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Two Is better than one

Life without a hassle, life where I'm at peace, a life that nothing's matter - only I'm at ease to do everything I want. No pressure just chillin' and relaxing waiting for a better tomorrow, for me - alone only for myself. Other's doesn't matter, it's just all about me. This is the life that I want. No pressure about anything. I don't have to put up with everyone's want because I'm alone. I love being alone. I can feel that loneliness sometimes but I'm used to it. No, no it's not really like that - it's just that, that's what I really want. I don't have to live up with everyone's expectations. No one's gonna nag at me if I didn't meet anyone's expectation. I'm alone and I choose to stay that way. I will do what I want to do because I'm free. I love this loneliness that I have. It makes me feel more alive. I don't know about you, but this is just me. I find comfort with my loneliness. I find peace, my mind works properly and I can find a clear vision of everything. I just want to stay that way for the rest of my life. That's what I want and I'll do anything just to stay it that way. Everything's fine, all is well I'm happy. I'm enjoying my freedom and I love everything in my life. So I don't know why this happened. When did everything started to change? Why I didn't notice it? Am I too drawn at you that I failed to notice it? Why it ever happened? Did I really allow it? I don't know! -- Everything is smooth, perfect and beautifully set. I have made it that way so that those who'll try to break the wall I created will be wash away with broken limbs and with wounds. I don't give a damn about others. I will do everything I want because this is my space. And I want it untouched and only I am allowed to open it. But then you happened! You just walk into my life and created some havoc in my brain, in my life, my whole being. You're not even doing anything but then I suddenly feel this beautiful feelings that I'm not familiar of. It's beautiful that I'm afraid that I'll get hurt if I allow it in my system. I don't know what changed but I jusy allow you to break the wall that I work hard just to build. You didn't just lit the bulb that I didn't know I have here. I didn't know that I have this dim light in my space that when you arrive the light suddenly wooshh and it gives more light to my pathway. You're just shining too brightly that I'm going blind. But am still trying coz I want to see the face who gives this strange feelings in my heart. It's beating too fast that I thought it will jump out on my chest. Seriously, who are you to do this to me? Why your messing with my brain? Why I surrender my all and just let you in without even resisting. Why you are so beautiful I can't stop myself from gazing at your face. Your eyes and your lips, that's my favorite part of you face. With that eyelashes longer than mine. You are just lovely. When you open you mouth your voice is just like a lullaby in my ears. And the vow that I pledge to myself that I will never allow anyone to just mess with my whole being? It was gone, it's like I never promise to myself that I will never open up just to anyone. It didn't even take that long. Instead, it welcome you with a smile, even reached for your hands. I was drawn by your beautiful smile. I was defeated and I just accept it. It's a beautiful defeat that I acknowledge. But still give me a beautiful feelings. I welcome you wholeheartedly and I love every second that I have spend with you. I thought the loneliness that I have before was the beautiful feeling that ever created. But I thought wrong. This, this beautiful feelings that you brought to me. This is the feeling that I will never ever let go in my hand. I will hold on to it tightly and no one can ever take this away from me. There's no way in hell that I will let go of this, or You. You who came to my world, you who erased all those uncertain feelings and replaced a beautiful one. I will treasure you just like how I treasure the most important things in my life. I don't want to be alone anymore, I will never go back to being alone because now I believe that Two is Better than One. As in You and Me, Together, the two of us. Let's try to make everything work please. Just please bear with me as it is just new to me. I Love You my other one. It's not just me now, because I have YOU. So, I wrote this because of the song Two Is Better than One of Boys Like Girls and Taylor Swift. This is one of my favorite song and that's that. Hope You Enjoy it.! Something happened yesterday that I wasn't able to publish this. 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