Internet Love

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So, it's really possible to feel a strong emotions to someone even if you haven't meet that person yet. Like, something about him caught my attention and I feel like I am being pulled toward him. And because I like this feeling, I let it succumb me and I was just drifted closer to him. I just met him online - I don't know about the others but I really find him cute. But that's not the reason to why I like him, I'm not that shallow who only look at the physical appearance and will be in love that instant once you face to face him. It's different, it was Love at first read?

Wait, wait not really sure if it's Love but I really like his work. I mean, we actually met in a Cryptoblogging Site and that's where I read his work. And I was like wooshh kaboom - I feel like he's an intelligent guy who love writing. I like how express his thoughts about certain something tru blogging. His choice of words and I just like to interact with him and talk about anything. At first I'm just his silent readers. Seems like he's also a kind guy but he be cold sometimes like he doesn't care about anything - he's like a mystery to me. A total stranger yes, but I like him. I feel something for him.

You might say that it's impossible coz we're a total stranger from each other but this is real, this is a real thing. If it's not love then I don't really know what to call this. I enjoy chatting with him, I get jealous when he's talking with someone coz you know I'm kind of Possessive. I just want him only for me. I feel down whenever he ignore my comment sometimes. There is this one time that I commented in his post in noise.cash and I'm the only one who didn't receive a reply from him. And I was so down, so jealous and so hurt. I just delete that comment of mine, I was really hurt.

Liking someone is not easy specially if you feel like he doesn't like you at all. And I'm just someone he knows but I really want to be someone special to him. Not just "Someone He know." And I'm the happiest when reacted to my post, like when he commented on it. I am like a kid who receive her favorite candy. I can't stop myself from giggling, lol. And just a thought about him give me a tingling sensation that well, I felt this kind of feeling to someone before but I know him for a long time now, we're still friend tho. He's one of my classmate and I can interact with him, look at him if I want to and daydream.

But the feeling I had for that guy is not as strong compare to the feelings I have right now for this guy - let's just call him ML. And, I also confess to ML just like what I did to my ex crush. My ex crush called me cute but he had to focus on his study so nothing happened,sad. And then I did it again to ML. I don't understand why he doesn't accept the fact that I like him. I mean, he ask me the reason why I like him coz as I was saying we are a total strangers. And he said it's impossible, or maybe I'm just curious or whatever. He didn't believe and he just shrug it off. So my confession is like nothing to him.

I mean, do I really have a reason to like someone? Isn't it a feelings that will just come at you, unexpectedly and you'll be caught off guard and you don't have a choice but to welcome it. Coz why not, It's a great and amazing feelings - it's good for my heart. After that confession I stop for a while and just focus my time to some things. I avoid interacting with him coz I was hurt too. I just need to give time for my heart to heal and forget him. I want to move on and..

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But me moving on, didn't happen. Coz I can't really stop this feeling I have for him. So I continue communicating with him. Not much, but this already enough for me. I'm happy just being like this with him. And I'm not really sure what's his trip - he sometimes do sweet talk to me and me who's head over heels with him just can't contain my happiness. Those butterflies in stomach, I can finally feel that - I already experience that and it's real oh my gosh. It's not just an exaggeration coz it's real. See, what I feel for him is REAL. I feel like I'm going crazy whenever I receive a message from him. Just a simple one but I can felt that he cares for me.

You know I can't stop myself from hoping - that he's slowly developing a feelings for me. I'm allowed to do that right? Coz he's giving me hope. He makes me feel special and my heart who's very frail for him will surrender with all it's might, yiee. He call me Baby, and I call him that too. What we have doesn't have a name but in our heart I feel like we're together. We don't really need a label as long as we have a Mutual Understanding. That's all I need. We both busy in our study but we still take time to talk with each other. It become a habit, it's so addicting but this is the addiction that I don't want to disappear. It makes me feel high and Loved, hihi.

My feeling for him grew stronger, we also had misunderstanding sometimes but we will just talk it out then everything will be okay again. Communication is the key, especially to the kind of setup that we have. I'm all okay with this kind of setup of us. It's been like this for 2 years now and I feel like it's still the first time. The feeling is still there actually I'm sure now that it's Love. It is not just a crush, it's a strong feeling called Love. Everything is going smoothly, we're happy. We video call sometimes and talk about our life, dreams and the future where each of us was included. We act like a couple now and we just have to make it as official.

I plan to open up about it to you but, maybe you feel that I'll ask you about our relationship coz one day you just stop chatting me. It just stop, no more late night chat, no more morning greetings as in you just stop communicating with me. I even flooded your messenger with a lot of messages but to no avail - you just disappear. And it's been like this for 3 day now. Call be over reacting but this is the first time that you missed on sending a message to me. I am so anxious and I'm asking myself if I did something. But our last chat ended well so I don't really understand.

