Meet Rubi

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One of my ex way back asked me a question “do you know what's your best asset?” and I answered h im that I don't know, then he told me..

“Your best asset is your eyes, you're like Rubi.. that your eyes has the power to lure anyone to look at you”

(This is my eyes, is it real? Lol)

I was like “Oh really? Did I?” and he said yes..that the first time we had an eye contact he got lured and can't take his eyes on me anymore. Lol, I don't believe sweet words with men way back.. even until now, coz I think it's only their ways to make me fall for their trap, which sadly never happens.

If you wonder who is Rubi, she's a female lead of Mexican movie titled Ruby.. it's her name, Philippines adopt movies from other countries such as Koreans, Thailand, Chinese, Mexican and etc. I was only elementary back then when that movie was aired in Philippine TV.

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I don't know if my fellow Filipino have watched the movie but I'll tell you an excerpt about Rubi, she came from not so well off family so she's hunting rich men.. the story was unique because she was the protagonist and the antagonist at the same time. She always likes to be with rich men, she's sexy and seductive.. and her eyes can make the guy lost his mind once Rubi will stare much more when she winks.

That's how she get her man, it's funny that she's the bida and kontrabida of her story.. she met a man same with her age that already had fiance it was Hector, she split them up and she became Hector's gf. But Hector is not that super rich but his dad is, so Rubi the bitch ended up seducing the father of her boyfriend, causing father and son become a rival to her.

After my ex told me that, I got the idea.. I did try it out if it was real that I was like Rubi, don't get me wrong I am not that pretty like Rubi (kuku nya lang ako haha) but the way Rubi acts and the way she used her eyes to lure men.

This is the reason why I've met a lot of men before I settle on my nautical boyfriend. Actually, even if I already have boyfriend I still have the capacity to get a man's attention just by luring him with the way I stare, well personally but don't know in crypto space haha. My aura is also bitchy type, so men will think I'm an easy biatch..

I'm not bragging, as I myself sometimes wonder why people usually turn their heads towards me whenever I passed by or even I am just at the corner.. not men only but some are women too. Whenever I walk people will stare at me as if I have a morning star..or I got dirty on my face, I even sometimes took out mirror just to see if there's something wrong with my face. Again, I am not the trophy type of beauty.. I am just average as in not really very beautiful lol. My girl classmates also told me before that it was my sex appeal that cause people to look at me even if I don't do things just to get their attention. Don't know if it's true haha.

Much more if I do want the guys attention, I can lure him to look at me.. I was just murmuring “come on, look at me” or pag tumingin ka akin ka..ganon ang peg haha! the ex told me there's something the way I look, like it's very seductive and inviting..so mostly men misunderstood me, and think I'm an easy girl..later did they know I can be their worst nightmare haha! Yung sasakit na lang puson nila habang ako tawa nang tawa haha.

Even my partner, I was the one who do the first move because I like him the first time I saw him.. he wasn't paying attention to me but he did eventually after so many attempt, actually he was the exception..he wasn't lured to me that fast, that's why I was challenge to my core just so I can get him.. it's like my pride can't accept that he was the only one who didn't fall on my trap, but then he falls at last with hardwork and determination hahahaha! You see, the other side of me is really something. But he did admit, he noticed me.. he's just to proud to admit defeat lmao.

That's why these past few years that I'm already committed to my partner, I don't do eye contact with men anymore. It's like there's a curse the way I look, so I don't do it..just to avoid future temptations.

So back to Rubi, I was like her back then.. the only difference is that I don't date men to ladder up my life status. I don't after material things.. I want genuine care and love, something I didn't have the day I open my eyes in this world. If only I was like her maybe, I can have all the luxurious things in this world but I'm sure I can't have the genuine care I got from the man I chose to be with up until now.

There is also physiological issues behind it why I did that, to seduce men and leave them hanging.. growing up I was traumatized with horrible experiences with the men on my environment, that made me think men can't be trusted that they are lustful and doesn't respect women that's why I am really satisfied when I get to hurt them, it's like I'm doing revenge.. but of course after finding a guy who respected me for who I am I then realized all men are not the same there are still good men out there. We just have to find the right one for us.

I'm not literally like Rubi much more when it comes to beauty HAHAHA. Actually I'm ashame to share this, coz it seems bragging but I already wrote it, so please bear with it.. basta di naman talaga ako kagandahan lmao.

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Date Published: April 5, 2022