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Is this the Last Month that I will HODL my Bitcoincash?
After I got home from our outing, I thought that I can feel relaxed. Because the main purpose why I choose to go out sometimes is to unwind, to relax my mind from the stressful problems, and to take care of my mental health by having fun with my friends. However, after the outing, there is this another problem that waiting for me again.
The title of this blog is obvious that it is all about the problem of my Bitcoincash again with my Family. You know, after reading the message, I am stunned. I don't know what to do and I think I need to think carefully and made a good and wise decision to this problem.
Okay, to make it short I need to convert my earnings and you know how much I need? P100,000.00 I was like, How can I have that kind of amount right now knowing that the Bitcoincash is still at dip price and I don't have much earnings right now because I invested the other BCH that I earned for how many months to smartBCH Tokens but they are not mooning right now.
My Mom Chatted me last night. Borrowing the money because she is rushing the Room that my plans for her.
The word Borrow makes me feel mad because I don't like her to borrow that money because it's really for her but the problem is, It's hurts for me to convert while the BCH situation is like this so I am hurt and hesitating until now.
If you still didn't know, I mentioned a lot of times that I will have a plan and that is to use my earnings here to build her a small room BUT the date and month that I decided is in September because the Bitcoincash is still at dip and it's hurts to convert the amount that we needed for that right now. It's okay for me if I will convert an small amount such as a amount for grocery, paying bills for electricity but the money that she needed...I can't still give it to her right now.
I am sad and I can't say NO to her so until now, I didn't answered her messages about it yet.
I am willing to give my earnings to her. I really am. Because he is the reason why I am grinding right now. She is the reason why I don't give up for spending a lot of time from Morning until midnight reading articles, commenting, spending time monitoring the tokens. Etc.
But Converting at the time like this? I don't really know to say. I always say to her and to my Sister even all of them here that my Situation right now is not okay. I mean, I don't have much Bitcoincash savings right now because I spend the other BCH paying groceries, bills, and when they needed and y'all know about this because I always wrote about my rants and problems converting every month for them.
As you know, I only have 2 BCH in my Bitcoin.com wallet the 1.16 BCH back then is still invested to some tokens and until now, they are still sleeping. I only have 1 BCH left at my metamask wallet and the 0.5 BCH was invested again to other tokens. If only I know that Ember will be like that, I will never invest my 0.3 BCH for that token and just invest it to $CATS.
Seriously? Why they are rushing the room right now. Now that The BCH is still at dip and all of my tokens are still sleeping yet. Sigh.
I check the total balance of all the values of my sBCH tokens at smartBCH tuxpapers but the total is just 2.44 BCH now.
But last night, I also consider of cashing out the BCH that I am holding at my Bitcoin.com now because of this reason:
Engineer and I talk about it. He replies to my story and he said, I should go if there's a budget already because the house material prices may be increased more in the next months. Not only the house materials but all of the items and products that we are using and eating increased too.
As you know, I only have 3 BCH right? The money that I needed is Php 100,000 and if we will convert it to BCH the total BCH that I needs is 5.91 BCH as of now that the price is still dip
And my 3 BCH only that I have value is only
Php 50,902 right now. This is making me feel stress. If only I already deposit my other BCH back then when the Bitcoincash price is still at $800 I don't have a problem anymore.
I thought of this one so that, I don't become problematic anymore. Because this problem about money- I'm so sick of it. To end this problem, I thought last night that maybe I should risk my 3 BCH already to end this.
Even though, it's hurts to convert right now because of this dip and I will just start again. It's just a small room and not a house. I think, Starting buying materials and start it right now is not a bad decision right? When I finished it, i think I don't have a problem anymore but to saved for myself already.
I think, I just mentioned the same word, the same sentence, the same situation on this article of mine today and I didn't explain it very well- all the thoughts that running to my mind because thinking having a 0 balance to my Bitcoincom wallet, I know that it's painful, it's hurts for me because knowing that the months that I worked hard for it, the value is just a little low when I will convert it and that is the thing that I wanted to avoid but what now? My mind became blank and still stucked to this problem since she messaged me about it.
I'm at the narrow situation and it's very painful for me to decide until now. I think, my world was collapsed after I read my Mom messages about the room.
Thanks for being with me today even if my world is like this. It's scary to be happy in a short period of time you know? Because after the happy moments that I spend with my friends, I don't know that there is a replacement.