And right now, I am in my room staring at my Smartphone waiting for a message to pop-up. I've been like this for 3 days now. And I've been crying nonstop - my eyes is so itchy because of too much crying. But then, even if I cried a blood here if you don't want me anymore then... "I Miss You Baby." 😭 😭

I'm crying my heart out on my room when I heard a knock on my room. I don't have the plan to open it because I'm having my moment here. But my "bwisita" is persistent that I feel so annoyed that's why I decides to just look for it. I didn't even bother fixing my hair and my oversized t-shirt is so crumpled. "I don't care, for sure it's just my ate Parot, hmmm!"

I open my door and I've got the biggest surprise in my life. That moment, I just want to disappear in front of my 'visitor' and die! He saw me at my worst and I want to die. So I did what everyone will do if ever they are on my shoes. I just close the door, run on my room directly on the comfort room and took a shower. It's his fault, so he should wait! "I love You ML but I hate you too!"

After fixing my face I immediately open the door. And there you are, still waiting for me. And when you saw me you came closer to me and look at me in the eyes that make my knee buckled. And yeah, I'm really longing for your hug even before that's why I didn't hold myself back and do what's on my mind. I throw myself into your body and hug you tightly. And you just hug me back just as the same intensity as mine.

"Carms, Baby!"

"ML, Baby!"

"I'm here, yes I'm here."

"Why you didn't tell me this plan of yours. You don't know how scared I am when I didn't receive any message from you. I waited you know."

"Is that the reason why you have that puffy eyes baby? I'm sorry, I had to do that coz SURPRISE!"

"I really am surprise, but also annoyed - but well, you're here and I'm happy. That's what's important, Oh Gosh I can't still believe this. We are just talking and chatting on the phone but now. This is the best surprise that I ever receive baby. Thank you for coming and I Love You!"

"I'm actually nervous baby, here feel my heart. I feel like someone is running around inside my chest. I'm just nervous but more excited coz I can finally meet and see you baby. I love you! UwU!"

"Baby, I told you don't ever do that. Gosh, it's for girls only - but you're cute saying it so UwU. By the way, how long will you stay here?"

"I'm staying here for good baby, I found a work here that's why we will be together now. I already found an apartment just a few blocks away from him so we can be together now."

"OMG, really that's a good news. So, we'll have a date now every Sunday. We can finally take a selfie together and we can hodl hands like this. Oh My, what to do? I think - I think I'm gonna faint for too much happiness baby."

"Ha-ha-ha, don't worry. If you fall I'll catch you with my two hands together with my body. So that you will fall at me not in the ground. And Baby, I have a question to you. Will you be my Girlfriend?"

"Yiehhhh, finally YES! YES!"


Mwhwhwhwhw, wahhh finally it's done. This story is half fiction and half hmmm. So it's a half-half, lol. I just added a happy ending to what they have right now. I really hope, in the future mangyari tong scene na ito ayiehh.

Happy Reading! 😙💙


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September 04, 2021

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Oh! Akala ko happy ending na nga pero wish ko nga na magkatotoo yong ending☺️.

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3 years ago

I have been in a long-distance relationship. It is very painful :(

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3 years ago

Saan kaya 'yung half true at half imagination ditoooo? 🙈

Feel you 'dun sa di kailangan ng label basta MU. Haha kaka-relate eh. Pero baka assuming lang talaga ako. Mwehehehe

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3 years ago

Bandang dulo syempre ahahaha, sana all may ka MU o ahahaha

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3 years ago

Assuming lang uy. Hahaha marupok tayo eh. 😂

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3 years ago

Akala ko naman talaga real na real, half half. Nakaka kilig kasi medyo naka relate ako sa story eh 😗😗

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3 years ago

Hahahaha, kwento ni ano yan wahaha. Going strong pa rin kau ? Yieeee kau ang patunay na may internet love?

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3 years ago

Sanaol HAHAH parang half real life story mo ate ah mwehehe

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3 years ago

Oi diko nga story iyan hahaha. Sa kaibigan ko yan tas dinugtungan ko lang ba yiehhh

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3 years ago

Luhhh tae kilig na sana ako kala kooo super real na haha medyo nagcringe lang ako dun sa "baby" every convo hahah. Pero yung simula talaga ihhh feel ko real na real hnggg

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3 years ago

Wahahaha thanks Chachan ahaha. Habang tinatype ko din yan naku ganyan na ganyan ang pakiramdam ko. Parang masyadong bwahahahaha

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3 years ago

Internet love is possible. Dami naman po testimonies ng mga nakahanap ng forever nila sa internet. As for the half fiction half true to life story, praying for a happy ending talaga para may kasunod tong article nio hihi!

