A little update from my grandpa's burial. This is the last night that we can see him personally because he would be carrying off to our house tomorrow for burial ceremony and all. I am sad. I am always sad since my grandpa died. I just didn't expect that it would be this soon. I cannot handle it at first, but I gradually accepted it with all my heart.

The hardest part is that you are not there when he was struggling and cannot breathe fine. I wasn't there when he wants to talk with me.. I wasn't there when he breathed his last. It is really sad in my part because I wanted to be there at least. Although my presence will not do anything in his condition, yet I want to see him. I think that is my regret right now.

I am struggling to share my life as of the moment and I cannot think so right. I just wanna have peace and push myself in writing so that it would be eased. I saw this questions online and I didn't remember where. I just downloaded it right away, forgot to save the link. These are hard questions, but let us see my answers to those questions.

What is the meaning of life?

I haven't lived long enough to tell and describe the whole picture of life. Despite of that, I am sure that life is a gift from us which should be use according to his will and with our freedom too. I believe that this life is not eternal, there is another life after death. This means there is a cycle of life, death and life over and over again. We cannot see the beauty of life when we are too much focus on hating ourselves because of what we lack or what we don't have.

Which is better: too much of something or too little of something?

Can we just agree in the middle? Neither too much nor too little, just enough and sufficient. They say when we have too much, it is bad and when we have too little, it is bad too. So if we stay in the middle, are we not bad now? No, it is just like choosing warm or cold. If you choose cold nor warm, it's lukewarm. And lukewarm is not good at all.

I think I would prefer too much of something because it means I am abundant. When we are abundant, we can give more to others not just for ourselves. The blessing will continue to flow and whoever the flow touches will be blessed the way you are. I think it is better to give than to receive. The satisfaction of giving is unexplainable in our hearts.

Which is better: truth or beauty?

The truth of beauty or the beauty of truth? Did I just confuse you? I hope not. The beauty is something that was given and natural. It means we are born natural beauty inside out. We know how important it is to become beautiful because if you are ugly, then people will judge you accordingly. However, to become beautiful inside is something that is far greater than the outside beauty.

What would I do to a beautiful woman but full of lies? In this matter, I would prefer truth because truth will free us all. I mean truth holds power, integrity and dignity. If you are full of lies and deceit, then people will not trust you again. The broken trust isn't easy to be fixed. It takes a very long time, so be honest and truthful.

Is social media a blessing or a curse?

The discovery of social media is to be connected to others around the world. We can easily connect to our loved ones in other country, we can see our friends afar via video call and we are updated what's happening in the current events. There are so many blessings social media has offered us , but we are tainting it with toxicity and hate.

We know how much wide and broad the bashing online. The hate comments and bad mouthing to other public figures. I don't get it why others wanted to bash people so badly. They don't benefit from doing that. They don't earned recognition for hating someone and leaving harsh words. Sometimes, we are going far and that very person decided to end his life. There are multiple cases of live suicide on social media.

Define Intelligence

In my own vocabulary, intelligence is an individual's natural wit without the help of supplementary knowledge or wisdom. I mean, it is natural, gifted and inborn. It was already planted to that person when he was born. And I think we are all have intelligence in our own way. Just discover your intelligence if you do not know it yet.

You are so welcome to become my sponsor. I would love to see you there in that block. Thank you po!

I am grateful you read this!