I wonder what option out of 2000 thoughts in your head you're holding on to. You don't want to voice what you have to choose next but I think you need to look at yourself, have you done your best to give your world a clear image of who you truly are. What if our lack of seriousness has finally caught up with us, what if my friends feel the need to find seperate pieces because of their lives that have been barely on track and worse than that what if all we need is the truth and not more confusion and you just need to be told the perfect sanctuaries where the rest of the pieces are, Let's try.
We've missed out on the opportunity to be in our seasons, in our good days not knowing that there is a greater life for us beyond it.
What brings you more fear?
Sometimes we feel unsafe to realistically pick an aspect where we are good in rather we keep playing a game of hide and seek. The incorrect answer is when you see the only requirement in one direction when the focus should be "what should be my career path? what gifts do I have? what are my really good in? what can people love about me and about my art?"
If you are doing things right people will love you no matter what idea you come up with but you have to start from somewhere. These lives you criticize is actually you because you dont have a perfect understanding, it's not just to put on an act but to try. Fight to represent you so people will know there are more to you than just the regular you.
Let me be more realistic, you've got this crazy idea to be a fashion designer but because you dont have the skills and knowledge it takes as a criteria, you get turned off because one or two things are missing from your requirements then settling for less becomes the next option. Maybe if you hadn't backed out you would have been better now, maybe through practise or very much any learning background. Where I'm driving at is for you to go for what makes you happy all you need do is to find all the missing pieces of the puzzle, immediately that is done you will know how well you fit it in.
Do you keep telling you good things about yourself to keep you from coming back to what is the truth. Why do you lose faith so much?, why shouldn't you drift towards appreciating your own master piece?. You can't fill in the puzzles with markings that don't match, so why do you keep trying sweating profusely for no good course trying to change a pattern that was long formed.
You have this fake love for the wrong craft, though we have the choice to decide whether that field or that life is horrible or beautiful, if you love to bake then why choose something else over it, if you love teaching why choose something else. You have to try to be what you want to be, at least just a little effort will do, maybe God could come in and make every little effort count.
Things are hard though, like Nigeria is the only place where you dream to become a doctor or maybe in any other field but you choose something else because of the system of education, you gave up cuz you can't keep writing the same examinations over again. Tried into giving up, testing you based on the idea that you don't know what you are doing anymore. This isn't peculiar to career alone but your ministry in general would you choose to be something totally different or what you have always desired to be. And to everyone out there who has faced this, there is still a way out for you I somt advice you start all over but you can make a craft out of another craft, think about it for a minute...
After searching through the deepest valleys, and the deepest oceans and you finally found that missing peice, will it be too late that when you attach it, all you see are cursive letters and alphabets. So why not try now, it wouldn't hurt to try......
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I want to ask the askers did you ever consider maybe we cant
Bye for now.
Jamb the Destiny changer has changed so many destiny in Nigeria. Though most people settle for other courses with time one have to find peace in it. As the saying goes "If we don't marry the one we love, we should love the one we marry"