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3 years ago

Diba diba, possible daw naman ee. Sana talaga mas gumanda pa ang kwento nila 🤩

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3 years ago

Haha half half ba talaga? yieee basta ako ghosting lang ended up noong sa akin hahaha kaya hindi kona inisip char

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3 years ago

Na ghost ka? Hahahahahahahaya gomen ahahahaha. Okie lang yan hahaha.

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3 years ago

Nakakakilig naman ate ruffa. 😍❤ sana nga po magkatotoo😁

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3 years ago

Hehe thankiee UwU.

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3 years ago

hala ka half fiction half true daw... ako naman, i won't mind getting to know someone online but then we have to meet at some point para naman indi expectation vs realityhehhhehe

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3 years ago

Hahaha, ako ayaw kong nakikipag meet kaya prefer ko din talaga kahit online wahahaha

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3 years ago

hahaha....

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3 years ago

. Part jan ay nangyari sa real life mon oh? 😅 yung chat 🤣 totoo yan eh. Haha . kumusta status now,? 🤣 or just a flashback again..

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3 years ago

Haha, nooo sa friend ko yan na storya nga hahaha

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3 years ago

HAHAHAHA husdat dear may convo kapa ah hahahha. 🤧 @ExpertWritter si ropa lumalablayf na 🤧🤣.

Btw. Ganda ng story huhu sana mangyari yan sa future niyong dalawa acckkk isa ako sa magiging masaya kapag nahanap niyo yung baby niyo. UWU 😂

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3 years ago

Bwahaha, loka ka dear diko kwento yan ahahahaha. Nakikisana all lang nga me ahahaha.

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3 years ago

May forever n pala sa internet love haha Bakkt parang nararamdaman ko po na hindi tohh fictional whaha Love story niyo yata to ehh wahaha

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3 years ago

Hindi ko love story yan bata. Wala akong kaganyanan, hahanap palang wag ka mainip sheshare ko din dini. Wahahaha

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3 years ago

Good luck po sa paghahanap 🤣

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3 years ago

Medyo tagilid sa ending eh😂 gawan ko part two? Hahahhsbsbshq

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3 years ago

Waeeeee, panong tagilid ba kasiiii 🙄 . Pwro salamat sa tip, yieeee nagustuhan mo ata masyado Carismatic wahahauaha

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3 years ago

Hahahaha hindi naman obvious, sabihin nalang natin na kinilig ako sa story, when kaya? 🤣🤣😂💜

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Obvious kana nga Carismatic 2ahahaha. Ask mo na kasi, yiehhhh ahahaha.

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3 years ago

Omg feeling ko talaga totoo to! Like come on half of the story is too realistic...hmmmm

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3 years ago

Hahaha, totoo ung kalahati pero ung iba hindi gawa gawa lamang ng malikot kong isip pero hoping na magyayari to sa future ayieeee

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3 years ago

Sana all may baby... hahaha 🤣 hay nako akala ko pa man din sayo tong story na to

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3 years ago

Hahaha, hindi man ngaaa.

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3 years ago

Ahmmm hmm. Hahaha parang ano si ano to. Ayaw ko nalang mag talk hahaha. But yeah, sana nga ganyan nga maging ending. Ayaw ko naman masaktan yang isang yan dyan. Aigoo hahaa. Sarap kotongan ng isa kung magpapakita ng motibo tapos wala lang pala aba. Sana all sa internet love! HAHAHA

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3 years ago

Bwahahaha, femfem sugudin natin ha pag nanakit. Aba di pwd ung eme eme lang hahaha. Pero let's be positive malay mo magkatotoo UwU. For sure yan ahaha. Wag ka nga, nauna kaoa nga jang magkaroon ng internet love haha.

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3 years ago

Kung hindi man maging success yung sakin, kahit yung kanya nalang. I'd rather be in pain instead of her. Yiieeee charot hahaha.

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3 years ago

Aba'y bat di magiging success? Angyare? Ayt so sweet sister yarn ahahaga

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3 years ago

Sabi nga wala naman sigurado. So, who knows. Haha. Shhhh baka may makabasaaaa, edit mo reply mo hahaha.

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3 years ago

Malay mo naman femfem think positive wag kang aayaw.

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3 years ago

" This is the addiction that I don't want to disappear", juskoooo inlababooo kana ng bongga ate Ruffa. I can't wait for this fiction to turn into reality.

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3 years ago

Haha, hindi ko nga to kwentoooo bat kau ganyan huehue.

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3 years ago

Half kasi sayo hahaha kaya sooner or baka mamaya kayo na ayieeee

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3 years ago

As what you've said, its half fiction, sino ba yan? hahah

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3 years ago

Wahahaha, sekretong malupet haha

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3 years ago

"It's different, it was Love at first read?" This is so weird, but somehow it works I think. I mean I heard real stories when a couple never met, but they were sending letters to each other. They fell in love. What??? Yes and when they met it was even a stronger feeling. But did they fall in love with the letters? No, but you still feel something nice about the person. Maybe the way they write or the compliments or whatever it may me.

