Yesterday's Food and My Cashcats Profit

I really love eating you know. When I am stressed to something or I feel bad. Yummy or delicious foods can cure my attitude and calm me down. Last month, I stop ordering foods because I need to save some BCH because I have goal to fulfill. However, I broke my promise right now. As you know, I converted BCH again in the price of $340. I know, it's still so low but something bad happened to my day yesterday.

You know, I always say that I am fine. That it's okay. But the thing is I'm really not so instead of buying food to calm myself, I just relay it to watching K-dramas and reading some articles like what I usually do because doing nothing in the whole day is makes me sick of thinking a lot of problems and it's stressed me out.

Years ago, I am not the person like what I am right now. I am just a short tempered person that once someone say something or talk bad to me I am not easy to deal with. I fought with them with words and I don't mind if what they will feel because they are the first one who start the conversation like that. To be honest, I don't like to fight, I don't like to hurt everyone because of my action. I am trying to be calm but just yesterday, I lost my temper and i did not control anymore.

I always wrote about my rants to my Family. I thought that Fighting with my Sister is already done and ended but no, Here we go again. The never ending saga because of money. I am just telling that, I wanted to eat something. My money is in his boyfriend's gcash which is the change where it should be the budget for the paint of this room. I like to use the other money for my craving and I pleased her boyfriend to buy but if he can't do it, it's still fine. But, you know what? He has a guts to make decision what should I do with my Money. Like what? I am using it for a good and valid reason but he is always keep telling me to save the money, to keep the money, like what I said 'It's fine if he doesn't like to go' but my sister said, "poor you, you have a lot of money but you can't buy your own food." So I answered her back and say, "And at least, I use my own money and I don't use Mama's money just to get what I want."

After that, I go to my room and throw all the things that I can see to let all out my anger. Let me explain, before that I told them that I want to eat something, I hesitating to convert my BCH just because I wanted to buy something. I am guilty because, I am thinking about my plan and that is to use my BCH earnings to build a small room my Mom (and y'all know about that already). At the age of 21, I am not other kids thinking about their wants because my Mom is my priority. I envy my Sister because she can buy a Delicious meal everyday, she can go out whatever, when ever, or where she wants with her friends. How about me? I always lock myself on this kind of messy room. My eyes always look to the phone and I have lack of sleep or rest just so I can buy them grocery, I can pay their bills. At this kind of age, some teenagers should be hanging with their friends and enjoy their life without worries right? I like to be like that. I really like to feel free but I have bought something big rock on my shoulders.

The people on this house thought that I am bragging my savings, they thought that I am bragging because I always declained to convert my BCH to fiat sometimes because of the BCH price is still low. They think thag I am rich already just because I am earning. Like what? I don't even have a guts to brag all of these because I am still starting. Nothing to brag about.

Anyways, I am always ranting about my Family problems and I am ashamed of my behavior. Let me bow in front of you because I was sorry for reading always about my dramatic life. My gosh, why I am always like this? I don't know either. Maybe because writing can make me feel better too but I am worried about what would other people think about me. Esp. To the Club.

Let me just share you what my Experience of using the Mcdelivery App. As you know, Mcdonald is one of the Famous Fastfood restaurant right? Because it is the restaurant for broken hearted- I mean restaurant that good for everyone. There are a lot of people saying that Jollibee and McDonald are friends before. But you know what is funny? That two Fast food chains are Being competitive to each other in our Town. Because their place are just in front of each other. So many people are confused if where to eat.

Even if my Friends really like Jollibee, I am Loyal to McDonald. HA-HA why? Because he's so funny. He always makes me laugh with his funny face, A clown. It's not surprising right? Because I already told you about this a lot of times. Please pretend that you are surprised. Lol

Anyways, Yesterday, I converted $20 or it's 1,024.00 php that time. I downloaded again my McDelivery App and after that, I go to the Bathroom to take a bath because, cold water can make us calm too.

I ordered these following:

• 1 Apple Pie

• 1 McFlurry With Oreo

• 6 pcs Chicken Mcshare Box

• 1 Quarter Pounder with Cheese Meal + Shake shake fries and Large Coke

• 1 McCafé cafe latte

The minimium of the Delivery should be Php 700.00 that's why I ordered a lot. At first, I am nervous because I thought that they will call me however, They did not call me because I payed the Food via GCASH

That is my First time experienced of ordering food via Application and it was so cool. BUT, there was a problem to the delivery driver. He doesn't know where is our home and I already told him many times if where is our house. Where he can go. Which directions and she keep calling me. I understand because it's already evening. But thanks to God because he arrived safe.

And that is the end of my Experienced ordering in Mcdelivery.

While I am enjoying my Food that time, @Eunoia chatted me telling that $CATS is now high. So I rushed to look to my other phone because my Metamask application was there. I was surprised because my 50,000 $CATS hold price that time is 1.13 BCH. I can't believe that my Prayer granted because I am wishing that 50k will become 1 BCH. I asked him if what should I do? Because I am nervous to make move. I don't know what to do. My mind is thinking,

• If, I will swap the whole 50,000 to 1.13 BCH or,

• I will swap the half of it? And hold the half as a reserved as a hold if ever it will go pump more.

He told me to swaped it because for sure, there was a huge dump after. But I did not do it. This time, I will follow what my mind say and I think I did not regreted it because the 50k pumps more to 1.20 BCH. So I swapped my 25000 $CATS that time to 0.61 BCH

And like I said, I choose to hold the other 25000 if ever it will pump more and or It will become dip again, I still have a hold and I will just add more soon. I learned this one to @Eunoia haha he always cut his Tokens to half everytime that he swapped his tokens when they go pump hard.

Conclusion...

As expected. Everyday that we lived, we have a lot of Unexpected things that happened in our life. We can't predict what happened next. To tell you the truth, It's hard for me to wake up every day because I'm scared. I'm scared that in every laughed and joy that we felt, there are always a bad things will happen in exchange.

Just like yesterday, I am just laughing and I am happy watching at my room and all of the sudden, it ruined my mood. However, not always we can experience that. Because even if we are sad, mad, we are crying, God always showered us a blessing and we can always recieved a good sign to make our life must goes on. He always comforted us with a way that he can. What I am thankful is, even though my life here is tough to understand, I am happy that my Day will always end with a brighter smile and I overcome the sadness and pain that I felt.

Thanks for reading!

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