This is more of a cry for all the people who where never given the permission to cry. For people who where taught not to feel by people who do not love them and where taught not to feel by people who did.
It is hard sometimes because whatever it is feels normal but your world it's not. Nobody ever gave you the permission to feel, you where treated numb and then accused of being numb void of emotion just like the environment taught you to be all the time.
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You try each day not to crumble pretending not to be broken, occasional tears escaping your eyes, there is no scene sadder than hurting deep down but can't show it.
Maybe you've been taught all your life that your emotions is a disease because sometimes showing those emotions will make you live in the shame of being human.
Your emotions are not your weakness, you'd think you are weak when you feel but sometimes it keeps you alive. It keeps our insides secured because when grief comes out it makes room for life to come in.
For so long you've been holding your breadth and fear that breathing will make you less than the person you are, no one cares to point you in the direction of help so "what are we to do with all this traumas or problems trapped in our bodies?."
You need to realize that you need to be free to feel and come forth at the right time because this isn't the fist time you've felt this way and you have blended so much to restrictions.
Have you always restricted your self even in your relationship or wth your peers by suppressing these feelings and struggles.
God's job is not only to make you his but he uses self therapy to make you whole, only if you can let go and allow the process of healing, the process of relief, the process of permission be the path to restoration.
Sometimes we cry, because of the burden of this world, it hits us deep in our hearts daily to the point of giving up, but we shouldn't allow things that happen around us stop us from coming out, from relating our problems with a solution giver, with a healer, with a counselor or even to your spouse.
You would only spend a minute relating your problems and that would be all, you go back to bleeding on the inside.
Whatever it is has to completely leave you, that is when you can be free and that is when you can allow God do his job.
Your solution could just be at your side all this while of grieve and self torment, you need to believe that God can solve that problem no matter how big it may sound or look to you.
Has your culture become your function to save you, the believes that no one else can know about what troubles you.
You match your self away from faith and expect to find it in pain and suffering, that shouldn't be the solution but trust the mighty hands of God to do the fighting for you.
Are you hurting?
Please believe that God sees our frustrations. And he knows our weaknesses and trust me you will be glad when the Lord turn things around for you. So right here in this moment change from being too contained to being free. Are you trying to fit, but it may look difficult..sometimes feel invisible and just wished someone will reach out a helping hand to you.
You claim you believe Jesus but don't trust him, you shouldn't walk away from the father but pour out those burdens on him.
God bless you.
Thank you for your time.
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|29 July 2021|
I think it's all part of us, trying to hide the pain, show it, and eventually broke down. Whatever bad thing that we undergo, I think it's better to just let it go. Indeed, let us express ourselves and this expression because there's someone who will listen to us somewhere between all of this. God will always be there, listening.
Love this article of yours! Indeed, let us try to be us, as a human with valid emotions.