be honest. They are my companion during College days that even in the classroom while our Professor is talking and teaching us I will listen into it and I will just hide it using my hair, lol inside my uniform - the wire I mean lol. So here's my entry, I hope you feel it n your heart, charowttt. 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