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3 years ago

I don't really understand too, I mean sometimes some things doesn't really need a reason right to ah 😅

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3 years ago

Akala ko pa nman true ito, hahaha.. Itatanong ko pa sana sayo na kung sino tong mga to, hahahaha.. Paasa ka madams, hahaha

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3 years ago

Kalahati lang ung totoo madams wahahaha.

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3 years ago

Pati in si ML totoo, sino ba yan ha, pabulong naman, hHaha

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Hahaha sekreto, diko sasabihin kahit pa pilitin nyo Ako gamit ang bch - gogora ako jan. Cheret

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Hahaha, naku kaw madams pabulong na, dali sa messenger, hahaha

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3 years ago

Hooyyyy bekenemen pabulong. Hahaha. Possible daw na mafall ka sa tao sa internet pero hindi ganoon ka lalim. Pero once you've met, its like a fairytale.

Of course fiction din ang comment ko hahahaha 😆😆

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3 years ago

Bwahahahaha, kilala mo yan pero diko sasabihin bwahahahaha.

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3 years ago

You got us on a grip dude 🤣🤣 though I hated it was a fiction... imagine telling your kids how you met lol

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3 years ago

Hahahaha, I also wish this is true you know huehue

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3 years ago

Hooooy sino ba yan para nmang others walang chicka hahahaha

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3 years ago

Bwahahaha, diko naman kwento yan nee huehue. Si ano lang yan, si nevermind wahahahaha

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3 years ago

Ahhh si ano ba? Haha ikaw talaga

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3 years ago

At last a fiction story with a happy ending... Hahah more of the fiction stories here have sad or tragic ending 😂

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3 years ago

Hahaha, I know right. I've read a lot of that here haha

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3 years ago

Madam, sana all Ganyan ang love story at sinasalo kung na fafall 🥺

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3 years ago

Bwahahaha, sana all nalang talaga tayo sa kanila. At least masaya tayo, un lang masaya tau sa sariling kwento ng iba tapos tayo wala. Unfair huehue

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3 years ago

Hehe! I think this ending was all fiction but the story was true because the story has very kind emotions. It's my thinking.

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3 years ago

Hahahaua, it's a half-half 🤭. And it is actually a story of someone I know. I just added some part of it.

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3 years ago

Yeah, I can feel this story. I was thinking it was yours. 🥲

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3 years ago

Internet lover reveal. Half truth naman e. Hahaha pero naks, baby tawagan kahit walang label. 🤣🤣

Pero yun nga ay, once in our life nakaka or makakaexperience talaga tayo ng love from a stranger or from internet and we tend to ask is this even for real? Pero yun nga, line mo pala to ate, "Enjoy it to your heart content." Hahahahaha

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3 years ago

Bwahahaha, sana all no huehue. Kahit pangalan nalang tawagan namin nong sakin, basta meron sana huehue.

Just like you? Yiehhhhh hmmm PASOK!! Asn naba yong hmm na iyan ahahaha.

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3 years ago

Hahahaha merooooon yan ate. Hahahahaha, pero sino nga yan ate? 🤣🤣

Ay meron ba sakin pala? Sino ba yang hmm na yan? Hahahahahahhaa

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3 years ago

Wala ngaaa, peri may bch naman ako happy pa rin awiehhhh wahahaha.

Gusto mo tag ko Josepennnn?

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3 years ago

Sana all talaga may bch pa ate. Hahahaha

Wag na ate. 🤣 Soon na yung reveal. Charooooot! Hahahaha

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3 years ago

Hayy nako akala ko totoo hahah, Happy ending pa naman sana hahaha

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3 years ago

Nyehehehe, at least half totoo ayiejj ahahaha

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3 years ago

Hahahah some part are totoo pala

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3 years ago

Uwuuuu. Why do I feel like I jave been waiting for that kind of love story my whole life. Too good!

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3 years ago

Hahahaha, whyyy but thank you UwU.

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3 years ago

Hahaha. Lol 😂 half fiction and half reality!

No problem it doesn’t matters because I already read it like it was reality.

And one thing about love is to be loved in return by whom you truly love. If one isn’t loved in return then it’s like waiting for the train at the airport.

My ex crush 😻?? Just hearing that 😂

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3 years ago

Hahahaha, I just hope that everyone can get the love that they deserve no. Love love love 🤧

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3 years ago

Yeah we hope so.. thanks you so much friend

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3 years ago

Love is such a deep concept to understand and stories about love life seems to portray the writer subjective mind.

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